Ugly and insecure?

Ugly and insecure?

last updateLast Updated : 2021-11-20
By:   Nancy  Completed
Language: English
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Elena just believes she is a nobody and perhaps a mistake which was not meant for this world. At every stage in life things become even more harder for her. She goes up feeling she doesn't deserve anything and instead of helping, every one around continue to say it to her face that she is a nobody.. She belongs just no where

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Unending misery

Elena pov"Get up you bitch " I am woken from sleep by the usual way that my mom does. It is hardly even three hours that I have slept and I am already up. That is my life. I even think that four hours are to many for me. Most cases I go sleep gkr about two hours. Every one will be wondering how I manage to cope with this. The thing is I my self can't tell as well .Things simply just happen the way they want.I at first remain in bed for about two more minutes with hope that maybe she has gone back to her bed since it is only three in the morning."You bitch!" She shouts and then it is followed by a hot punch right onto my head which drives me staggering falling on to the floor just at her foot."Stop your nosense and stand up Already. The cows need to be fed and you need to milk the cows before you give the poultry feeds while collecting the eggs for sell. " she said making me realise I have to stand up quickly. I can feel my head spinning a bit bu...

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I love this book very interesting
2021-10-13 02:46:07
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64 Chapters
Unending misery
Elena pov"Get up you bitch " I am woken from sleep by the usual way that my mom does. It is hardly even three hours that I have slept and I am already up. That is my life. I even think that four hours are to many for me. Most cases I go sleep gkr about two hours. Every one will be wondering how I manage to cope with this. The thing is I my self can't tell as well .Things simply just happen the way they want. I at first remain in bed for about two more minutes with hope that maybe she has gone back to her bed since it is only three in the morning."You bitch!" She shouts and then it is followed by a hot punch right onto my head which drives me staggering falling on to the floor just at her foot."Stop your nosense and stand up Already. The cows need to be fed and you need to milk the cows before you give the poultry feeds while collecting the eggs for sell. " she said making me realise I have to stand up quickly. I can feel my head spinning a bit bu
last updateLast Updated : 2021-08-26
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Unlucky morning
Elena pov"Vince , I have told you several times to stop doing this" I tell him in a whisper not wanting any other person to perhaps hear us."Come on Elena , I am just tired of all this. Why are you treated Like this ?" He says angrily trying as much as he can to control his anger. He has always confronted each person who tries to treat me bad. He is my saviour and at the same time best friend. Whenever he is around, I feel abit protected and he happens to be my parent's favorite child. They love him so much." I know, but you just need to disappear before any one can find you here " I go on to tell him in a whisper as I collect the last eggs. Vince being vince, he never goes by what I tell him. He always insists and in the end he doesn't go away even if I  to send him off. I then see that all my attempts are rather fruitless so the best thing is leave him and go back to doing my work. We together collect the remaining eggs putting them into the baskets ca
last updateLast Updated : 2021-08-27
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A monster incarnate
Elena povWith the way he was smiling at me. It clearly shown me that trouble and more trouble is coming my way. I panickingly strated picking up the can my hands shivering due to the too much fear that is in me. I am so sacred about what will happen soon. I don't know what to do " Am sorry, Lance please let's just keep this . Please don't tell anything " I went to say with a panic stricken voice." Calm down beautiful, you know I don't bite...though some times I do bite " he says emphasising the last part. " Please just don't tell it to any one." I go on to plead with him." You know me  , I will definitely keep it " he says extending to where I am. It is about six and my family will not be up until another two hours. But I wonder where Lance goes to every morning since I get him every morning around the same time." But you have to do something small for Me of you want me to keep quiet" he says whispering into my ear .
last updateLast Updated : 2021-08-28
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This is too much
Elena povI could hear noises Coming through but I could not tell what exactly they were . I tried opening my eyes several times to see what was taking place but I just could not.I felt so exhausted."She is so evil""She is a devils incarnate"." I have always told you to get rid of her " I still could hear the voices biy my eyes are so exhausted and don't feel like opening. I feel coldness all over me. Am I dead? I wonder. That could be great if I was dead. That could mean that I am now free and will not have anyone torturing mW." wake up you bitch !" Then some one kicked me so hard in the rids making me cry out due to the sharp pain that I feel. Wait  , what is wrong with me? When I try to stand up, I just can't I feel my whole body "broken" . I feel so much pain. I open my eyes and before me is my my mom, sister Alexis and Lance. When I look at him, memories of what happened last night come back to me. Lance told me to meet h
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Vincent is dead
