Times up.
I looked down at the stick on the counter and wanted to vomit.
Two lines. Crap.
“I think I should take another one in a few hours,” I stated.
“Scarlett…honey we’ve taken like four already today,” My sober buddy, and trusted friend Skyler winced. “I think we can say it’s positive.”
“No! Th-they could all be faulty! There’s just no way. I’m gonna get a blood test.”
“You already had one, that’s how we became aware of such a predicament.”
“They could be wrong though!” I exclaimed. “And they are. Because they have to be. Because I cannot do this.”
Skyler nervously tugged at her purple hair and her big brown eyes looked at me with utter concern. Her dark brown skin crinkled on her nose before she spoke. "Alright, then we should do a blood test.”
“Yes. And then when it’s negative, I can call Grayson and Lee back and tell them who I would like to be with. Easy as pie!”
“Who did you pick, by the way?” Skyler asked eagerly.
“I can’t tell you, it’ll jinx it! Last time I almost told you…this happened!”
“Jeez. You know you’re acting kind of moody…that’s definitely a symptom.”
“Oh shut up Skyler.”
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“Ms. Watson, congratulations, you are pregnant!”
There was a smile on my doctor’s face. He clearly couldn’t read the room because I was not smiling. I was not happy.
“Could you um…could you check again?” I asked.
Dr. Conner chuckled. “Scarlett, you got a blazing positive on the urine test and the HCG test fully confirms it. You are with child.”
“Just kill me!”
“Excuse me?”
“I…I…do you know what this is gonna do to my life?!” I exclaimed.
“No I don’t but-”
“My life was actually about to begin, I was gonna have a sexy rich boyfriend and I have a great job and I just got off of drugs! I was thriving and now this?!”
“Well, do you want some pamphlets on some…other options?”
“Oh, no Doctor, I don’t. I think I want to keep this little peanut.” I sighed.
“Well, Scarlett, you can discuss this with the father.”
“Ha! That’s the thing Doc! I don’t even know who the father is! He could be one of two handsome, rich, sweet, funny men who I have completely put through the ringer this last year and this might actually kill them.”
Dr. Conner looked stressed for me. “Well the great news is you can do a paternity test next week!”
“So I’d like have to get DNA from them right? Even if they don’t exactly know if I’m doing that?” I questioned.
“It would be better to tell them.”
“But like I don’t have to,”
He sighed. “Yes, I guess not. But you would have to make sure to keep their DNA separated and then submit it to the lab and in a few days you’ll have your results.”
I nodded. “I can do that. I mean it’s easy right?”
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“So, I’m pregnant,”
“Yes, I’m more than aware,” Skyler rolled her eyes.
I sneered at her. “Anyways, I’m gonna do a paternity test and whoever is the father…that’s who I’ll be with!”
“But what about who you chose?”
“That really doesn’t matter anymore, unfortunately. I want this child to have a stable upbringing unlike I did. I don’t want them to be around arguing because mommy decided she didn’t want daddy and married a different billionaire. I love Lee and Grayson so much. I would be happy with either of them for the rest of my life.”
“That is a wildly mature decision,” Skyler whispered. “Are you…growing?”
“Rehab did something for me, I guess.” I laughed as the doorbell rang.
“Who’s that?”
“The boys. I need your help. I need you to get DNA off of Lee. Just like a couple pieces of hair.”
“Wait, you're not gonna tell them about the baby?” Skyler hissed.
“I can’t! They’ll lose their shit! They cannot know until I know who the father is and hopefully the other will be so wonderfully supportive and I can still be friends with them.”
“God this really is the life you are living.”
“It could be a TV movie,” I muttered before opening the door.
The two most handsome men I had ever met stood in front of me.
On the right was Grayson Wrenford. His grey eyes lit up upon seeing me as he ran his big hands through his flawless brown hair. That perfect smile almost knocked me off my feet. Maybe because he was the first man I ever truly gave my heart to.
