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Vincent is dead
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Elena pov.
I didn't know whether to cry or smile after reading the letter. I had so much mixed feelings. . I was happy that he could come back and see me. I was sad that he left without me giving him a hug. He is the only hope that I have in life. That is why every thing about him and even the smallest bit of it , I care for it so much.
But then I was optimistic since I knew that he could come back and I will be finally out of this . I stood up slowly trying not to hurt my body. I should have every thing finished before they come back. With the support of the wall, I move slowly heading to the kitchen to prepare dinner. I am so haungry since I have not yet eaten anything since yesterday. I can use this time to eat some thing before they come back or else .
About thirty minutes into my cooking, I hear some one open the front door which tells me that their is some one who has entered the house. I wait to see who ever has come in. That is when I feel that familiar scent. I immediately feel like my body is shivering.
"Hey Bitch " that voice makes me almost throw the bowl that is in hands but then his hands are there to hold it.
"Be careful ..always " he says as he extends his mouth onto my neck . I feel my body shiver even more. Than his tongue lands onto my neck licking it. My mouth close biting my tongue. This is disgusting. So disgusting.
I try to pull away from him but he holds me tight.
"Just calm down" he says and with that he continues with what he was doing earlier.
"Please, Lance , just let me go" I say pleading tears coming out of my eyes. Can't he even think about the fact that we are cousins. He should not be don't this to me.
"Who are you to tell me what to do " he roars at me and bites deep into my neck.
God when will this ever end. When will I ever have the peace of mind that I want. I have lost all the dignity since every one bites me and insults me but there is only one thing that I have... That is my body. I have always thought that one day I would get a man whom I could give my body since it could be the only treasure that I have.
Why can't they just see that they have tortured me enough. Why don't they give me only freedom over my body. Now, they have started also taking over it.
He then begins extending his hand in between my thighs. I can not resist it any more. He has hold me tight that I cannot make any movement at all. I just close my eyes ready for any evil that is going to happen to me.
Then the front door opens and I hear the noise signalling that the rest are back. With this, he pulls away from me ..
"If you say a thing, I will kill you " he roars at me and then exits the kitchen. When he gets out of the house, it is like I have revelled from some thing very bad.
I try to compose myself and continue with what I have been doing.. Then I hear some thing. It is like there are people crying upstairs. What is it. What I k ow is that this place is always full of Merry making. What could be the problem..
"My baby....my favorite..." I can hear mom but I just cannot tell exactly. But I am drawn to go and see ..when I reach in the living room, mom is on the floor crying hard. The rest are in the seats crying as well.
"What had happened ?" I ask no one in particular even though I know that it could cause problems to me.
"Vince is dead" one of the twins says to me. Did I hear well, I wonder.
"What!...I say suddenly.
" Didn't you hear you fool" Alexis says. I cannot believe this. This cannot be try. Vincent cannot be dead .How did this happen? Did he just leave this morning ? Didn't he promise to take me away ? What is this going to happen ?
I could not even feel my legs pain as I ran out of the house onto the farm. What is going to happen to me. What is really going to happen. He has been my only hope. The only person. He left only a few hours earlier this morning.. What happened to him.
Why. Didn't God just take me instead of taking Vincent. He was about to finish his Medical degree .He could take the useless me. Since I have nothing that I am doing here. Vincent studied alot, he needed to enjoy the fruits of his hardwork..then this has happened.
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Hello good people.
Here we are at it. Just be a little more patient . This story is definitely going to be one of your favorites.
Poor Elena, don't you think she has already gone through . Why did she she still facing these difficulties. With the death of Vincent, what is going to happen to Elena. Read ahead to see what will happen.
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