Chapter 2
Elevator rides. They can be unpredictable, but most of the time; boring. It takes about two minutes for me to reach down.
With the right person, those two minutes can be normal. But with the wrong person, it can be torture.
Like today, it’s the wrong person.
It’s freaking Sam! The guy that lives two floors down from me. He is...an angel! I can’t find the right word to describe him. He’s just simply heavenly. Heavenlike features and using the word perfect feels insufficient.
Okay, okay. You may think I’m overacting and maybe I am. But this guy is incredibly attractive. One of my two million crushes to be honest. I crush on almost everybody! Even girls! It’s just a habit. My life is very routine and boring so I create these fake fantasies in my head with one of my crushes every now and then.
The elevator finally stops and we both step out. The ride was not so bad. The tension I felt was. But that is also not a very bad way to start the morning.
“Bye, Rose.” Sam says in a baritone.
He is wearing sweatpants and a sleeveless black silky shirt. His blond hair looks golden today and little beads of sweat can be seen on his forehead.
“Good morning to you too.” I say with a smirk. “Trying to get away from me so quick?” I asked while shoving my empty hand in his face. “Pay up!”
So Sam and I made an agreement. The last one of us that rides the elevator in the morning gets to pay the first person 20$ dollars.
He obviously met me in the elevator which makes me the winner. Despite all my gushing over this poor human, I act really normal and might I say; uninterested around him.
Sam sighs with frustration while he digs in his pocket for the money. He hands me a crumpled 20$ dollar bill and rolls his eyes playfully.
I open the note and say with mocking cheeriness, “Bye, Sam!”
He walks away smiling.
When I reach outside, I feel a sense of calmness. The weather is brilliant, the colors on the buildings look so much better. The wind feels like a soft kiss. It’s just incredible. I take about 30 seconds to take it all in.
Today is going to be a great day! I can already feel the greatness.
So great that a minute before reaching my campus building, I literally spot my stalker! I can remember that Jet black hair anywhere. Plus I pay attention to people who pay attention to me. And this guy wins, he pays too much attention to me.
I walk towards him with confidence. He is sitting on the school bench with a book in his hand.
I try to make up the title of the book and it says “Atomic Habits”.
When he notices me walking towards him, he starts to get all nervous.
He’s turning the pages in the book as if he’s suddenly looking for buried treasure in them. His right leg taps the pavement repeatedly.
What’s he wearing?
He’s wearing tight black jeans, a black and white converse, really dark sunglasses, and a plain gray shirt that seems a bit big for him.
“Hey.” I say as he was about to leave.
He places the book on his lap and looks at me. I don’t see his eyes because the sunglasses cover them, but I could tell he was staring directly in my mine.
He stands up and I realized that he probably goes to the gym. The results are evident. He is also taller than me. Maybe 6’0 or something, I can’t tell. I don’t even know my exact height. I just guess.
“Hello.” My stalker says while reaching his hand out for a handshake. The way he says the word “hello” sounds somehow poetic.
I of-course shake his hand and he gestures for me to have a seat.
“Oh no, I really can’t. I have a class that I’m already late for.”
“Oh.” He says dryly.
“Is it the ‘Liberal Arts’ class?”
He starts walking towards the building of the school and I follow him.
How does he know which class I’m going to?Yeah, I wanted a stalker. But not actually a STALKER!
I think he notices my facial expression which must scream “horrified”, because he laughs lightly.
“I have had the same class with you for like two weeks now. Have you not noticed me?” His smile is contagious. I start to smile too.
I try to remember but I just can not.
I have not seen him in class before. Other places, yeah. But not class. I usually see him everywhere I go except class. At first I thought it was a coincidence but then it happened everyday!
“No. You must be joking.” I say laughing softly. “I know almost everyone in my class.”
“Almost...but not everybody.” He says with a smirk.
Well, he does have a point. There are students who sit at the back of the class that I don’t know.
“What’s our instructor name?” I ask him in a detective-like tone.
“Ms. Flowers. She likes gum and she is always chewing some. Like, always.”He says bravely.
“Uh huh. That’s about right. What’s your name then?” I ask him.
This is sort of giving me novel love vibes. Us meeting this way.
We enter the building and other students are darting here and there trying to get to their classes. I guess I’m not the only one that’s late.
“I’m your stalker, why would you want to know my name?” He touches my face with his thumb. His thumb is cold but yet ignites something entirely different from the word ‘cold’.
Why am I not pulling away? A random guy just touched my face! I don’t know him but yet he feels so familiar.
“Goodbye, Rose.” My stalker walks away.
