Chapter 5

Adnan-Lenor when you came back, I did not wake up, I was tired and I did not feel when he came.

Lenor-I doesn’t, what time was it, but I was not asleep, I could not sleep, so now I am asleep, I will sleep a little.

Adnan - Rest well, I will go to breakfast with the children and then return to the room.

Adnan came out, I was ashamed to go out and look at Onur. To sit at the same table with both of them. I felt bad because of Adnan, he did not deserve this I thought. But I say to myself again, if Adnan does not deserve so I betrayed him, why did he go with him? I was angry with myself, why? we agree to distance ourselves from each other so that we do not fall again into the temptation of passion, to the fire that burned within us, because we can hurt a man who did not deserve something like this. I spent the whole day in a room with the excuse that I had a headache, but the time was approaching for us to go to dinner, I had to get out of bed and go to dinner with Onur.

Going hand in hand with Adnan, Onur looked directly at me, I am so ashamed, I was ashamed of myself, but I had to act for Adnan not to notice anything.

Adnan-Let's sit here at the hotel for dinner, not to go out because Lenore has a headache so we'll finish quickly and we'll retreat to the room, you stay longer.

Onur-Are you okay? Lenor, I ask you?

Lenor: Yes, I'm fine, thanks for the concern, nothing, a little headache.

Layla-Is there nothing else?

Lenor-What do you think else?

Layla-She became very pale in the face darling, I'm kidding.

Lenor - I do not know what you mean, so I asked?

Layla-I think there is no surprise in you?

Lenor-Ah what did you think, haha ​​there is no such thing.

Adnan: I hope there will be such news soon.

Onur: -Let's not stand on our feet, let's sit down.

Onur sat across from me, constantly looking at me, and I looked away, falling into a land of shame, what did I do? And at one point I do not regret it, it was wonderful, I will never forget the night. I speak to myself again, I do not hear what the others are talking about at all, I continue to speak to myself without anyone listening to me. I think. I sank from lie to lie, and now I have entered into a huge sin, I have entered a forbidden zone because he is forbidden love for me, it is simply not possible for it to happen.

We left the hotel, and we were flying home. I really feel somehow tired and exhausted so I immediately went to the room. Adnan immediately went to work, Onur left to send his Layla.

The door of the room opened and a letter fell inside, I got up immediately and opened the sheet. The letter is from Onur.

- Lenor, I'm waiting for you tonight in my room, when my uncle goes to bed, come. We need to talk.

I can't believe what kind of courage a letter leaves me like this, that if someone else finds it, I immediately tore it and threw it in the coffin. I will not go, I thought, I do not know, or to go and have another wonderful moment together hidden passion, a moment of desire one after another. I wanted him even more because it was a secret meeting, quick sex with him. But why does he want to talk to me, I think. should I leave Adnan, or is it something else? I have to go and find out.

The moment of confrontation came, a meeting with him. I stopped in front of the door and boiled until three o'clock to enter. he did not even turn around, he immediately started talking.

Onur-Lenor, why do you ignore me all the time and avoid talking to me. Is it because of what happened between us?

Lenor - I do not know, I felt confused, I do not know how to behave, I am very uncomfortable being in the same room with you and Adnan.

Onur-Do you regret what happened?

Lenor - Do you plan to talk to me all the time with your back to me?

Onur-Did not answer my question?

Lenor: And you do not address me in the face, how can I answer you, turn around and we will talk.

Onur-I does not want to turn around, I can not see you without touching you, not smelling you, so answer me what you want from me and leave the room faster until I do something.

I wanted to be with him at the moment, so I provoked him.

Lenor-While you are addressing me with your back I do not answer any of your questions, turn around, have courage, come on.

Onur-You challenge me, do not regret it later and avoid me again, ask for it yourself and you will get it.

Onur turned and went straight to me, pulled me, and pushed me on the bed. I did not resist, I continued, once you betray, you want again and again. Under the roof of Adnan, we both commit a great betrayal and sin against Adnan. While he trusts us both we work behind his back, in his house. It was fast and passionate sex. We did not talk again, we just indulged in feelings.

A week has passed since we were together, Onur did not show up at home, he only came to sleep and locked himself in a room, he constantly avoided me. to be with me more?

Adnan-Lenore, I have a surprise for you.

Lenore-What is it?

Adnan-If I tell you, it will not be a surprise. Wait and you will find out in a very short time, let's get ready and we will go out.

Lenor-Where?

Adnan-Mila I told you a surprise.

Lenor-Hmmm I really wonder what it is?

We drove for half an hour to the place where the surprise from Adnan was waiting for me. Adnan blindfolded me and took me out of the car.

Adnan-Come on darling just one more step and we arrived.

Lenor - I'm excited, I really do not know what it is, I look forward to seeing what you have prepared for me.

Adnan-A little more, come on, are you ready?

Lenore-Ready and excited, can I open my eyes now?

Adnan-Come on one, two, three and you can!

I could never have guessed what the surprise was, this is a dream, I really can not believe who was standing in front of me.

Lenor-Mother, Mother I can not believe, this is a dream for me.

We hugged hard and for a long time we stood like that, we cried and hugged. I missed my mother very much, although I did not talk about it, I missed her. My friend Mihriban was there with her.

Lenor-Adnan how did this happen, how did he bring my mother?

Adnan-I just talked to her, because I know that this period you are closed and strange, you are not in the mood, I knew you were grieving for your family, so I tried to talk to her, and she did not reject me and came immediately.

Lenor-Mom, did you forgive me? How is my father? Did he forgive me?

Miss Dilek-Kerko, we can not love you, you are our child, and you know how much we love you, but your father is a difficult character, you know. Give him time and he will give in, but he did not make me a problem to come and I see how you are, it means it has softened a bit, hahaha.

