POV Calvin.
I let out a sigh as I closed the door behind me, I look around, there's a lot of work to do. All because my friend rdv a fucking coward who can't tell a chick he likes her. So to justify the fact that he wanted to talk to her today, Mich found nothing better than to organize a party in his cabin to avoid admitting his feelings to Annie. And since I'm the one who got him into this mess I was going to have to help him organize it and invite as many people as possible. I pull out my phone and send messages to all our contacts, I hesitate to send an invitation to Penelope, after all if Annie comes too. I don't send one to Alex, it would spoil everything, at the moment his relationship with some of my friends is tense, for a reason I don't know, nobody can stand him and he can't stand anybody either. So, I doubt that his presence at this party is really necessary. Preparing a party in two hours? What a jerk that one is! I go to the cellar to look for some wine, Michael has always had good taste in alcohol, and to top it all off, he himself doesn't drink any. Tons of bottles of alcohol are arranged by brand and by year of manufacture. From the oldest to the newest. I love his storage system, but I would never tell him. I pick out a few of his best bottles and take them back up to the living room to start arranging things on the table. The house fills up gradually, there are already many people, the party has already started. And among all these people, to top it all off, Laurie is there too? I raise the eyes to the sky and I push a sigh, this evening is going to be long Who invited her ? I thought I could have a good time here, but even that is impossible. I pray to God and all the saints in heaven that she doesn't come near me, but that would be far too good, I stand at the back of the room and watch her turn her head in all directions to try to see me. Finally, her eyes meet mine, a smile draws on her fleshy lips covered with lipstick. Laurie approaches me and comes to hang on my neck. "Baby, I've been looking for you. "She's getting me drunk, seriously, she's so... Clingy. I take her hands off my neck and turn to go sit down. I pick up a glass of juice in the process. My favorite, yeah I'm the only guy at a party who drinks juice, well with Mich, it would be nice to specify that it is mango. I love this fruit in all its forms. Mich sees me and smiles. The reason, the image people have of me is different from who I really am. I sip my drink, fiddling with my phone. I go into my messages, not knowing why I stop at Penelope's name. I smile at the thought of knowing I'm going to write to her and imagine her rolling her eyes at the sight of my name on the screen. "Calvin: Hi Penelope. ""Penelope: Hi, you big jerk. "I smile before answering her, she's the only one who talks to me so badly, if it had been another person, I would have put her in her place maybe even kill her. "Calvin: Always so polite tell me. ""Penelope: I am only polite to those who deserve it. ""Calvin: So I don't deserve it? ""Penelope: What do you think? ""Calvin: You're coming to the party tonight. "" Penelope: Maybe I am. You want to see me? ""Calvin: No I just want to chew on your bimbo boobs. "And indeed she does have a rather attractive chest, she doesn't answer me anymore. Laurie comes and sits on my legs and starts stroking my face. "You look so tense... If you want after the party, I could help you relax..." She almost makes me want to throw up. Seriously, what was I thinking sleeping with that girl? I must have been really in need these days, there is no other explanation. I look at everything but her, she still risks to bewitch me or something like that, she could be excited, my inner wolf who is recently in need of feminine heat growls. She waddles her ass on my thighs, my inner wolf appreciates. But what is he doing? He must feel that I don't want her, right? But after all, animals are like people. They jump on anything that moves. My pocket starts to vibrate, at least my phone, new message from Penelope. "Penelope: Don't tell me you plan on seeing my chest with that turkey waddling on your thighs..."I raise my head, my eyes anchor to hers. She has just entered with her friend Annie, she is beautiful. I smile. "Calvin: Don't tell me you're jealous..." "Penelope: No... You're just pitiful to see. " She turns and mingles with the people at the party, they even brought another bottle to Mich. These humans and their kindness. When Laurie sees Penelope, she intensifies her little merry-go-round, petting here, hugging there. I release her from my thighs, I really don't intend to spend the evening with this pain in the ass on my knees and especially I am not going to enter in her game. I observe Penelope from far, I notice at once that she has undone her long hair. It does not happen often then, I am pleasantly surprised. She wears a mini skirt in leather, with a red bustier and boots. Damn what she is good! It is a call to the rape, of back I see very well her ass which is perfectly emphasized by this