“Wait! Aren’t we going to the same class?!” I yell so he can hear me, because he was going the wrong direction.
“I’m skipping class today!” He yells back with a childish smile. I stare at his back as he walks further away from me. He is almost at the other exit of the building. I really want to see him again, to be honest. But I guess I will, he is after-all my stalker.I start walking towards my class. I glance at the watch on my left wrist and my heart instantly leaps. I’m twenty minutes late for the darn thing! Shoot!I start jogging towards the class’ direction. My legs ache a-bit. I did a lot of squats yesterday. I am very motivated to have a decent behind size.When I reach the door, I hear Ms. Flowers’ voice. I open the red door slowly, hoping to just creep in with no one noticing me.
My full name is Rose Melody Jacobs. I am a Love fanatic. I was named “Rose” because my parents were Love fanatics too. When it comes to dating, I have had my share of heartbreaks. Three heartbreaks. I broke up with them all. I have not been dumped in my life. I have a problem and I may need to seek professional help from a shrink or something because I am seeking for something that don’t exist. A perfect Love. Love that is void of mistakes and imperfections.Well, I know it don’t exist but I subconsciously seek it in all my relationships. So I end up leaving the relationship.I think it stems from the fact that I saw my parents’ Love as perfect and without blemish. It was not, but that was how and still how I see it.
“Are you not coming in?” He says smiling.His eyes holds amusement. He looks so casual. He’s wearing baggy shorts and is shirtless.What in the world is going on? His jet black hair looks ruffled. I see a tattoo on his left shoulder. A beautiful black butterfly. It must be professionally done, because wow. It looks like Art. “Rosie, will you not come in?” He opens the door further and I can hear people talking and laughing inside. Did he just gave me a nickname? He did! No one has ever given me a nickname. Everyone just calls me Rose and I rather like it that way, honestly. Rosie sounds childish. Cute but childish. Eh, I don’t like it. “Don’t call me that.” I push pass him and enter the house
I have to have a talk with Wesley.The one he calls a “friend” is more like a “fiend”. A demon in a beautiful human suit.I love mysteries. I love puzzles with a thousand pieces. I love mazes. I love things that challenge my mind.But, Sterling is a puzzle of a different kind. He seems so simple but yet complex.And the fact that he’s inserting himself in my life cunningly is scary.Why did he choose to befriend Wesley just when we have met in person? Why am I so anxious and spooked around him but yet do all that he tells me to? And those green eyes. Why do they look so familiar? I have so many questions.And I will find the answers to them all! “Rose, we will talk in the morn
He’s here. Sterling is in my room. Well, not actually my room. It’s the guest room, but you get the point.He’s dressed very formally for some reason. Yet he looks amazing. He is wearing a grey suit.It gives him a regal look.His hair is gelled back and he is clean shaven. He smells like expensive perfume. His black shoes are so shiny and the watch on his wrist tells me that he probably comes from money.This man is probably a billionaire bored and just decided to stalk me. But he’s in my class. Maybe it’s his family’s money.I don’t know and for now, I don’t care. I have to get to my mother.“Good-morning
Have you ever been in a car chase?In the movies, they make it look easy; but I tell you now! It’s not!I have not personally been in a car chase. But my cousin has been in one, or should I say, was in one.She died that day.Her boyfriend was a very sketchy fellow that had dealings with very sketchy people. We all know that don’t usually end well.The same sketchy people that her boyfriend trusted betrayed him for just some bags of cash. I know, it sounds like a movie. But it happened. It wrecked me. She was like a sister, especially because I’m an only child.She rode with him that day. It was raining so hard. They were going to Walmart. She made him
Who is a stalker, or should I rather say what is the meaning of a stalker?A stalker is a person who harasses or persecutes someone with unwanted and obsessive attention.Can I really define this man as a stalker? Can I really place him in this perfect box and label it ‘Stalker’?He does not harass me physically.This, he does not do. He actually likes to make me think I’m in total control.But lately, I have felt harassed emotionally.He has inserted himself in my life so easily that I’m alarmed. This man has resources. Really good ones.Am I safe? I do feel safe. For now.But my idea of being safe is slowing slipping. Will he hurt me?
So I have big news!Great news in fact.This is one of the most exciting things that has happened to me in days.Sterling asked me on an official date!No creepiness whatsoever. I accepted and we are to meet somewhere anonymous.Am I nervous? Of-course I’m nervous, it’s freaking Sterling. The guy that stalked me and knows almost everything about me.The guy whom I don’t even know his last name.I am not afraid.Though I’m emotionally drained but I’mnot afraid. My father’s death anniversary passed and it was beautiful.I expected that day