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Chapter 74

Author: Ayinne Eiram
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The feeling of losing something important.... the feeling of not being able to do anything for it...

I can’t help but feel useless...

Those things that I have, I am grateful. But to those things that I let go...

I feel like, I am an asshole...

Did I really make the right choice?

Kianna...

She’s been with me ever since. I truly care for her but... I thought... casting her away would be the right choice for her to forget her feelings for me.

But... every time... I wonder if I have made the right choice...

She was there when I needed her but when she needed me... I cast her away. I push her and avoid her...

“Are you finally awake?”

“Hmm...”

“What’s the matter?”

I look at myself in the mirror. Indeed, I also want to ask that to myself. What is the matter with me?

“Kieffer, are you all right? Do you want to go to the hospital?”

Slightly laughing, I shook my head.

“No need Mom, I am fine”

No, I am not. I have so many troubles in my head that I want to clear up. It is not like I could say th
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