“I’m skipping class today!” He yells back with a childish smile.
I stare at his back as he walks further away from me. He is almost at the other exit of the building. I really want to see him again, to be honest. But I guess I will, he is after-all my stalker.
I start walking towards my class. I glance at the watch on my left wrist and my heart instantly leaps.
I’m twenty minutes late for the darn thing! Shoot!
I start jogging towards the class’ direction. My legs ache a-bit. I did a lot of squats yesterday. I am very motivated to have a decent behind size.
When I reach the door, I hear Ms. Flowers’ voice. I open the red door slowly, hoping to just creep in with no one noticing me.
But that’s just an elaborate fantasy. The door makes an awful squeak and everyone in the class looks up at me.
“Uh, hi?” I say sheepishly.
My best friend who sits in front kept a empty seat for me, as expected.
He is trying his best not to laugh out loud but is failing miserably.
Ms. Flowers ignores me and I rush to my seat. The rest of my classmates ignore me also. I guess they’re just simply used to me being late now.
I’m not always late, in my defense. Okay, okay. I’m always late, but not very late. It’s always like twenty or twenty five minutes late. You can’t blame me!
Like I said, my life is very boring. So I try to always be in the moment. To be present requires a lot.
If there’s a couple arguing on the street, I stop by to help.
If there’s a cat stuck in a tree, I stop by to help.
If there’s a random boy having a tantrum with his parents, I stop by to help.
If there is—well you get the point. So yeah, I’m always late.
I flop in the empty seat near Wesley, who is my best-friend.
“Ms. Flowers expected you to be extra late today. She told us she saw you talking to a boy when she was on her way to class.” Wesley says.
“She saw us? I mean, she saw me?”
“Yeah. She told the whole class. We even did a vote.
Can you believe some people voted that you would miss the entire class?” Wesley shakes his head.
I fake a gasp while holding my chest.
“They have such little faith in me. I never miss class!”
We were whispering and the thing about whispering is that you don’t want to get caught. So it would probably be wise not to be whispering when you sit at the front row of the class while the teacher is teaching.
Ms. Flowers clears her throat loudly.
“Rose, why don’t you stand up and explain to us why onomatopoeia brings character to an essay or story?”
Onoma-what now?
That word sounds like a extinct dinosaur. How would I know?!
It does sound familiar but I have not been studying.
I have a reputation as the class nerd but yet I’m not living up to it, sadly.
I stand up.
“Well, uhmmm.”
Everyone eyes are on me. I divert my eyes from my teacher and stare at the white board behind her.
I can hear Wesley saying lowly: “You got this Rose.” But the truth is I don’t “Got this”.
“Sit down, young lady. Meet me in my office later.” Ms. Flowers doesn’t sound angry, just disappointed. I’m also disappointed.
I do as she says.
Minutes later, the class is over. The day goes by in a blur. I met with Ms. Flowers. She didn’t say much. She just wanted to know whether I was okay. I lied and said I was. But the truth is I’m not.
The anniversary of my Dad’s passing is three days from now and I feel very weary emotionally and mentally. The only thing exciting for me right now is my stalker. I want to meet him again.
Where is he? I wonder what his name is. He looks like a Jason. Maybe a Pete.
Gosh, I want to know his name!I’m on way to my favorite coffee shop. It’s called “Dr. Coffee.” Its a very lovely place.
It’s not far from campus. Wesley and I go there every day after our classes. But today I told him I wanted to go there alone. My heart feels too heavy. I don’t want to be gloomy around him. He’s such a wonderful friend.
Plus I want him to spend time with Zoey. His almost-girlfriend. They’re getting there but they’re not exactly there yet.
I enter the coffee shop and a familiar feeling hits me. The air smells of coffee, and baked goodies. The place is busy. Very busy. It’s 12pm so I’d expect that.
I have a special table I always sit at. It’s besides the glass window and it gives me a beautiful view of the busy streets.
The staff knows I always sit there at this time so it’s always empty for me. But I see someone at my seat!
How dare they? How dare my favorite coffee shop betray me? I walk towards the counter and narrow my eyes at Ben, the cashier.
“Oh hi, Rose! The usual?” He says out of habit. But he notices my expression and then looks over at where I usually sit.
“Oh.” He says apologetically.
“Yeah, oh. Ben, how could you?” I pout my lips and batt my eyes rapidly in hopes of looking cute and pitiful.
It’s probably the opposite, I probably look mentally disturbed.
Ben chuckles and raises his arms in surrender.“In my defense, the guy said he knew you and was waiting for you. You know I will never give your seat up.” He winks at me with a smile.
I look over at the table once more and then it hits me. That’s him.
That’s literally him! That’s my stalker! Oh gosh! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes!
My face must be a weird mixture of bliss and excitement because Ben starts to laugh.
“What?” I ask him playfully.
“Nothing, nothing. But he already ordered for you both. I don’t know how but he knows exactly what you order everyday.” Ben says as he stares at a customer that is giving one of the waiters a hard time.
“Excuse me, Rose. I have to help the new guy out.” Ben nods his head towards an overly shy white guy.
“Sure, sure. Go do your job, Ben.” I say as I walk towards my table.
“Excuse me?” I say as I sit on the other side of the table. “What do you think you’re doing?”
“Sitting.” He says with a coy smile.
“I know. I’m not blind. But I mean, what are you doing?” I ask him. I know it’s the same question but he knows what I’m talking about!
“I don’t know, sitting while drinking coffee.” He doesn’t have his glasses on and his eyes are green. Really green. It looks like a field of grass on a beautiful farm.