Next to him was a tall, sexy, Asian man; Lee Windsor. He had a pretty much perfect face. Stunning cheekbones, an insane jaw, and honey brown eyes that literally made me melt. He bit his plump pink lips as he saw me. Always undressing me with his eyes.
“Come in,” I smiled.
They gave a kiss on the cheek before entering.
“Oh, hey Skyler!” Lee smiled. “How are you?”
“Stressed,” She answered.
“Wedding planning?” Grayson questioned.
“Among other things.” I shot her a look. “Work. Work sucks.”
“We kind of thought you were gonna tell us something, Scarlett.” Lee pointed out. “Like with just the three of us.”
“Um, I just decided to take the rest of my days to really mull this over,” I stated. “And maybe a few more days after that.”
“Scarlett!” Grayson whined.
“I swear to you by the end of next week there will be an answer! There were extenuating circumstances that are delaying my response, but you will definitely have one, I promise.”
“So why did you ask us over?”
“Cuz…I missed you a lot. I like when we all hang out. It’s nice.”
“You’re being really weird,” Lee studied me. “Is something wrong?”
I forced a laugh. “Nope! Uh, but pick a movie, I’ll be right back!”
I went to the bathroom to calm myself down. I splashed water on my face and studied my reflection. Huh they were right about pregnancy glows. My brown skin was absolutely sparkling right now! And my hazel eyes were kind of dazzling! And was my hair…bouncier?
Maybe this little peanut wasn’t that bad!
I went back to the living room and saw Lee opening a bottle of wine.
“Um…none for me!” I said as he started pouring a fourth glass.
“Really?”
“I feel kind of wonky so I don’t think alcohol will help with that.”
“I’ll take her wine,” Skyler offered.
We all sat on the couch as the movie started. I kept glancing over at Grayson, wondering how I was going to get some strands of hair without him noticing.
“What?” He whispered when he caught me staring.
“You look handsome,” I smiled.
“And you look beautiful.”
I pretended to watch the movie again. Skyler caught my eye and looked at me nervously. “I can’t do this,” She mouthed.
“Please,” I mouthed back.
“What’s going on?” Lee asked.
“I need a drink,” I responded, getting up. “Oh…Gray, you’ve got something weird in your hair.”
“Can you get it out?” He asked.
“With pleasure,” I gripped at least four strands of hair and tugged them out.
“Jeez, Scarlett!” Grayson grabbed his head. “What the hell?!”
“It was really in there, sorry.” I hurried to the kitchen and wrapped the hair in a napkin. Perfect!
“Ouch!” I heard Lee cry.
“Sorry!” Skyler yelled before hurrying inside. “Please don’t ask me to do anything like that again!”
“Fine, the next time I don’t know who the father of my child is, I will have someone else get the hair.” I laughed as I put Lee’s hair in a napkin. “Well that was easy.”
“More like agonizing.”
We went back out to the living room. I sipped my water, slowly, wishing it was wine instead.
“I’m going to the bathroom, can you pause?” Grayson asked.
“Sure,” I smiled.
“You two are really strange tonight, you know?” Lee spoke up.
“It’s a girl thing,” Skyler shrugged. “A former drug addict girl thing.”
“If you say so.”
“Well, I do.”
Grayson entered the room looking shaken.
“What’s up Gray?” I asked.
“Scarlett, I’m gonna ask you something and I need you to be honest with me,” He breathed.
“Um yeah of course, babe what is it?”
“Are you pregnant?”
