Chapter 1

They say life is what happens while we make plans for the future. We think we have planned everything, but fate plays its game. Suddenly we find ourselves in places we never thought of and did not expect to meet. For example, sometimes life brings us to the bottom. And later it suddenly raises us among the clouds. That is why we should believe in miracles. Sometimes even in the worst days, and the worst moments when we say: "Everything is over, we will not get out of here!" Believe me, a miracle happened to knock on your door. I am telling you this as a person who really experienced a miracle.This is my story.Istanbul! The place that fulfills all the desires of the world, and opens the gates to invaluable beauty, shopping, luxury, and flirting on two continents. I loved the place from the moment I visited it for the first time, it immediately won me over. I was only 18 years old, that is my first walk with my friends, when my strict parents allowed me to fulfill my biggest wish for my birthday, to see the big city that everyone was talking about, which I only watched in series and dreamed of the day when I would meet him, just like a little child for chocolate that rejoices I for months rejoiced for these days that were approaching I was closer to the city of my dreams. I knew that this chance I must not miss, I had only one week for my goal, or I will succeed I will stay here or I will come back with my friends and I will never have a chance to come here alone again because I know that my parents will not let me. I had a goal, my best friend Mihriban knew that. I come here to stay for every purpose I have to meet a powerful rich man and secure my future. I was not interested in love because I did not believe that it exists, I believed in only one "where there is money, there is love"It all started on this sunny spring day.- We have arrived! - I shouted out loud - Girls this week is just ours, there is no sleep, we are here to use 100% of the beauties, this is my birthday and you know how much I am in love with the city before I meet him. Preparations for a crazy birthday party began. I pulled the red dress out of the suitcase, put on make-up gently, and normally the lipstick was striking, blood red, and my lips were beautiful red. Hair as long as silk, I think I was in love with my hair, I cared for it a lot and I loved it.-Lenor you are beautiful!-Thank you my best friend, today is the day! - I said and smiled, she knew what I meant.The others were jealous of me, I felt it.The city was bright, beautiful, it can not be described, it must be experienced.We arrived in front of the huge nightclub and immediately a problem when I heard you can not enter from the security in front of the door.I immediately took matters into my own hands, even though I was only 18 years old, I was very resourceful, unlike the others, I was a persistent girl, so I got what I could imagine and wish for.- "Sorry, here we are special guests of the owner of the club, I would not like you to get fired I hope" - I felt very convincing at that moment, I really wanted to act powerful and everyone to respect me." I'm sorry, miss," she said, and we entered. It was a success for me, I just smiled and continued to walk confidently while my friends admired me."Girls, we secured the entrance, now we have a nice VIP booth to secure" - I smiled and continued to the hostess.- ‘We apologize, we have no reservation, can we get a nice VIP place? Are we celebrating a birthday so would you like something luxurious tonight? 'We settled in, I ordered everything I wanted, I did not think about money and how it will be paid, at that moment I just wanted to feel rich, I did not think of anything but fun, drinking and going crazy until the early morning hours. I was right, it really was an unforgettable night for me and my new life, which had nothing to do with my old life, ie poor life.I danced very nicely, fortunately, my mother enrolled me in a course, I went for two years and now I told myself that she will serve me, and I continued to dance, so my flirtation with a gentleman from the neighboring booth started. She could be my father, He was known to be older, but he was handsome and handsome. He had an attitude while standing leaning on the booth with whiskey in his hand. Tall, handsome, it was noticeable that the man had money. I knew he was looking at me. It attracted me at first sight. It is not love at first sight, I knew that because I did not dream of love, I did not believe that it exists, but always a person is wrong and I was wrong about my definition of love. The man drank the whiskey in one breath and it started coming, it was approaching, and I was under the influence of alcohol and I was relaxed unlike my friends who would look the man out of our table, just because he is older they looked at him with contempt as I started talking to him."I saw some magical beauty, so I said to get closer to her," said the gentleman with an attitude.I admit I liked the flattery, and it's not bad I thought, this is my visa to enter the elite, luxury, the power of money, I had to use it I said to myself and I continued with the conversation that led to going out alone with him."I'm sorry I did not introduce myself to you, I did not hear your name either ... I am Adnan, the owner of this place" - he said and took my river, kissed me gently and said - "You are the most beautiful girl here tonight, you must be the first I've not seen you come here. "

