Chapter: Chapter 54 BlakeIt's over.I feel like it's over.*******She cries behind closed doors, I hear her, she bursts with every sob of my heart. And me? I don’t go to her, I stay on the other side and cry more than her. She hides so I don't see her pain and weakness, and I hide so I don't I make this harder and I don't push her even deeper into the darkness she's heading towards. I know that feeling, it draws you to itself, it promises you that you won't feel anything anymore, you will not even remember, everything will be covered by darkness, but at least you will not suffer anymore. AND he extends his arms even if you take a step back, you somehow think of looking back, to find some good in yourself and around you that will keep you from leaving into that darkness, you are desperately looking for that light that will illuminate you. And that's why I know yes to her I need to be that light and that is why I will not show weakness now, I will not show my own pain to share with
Last Updated: 2022-01-26
Chapter: Chapter 53 SamanthaI'm here, I'm alive, for now. I never imagined my life with Blake as a fairy tale, I never did nor did she believe in fairy tales, but that he was my prince is, he was, my dark prince who came to light because of me and by his appearance made me a woman who will never give in to any life again obstacle. I didn’t expect our lives to be honey and milk, but never, not even for a moment I had no idea that so much would take my life, so much to load, to bleed my heart so many times. For whose sins do I suffer? At the moment, I’m just not strong. No, while sitting in a chair into the children’s room, and for days I shed tears looking at the empty crib he’s in my Hanna should have gone home with me. She should have been drinking milk now, try the first bath, she should have woken us up in the morning or made us happy while she was we watch him sleep. We should have held her in our arms now, rocked her, and enjoyed that wonderful scent of a child. But I didn’
Last Updated: 2022-01-25
Chapter: Chapter 52 BlakeAfter work, I come home in silence with my brother, and Samantha greets us cheerfully at the entrance."My boys, lunch is on the table, in fact, it's already dinner and it's cold because 18:00 has already passed. So where are you? ”"Don't ask, baby, don't ask." Victor walked directly past her dining room."Blake, what is it?""We didn't pass the competition.""Oh, God!" He put his hand over his mouth and sighed in disappointment."Well, that means…" He looked at me desperately."Yes, that means just that.""Let's eat now, we'll come up with something."We have been sitting at dinner for half an hour and eating in a silence that only here and there a heavy sigh breaks out."I will sell the house on Aurora Lake and it will be an injection into our firm." Samantha's sudden announcement made my brother stare at her."You're not going to do that, it's a memory of your parents." No way to let her do
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Chapter: Chapter 51 BlakeToday, Samantha is already in her twentieth week of pregnancy, so I’m following her on examination by a gynecologist, hoping to finally find out the sex. Baby teases us, the last time she turned around we couldn't see anything. I get nervous every time before we get into their practice. Admittedly, the first time I came and saw that Samantha would examine a young doctor, I felt like taking her outside and looking for her doctor. As if she knew what was going on in my head, she squeezed my hand and she glared at me to stay calm and not make a scene.That first time I was standing next to that screen and pretending to be crazy when he was a doctor showed the child, and I saw only some stains and nodded. But so when Samantha took me with her for a checkup at sixteen weeks, when I saw that little wonder moving inside, his face developing, arms, legs… hell sam I felt tears in the corners of my eyes. I do not know the last time I cried, but this ... this was stronger t
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Chapter: Chapter 50 SamanthaI don't dream, my favorite is there, next to me, in my bed. Free we are and we are together. Isn't this the best thing in the world? Have by your side a man who looks at you as if no one else exists, touches you as if he wanted to convince you that you really exist in reality, utters promises and oaths to you eternal love… and finally, a man who would sacrifice himself for you. Our happiness is only doubled by the fact that we will become a really small family for just over seven months. We are a real family from the first days, although in our case everything turned out so comical, but again romantic… we survived various blows, it all just made us stronger. It's not Blake now calmer than ever? Am I not stronger now than before? Is not it Victor happier now?"Love, thank you for trusting me," I say softly to him an ear as I hugged him, clinging to his back."Luckily, I don't trust anyone like you. There is no better place in the world from your embrace. &
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Chapter: Chapter 49 BlakeWhy don’t I feel aggression, restlessness, anger, madness, and I’m located far away from my beauty, not before my eyes, under my fingers?I understand why, because I have finally fulfilled my purpose, so will I. do something for her. I'll take this, and here in this cold cell, behind bars ... I couldn't even see that. I know loneliness, she has been my companion for years, I know all my own thoughts, even the blackest ones, lived with me every day, and that's why I don't like this heavy. Maybe in a month, maybe in a year, my beauty will wait. That’s what makes me calm. Next to her, our child will be waiting for me. I don't believe it yet! My beauty he will give me a child. Child. Is life a little fucking with me?A little to me, a little to take?Now that I know the two of them are waiting for me outside, I can survive it all. Even and the touch of that guard as he led me to the cell, even the separation from Samantha because at the end of the
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Chapter: Chapter 30It's been two weeks since Onur found out about my condition after he found out he was going to be a father again. Onur, when he came to leave Isabel with me, he left immediately and said nothing about my pregnancy. His daughter went crazy, and now that I told him, he was not happy at all. I paid dearly for this lie of mine, I do not deserve to be unhappy anymore. If Onur does not love this baby, I will take care of it myself, I was determined, and I will not give up on him.Onur-Lenor, stop!Lenor-Onur, where did you come from?Onur-I talked to Mihriban, she told me that you are here, you had an appointment with the doctor today, I wanted to come.This really surprised me, I was happy and surprised by Onur.Lenor-Really, do you want to be with me at the check-up?Onur-What I took away from Isabel, I want to experience now.Lenor: Will you spend your whole life for that, I'm really sorry, I do not know what else to do to forgive me.