“What?” Lee asked. “Why would you ask her that?”“There’s a bunch of tests in the bathroom trash and they all have two lines.” Grayson answered. “Scar? Are you pregnant?”“Just like a little bit,” I answered. “What is a little bit?!”“Like a month.”“Scarlett!” Lee exclaimed. “You’ve been pregnant for a month and didn’t tell either of us?!”“Ugh…I just found out a few days ago! The day I had finally made a decision! And that’s why I was so weird and asked you guys to leave." I rushed out. “Why wouldn’t you tell us?” Grayson demanded. “I told her to,” Skyler commented. “Sky really?” I asked. “Sorry, I’ll just sip my wine.”“Well, who is the father?” Lee asked. “Is it me? I know this is sooner than we wanted kids, but this could be amazing.”“Or it’s me right?” Grayson asked. “I mean I’ve always wanted kids with you. We’ve talked about this a million times.”I felt awful that they were both so excited. “I don’t know,” I whispered. “I have no idea. And I was gonna do a paternity te
I think I passed out. When I woke up the three men were looking at me in concern. “You okay Scar?” Lee asked. “Yeah, it’s just I had this crazy dream-like thing that Dr. Conner said I was having twins!” “That was real, babe,” Grayson informed me.“Twins?! God, I have the worst luck!” I groaned. “But they’re so beautiful,” Grayson whispered, his eyes on the monitor. I looked at it again and sighed. He was right.They were so beautiful.--So I was carrying two peanuts inside of me. That was exciting and horrifying. However, how cool was it to get two kids over with in one go? I didn’t have to have any more after this! Oh, but what if I have two girls and then I want a boy? Or two boys and I crave a little mini me? What if both of these kids sucked and I wanted to try for one good one?The possibilities were kind of endless. “There’s something different about you,” My good friend Lincoln Ellison commented, peering over his designer glasses. “You simultaneously look like crap and
“I’m pregnant.”“Whore!”“Skyler!” I exclaimed. “You’re supposed to be helping me!”“Sorry, but wouldn’t your dad sound like that?”“I guess, but…ugh what if I just didn’t say anything?”“Scar, let me paint you a picture. You go to your Dad’s house for dinner, having already told your mother to also come. It’s time to pour drinks and you say ‘no thank you’ and everyone looks at you like you’re insane. There are two possible questions that will be asked. One, ‘are you pregnant?’. Two, ‘are you back on drugs?’.” Skyler explained. “Huh.” I grunted. “So no matter what you would have to reveal that your stomach is being occupied by two little trust fund babies.”“This is why you’re my friend,” I nodded. “You tell it like it is.”“That’s what I’m here for. So nut up and tell your parents you’re pregnant. Invite the boys to make the blow softer.”“Now that’s not a bad idea at all! My mom loves those boys! Skyler, you’re brilliant, do you know that?”“I do. So tell me something I don’t know
I thought telling my parents was going to be bad enough.Now I was sitting at brunch with the Wrenfords and the Windsors and I couldn’t even have any mimosas. “So, I hear you guys have been having me followed,” I declared. “It was just for your own good, Scarlett.” Belinda Wrenford assured me. “You know we worry about you. We wanted to make sure that you’re not relapsing.”“Well I definitely won’t be doing that in the next eight months!”No one laughed. Whatever that was funny as hell.“So when will we find out who the father of these children are?” Hal Windsor asked.“In a few days, and then this whole mess will be over. I will be with the father of my children.” I said firmly. “How have you been Scarlett?” Ninette Windsor questioned. “Are you keeping up with your prenatals and getting enough rest?”“I’m really trying, just with whole situation and work-”“Well you’re going to be quitting your job right?” Alistair Wrenford asked. “Um not at all. How am I supposed to pay for thin