"Yes, this is our first time here, today is my birthday so we came to celebrate. I am Lenor, I am very happy. This place is beautiful, I chose it for celebration because it is very popular on social networks" he told me that this old rich man was mine."Tonight the bill is mine," Adnan said"All right, Mr. Adnan, thank you," I said with a smile on my face."Would you like to get to know each other better" - he said to me, and I did not even think, without thinking I accepted at first. I left my friends and we left the nightclub together. We went out from another exit, there must be a wife I thought and normally I am the other one must be like this. A huge car was not waiting in the parking lot. I did not understand cars much, but I knew it was like in the movies, it looked expensive. He opened the door and invited me in, and inside I was out of breath from the car, I wondered if I dream or I really drive in this miracle of a car that looked like my dreams. Material things attracted me, I admit, it was always like that, every night I dreamed of beautiful houses, beautiful luxury cars, telephones, travel .....We drove for half an hour, he did not speak at all, I was silent too. At that moment I wanted to be at home and not with an unknown man whose name I only knew. His phone rang and he broke the silence in the car. He just looked at the phone and did not answer the call. I thought it must be his wife or girlfriend, maybe daughter .... all sorts of thoughts went through my head, I just wanted the car to stop, I wanted to know where I was at that moment. The car stopped."We have arrived, young lady, please get out of the car," said Adnan. let's continue the night with nice wine and a good chat, I want to get to know you well "He also has a hotel, so he certainly does not know how much money he has, I got a jackpot I said to myself. - "It looks beautiful from the outside, inside it must be a dream, I like Adnan very much, thank you for inviting me here", hand.We walked to the entrance of the hotel which was huge, the whole was lit, there was a huge fountain in front of the entrance, it looked beautiful.- "Do you want us to sit here in the bar that works 24 hours a day, or do you want us to sit in my apartment and talk alone and no one can bother, you decide, I leave it to you "- he said and looked at me with his beautiful green eyes. Alcohol no longer worked in me, so I did not know how to behave, I wanted to drink something strong, to calm down. - "Let's go alone" - I said in one breath quickly out of shame. Adnan smiled for the first time that night, took me by the hand, and put me in the elevator. experience with men and meetings so I did not know if this is normal that I feel so tense and nervous. The door opened, we went out and continued down the long hallway that led to his luxury apartment. This is something new for me I thought something like this only on I have seen a movie. What he called an apartment, for me it was a palace because the room was bigger than my house, and the bed was huge, the bathroom was beautiful if you wanted to sit inside for hours, so if I had a house like this I would not go out Adnan immediately brought wine and two glasses, told me to relax freely and sat down next to me. I was excited by the place, my heart was pounding so hard that I thought it would come out at any moment. The excitement is not from Adnan, I knew I fell in love with his money and power from first and not in him. I liked him, I do not say that he was not attracted to me, but I was attracted by the fact that he was rich, that everything he wore seemed expensive. If I had met him on the street, if he was not the owner of the club and the hotel, he certainly would not have left such an impression on me and I would never have been with him.We drank a glass of wine, I relaxed. Adnan was really a gentleman, we talked all night about my life, he was interested, he questioned me a lot and I answered without any problem, until the moment of his question: - "Do you want to have sex with me?"I lost my breath, took a sip of wine, and said - "Yes, I want"At that moment I do not know why I said that, did I think it was a solution for my future, to have sex with a gentleman twenty years older than me.This was my first sexual experience. Adnan knew that, and he tried to be