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2022-03-17 15:59:51I was running away from that place. From his company. I don't know what I've done wrong this time. Basta ang alam ko ay kailangan kong tumakbo. I need to run away from him. From them. I don't know what to think now. Halos hindi na rin maampat ang mga luha ko. I feel like I just need to cry to rest.
"Lilly stop." Ace shouted but my feet can't stop running away. And then Ace pulled me. I don't know why didn't I protest.
"Napapagod na ako kakaintindi. Feeling ko sobrang mali ako lagi. Lahat na lang ng bagay" I whisper. He just hush me while I am crying into his shoulder.
"Hindi naman ikaw yung mali. Sadyang may mga bagay lang na hindi na pwedeng ipilit kahit na kaya pa. Kaya mo pa ba?" tango lang ang naibigay ko sa kaniya habang pilit na inaayos ang sarili ko. Pinahid ko ang luha ko bago sa kaniya ngumiti at nag lakad paalis doon.
I need to go home. I want to go home.
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Pabalik-balik ako sa loob ng kwarto ko habang suot pa rin ang robe. Kakatapos ko lamang maligo pero feeling ko kailangan ko pang maligo ulit. Pinagpapawisan ako dahil sa kakaisip ng kung ano ba talaga ang nangyayari. I didn't want to confront him. To asked him. But I need to apologize on what happened last night. I won't asked for sorry because of the thing I didn't remember. I just want to asked sorry for not saying where I am last night. But how did he found me if I didn't tell him where I am. I am still confuse while walking back and forth.Nagulat pa ako dahil sa biglang pag bukas ng pinto. It was him who open the door. Wearing just a plain shirt and a pants."Mag bihis ka na at aalis tayo" he said in his low voice. My mouth fell open while looking at him."Ngayon? Bakit?" I immediately asked him that but he just stare at me before closing my door. Agad naman akong napatakbo sa loob ng closet ko at nag hanap ng masusuot. I just wear a plain
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"Ano ba! Sabi ng bitaw eh. Didn't you hear me. Bitawan mo ko." I shouted at him habang pilit na inaalis sa pag kakahawak ang kamay niya. Masyado na itong mahigpit habang pilit akong inaalis doon."How dare you to flirt that man""How dare you too to fuck my sister. Aren't we fair? Your flirting my sister, fucking her, claiming her. Eh ako that was just a dance Dale!" I shouted at him too habang hingal-hingal. Doon niya lamang nabitawan ang kamay ko bago ako tinignan ng masama."It's your fault that you marry me!" pag duro niya sa akin pero tinabig ko lang iyon."Really? Maybe I want to be your wife but it's my sister's decision why I ended up your wife. Didn't you know that she's loving another man. That he's dating someone other than you. That he plan this para mapa ikot kayo. Ang tanga niyo!" I shouted at him. But I only receive a slap coming from him. But instead of going berser
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