“Fuck! Fuck! Fuuck!”Lee and Grayson looked at me like I was insane. “Yeah, I thought that you would be your reaction,” Dr. Conner stated. “No, this isn’t…it’s not possible!” I cried. “Actually it is…what are you doing right now? Can the three of you come to the hospital, I feel that we should discuss this in person.” “Yes, please, because this doesn’t make any sense at all to me!”“Okay, just breathe and come now.”I hung up.“So?” Lee asked. “We gotta go to the hospital.”I would let Dr. Conner share the news with them, because if I did it, I might puke.***“No! That’s impossible!” Grayson exclaimed. “There’s no way!” Lee shouted.“Gentlemen, please calm down and let me explain,” Dr. Conner said soothingly. They took a deep breath and nodded. “This is very possible and it has happened before. It’s called heteropaternal superfecundation.”“Try saying that five times fast!” I laughed hysterically.“Basically Scarlett released multiple eggs during ovulation and you each fertil
I was gonna puke.For the first time ever mine, Grayson, and Lee’s parents were all meeting. We were sitting down for dinner to let them know the shocking and inconvenient news. This would end in one of three ways: sobbing, fist fighting, or yelling. And it was possible all three things would occur and even more possible that worse things would happen.And couldn’t have a single drink throughout it.Peachy.At some point I had to go shopping. Clothes were becoming much too tight on me and I was starting to get just a little self conscious. “I’m hideous!” I cried. “Scar, come on, you look beautiful.” Lee insisted. “Why am I wearing a white dress, I look like the Michelin Man!” “You’re way prettier than that guy,” Grayson assured me. “This dress is perfect, babe.”“You’re only saying that because we’re running late,” I huffed. “I mean kinda. We don’t want to be late and deliver the most hectic news of our lives too.”“Fine, I’m ready to go.” I grabbed my purse and stomped out of t
“That’s my boy!” Alistair exclaimed. “That’s that Wrenford right hook!”“Grayson!” I gasped. “I’m sorry, but what the fuck is wrong with him?” Grayson shook his hand out. My dad stumbled up from the floor, his nose bleeding. “Scott, are you okay?” Sophia asked in alarm.Dad snatched the tissue from her hand and quickly wiped his nose before standing up and walking around the table over to Grayson. Oh no.He hit Grayson before tackling him to the ground.“Daddy enough!” I cried. Lee tried to break them up but he pretty much ended up getting involved. The other men finally intervened and it just became a mess of fists and cursing. Every single man involved in this scuffle was going to be in my children’s lives. The most important men in their lives at that. I had to pick a really good godfather for each so they could have some kind of stability. Finally everything simmered down and Grayson and my dad were separated. “You’re never coming anywhere near my child!” Grayson screamed.
“Do you think the house will be easy to baby proof?” Grayson asked.“Can we get carpet on the stairs to make them less slippery?” Lee questioned.“Oh, maybe we can get like an elevator in here?”“Guys, please!” I groaned. “Can you at least introduce yourself first!”“Right,” Grayson laughed. “I’m Grayson Wrenford.”“And I’m Lee Windsor.” He shook her hand.“And I’m Scarlett Watson.”“I’m Mei, so nice to meet you all.”Mei was a very pretty Asain woman with perfectly done black hair. She had stylish glasses over her bright brown eyes and she had a warm smile. I could see how she sold houses so easily. I would buy anything from her.“So we’re thinking about baby proofing at some point. Which two of you are expecting?” Mei questioned. “Oh all of us,” I smiled. “There’s two passengers on board and one belongs to each of them.”That was just the easiest way to explain it. Mei’s eyes widened, before she shook it off. “Wow, that’s um…very new age!”“That’s a fun way of putting it,” I laugh
“Lee, I will never forgive you!” “Don’t be like this Scarlett.” “You are completely out of line!” “He’s my son!” Lee exclaimed. “He’s mine too!” I shot back. “You had no right to do this!” “Oh get over it!” “Hey, what’s going on?” Grayson asked, entering the room. “Look what he did to my son!” I whined. Grayson looked into the playpen and saw that Julian had a mohawk. Grayson laughed. “Woah buddy, you look great!” I gasped. “No, he looks crazy!” “I told you, Scar, he looks good.” Lee said smugly. “He really wanted it too.” “He’s three years old, he doesn’t know what he wants!” “You told me to get him a haircut. You said it was a father and son thing and I did it!” “I didn't know you were going to bring me back a punk rock child!” I groaned. “What happened to my prince?” “Mommy!” Julian smiled. “Look my hair!” “See, he loves it, Scarlett. It’s gonna grow back anyways.” Lee said. I sighed as I picked Julian up. “I guess you’re so handsome, you can pull it off.” “Do