Elena pov.I didn't know whether to cry or smile after reading the letter. I had so much mixed feelings. . I was happy that he could come back and see me. I was sad that he left without me giving him a hug. He is the only hope that I have in life. That is why every thing about him and even the smallest bit of it , I care for it so much. But then I was optimistic since I knew that he could come back and I will be finally out of this . I stood up slowly trying not to hurt my body. I should have every thing finished before they come back. With the support of the wall, I move slowly heading to the kitchen to prepare dinner. I am so haungry since I have not yet eaten anything since yesterday. I can use this time to eat some thing before they come back or else .About thirty minutes into my cooking, I hear some one open the front door which tells me that their is some one who has entered the house. I wait to see who ever has come in. That is when I feel that fam
last updateLast Updated : 2021-08-30
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I no longer give a damn
Elena Pov.I sat on Vince's bed not knowing what exactly to do or think any more. I have been sitting here for the last number of hours since I found out about the death of Vincent. I didn't give a damn any more about other people in the house could say. Even if it meant insulting me like they usually do, I don't care any more. I was holding a photo of Vincent that is always on the side of his bed. With that smile that never left his face. The most jolly person that I know.I cannot help but imagine about how my Vincent perished in that damn accident. It is said the cab he was riding in got into an accident that didn't leave him( Vincent ) and the driver . He was only a few meters to the hospital where he had done his internship. How I wish I was there to give him one more hug..at least the last hug until we meet again. How could I not. If it was not for that Lance who tried to rape me , he could perhaps be alive. Tears roll down my eyes as I
last updateLast Updated : 2021-08-31
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Chapter 7:Why me ??
Elena pov.Have you ever lost some one that you love most in your life? Have you ever lost some one that was the only hope that you have in your life ? Those eyes ho have been in such a situation can relate under which situation that I am in right now. You feel like you equally want to die and get out of this world once and for all. The next few days after the death of Vincent were the hardest that I have ever experienced in my whole life. I was just a walking zombie. Mom had shifted all her depression of losing her favorite son towards me who was already depressed my self. She was so hard on Me. She abuses me every time. Reminding me that I am useless in the world and she wishes it was me who was dead instead  of her son. Yes, she was depressed but how could she hope that maybe it was me who had died instead of her son. I used to shed tears of how every one treats me in addition to losing my only hope that I had in my life. " You u
last updateLast Updated : 2021-09-07
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Chapter 8:Raped and dumped
Elena pov. I could feel like I was tearing out. Everything felt so disgusting. He was using the whole force onto me.I don't know but it felt like he was punishing me. I would feel his sweat and then I felt his liquid flowing into me and that is the last I knew before I lost my consciousness. I would see Vincent beckoning me-wait then I saw another Vincent , one was beckoning me to go near him while the other was telling me to go way. I looked so confused one telling me to go near while the other was pushing me away. It was losing all the energy that I had left. I tried moving from side to side each one of them pulling me from one side ..then I could hear some voices  . I tried as much as I could to open my eyes but it was so hard for me .Then I started  feeling general body weakness. My whole body was hurting me. Slowly by slowly the voices begin reducing. Then I finally opened my eyes  .This place seemed so new. I have never seen this place in my whole life.
last updateLast Updated : 2021-09-08
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Chapter 9:A New beginning.
Elena povDay by day went by and I was improving rapidly. Still I couldn't believe the fact that no one from home had dared to look for me. Perhaps putting up an announcement in the newspapers or over the televisions and radios as well as the different platforms. I felt so disappointed and hated myself for being born like this. Maybe of it was under a different circumstances or situation, my parents could love me.It was so hard but I came to believe that they had maybe even had this intention to see that I get away from them.it worked. However it has been two weeks since I came e. I have never felt this comfortable and relaxed my whole life. Despite the poverty that we were living in right now, I was more than happy compared to how I was my whole life at home. I had no idea there were people who were do kindhearted."Good morning dear " she says to me one morning bringing me from my thoughts in which I was stuck in."Ehmmm..Good morning mam " I greet her
last updateLast Updated : 2021-09-11
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Chapter 10:First day at work
Elena pov To say that I was eager is an understatement. I was so happy and excited that I was finally going to work and able to provide for the woman who has been there for me when no one even cared about me. She was there when everyone else saw me as a complete nobody.We had finally moved to the city. Just a ten minute walk from where I was to work.we got a better apartment though not expensive.. Just comfortable and sure it will be in my salary  range of USD 500. To some extent I thought this was pure luck for me to get such ajob. Though life is kind of expensive here, we will be able to survive alongside provide for my sick mom."Did you even have any sleep last night ?" Mom says as she goes through finding me in the kitchen preparing breakfast. "I just could not contain my happiness mom" I say as I turn to give her a sudden hug taking her by surprise. I have grown so fond of this woman the last couple of months."Oh my God, El
last updateLast Updated : 2021-09-12
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