Chapter 34

As I walked down the streets, I felt a different kind of feeling. After escaping the detective, Steve was safe and here I was not sure about tommorow or what it would bring, the uncertainties of the future.

A couple was holding hands across the streets, the girl smiling sweetly as wind blew her black hair that was glittering under the moon.

They stopped to kiss and I still followed the duo keenly like a YouTube fan. I imagined his kisses leaving her senseless with want and boneless with desire.

Couldn't my life just be the same? Without angels blowing a trumpet and shouting time is up for being happy, now start being sad.

My mother's death had bore a hole into my heart and it seemed my father's presence had plastered that hole over.

Then why did it seem like I was still bleeding and hurting inside . Was I bipolar now?

An awkward pain flushed through my gut down to my stomach and I sto