I held onto my decision for two weeks. I know that sounds horrible, but I had to make sure that I was certain in my decision. I didn’t have sex with the guys, becuase that felt horrible knowing I was going to break up with one of them. I had also done something kind of big without telling the guys. I just thought it was the best decision. No one knew I had made a real decision. I didn’t want to jinx it like last time. I just kept going about my life, making sure that who I chose was who I really wanted. Every single night I went to sleep, my choice was confirmed. I knew who I wanted and it was time to tell everyone else too.The babies were asleep and we were having lunch. “Can I talk to you guys about something?” I asked. “Of course,” Grayson put his phone down. “What’s up?” Lee questioned. “So…I did something. Um…I had the house across the street bought.” I announced. “What? Why?” “How?” Grayson asked. “Both of your parents, actually.”“So…why did you do that babe?” “So,
“Are you ready to meet your new best friend?” Lee asked Julian as he got him dressed. “You’re gonna meet Auntie Skyler and Uncle Avery’s new baby. Are you excited?”Julian merely laughed in response and kicked his legs. “I’m so excited to meet this little guy!” I sighed. “I still don’t even know his name.”“Well, Skyler didn’t get to do a baby shower or gender reveal, so this is like a big reveal for her.”“I can’t believe she’s a mom now! I’m so excited for her!” I looked at the clock. “Shit we’re late!”“Scarlett, language!” Lee scolded. “We are in the presence of innocent ears.”“Julian cannot understand me when I say ‘shit’.”“You don’t know that. Children understand lots of things.”“You’re right. Sorry Julian. Darn it all to heck, we are late.” I kissed them both. “Gray? Are you and Joy ready?”“Almost,” Grayson called back. “And now we are!”I went to his room and saw him showing Joy herself in the mirror. She looked quite perplexed with her reflection. “Where did she get tha
“What’s going on now?” Lee asked. “Sophia is also in labor right now. My siblings have started their rivalry very early!”“Oh this is going to be insane.” “I know right? Why don’t you just drop me off and then take Julian home?”“Are you sure?”“Yeah, I’ll be fine. Robbie and my dad will be there. Julian has had an eventful enough day, I think.”“Wait, they're having their babies at the same hospital too?” Lee questioned. “Do they want that hospital to still be standing after they’re done?”“Hopefully they’ll be so busy pushing children out they won’t have a chance to yell at each other. You and Grayson can handle the kids right?”“Of course we can. It’ll be fine.” Lee assured me. “Don’t worry about anything except for your new siblings, okay?”“Alright. Just don’t burn down the house.” I chuckled. We arrived at the hospital and I turned around to look at Julian. “You be a good boy for Daddy, okay? Mommy loves you.”“He loves you too,” Lee smiled. “And so do I.” He kissed me. “I l
Lee or Grayson?Grayson or Lee?Windsor or Wrenford?Super hot billionaire who was the father of my baby or…super hot billionaire who was the father of my baby. No wonder this was so goddamn hard. I was comparing perfection with perfection.Only they weren't perfect right? They had flaws. Everyone did. But I loved their flaws too. I loved their differences and the way they were the same and how much they loved me. I could see two timelines unfolding every time I looked at them. But that was nothing new. None of this was. This was the same old song and dance I’d been doing for over a year.Wasn’t I tired yet?“You sound like a broken record,” Skyler shook her head. “I cannot believe after all this time you haven't chosen.”“That’s easy for you to say. You met your soulmate at a party and there was only one of him. I fell in love with two amazing men who impregnated me at the same time!”“So if only one of them got you pregnant, would you have really been happy with that guy?”“Of cou