beautiful, it was really beautiful. I never thought she would be with a man my father's years old, but it happened.Adnan pulled me closer to him, started kissing me gently on the neck, kissed my hair, my face. It was a beautiful feeling when he turned me and unbuttoned the zipper of his dress, his lips went down all over my spine, up to my waist He lowered his dress, fell to the ground, and I was left in my underwear, I felt ashamed. He was experienced and immediately knew I was ashamed, so he turned off the light, took me in his arms, and threw me on the big bed which was so soft. His warm body clung to mine, I trembled, I do not know what is being done I think what should I do, in a panic of ignorance I took him by the buttocks, he smiled and I was ashamed, I thought how stupid I am when I took her away Adnan grabbed my hand immediately and put it back in my place, I thought maybe it's right, I must have made no mistake. first sexual experience, I woke up alone in the room, Adnan was not there. I felt so much p humiliated and ashamed, I picked things up from the floor and went to my friends' hotel.They were waiting for me with countless questions, I was tired and without the desire to talk, so I said I went to bed and covered my head, and started crying."Are you okay, Lenor?" "If the man does not do something to you, say free, we are friends, you can trust me" - said Mihriban"I'm fine, I just need some rest, I didn't sleep at all, we'll talk later," I said.I was nervous all day, and the phone kept ringing, my mother and father rang like crazy, I had twenty missed calls, but there was no cancellation, so they called my friends, in the end, I had to get up to calm down because they were so strict with me I could have expected them to appear here as well, so I picked up the phone even though I was not being talked to at all. I somehow got rid of them after half an hour of boring conversation like Did you eat well? What did you eat? How long were you out? .n ..... I was left alone in the room, my friends went out to see the city, I started thinking why Adnan left without saying hello, did he consider me a girl for one night, or maybe I did not leave any impression on him, I say to myself he is with beautiful girls every day so I am just one of the others, he certainly did not even remember my name, I said to myself and went to bed again, I had no desire to go out today. At that moment someone knocked on the door, I thought the girls forgot the key, I got up immediately. Miracles happen when you do not expect and do not hope. On the way back he was, the gentleman from the next booth, I froze, I do not know what to say, I was surprised, how the man found me I thought. At that moment some hope and happiness overwhelmed me, immediately I asked a question: - “How did he find me? Why did he leave me without a greeting? ”

"I am a busy person, I had an appointment early in the morning, I had to, but I left a message at the reception, I left you my number, why did you not look for me? Do you want to know how I found you?" - said Adnan and smiled and continued "When I want something, I find it, and I do not want to lose you, let's go out, get ready, I'm waiting for you in the car," he said and turned and left immediately, and I did not say a word, I immediately got up and ran outside.Today he was very handsome, in a sporty style, he looked like a guy and the difference between us was not noticeable, I got in the huge car and asked where we were going, but Adnan told me it was a surprise, and the surprise is not told. I wanted a surprise, so I was excited. After a short drive, we reached a huge black iron gate, we waited in the car, while the gate itself was slowly opening, I was confused, I wondered where we were but I did not ask any questions, I did not want to sound like a small child, so I refrained. A tall black guy approached us and opened the car door for me to get out, I was confused, I did not know how to behave, so I stood by the car I did not know where to go. Adnan approached me and took my hand and I continued to I move to him, while there were many people in the yard who looked at me like a thief, at that moment I did not know what was happening until we went inside and he said to me "-If you want from today this will be your home, I'm your husband, and you landlady of this house, just wish "I was stiff in the hallway which was huge, and the house was a castle for me, I was silent for ten minutes without moving from the place, and he waited and said nothing. Thoughts passed in my head, I even said to myself: - “Come on Lenor, he wanted this all his life, what is it now, say something, answer the man not to change his mind and go back to your parents ... this is definitely a dream, I have to dream, and to wake up I slept a lot. .. ”and I started pinching my cheeks, but it was not a dream, this is a beautiful reality."What a joke this