3. Ruined by my mate

Alpha Lor

Males and females hurry out of my way as I prowl forward, my mood darker than the night. I never expected to find my mate.

A mate is something pure and beautiful, just like she was. They are not for wolves like me, dark and sadistic. Wolves like me that own the shadows. And I also did not expect that I would be that attracted to her.

Her scent drove my wolf to madness. As I fucked her, for the first time my thoughts turned away from the urge to kill and destroy, all of my energy focused on her pleasure. I can still taste her on my tongue, that exquisite honey taste and my wolf snarls and pushes at my skin, demanding to be let out and go back to her. It takes everything in me to keep from changing, from giving in to the murderous thoughts pulsing in my brain to destroy everything around me. I have not felt this out of control in centuries.

Tate, my beta is there when I burst into the pack house and he falls in stride with me.

“You look like shit.” He says.

“I feel worse.” I growl.

“It’s not even full moon yet, need a female?” He asks easily. Fucking solves everything for my beta, I wish life was that easy for me.

“That is the last thing I need.” I growl.

“Easy.” He says, raising both hands in submission. “What crawled up your ass and died?”

My eyes narrow on him and he sees the killing light in my eyes. His eyes widen as he pales. Tate is the only person that could possibly get away with that much teasing. Any other person would have a gaping hole in their chest and their blood on my lips.

“Shit. Not the time.”

“Clear up my schedule for the rest of the day. I don’t want a soul within a five mile range from the pack house. Anyone that seeks me for the next twenty four hours will die painfully.”

“I’ll clear it up.”

“You’re dismissed.”

I leave him and push into my chambers.

What sort of twisted joke is the goddess playing? How can I be mated to someone so pure and innocent? I don’t need her, and I will not claim her so why the fuck won’t she stay out of my head? I scent another presence.

She steps out, freezing when she sees me by the door, my Luna. Emma is the definition of elegance, all pale smooth skin and long legs for miles. She is nothing like my mate who has some meat on her body, in all the right places. My cock becomes more engorged at the remembrance of my lips on one of those.

“Lor.” She says with a demure smile and crosses the distance between us.

I cross the distance between us and pull her into my arms, plundering her mouth mercilessly. She moans and melts into me and when I pull back, I am still on the brink. She always worked before, like a living tonic to calm my beast, why not now?

Her nose crinkles when she scents me and her eyes narrow as she pulls my shoulder open to see the mark she left on my skin.

“Who dared to put a mark on you?” She asks, eyes flashing.

“How dare you question me?” She flinches and backs away.

“I’m sorry Alpha.” She says but her eyes stay on the mark. “It’s just... you’ve never allowed anyone to mark you before.” She says in a small voice. Not even her.

The unspoken question hangs in the air, and I ignore her and head towards my room. I can’t deal with this right now. I must let out this destructive energy within me soon before I kill who I shouldn’t.

She grips my sleeve, head bowed.

“Alpha, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have questioned you.”

“Emma, you are not the beginning of my problems.”

“I know. I can see that, you need my energy. Take me.” She offers, sidling closer.

My eyes narrow on her and the scent of her desire fills the air. It’s been a while I fucked her for her omega energy but it’s not been too long for me to forget how it went, perhaps she has.

It’s always thrilling at first for her, to try to channel all of my demonic energy. She makes it through the first three rounds with relish, and then the crying begins. She cries and begs to be released, the fucking and my energy becoming too much for her to take. But once the beast has been awoken, there will be no mercy until it retreats. She passes out for days after and the whole thing leaves an acrid taste on my tongue.

I remove her hand from my arm.

“I’m not in the mood.” I say.

She grabs my sleeve again and my eyes flash with irritation, making her take her hands off me hurriedly.

“I’m offering myself Lor. I’m your Luna and I have needs too. I need you. I promise this time will be different.”

I don’t think it will. Her offer tastes bland and the scent of her sex does nothing to interest me. The beast pushes at my skin, demanding to be let out and bring carnage and I change my mind.

“Come here.”

Her eyes widen but she smiles and steps forward.

“Take off your dress.”

She does it slowly, hoping to draw out the tension.

“The panties.”

When she stands naked in front of me, I prowl around her, waiting for the first stirring of lust, there is nothing and that makes me furious. There is a woman naked in front of me and yet my cock aches with need for another, one I have sworn to avoid.

I grab her and push her to the floor, pushing apart her legs and ripping off my trousers. I grip my cock in my hands and I remember the wet tight heat of ‘her’ pussy. I groan, shoulders thrown back as I pump once, twice, hearing the sound of ‘her’ soft moans in my ears. I grip my Luna’s ass and push my cock into her, imagining it is another wet pussy. I hold her down and fuck her, snarls ripping from my throat as I remember delicate fingers scoring my back.

She is shocked when I stand, it is unprecedented.

“Should we go into the room?” She asks, flushed and breathless.

I didn’t finish inside her. That strange, tiny woman has ruined me, completely.

“No. Pull your dress on, you’re dismissed. I want no one in the pack house for the next twenty four hours.”

She stares at me in shock as I make my way into my inner chambers. My hands ball into fists and I stride to the opposite wall and smash it into it, satisfied when the hole crumbles.

I breathe hard, fisting my cock in my hands as I remember pulling on her breasts with my mouth and I shudder. I pump once, twice, the cords of my body standing out as I remember her sinking her teeth into me in ecstasy and I come hot and hard, yelling her name.