I walked over to Grayson quickly. “Can I talk to you?” I asked.“Um, sure. Lee’s got the babies. What’s up?”“No, I need to talk to you alone.”I pulled Grayson out of the ballroom, down the hall to where Faye had gotten ready. I made sure to lock the door before turning to him. “What’s wrong?” Grayson asked. I smiled. “Nothing.”Before Grayson could speak again, I had reached out and pulled him to me for a kiss. He gave in easily as he always did. I pulled off his suit jacket as quickly as I could. “Woah, Scar…are we about to have sex?” Grayson mumbled against my lips. “You catch on fast.”“Here? Oh I missed this side of you.”Grayson lifted me off my feet and I wrapped my legs around his torso as he backed into the couch. By the time he sat down, I had his shirt completely open. I didn’t plan on taking it off, but I wanted to feel his abs. I moved my lips to Grayson’s neck. Hearing him whimper was making me even hotter. I had missed his sounds of pleasure and his eager hands o
Dressing a baby in nice clothes is extremely hard. They move too much and clearly don’t like the restriction of their clothes, so they lash out by screaming. “Joy, sweetie, please,” Grayson sighed. “It’s a really nice dress, why are you so upset?”“I don’t think she likes the socks.” I stated. “But they’re frilly and cute.”“Scar, can you do the clasps on Julian’s shirt?” Lee questioned. “I’m sorry, but his crying is making me feel like I’m hurting him.”“Yeah, one second,” I mumbled. There was just too much going on! I was only half dressed and all I could hear was screaming.I rushed over to Julian who was squirming and crying loudly. “Okay, honey, let’s get you dressed.”I quickly clasped up shirt, trying to ignore how miserable he looked. I knew he was tired, but it was better if he was asleep during the actual wedding. I feel bad keeping the babies awake, but it would be worth it. Then after their little nap during the ceremony, they could be awake and doted on during the r
Lee was smiling like crazy. After he won the coin toss he was giddy and had a pep in his step. Sex really can change someone’s mood, even if they hadn’t had it yet. “I would like to have sex before Faye’s wedding,” Lee informed me. “Why?” I asked. “Because I know how you get about romance and weddings, it makes you horny. But then you’ll feel like doing it with Grayson and not me, since it will have been his mom’s wedding.”“You think Grayson’s birth mother getting married is going to make me horny?” “Yes, I’m sure of it.”I laughed. “Um okay, what about tonight?”“Tonight sounds perfect.” He wrapped his arms around my waist. “Grayson will watch the kids and you’ll watch me rock your world.”I kissed him. “And I’ll be on my back the whole time.”“Just the way I like you.” Lee kissed me again. “What are we doing tonight?” Grayson walked in the living room, causing me and Lee to break apart. “Um, Lee and I are gonna hang out.” I stated. “Ah. So I’m on kid duty tonight?” “Sounds
A year ago I was miserable.I had just checked into rehab and I didn’t want to be there. I was sick and shaky and dying for just one pill. I thought I was going to die. But I didn’t. Now I was a mom of two beautiful children who were my entire life. For the first time in many years, drugs were the furthest thing from my mind. I didn’t crave lines and pills and endless parties. I just wanted to take care of my babies. “Scarlett!” Grayson called. “Come quick!”My eyes shot open. I quickly realized the guys had let me sleep in. Something must be wrong now!I jumped out of bed and hurried down to the living room. “What’s wrong?” I asked. “Is everything okay?”“She laughed, babe,” Grayson smiled. “Joy laughed at me.”“But you’re not funny.”“She thinks I am.”I bent over her crib and nearly fainted. She was smiling as she babbled. “Hi princess. You’re laughing now?” I asked. Tears came to my eyes as she giggled, looking up at me. “Am I funny to you? Do I make you laugh?”“Our baby