is, you don't know me and you want to marry me, did I get a marriage proposal?" I said as I shivered."I'm not kidding, from the moment I saw you I said this is my future wife," Adnan said.I did not know what to answer, I thought to my family, how they would react when I met him, but I wanted this, I wanted money and comfortable life, so I immediately accepted without much thought."I accept Adnan, I fell in love at first sight when I saw you, I really want to spend every moment with you." - I had to lie a little to get it completely. the shock from my decision, but still wished me luck and lowered me. I immediately decided to look for my parents, there was no need to wait, I thought they would be happy, I would change her life, they would live with me here in luxury and beauty. I deeply believed that they would be happy, but the opposite happened. The conversation went very badly, my mother cried on the phone while my father insulted me, I never forgot his words, his disappointment in me, but I was silent while he was very he shouted loudly and at the end, he said to me: - "I do not have a daughter, my daughter died!" and hung up the phone. It really happened, from that moment I had no one, I was left alone without my parents, I thought if this is worth it, if I really want to lose them for this life. My greed for money won, I continued without my parents in the new world, in the world of money, lies, deceptions.When I accepted this marriage I thought that my life would change, I would live a beautiful and luxurious life, and love would happen I said to myself because I liked it, I was sure I would love it, but it is not always as we want and plan. From this moment my real story started, my life as a movie started at this moment, when I accepted without thinking, without hesitation, I simply said YES. The dream life started, everything happened quickly, every new day I had new experiences, new surprises.Two weeks passed and I was Mrs. Ozgun. Adnan had no children, so I thought everything he had was mine, but on the day of our intimate wedding, an unpleasant surprise awaited me the moment Adnan said: - "Today my only nephew, my son, will arrive. to my sister, whom we lost ten years ago in a car accident, so my nephew lives with me, he has been my son since that day. He finished his studies in London and today he is returning home. ”I was shocked, like now, where did this one come from? I thought, am I sacrificing my youth for nothing, for no profit, in the end, this one will save me the money I thought. My mood dropped, I could not relax on my day, the journalists were waiting for the cover, but I could not come back The news I received about this nephew who was an obstacle in my life. I waited for hours to meet my rival who surely wants to collect my wealth, for that wealth I left everything, and now someone can stand in my way, I could not I would burst with nervousness. The popular nephew did not show up the evening, so I have to be patient and meet him when we return from our trip, which was a gift from Adnan to me, two weeks in Paris.Paris, the city of light. I had heard a lot about it, but I did not have the finances to visit it. I no longer have a problem with money so I knew I would travel wherever I wanted. We arrived at the beautiful hotel, the view was beautiful, the room was a paradise for me. we went out, we spent the whole day outside the hotel, everything was so beautiful, so magical, I did not have time to think even of my mother and father. The first day was great, I enjoyed the luxury provided by Adnan, the man did not spare, The next day I went for a walk alone, Adnan had a headache so he stayed in the room. I went into a bar, I wanted to enjoy myself a little alone, I'm young I said I need a party, I miss the time when my friends and I were having fun, really I missed speaking at that moment. I did not know how to speak English, so I had a hard time with the order. While a guy noticed me trying to order in Turkish, he started laughing and he ordered it for me. Great, I thought I had a drink company, at that moment I could not even guess ka what role will this guy play in my life."I am Onur, I am at your disposal, madam."- "I am glad, I am Lenor"  We sat at the bar, Onur talked as if we had known each other all our lives. While he was talking I looked at him without blinking, how handsome boy, I thought, how young and charismatic he was. Speaking he started to take off his jacket. His shoulders were very big, he was well built, I do not know what was happening inside me I felt a beautiful feeling that can not be described. His gaze disturbed me, I do not know why, the beautiful sky blue eyes, the smile, literally all was beautiful. We talked for hours when at one point, the magical moment stopped ringing on my cell phone. Onur: "- Answer the call freely, someone is very persistent, it must be something important."