We sat and talked with my mother, how much we talked, it was very nice for me, I got positive energy, I felt like a little girl in my mother's lap, and she was stroking my hair. I wanted to go back in time, maybe everything would have been different, I should not have been blinded by Adnan's money, maybe I would have met Onur and experienced true love, I talked to myself while my mother caressed me.

Lenor-What is this place, who owns this house?

Mrs. Dilek-This is your husband's house, he brought us here, we will sit here one day and we will enjoy ourselves.

Lenor-Adnan did not tell me anything, I did not take anything with me.

Adnan - Do not worry, the driver will bring them to you later, tell him what you need, he will bring it to you, stay for a day and enjoy yourself with your mother and your friend.

Lenor - You really are the best, thank you, and this house, I did not know you have a house here, we never came.

Adnan-Actually this is another surprise, here this is for you.

Lenor-What is this, what is this document?

Adnan-This is your house, in your name, my gift for you, here you will be able to come and enjoy nature outside the city, it is, you will rest, you will do what you want, it is yours.

Lenor-Adnan, this is a lot, I can not accept such a thing.

Miihriban-Girl, this is great, you will give us the key, we will come and have a party with our friends, wow, a very nice gift, congratulations.

Adnan-You is my wife, it is not much, of course, it is mine it is also yours, and in the future for our children, so I want you to come here to rest, to enjoy when we are expecting our baby, here it will be for you more comfortable.

Miss Dilek-Baby, is there anything new?

Lenor-No mother has anything.

Adnan-We hopes it will be soon, we want to have a child.

Miss Dilek - That's great news, I think your grandson's father will be happy and forget about everything else, I am very happy my daughter.

Lenor-There is nothing mom, we just want, but we can not know when it will happen when there is something I will tell you.

Adnan-Mila I will go, I will leave you to enjoy yourself for a few days, stay as long as you want if you need something just tell me and I will bring you or send someone.

Lenor: All right, let's see each other.

Mihriban-Lenor came to take a look at the hook.

Lenor-Mom, I'm going for a walk with Mihriban, do you want to be with us here around the hook?

Miss Dilek-No, go, maybe Mihriban has something he wants to tell you, I know Mihriban, he wants to go along with you to talk a little, go and I will wait for you here, I will enjoy this beauty, hahaha.

Lenor-Mihriban you are very transparent, my mother noticed that you want to tell me something, what is it?

Mihriban-I wanted to ask you about Onur, What did you do?

Lenor-Nothing, he still avoids me, he's gone.

Mihriban-Write to him, now we are alone, let him come, you will talk, and I will take care of your mother.

Lenor-You is really crazy, my mother is here for me, and I will go and deal with Onur.

Mihriban-Girl I know you, I know you are in love, look Adnan expects you to have a child, and you are in love with someone else, and it's not anyone, it is his nephew, What do you think to do with these two?

Lenor-I does not know Mihriban, now let us sit and enjoy here, and later I will think about what I will do.

Mihriban-How are you not feeling well, What is wrong with you?

Lenor - I do not know, I feel tired, I feel sleepy.

Mihriban-These may be signs of pregnancy, your girl may be pregnant!

Lenor-Don't shout, quieter, I'm not.

Mihriban-How do you know? Adnan talks about a baby, maybe the man has done his job.

Lenor-I was with Onur for the last time, it is not possible to have anything, Onur was careful.

Mihriban-Girl, this will be like a movie, if you are pregnant with Onur, and Adnan thinks he is the father of the child. This is a movie, I got excited, and you do not care, you stand so calm.

Lenor - Come on, don't talk nonsense, don't invent and don't make movies, we're going to have tea.

We had a great time, I slept with my mother as a small child with my mother, I slept carefree in her arms.

Miss Dilek-Good morning dear.

Lenor-Mom, how nice it was to wake up with your voice and face next to me. Thank you mom for coming.

Mrs. Dilek-Mila Adnan is to blame for this beautiful meeting, you should thank him. Come on, now your mother will make you a nice breakfast and we will all have breakfast together as before when Mihriban came to us.

Lenor-Yes mommy, maybe, your cooking is the best. Where is that crazy girl, maybe she's still asleep, Let me go wake her up.

Lenor-Mihriban, can I come in, are you awake?

Mihriban-Vlezi, I do not feel very well, I think I have a cold.

Lenor-Why are you lying down, you should have woken me up, I should have given you some medicine. Did you drink anything for a cold?

Mihriban-No, I just feel like I have no strength, and I have a headache, to lie down and I will be better.

Lenor - Come on, I'll take you to the doctor.

Mihriban-No, it will pass, you can give me something to drink if you have a headache pill. My head hurts a lot.

Lenor-I will call Adnan immediately, he will send someone to bring you, I did not take anything, I came quickly, of course, someone will come to bring me a wardrobe and he will bring medicine for you.

Mrs. Dilek-Come on girls, I was waiting for you, and I was worried about why you are not there, what is happening, Mihriban, why are you lying, what is wrong with you?

Mihriban - I think I have a cold, I can not lift my head, I can not get out of bed.

Lenor - Do not worry, the medicine will be here in half an hour. Adnan will fix it immediately, he will send his doctor and he will come to examine you.

Mihriban -Lenor, what a doctor, it's not that scary, why a doctor?

Lenor-Nezanm told me so. Do not worry, if he can send, let him come and examine you.

Miss Dilek-Come on, I'll make you some soup now and get you on your feet.

Mihriban-Thank you, I am very uncomfortable like this, I am ashamed that I ruined your day.

Lenor-Abe, what nonsense, you will be fine and we will walk, the day is ahead of us, do not blame yourself, there is time for walking, just be well.