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2021-08-25 05:38:43“So, what’s going on in here?” Nate says as he comes through the front door of Camilla’s little house.
“Yea!” Ren says, “You’ve been hogging her long enough, little miss.”
Both of the guys have a big grin on their face, and I look over to see Camilla has a matching one.
“Look Roo!” She says standing up. “It’s Renny and Nate Nate!” she giggles as she runs to her brothers. They each take turns picking her up, tickling her, and giving her smooches all over her face.
My cheeks hurt from smiling so hard. They are so good with her and it’s obvious how much they love her and she them.
“Hey there.” Nate says to me, walking over to where I am sitting on one of Camilla’s big comfy chairs. We had been reading one of my favorite books when the guys walked in.
“Hi.” I say back with a smile, and Nate leans down to kiss the top of my head.
“I missed you.” He says so quietly. I know we can all hear, but the gesture implied it was only for me.<
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