skirt. She smiles with Lloyd, the cousin of Mich. She never talks like that with me, always on her guard and wary of the smallest word that comes out of my mouth, then a strange feeling forms in the hollow of my chest, jealousy? I see Mich chatting with Annie, at least he's trying to because right now I just see him babbling. What a sissy that one is! He can fight a lot of vampires, the best warrior in my pack, but he can't talk to a girl. The door opens on Alex and his campaign. The atmosphere changes immediately. Discussions fade, people turn to them, others make low masses, since he has expressed his desire to become alpha, people are wary of him. He's my cousin, I just can't turn my back on him. So I kept on acting like nothing was wrong and kept going to him. But everything has changed since then. "Alex! " I say as I hand him a drink and to his campaign as well. He grabs his glass before answering me. "You're having parties now without inviting me? " "I didn't invite you because I knew the mood would be ruined. " He frowns and his eyes fill with anger. I hate seeing him when he's like this, we were so close when we were kids and now I don't recognize him at all. "What are you implying?""You know very well what. "He growls as he sticks out his canines, his wife grabs his arm and he tucks them in right away. Anyway, I'm not afraid of him. I've always been the stronger of the two of us, but to see his totally childish behavior because he wasn't invited to a party makes me drunk. "Dare to disrespect your alpha again and I will teach you a lesson. " "You're not fully alpha yet, so your respect you can stick it up your ass. " I smile, not one of those knowing smiles you get when you're happy. But one of those smiles that a predator gives you before he kills you. My eyes turn red with anger, I'm going to do him, my wolf doesn't appreciate being disrespected at all, so I let him take control, I let him use me to teach Alex a lesson. Suddenly I feel a warm little body slide against mine, he snuggles in and whispers to me. "Calm down, he. He's not worth it. " I feel my anger subsiding, my wolf instantly calms down as soon as he breathes in that scent and me with it. I feel his warmth through my shirt and his hands so thin that they press against my neck. By reflex my arm is put on his waist, serious error my body is traversed of shivers and I feel immediately the goosebumps covering my body. A lump is formed in my pants. She pushes me a little and drags me into a corner. "What's the matter, you big jerk? I thought it would take more than that to get you riled up. "I look at her blankly, still confused by everything this girl is making me feel. What she did was completely stupid, I could have hurt her. Everyone knows never to go near a wolf when they are in that state. I stare at her, then my gaze goes down on her chest highlighted by her corset. The red of this garment brings out the brightness of her clear skin. And damn, she has freckles on her chest. She looks down, embarrassed. "Why are you looking down? ""I thought that was what females were supposed to do in the presence of the alpha. " "Not you. "She looks at me, surprised. I myself am surprised at my answer, I would never allow any other female to look me in the eye and still me to talk to me like she does. But she is Penelope, not just anyone. And it is time for me to admit the attraction I feel for her.POV Penelope.A dress? A skirt, pants? But what am I going to wear? I want to feel beautiful, sexy, because it's been years since I've put myself forward. I finally opt for a small skirt with a corset and boots. I want to believe that I put this outfit just to please myself. But I know in my heart that I did it to please him. Leather miniskirt, with a blood red corset tight to the chest. A little touch of lipstick and I'm finally ready to go. I get messages from him asking me if I'm going to the party or not. Of course we bicker as usual, especially because this bastard keeps calling me Penis! Annie and I arrive at the party, there are lots of people. Wolves and also humans, my eyes unquestionably start to watch for her presence and I see her in a corner of the room with Laurie sitting on her lap. A knot forms in my stomach and my smile immediately disappears, my hair stands up on my arms. I feel jealousy eating away at my insides, I look away from the scene. I text him to tell him
POV Calvin. "Honey, do you finally have time for your old mother? " I place a kiss on my mother's forehead. "How can you say that? I always have time for you. " I pull out the chair right in front of my mom's, my dad sitting right at the end of the table gives me a stern look. This is promising! "Hello father. ""Is this the time of day a clan leader gets up? " I rolled my eyes, I was sure he would make a comment like that to me, but I thought at least he would have the patience to wait for Mom to get up from the table, because he knows full well she hates to see us argue, but that was way too much to ask of him. "I went to bed pretty late. ""Yes that's completely normal. When instead of doing tasks for the good and survival of the pack you attend all these orgies. " I swallow a mouthful of scrambled eggs. Delicious, I close my eyes for a moment to better feel all the spices. Orgies? Seriously? "Father, that whole pack you're talking about or almost was at that party. "
