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Chapter 26 - Judgment
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2021-09-26 23:42:28A week later
“I don’t get why you hang out with those boys. They’re so basic.” Amara says through the receiver. I just got home from school, I’m exhausted and I don’t have time for this.
I place my bag on the bedroom floor and flop onto my bed.
“Those boys have names. Leo and Zach.” I say irritated. I should just end this call right now. There’s no reason why I’m listening to this.
“Who cares Golden? You think people care but no one cares.” She says and I sigh in exhaustion. The gag is, she think I care what people think.
“I care Amara.” I say almost screaming into the phone. I lie on my back and look at the ceiling.
“Whatever this is, it needs to end. I can’t stand for this; we’ve watched this go on for too long you need to snap out of it. Come back and we can hang out again. And if you want I can talk to Cole a
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