Lenor: - "It does not matter, I will call later."

At that moment I panicked, because the call was from Adnan, he must have been worried while I was having fun, unfortunately, I had to leave the place and return immediately to the hotel. -"I must go!" I said and got up immediately, although I did not want to leave at all because it was very nice to be in the company of the beautiful handsome young guy, who was very fun, very crazy, I just spent time with him very quickly.

Onur- "Where are you in such a hurry? Please stay, we are talking very well, we have many common topics of conversation, please just one more drink."

He was very nice and handsome while he begged me to stay, I wanted to stay a lot, my heart tells me to stay but my mind would not let me. The phone rang again, so I panicked that I ran quickly, while Onur followed me, pulled me by the hand and gave me he said - “Stop, you are very strange, what is wrong with you? "Is there a problem? Feel free to trust me, please." As he spoke to me he looked at me so nicely, with his beautiful eyes, and he held my hand firmly, so firmly as if he were afraid I would run away. I did not, I do not know why I felt that way at that moment. Was it because I had a premonition that my feelings were really betraying him, even though at that moment I did not admit to myself, I could not admit that I like Onur.

So we said goodbye at that moment and I left, I did not know if I would ever meet him while walking to the hotel I thought of Onur, and I was sure I would not meet him again because I gave him a fake address, but fate plays with us and so was, in this case, a casual acquaintance.

I had seven missed calls from Adnan when I arrived at the hotel. I entered the room breathless, I was scared, I did not know if I would be able to get out of this situation in which I told her my first lie of the many lies that will happen in my life. - "Sorry love, I got carried away walking in the shop windows, I saw very nice dresses, I walk all day so now I am very tired, I have to go to bed." I kissed him and quickly went to bed, I wanted to go to bed, I wanted to go to bed and think about him, to the handsome blond guy with beautiful blue eyes, to our conversation, to every word he uttered, the whole conversation was spinning in my head, his face appeared to me as I closed my eyes, but I did not sleep all night, that night I could not sleep. The days in Paris were really nice, I bought everything I wanted, I saw many beautiful sights of the city, Adnan was really madly in love with me and he trusted me a lot so I used his kindness. I wanted to buy gifts for my mom and dad, I wanted to visit them, I had little hope that they would forgive me for the decision I made quickly and without their permission, I took something small for my friends, I knew that they would be happy when they see me. I wanted to go directly from Paris to my parents, so Adnan fulfilled my wish. Unfortunately, the visit did not go well. I was very sad, it was really hard for me at that moment, I had to accept that I no longer have parents, it was my decision now I had to bear the consequences. We returned to the palace which was my home, in the home where from the first day I had everything I wanted, I also had love from Adnan, and it was not any, his love and care for me were really great, every girl would want such great attention, but you are always me I missed that. The part where I would have loved and been in love with my husband was missing, that part was missing, although I thought and did not believe in love when I accepted it I thought love would come later because I really liked it when I met him, it is not always as we plan, as we want it to happen, the opposite always happens, so we should not plan, just leave, what should happen will happen without our planning. I was sad and in a bad mood, I wanted to go and spend money on shopping, to do shopping so that I would not think of my mothers and fathers who did not even look at me, they immediately closed the door for me. from him, I will just tell him to go, and I went, I did not ask permission from him. I went out, the driver was waiting for me outside, he opened the door for me and we went to the biggest shopping center in Istanbul. , I was spending money on nonsense, then I gave the bags to my driver, I told him to wait for me at the car, and I sat down for a coffee, I wanted to enjoy myself a little alone. I was sitting by the Bosphorus, it was a beautiful place, I was thinking about everything It happened in this short period of time, how my whole life changed, my life started to look like a Turkish series. While I was sitting and drinking the beautiful black Turkish coffee, the waiter came and brought me a cocktail