POV Penelope.I open the bookstore with a mechanical gesture, I perform the same gestures as if it wasn't me doing it. All my thoughts and concentration are still riveted on that day and I have been tearing my skin off ever since. I can still see the look on Calvin's face. He looked so disappointed, hurt even I would say, even Cora and Mich looked at me like I was the monster, Cora shook her head before leaving, disappointed, hurt, because on one hand I called him a monster too, but in fact the real monster is me. And they are right. I am a monster. Out of fear of coming to terms with the attraction I feel for him, I chose to treat him as an outcast. I feel so bad, I want to apologize. But I hear he's out of town. Even with Annie, there is a certain tension at home, she avoids me and goes away to talk on the phone and pretends I am not there. I've really messed up. What a jerk! I've been asking about her for three days now, even her cell phone doesn't work. I've written him message
POV Calvin.I wake up with an excruciating pain in my abdomen. I slowly open my eyes, I am dazzled by all the light in my room, since when is there so much light here? Something rests on my arm, I look down and see a brown mane. It's her. What is she doing here? What the hell! She's beautiful, her hair in a mess that covers her face, I clear her face and she rubs her nose, I catch myself smiling like an idiot. I close my eyes again for a few seconds. And all the memories come back to the surface. The rescue of Adrian, the trap set by the hunters to kill us. Mich who didn't see the blow they were going to give him coming and me pushing Mich, then this searing pain on my stomach. I can still see that blade piercing my skin. I don't remember what happened next. But I still remember that my wolf was in a lot of pain, and scared too. He refused to let me emerge for fear of seeing me suffer. So he stayed in control. I take off my blanket to look at my wounds. I haven't completely healed y
POV Penelope.Days without seeing him, days during which I try as best I can to approach him without any result, I wonder if he has already healed. I heard that he got hurt like that because they had saved a young baby that was kidnapped by the hunters, and I dared to call him a monster, no but what an idiot I am. No wonder he doesn't want to see me anymore. The store is full, as if people are more and more interested in books. I watch her without saying anything, for once she's really working, I'm not going to interfere. Sitting behind the counter, I take care of cashing the money and writing the receipts. "Hello Penelope. "I look up to see who it is. It's the man from last time. Brad? Bill? I've completely forgotten what his name is. He smiles at me, bringing out his dimples. He's really very handsome. "Hello... Ben have you forgotten already? " I put on a sorry face. "Yes, I'm sorry. I've had so much to do lately. So how are you? ""I'm fine thanks. " He paces the store with
POV Calvin.One thing is for sure, I certainly did not expect to end my evening like this. Penelope arrived a few hours ago, I tried, really tried to be indifferent. I tried to bury everything I felt for her deep inside, but she told me about her past, the loss of her fiancé and her baby, and seeing her cry I finally broke down. I already knew that she had lost her fiancé but I didn't know how. And what I didn't know was that she had lost her baby as well, I can't even imagine how horrible it must have been for her. She pushed me away because she is afraid to love and lose someone again. Life was really unfair to her and she was forced to put up a wall to protect herself as best she could. However, I still can't believe that it was me, on that couch holding her and kissing her breathless, when her lips touched mine, and her tongue entered my mouth, I could hardly hold myself back from carrying her to the table and doing what I've dreamed of doing with her since the first day I saw h
POV Penelope."I want you, I want you..."I can't believe it was me who just said those words. The last time I left I was angry because I thought he wanted to get back at me, to hurt me like I hurt him. But after thinking about it, I realized that he was right. I wasn't ready to move on, at least if but I told him it was about sex. I tried to blame him, to stay away from him, but I couldn't. I missed him too much, his laughter and even his rotten jokes. After tasting his lips yesterday, all I wanted was one thing. To kiss him again and again, to get lost in his soft yet dark eyes, to feel his hands on my body. I realized then that what I was missing was not only physical. My attraction to him goes beyond a simple physical need, I too am not sure that once I had tasted him, I could see him with other women like Laurie for example. He just needed to be reassured as he knew how to reassure me and I hope that this sentence was able to bring him the comfort which he needs, to make him un