Last Updated: 2021-12-29
Chapter: Chapter 29My life changed radically. Everything changed, I was no longer the same, there was no life in me, my hope faded, my wishes, my dreams, my plans for the future came true. I only watched my daughters for the weekend, it was too little for me, My parting with her was hard and painful, I could not breathe. My life was slowly fading. Mihriban saw that, and could not bear to talk to Onur. anger and hatred towards me, I knew that nothing would soften his heart. Mihriban returned from Onur with no result, I was expecting that. My days were very difficult, but when you no longer have hope and expect nothing, you just want to let the day pass, let the night come, and every day like that, until the weekend comes to see my little princess, then light enters my life, something that raised me to my feet again, the Lord again gave me a sign that things would change and again it gave me a chance for a fresh start.Mihriban-Lenor, that's enough, I will not let you live only two days a week, a
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Chapter: Chapter 28Mihriban-Welcome, enter.Leila-Is there anything serious, Onur called and said let's come, it did not sound good on the phone when we talked.Mihriban-Come in, and talk, he will tell you.Adnan-Onur, why did he not call us here, so that something would not happen, where is my daughter, is she okay?Mihriban-Do not worry it's okay, I fell asleep a while ago. Feel free to talk I'll go to Isabel's room.Onur-Sit down, I have something important to tell you, or to put it better, Lenore needs to tell you something very important. One of her big lies, which she has now revealed to me, and I decided to share it with you.Adnan-Do does not call me codes, tell me what is it?Layla-Lenore, why are you crying, if not something bad?Lenor: I'm very sorry.Adnan-What are you apologizing for, we can not understand anything, what do you want to tell us?Onur-I thinks Lenor will not be able to say, so I will have to. Although I a
Last Updated: 2021-12-27
Chapter: Chapter 27We entered the house, Onur immediately started kissing me with a lot of passion, I did not want to think that this would end when he found out about my big lie. I left myself in Onur's hands, this is a beautiful fairy tale from which I did not want to wake up.Onur-Lenor, you drive me crazy, just like the first day, I love you, I love you, I'm madly in love with you, like no one before.Lenor - I love you with all my heart, I will never love another, no matter what happens I will always love you, just never forget that. I am crazy about your touches, I missed this very much. Only you know how I feel good when you know where to touch me, you drive me crazy.Onur-Lenor, we finally make love, without rushing, without hiding, without any shame that we make a mistake, we are finally together. I can not do without you.Lenor-I missed Onur a lot, I missed this a lot, only you know how to make me feel good. I love you.We spent the whole night in the bedro
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Chapter: Chapter 26A week later at Adnan's house.Layla-Onur, how are you today?Onur-I feels great. Layla, why don't we have guests today? Where are Lenor and Mihriban?Layla-Do you miss her?Onur-I got used to seeing them every day, so today it is strange that they are gone.Layla-Lenore is leaving here, she is returning to her hometown, so she is gone. I think they are leaving today.Onur-How do they leave, why?Layla - I do not know, it's her decision.Onur-Layla, I have to admit something to you. I remember everything.Layla - Really, since when has your memory been restored?Onur: From the beginning, but I did not want to say, I wanted to annoy Lenore a little.Layla-Onur, how could you do that, is it played with someone's feelings. As a child, I really do not believe what you did. Does Adnan know this?Onur-Yes, I told him, do not worry. I had to tell him and I apologized for not telling him about my feelings fo
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Chapter: Chapter 25Gone are the days, Onur is out of the hospital today. I agreed with Adnan, and Layla to welcome Onur, a small party at the house, only we in the family, fortunately, Adnan agreed, and so I organized everything. I arranged everything as best I could I waited to see if he would remember something when he saw me. I love him, whom I fell in love with at first sight.Lenor-Layla, did Adnan tell you when they came here?Layla-He did not tell me anything, some documents have to be sorted out there in the hospital, so they will come. Do not be nervous, everything will be fine. he's not angry with me anymore, forgive me.Lenor-Only Onur to remember me, and I think then we will all finally be happy. If Onur and I were a family like the two of you, it would be great, only Onur when he remembers may not want to be with me, because he was angry with me, he left angry with Isabel's birthday. When he remembers that, maybe he will be angry with me and will not want to have anyt
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Chapter: Chapter 32The first night she returned to California, Josephine slept on an extra bed by Ana's bed. She screwed up. She would have the money to take care of her sister, and she ended up with a new responsibility. An innocent child will be born, the fruit of a selfish, dominant father and a selfish mother. The first night she returned to California, Josephine slept on an extra bed by Ana's bed. She screwed up. She would have the money to take care of her sister, and she ended up with a new responsibility. An innocent child will be born, the fruit of a selfish, dominant father and a selfish mother. What a horrible date! And all that for what? Josephine could somehow manage, she could provide funds for Ana's care even without Theo's millions. But it was much easier for her to accept his offer and make her life more carefree. Alice kicked the guy out of her apartment after she found him rummaging through the files of new clients with whom she had signed a contract for the Alliance