on the table and left. I got confused and turned immediately to tell him that he made a mistake with the narcissus, he must make a mistake The table was shaking, but at that moment when I turned my head, I lifted it up and he was standing in front of me, the handsome guy from Paris was standing. is Onur, I could not believe it like a dream, I was all confused. Onur: "Young lady, fate sent you to me again" - he said and bit his lip.He was beautiful, and I was very happy to see him again, I thought about how this is possible, is it really fate. He immediately sat down on the chair next to me and hugged me with his muscular arms, I melted with happiness, I did not even know what to say, I just wanted to watch him talk.We talked for a long time, the time and atmosphere were very nice, he somehow spoke romantically to me, and at that moment he asked me: - "Do you have someone in your life, a boyfriend or maybe you are married?" he said and smiled, then added: - "I'm joking about the question whether you are married, I know that you are certainly not, you are very young of course you are not or maybe you are?" And he continued to laugh. And I thought about what to answer. If I say that I am married, he will laugh at me, when he finds out that my husband is twenty years older than me, he will realize that I got married only for money, he will change his opinion about me, maybe I will never see him again, so I started lying and said: - "Of course I'm not married, so which girl would like to marry young, I'm still waiting for the right man for me." and I smiled as I entered into bigger lies.- “Do you have someone in your life? I said, and at that moment I was impatiently expecting the answer to be negative, I did not want anyone by his side. "I did not have it until some time ago, now there is someone who interests me, but there is still nothing between us," said Onur, and at that moment I wanted to go crazy with rage and anger, there was some jealousy in me, I said why I'm jealous, I only know the man for two days, he can have whoever he wants, I'm not jealous, I convinced myself, and I said - "Nice, I'm glad for you, I hope you will be a couple, you will be together soon, I wish "I got up immediately, I told him I had to go, I left money on the table and I left. He followed me again, took me by the hand again and asked me to go back to the table, to have a drink, to talk, but I was determined and a little angry so I said I have to leave and I left.While we were driving, I was thinking, as always, I was talking to myself and I was answering to myself. Why am I worried if there is someone he is in love with, why is it important to me what I care about, I was talking to myself? I arrived, Adnan was waiting for me in the yard. He opened the door for me and said: - "Tonight I am taking you to the most beautiful restaurant, I do not want to see you sad, I do not want you to be in a bad mood, we will go out a little and you will be fine."He was really a very good and careful man, he did not deserve to lie to him, so at that moment I decided to pay more attention to him, not to lie to him anymore and not to have thoughts about another man who was not worth it and was in love with another. I will be the most beautiful, only for your love I will prepare "I said and went inside to prepare. Now I could choose what to wear, I had one dress that I kept for special occasions, this time I had more than fifty dresses that I never wore, so I could choose. I took them out one by one, I thought what a real hit for that night One of them caught my eye, so I decided to shine in a red dress, which highlighted my figure, it was all close to my body while highlighting my chest, it had a deep neckline, it looked very provocative and sexy. I stood in front of the mirror, something was missing, then I opened the jewelry box, I had beautiful ruby ​​earrings, so I decided to wear them. My long silky hair fell on my chest, I stood in front of the mirror and admired my youth and beauty. I picked up my sandals and now I was fully groomed, stylish as on the cover, like a famous actress or singer walking on the red carpet. I was ready, I took my bag and went down the stairs. As I walked slowly down the stairs, I saw Adnan talking to a man. The man was with his back so I did not know who he was, I thought a guest of Adnan so I started approaching her, at that moment Adnan said: - "Come my dear to meet my only nephew, who is like a son to me."I approached with a smile on my face, while the man turned suddenly, and at that moment I was out of breath, I felt suffocated, I fell to the ground. I do not know how long I was unconscious, when I woke up I was lying on my bed in a room above my head was Adnan standing and holding my hand.