POV Calvin.I watch her sleep, her beautiful brown hair scattered on the pillow, her fleshy pink lips calling only to sin. She is beautiful. She told me she wanted me, that she was ready to move on. Does she know that in werewolf parlance that means she's claimed me? I don't think so. I smile at the thought, it would drive her completely crazy to find out. I decide to wake her up my way, I get under the covers and caress her lips with mine, I cover her neck, her chest with kisses, I pinch her nipples between my fingers, she moans in her sleep. I slowly go down on her belly that I also cover with light kisses, I come back then to take her nipple in my mouth, I pull it gently with my teeth before sucking it in my mouth. Her eyes are still closed, does she want to play that? Okay. I continue my exploration between her legs, doing what I've been wanting to do for ages. I'm finally going to taste her. My tongue gently passes over her intimate lips to taste her juice. Divine! I start ag
POV Calvin.I watch her sleep, her beautiful brown hair scattered on the pillow, her fleshy pink lips calling only to sin. She is beautiful. She told me she wanted me, that she was ready to move on. Does she know that in werewolf parlance that means she's claimed me? I don't think so. I smile at the thought, it would drive her completely crazy to find out. I decide to wake her up my way, I get under the covers and caress her lips with mine, I cover her neck, her chest with kisses, I pinch her nipples between my fingers, she moans in her sleep. I slowly go down on her belly that I also cover with light kisses, I come back then to take her nipple in my mouth, I pull it gently with my teeth before sucking it in my mouth. Her eyes are still closed, does she want to play that? Okay. I continue my exploration between her legs, doing what I've been wanting to do for ages. I'm finally going to taste her. My tongue gently passes over her intimate lips to taste her juice. Divine! I start ag
POV Penelope."I want you, I want you..."I can't believe it was me who just said those words. The last time I left I was angry because I thought he wanted to get back at me, to hurt me like I hurt him. But after thinking about it, I realized that he was right. I wasn't ready to move on, at least if but I told him it was about sex. I tried to blame him, to stay away from him, but I couldn't. I missed him too much, his laughter and even his rotten jokes. After tasting his lips yesterday, all I wanted was one thing. To kiss him again and again, to get lost in his soft yet dark eyes, to feel his hands on my body. I realized then that what I was missing was not only physical. My attraction to him goes beyond a simple physical need, I too am not sure that once I had tasted him, I could see him with other women like Laurie for example. He just needed to be reassured as he knew how to reassure me and I hope that this sentence was able to bring him the comfort which he needs, to make him un
POV Calvin.One thing is for sure, I certainly did not expect to end my evening like this. Penelope arrived a few hours ago, I tried, really tried to be indifferent. I tried to bury everything I felt for her deep inside, but she told me about her past, the loss of her fiancé and her baby, and seeing her cry I finally broke down. I already knew that she had lost her fiancé but I didn't know how. And what I didn't know was that she had lost her baby as well, I can't even imagine how horrible it must have been for her. She pushed me away because she is afraid to love and lose someone again. Life was really unfair to her and she was forced to put up a wall to protect herself as best she could. However, I still can't believe that it was me, on that couch holding her and kissing her breathless, when her lips touched mine, and her tongue entered my mouth, I could hardly hold myself back from carrying her to the table and doing what I've dreamed of doing with her since the first day I saw h
POV Penelope.Days without seeing him, days during which I try as best I can to approach him without any result, I wonder if he has already healed. I heard that he got hurt like that because they had saved a young baby that was kidnapped by the hunters, and I dared to call him a monster, no but what an idiot I am. No wonder he doesn't want to see me anymore. The store is full, as if people are more and more interested in books. I watch her without saying anything, for once she's really working, I'm not going to interfere. Sitting behind the counter, I take care of cashing the money and writing the receipts. "Hello Penelope. "I look up to see who it is. It's the man from last time. Brad? Bill? I've completely forgotten what his name is. He smiles at me, bringing out his dimples. He's really very handsome. "Hello... Ben have you forgotten already? " I put on a sorry face. "Yes, I'm sorry. I've had so much to do lately. So how are you? ""I'm fine thanks. " He paces the store with
