“Are you not coming in?” He says smiling. His eyes holds amusement.
He looks so casual. He’s wearing baggy shorts and is shirtless. What in the world is going on?
His jet black hair looks ruffled. I see a tattoo on his left shoulder. A beautiful black butterfly. It must be professionally done, because wow. It looks like Art.
“Rosie, will you not come in?” He opens the door further and I can hear people talking and laughing inside.
Did he just gave me a nickname? He did! No one has ever given me a nickname. Everyone just calls me Rose and I rather like it that way, honestly.
Rosie sounds childish. Cute but childish. Eh, I don’t like it.
“Don’t call me that.” I push pass him and enter the house. I know this house like it’s my own. The only strange thing here today is the human that I know as “Sterling”.
I hear the front door close and lock, Sterling of course. He walks behind me quietly. I reach in the Living room and everyone is spread out. Wesley’s parents are on the couch and Wesley and his sister are on the rugged floor.
Wesley’s mother looks up at me. “Oh dear, Rose! How are you?” She stands up and hugs me warmly. I hug her back.
She smells so good.
“I’m good, Mrs. Harris. You look very lovely this evening.” I say with honesty. “And as you too, Mr. Harris.”
Wesley’s dad chuckles. “I’m sure, Rose.” He smiles widely.
“Come sit, we’re playing games.” Mrs. Harris says.
I sit down next to Wesley on the rugged floor. He is staring at with a smirk. “What?” I ask.
“Nothing.” He shrugs his shoulders and maintains his grin.
You might ask why I didn’t greet Wesley or why he didn’t greet me. But that’s just the way we are. We don’t greet each other every time, because we’re always talking to each other.
Online or in real life. So he feels kind of like a birthmark on me that is just there for eternity.
Do you greet your birthmarks? Yeah, I thought so too. You don’t.
“What are we playing?” I ask, almost forgetting Sterling. I did not imagine him, did I?
Nope, he’s right there. Sitting near Sarah.
“Um, why don’t we play board games?” Sterling asks. He avoids looking at me. What’s his ploy here?
I don’t even wait for anyone to answer.
“May I ask? Who is this shirtless man and how do you all know him?” I blurt out.
There’s a bit of silence first, then everyone starts smiling. Even giggling.
Why are they smiling? Do they know something that I don’t? I’m getting annoyed.
“He’s Sterling. He’s our neighbor, Wesley’s new friend.” Mrs. Harris says.
New friend? This man is a stalker! A creep! Sadly, a creep that I thought was my soulmate a few hours ago.
“Oh.” I say softly.
“Do you know him?” Wesley asks.
I shake my head intently, bent on letting everyone know that I don’t.
I do know him, but not really well. Come to think of it, I don’t really know him at all. I just know that he’s super nice and that he stalks me for some weird reason.
“She does know me. We met for coffee a few hours ago.” Sterling says confidently. He has a daring smirk on his face. As if daring me to speak up.
Everyone’s eyes are on me. I have to say something but my brain is panicking. I can’t think of anything to say.
“Awww, that’s very sweet.” Mrs. Harris gushes. She looks at her husband with a look of love. “Remember when we were just like them? In-love and going on our little coffee dates?”
“No!” Sterling and I say in unison.
Sterling and I share a look. Urgh, this is not going well!
“Yes, Sterling and I met for coffee a few hours ago. But it was very professional.” My voice is surprisingly firm.
“Professional huh?” Wesley wiggles his eyebrows.
“Shut up before I tell them about Zoey.” I purse my lips. Daring him to say another word. He’s smart and knows that I quite capable of spilling the beans.
He shuts up but has a stupid smile on his face. I can’t help but smile a little too. I just have to find a way to wipe it off his face.
“Wesley, your mother and I are done for the night. You boys take over.” Mr. Harris says. His voice sounds like a remix of Wesley’s voice. So a-like but stronger.
“Boys? Come on, Mr. and Mrs. Harris. You both know it’s us girls that keeps the house from burning down.” I say proudly. Sarah and I fist bumps while Wesley and Sterling rolls their eyes.
He lifts his hands in surrender. “Right, right. How could I forget?” He laughs heartily. “Goodnight folks.”
They head upstairs, leaving me in the lion’s den.
Sarah would be going to bed any minute now. Her bedtime is 10pm. She knows this. My two man army is about to deplete real fast.
Sarah and I start to tidy up while the boys head upstairs to prepare the two guest rooms. One for Sterling and another for me.
“So is he really your boyfriend?” Sarah asks me with all seriousness.
I almost choke on my own spit.
“What!? Who?”
“Sterling.” She says calmly. She’s really good at cleaning. The whole living room is already sparkling and I’m still here organizing the board games so I can take them where they belong.
“Oh, no!” I say, feeling really embarrassed. “He’s just someone I met today.”
“Really?” She asks me in a matter of fact tone.
“Okay, not really. I met him several days ago. But we only just interacted today. And when I say interacted, I mean talked.”
She squints her eyes at me. She is a living lie detector. She could always tell when someone was lying and I still don’t know how.