Last Updated: 2021-09-28
Chapter: Chapter 31Thinking of Vanessa, blood rushed to his head. What he currently felt for his ex-lover overcame even the hatred he had nurtured for years for his insensitive, cruel father. At the moment, all he had in mind was to get revenge on her properly. Theo picked up the phone and called several people he had asked for a favor. Leo had a lot of friends in the New York police. "Leo, my friend, you need to do something for me." Twenty-four hours later, Theo stood in front of a luxury building in Manhattan, his fingers intertwined so tightly that even Josephine would envy him. It was hard for him not to follow her. But despite the fact that her departure hurt him like a living wound, he could not appear before Josephine until he took revenge on Vanessa for what she had done. He smelled her sweet floral perfume before he saw her. His heart was beating faster, but not because he felt something for her, but out of pure hatred. If she so vilely ruined his life with Josephine, then he
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Chapter: Chapter 30When he entered the apartment, Josephine noticed his confusion out of the corner of her eye. "Josephine?" She spent the afternoon thinking about what to say to him. At first, she thought she should just pack up and leave him speechless, but it wasn't in her style to run away like a coward and throw in his face everything she had to say. Besides, she couldn't leave without hearing his side. "When did you mean to tell me?" She said as soon as he stepped into the room, which was so tense at the time that it was like a minefield, not an ordinary room. "What can I tell you?" "You spent the whole day with a lawyer. You must have talked about your father's will. Theo didn't move. Josephine slowly turned her head towards him, but only after a few moments of hesitation did she look up and direct it at his face. Just then she noticed how his eyes flashed when he saw the glass in her hand. Even now he cared more about the child than he did about her. That's why
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Chapter: Chapter 29At the last medical examination, two days before the trip, together they saw the outlines of their unborn child on the screen of the ultrasound machine and listened to the beating of his tiny heart. Josephine's eyes filled with tears, and his throat tightened with excitement. It was a feeling that could not be compared to anything he had felt before. In fact, it was, Theo thought. His gaze wandered to Josephine, who stood surrounded by his relatives. His heart suddenly filled with pleasant warmth and some invisible force pushed him towards her. The moment he hugged her, he experienced enlightenment: his love for the unborn child mingled with another strong feeling. Love for Josephine. Instead of running away from those potentially dangerous feelings, Theo happily embraced them, as if they were the best possible hand in poker. Since he had enough time to read Josephine's feelings for him, he had no reason to bluff and hide his own. After all, as in the cards, so in life, Theo n
Last Updated: 2021-09-25
Chapter: Chapter 28Morning sickness worsened instead of getting better. Well, that was a hassle! Theo, the actor as he was, agreed that her morning "discomfort" was a hassle, but he promised to help her until she got better. They agreed not to tell anyone about the pregnancy, at least not until the first three months have passed, due to the possibility of complications and abortion. Although the doctor assured them after six weeks that everything was going well and that they had no reason to worry, they still decided to wait for the good news to be revealed. Josephine didn't say anything even to Alice, which wasn't easy. However, she thought it was so much better than her best friend didn’t accidentally fail to mention it to someone. As promised, Theo was really there for her. Of course, there were situations when he had to travel to Europe, no longer than three days, which was a hassle for Josephine, but luck was three times greater when he returned. Days of living together followed. The nights, too,
Last Updated: 2021-09-24
Chapter: Chapter 27Josephine knew that she could give up the child or have an abortion, which was certainly a worse solution for her health. After all, they are both adults, not teenagers who have been hit by something they are not up to. He will talk and make a reasonable decision. When she got out of the tub, the severe headache eased a little and turned into a slight tingling in the back of her head. She refreshed her face with a little moisturizer and soaked the gel below her eyes, and she already felt much better. When she came out of the bathroom in a soft, white robe, she thought Theo was still asleep. But he had been awake for a long time. He was standing next to the tray he had brought from the kitchen, still in the crumpled clothes in which he had lain down last night. In addition to the freshly squeezed orange juice, several plates were lined up on a tray; on one were salty crackers, on the other soft cheese, and on the third hard-boiled eggs. "What's this supposed to mean?" Theo gr
Last Updated: 2021-09-23
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