POV Calvin.I wake up with an excruciating pain in my abdomen. I slowly open my eyes, I am dazzled by all the light in my room, since when is there so much light here? Something rests on my arm, I look down and see a brown mane. It's her. What is she doing here? What the hell! She's beautiful, her hair in a mess that covers her face, I clear her face and she rubs her nose, I catch myself smiling like an idiot. I close my eyes again for a few seconds. And all the memories come back to the surface. The rescue of Adrian, the trap set by the hunters to kill us. Mich who didn't see the blow they were going to give him coming and me pushing Mich, then this searing pain on my stomach. I can still see that blade piercing my skin. I don't remember what happened next. But I still remember that my wolf was in a lot of pain, and scared too. He refused to let me emerge for fear of seeing me suffer. So he stayed in control. I take off my blanket to look at my wounds. I haven't completely healed y
POV Penelope.I open the bookstore with a mechanical gesture, I perform the same gestures as if it wasn't me doing it. All my thoughts and concentration are still riveted on that day and I have been tearing my skin off ever since. I can still see the look on Calvin's face. He looked so disappointed, hurt even I would say, even Cora and Mich looked at me like I was the monster, Cora shook her head before leaving, disappointed, hurt, because on one hand I called him a monster too, but in fact the real monster is me. And they are right. I am a monster. Out of fear of coming to terms with the attraction I feel for him, I chose to treat him as an outcast. I feel so bad, I want to apologize. But I hear he's out of town. Even with Annie, there is a certain tension at home, she avoids me and goes away to talk on the phone and pretends I am not there. I've really messed up. What a jerk! I've been asking about her for three days now, even her cell phone doesn't work. I've written him message
POV Calvin. "Honey, do you finally have time for your old mother? " I place a kiss on my mother's forehead. "How can you say that? I always have time for you. " I pull out the chair right in front of my mom's, my dad sitting right at the end of the table gives me a stern look. This is promising! "Hello father. ""Is this the time of day a clan leader gets up? " I rolled my eyes, I was sure he would make a comment like that to me, but I thought at least he would have the patience to wait for Mom to get up from the table, because he knows full well she hates to see us argue, but that was way too much to ask of him. "I went to bed pretty late. ""Yes that's completely normal. When instead of doing tasks for the good and survival of the pack you attend all these orgies. " I swallow a mouthful of scrambled eggs. Delicious, I close my eyes for a moment to better feel all the spices. Orgies? Seriously? "Father, that whole pack you're talking about or almost was at that party. "
POV Penelope.A dress? A skirt, pants? But what am I going to wear? I want to feel beautiful, sexy, because it's been years since I've put myself forward. I finally opt for a small skirt with a corset and boots. I want to believe that I put this outfit just to please myself. But I know in my heart that I did it to please him. Leather miniskirt, with a blood red corset tight to the chest. A little touch of lipstick and I'm finally ready to go. I get messages from him asking me if I'm going to the party or not. Of course we bicker as usual, especially because this bastard keeps calling me Penis! Annie and I arrive at the party, there are lots of people. Wolves and also humans, my eyes unquestionably start to watch for her presence and I see her in a corner of the room with Laurie sitting on her lap. A knot forms in my stomach and my smile immediately disappears, my hair stands up on my arms. I feel jealousy eating away at my insides, I look away from the scene. I text him to tell him
POV Calvin.I let out a sigh as I closed the door behind me, I look around, there's a lot of work to do. All because my friend rdv a fucking coward who can't tell a chick he likes her. So to justify the fact that he wanted to talk to her today, Mich found nothing better than to organize a party in his cabin to avoid admitting his feelings to Annie. And since I'm the one who got him into this mess I was going to have to help him organize it and invite as many people as possible. I pull out my phone and send messages to all our contacts, I hesitate to send an invitation to Penelope, after all if Annie comes too. I don't send one to Alex, it would spoil everything, at the moment his relationship with some of my friends is tense, for a reason I don't know, nobody can stand him and he can't stand anybody either. So, I doubt that his presence at this party is really necessary. Preparing a party in two hours? What a jerk that one is! I go to the cellar to look for some wine, Michael has al