“Okay, you’re telling the truth.” She smiles, revealing her teeth. Two are gone and she looks adorably funny.
“He’s really nice, you know.” She yawns saying this.
I shrug my shoulders. “I guess so.”
I can tell she really wants to have this conversation but she’s sleepy.
“Goodnight, Rosie.” She starts to walk away but I stop her.
“What did you just say?”
“I said goodnight.”
“And after that?” I beckon her to continue.
“I said your name.” She says plainly.
“No, you said Rosie. My name is Rose. Why did you call me that?” I ask her in a sing-tone.
“Oh. Sterling has a friend named Rosie.” She says and stares in the distance for a few seconds. I guess it clicked for her. “He must have been talking about you.” She says thoughtfully.
“Mmhmm. Go to bed, Sarah.” I kiss her on her forehead and she dashes upstairs to her room.”
Rosie.
The nickname that my stalker has given me. It’s rather cute. But I rather not be nicknamed by a psycho.
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I have to have a talk with Wesley.The one he calls a “friend” is more like a “fiend”. A demon in a beautiful human suit.I love mysteries. I love puzzles with a thousand pieces. I love mazes. I love things that challenge my mind.But, Sterling is a puzzle of a different kind. He seems so simple but yet complex.And the fact that he’s inserting himself in my life cunningly is scary.Why did he choose to befriend Wesley just when we have met in person? Why am I so anxious and spooked around him but yet do all that he tells me to? And those green eyes. Why do they look so familiar? I have so many questions.And I will find the answers to them all! “Rose, we will talk in the morn
He’s here. Sterling is in my room. Well, not actually my room. It’s the guest room, but you get the point.He’s dressed very formally for some reason. Yet he looks amazing. He is wearing a grey suit.It gives him a regal look.His hair is gelled back and he is clean shaven. He smells like expensive perfume. His black shoes are so shiny and the watch on his wrist tells me that he probably comes from money.This man is probably a billionaire bored and just decided to stalk me. But he’s in my class. Maybe it’s his family’s money.I don’t know and for now, I don’t care. I have to get to my mother.“Good-morning
Have you ever been in a car chase?In the movies, they make it look easy; but I tell you now! It’s not!I have not personally been in a car chase. But my cousin has been in one, or should I say, was in one.She died that day.Her boyfriend was a very sketchy fellow that had dealings with very sketchy people. We all know that don’t usually end well.The same sketchy people that her boyfriend trusted betrayed him for just some bags of cash. I know, it sounds like a movie. But it happened. It wrecked me. She was like a sister, especially because I’m an only child.She rode with him that day. It was raining so hard. They were going to Walmart. She made him
Who is a stalker, or should I rather say what is the meaning of a stalker?A stalker is a person who harasses or persecutes someone with unwanted and obsessive attention.Can I really define this man as a stalker? Can I really place him in this perfect box and label it ‘Stalker’?He does not harass me physically.This, he does not do. He actually likes to make me think I’m in total control.But lately, I have felt harassed emotionally.He has inserted himself in my life so easily that I’m alarmed. This man has resources. Really good ones.Am I safe? I do feel safe. For now.But my idea of being safe is slowing slipping. Will he hurt me?
So I have big news!Great news in fact.This is one of the most exciting things that has happened to me in days.Sterling asked me on an official date!No creepiness whatsoever. I accepted and we are to meet somewhere anonymous.Am I nervous? Of-course I’m nervous, it’s freaking Sterling. The guy that stalked me and knows almost everything about me.The guy whom I don’t even know his last name.I am not afraid.Though I’m emotionally drained but I’mnot afraid. My father’s death anniversary passed and it was beautiful.I expected that day
Dates. Dates can be very fragile. They have the capability of getting ruined in seconds or turning out to be one of the best moments of your life.Traditionally, people normally have dates at a restaurant or somewhere that makes food. But times have changed.You can have dates anywhere now, which is amazing!You can have a date in your house with someone special or even yourself.My own date is extraordinary. Very different.I’m in Sterling’s car heading out of the city yet again. The road seems familiar obviously. This route leads to that dirt path that he took me on that last time.I check my phone and the battery is full. I breathe out slowly.
Our minds can play tricks on us.Alcohol can be a factor, mental illness can be a factor, dehydration, starvation, fear, and there are so many more factors.Right now, I have to believe I have one of those factors. Or was my water spiked?I couldn’t be imagining what I saw, right?It’s impossible to comprehend.I saw...I don’t even know what I saw in Sterling’s eyes. But I do know that I couldn’t look away, I felt like it was beckoning me more and more.“Are you sure you’re okay?” Sterling’s voice startles me. He has my sweater on his arm. He’s wearing a sleeveless shirt and shorts.
Ready.We claim to be ready for a lot of things in life, but in reality we really are not.To much is given, much is required.Every increase comes with responsibility.Am I ready for the responsibility that Sterling wants to give me by telling me the truth?I don’t know. I feel ready but I know I’m not.Sterling and I are in the living room.The curtains are closed, and the air is smooth. It feels perfect.Soft music plays from the speakers. It’s soothing.I feel more relaxed and calm then I was before.I