Have you ever been in a car chase?
In the movies, they make it look easy; but I tell you now! It’s not!
I have not personally been in a car chase. But my cousin has been in one, or should I say, was in one.
She died that day.
Her boyfriend was a very sketchy fellow that had dealings with very sketchy people. We all know that don’t usually end well.
The same sketchy people that her boyfriend trusted betrayed him for just some bags of cash.
I know, it sounds like a movie. But it happened. It wrecked me.
She was like a sister, especially because I’m an only child.
She rode with him that day. It was raining so hard. They were going to Walmart. She made him
Who is a stalker, or should I rather say what is the meaning of a stalker?A stalker is a person who harasses or persecutes someone with unwanted and obsessive attention.Can I really define this man as a stalker? Can I really place him in this perfect box and label it ‘Stalker’?He does not harass me physically.This, he does not do. He actually likes to make me think I’m in total control.But lately, I have felt harassed emotionally.He has inserted himself in my life so easily that I’m alarmed. This man has resources. Really good ones.Am I safe? I do feel safe. For now.But my idea of being safe is slowing slipping. Will he hurt me?
So I have big news!Great news in fact.This is one of the most exciting things that has happened to me in days.Sterling asked me on an official date!No creepiness whatsoever. I accepted and we are to meet somewhere anonymous.Am I nervous? Of-course I’m nervous, it’s freaking Sterling. The guy that stalked me and knows almost everything about me.The guy whom I don’t even know his last name.I am not afraid.Though I’m emotionally drained but I’mnot afraid. My father’s death anniversary passed and it was beautiful.I expected that day
Dates. Dates can be very fragile. They have the capability of getting ruined in seconds or turning out to be one of the best moments of your life.Traditionally, people normally have dates at a restaurant or somewhere that makes food. But times have changed.You can have dates anywhere now, which is amazing!You can have a date in your house with someone special or even yourself.My own date is extraordinary. Very different.I’m in Sterling’s car heading out of the city yet again. The road seems familiar obviously. This route leads to that dirt path that he took me on that last time.I check my phone and the battery is full. I breathe out slowly.
Our minds can play tricks on us.Alcohol can be a factor, mental illness can be a factor, dehydration, starvation, fear, and there are so many more factors.Right now, I have to believe I have one of those factors. Or was my water spiked?I couldn’t be imagining what I saw, right?It’s impossible to comprehend.I saw...I don’t even know what I saw in Sterling’s eyes. But I do know that I couldn’t look away, I felt like it was beckoning me more and more.“Are you sure you’re okay?” Sterling’s voice startles me. He has my sweater on his arm. He’s wearing a sleeveless shirt and shorts.
Ready.We claim to be ready for a lot of things in life, but in reality we really are not.To much is given, much is required.Every increase comes with responsibility.Am I ready for the responsibility that Sterling wants to give me by telling me the truth?I don’t know. I feel ready but I know I’m not.Sterling and I are in the living room.The curtains are closed, and the air is smooth. It feels perfect.Soft music plays from the speakers. It’s soothing.I feel more relaxed and calm then I was before.I
The SupernaturalThere are people who believe deeply in the supernatural, but news flash. I’m not one of them.I am someone that believes in scientific understanding and the laws of nature. More of what can be observed and experimented with.I’m a bit of a nerd at times but I’m the kind of person that doesn’t get convinced easily.I have heard stories about ghosts and the paranormal. I have seen documentaries on how people professed that their houses were haunted and all kinds of stuff.I have had a million chances to be rooted in the belief of the supernatural, believe me; I had.But none of them won me over.
Emotions, passions, feelings.All beautiful emotions.Emotions that take you from a mountain top to a low valley in minutes.Emotions are mean. They are wicked. They are selfish.They don’t let us choose. I should be able to choose who I love and who I don’t. I should be able to turn on and turn of my love for a person at my own volition.I left Sterling in the guest room two hours ago. He hasn’t been out since. Should I be worried?I don’t hear no sound coming from the room, so I guess nothing is being broken.I should check up on him, right?He might have be
I click the message bubble and the conversation opens.It reads: YOU’RE GETTING TOO CLOSE TO STERLING. STAY AWAY FROM HIM! HE’S DANGEROUS!!———-My hands are visibly shaking.I hear the door open and I turn to see who it is.It’s Sterling.“Hey, you okay?” He walks inside the room. He’s studying my face carefully but then his eyes land on my hands.I’m still clutching the phone in my hands like it’s going to run away.“What are you doing with my phone?” His voice is calm and collected. It’s like he has nothing to hide.Except the fact that he may be