“I ordered for you.” He pushes the coffee cup towards me. I snap out of my trance. His eyes may look pure but that doesn’t mean his intentions are.
“Thank you, but I don’t know you.” I say formally. My plan to play hard to get is in play. I have read this in novels so many times. This is my time.
“Well, you do. I’m your stalker.” He is too relaxed. How is he doing this?
I’m here super anxious and I can’t stop making eye contact with him. My heart is beating faster than normal. Not out of fear, which is crazy. But out of interest.
“Well...uh..Stop that.” I say. I really don’t have nothing to say. I don’t usually meet stalkers.
“Stop what?” He sips some of his coffee.
“Stop staring at me. It’s discomforting.” I’m just making this up now. I’m the one staring at him. And I know that he knows that.
“I am?” He asks. His voice is so familiar. Do I know him from somewhere?
“Never mind. Is the coffee paid for? Because I’m not paying. And I have to leave.” I say.
“No, you don’t. Your schedule is clear. No more class for the rest of your day. Your mom isn’t home either, she comes home by 9. Your best friend is out with Zoey. You are free. You have time. Spend it with me”
He says clearly and easily as if he’s giving a presentation. I am lost for words. What the hell?How? How does he know this? Who the hell is he?
“You’re scared, I know. But you don’t have to be. You’re safe with me.” He tries to touch my hand. And the scary thing is that I let him. I let him touch me.
“Okay. This is going too far. This was fun at first but you’re clearly...this is just not okay.” I want to leave but something pulls me to him.
“You say you’re leaving but you’re still sitting.” He says proudly. His hands are still over my mine.
“What’s your name?” My mind is all over the place right now. But I want to know his name.
He chuckles and then draws his hands away from mine. I regret it instantly. I’m missing the warmth his hands bring me.
“My name is Sterling.” He says simply.
“Oh.” I don’t have anything to say to that. I’m still trying to understand what is happening. He knows too much about me. I needed to know his name, to gain some sort of leverage.
“No last name?” I ask.
“You only get my first name today, love.” He says bravely.
Why is he being so mysterious. Why—-wait a minute. Did he just say what I think he said? He called me Love.
Why? Does he think I’m girlfriend material? Does he want to date? Is this his way of saying he loves me?
Snap, I’m rambling to myself. It’s just an innocent word.
He stands up and pulls out his wallet. He drops some bills on the table and puts he wallet back. He starts to leave but I stop him.
“Where are you going?”
“I think you mean, where are we going.” He says. His confidence is superb. I will give him that. Because there is no way I’m going with a stranger that knows so much about me while I know nothing about him.
No way on earth am I going to follow someone whose existence is a question mark to me.
No way. No way.
“Where are we going?" I surprised even myself by asking. Oh boy, here we go.
My full name is Rose Melody Jacobs. I am a Love fanatic. I was named “Rose” because my parents were Love fanatics too. When it comes to dating, I have had my share of heartbreaks. Three heartbreaks. I broke up with them all. I have not been dumped in my life. I have a problem and I may need to seek professional help from a shrink or something because I am seeking for something that don’t exist. A perfect Love. Love that is void of mistakes and imperfections.Well, I know it don’t exist but I subconsciously seek it in all my relationships. So I end up leaving the relationship.I think it stems from the fact that I saw my parents’ Love as perfect and without blemish. It was not, but that was how and still how I see it.
“Are you not coming in?” He says smiling.His eyes holds amusement. He looks so casual. He’s wearing baggy shorts and is shirtless.What in the world is going on? His jet black hair looks ruffled. I see a tattoo on his left shoulder. A beautiful black butterfly. It must be professionally done, because wow. It looks like Art. “Rosie, will you not come in?” He opens the door further and I can hear people talking and laughing inside. Did he just gave me a nickname? He did! No one has ever given me a nickname. Everyone just calls me Rose and I rather like it that way, honestly. Rosie sounds childish. Cute but childish. Eh, I don’t like it. “Don’t call me that.” I push pass him and enter the house
I have to have a talk with Wesley.The one he calls a “friend” is more like a “fiend”. A demon in a beautiful human suit.I love mysteries. I love puzzles with a thousand pieces. I love mazes. I love things that challenge my mind.But, Sterling is a puzzle of a different kind. He seems so simple but yet complex.And the fact that he’s inserting himself in my life cunningly is scary.Why did he choose to befriend Wesley just when we have met in person? Why am I so anxious and spooked around him but yet do all that he tells me to? And those green eyes. Why do they look so familiar? I have so many questions.And I will find the answers to them all! “Rose, we will talk in the morn
He’s here. Sterling is in my room. Well, not actually my room. It’s the guest room, but you get the point.He’s dressed very formally for some reason. Yet he looks amazing. He is wearing a grey suit.It gives him a regal look.His hair is gelled back and he is clean shaven. He smells like expensive perfume. His black shoes are so shiny and the watch on his wrist tells me that he probably comes from money.This man is probably a billionaire bored and just decided to stalk me. But he’s in my class. Maybe it’s his family’s money.I don’t know and for now, I don’t care. I have to get to my mother.“Good-morning
Have you ever been in a car chase?In the movies, they make it look easy; but I tell you now! It’s not!I have not personally been in a car chase. But my cousin has been in one, or should I say, was in one.She died that day.Her boyfriend was a very sketchy fellow that had dealings with very sketchy people. We all know that don’t usually end well.The same sketchy people that her boyfriend trusted betrayed him for just some bags of cash. I know, it sounds like a movie. But it happened. It wrecked me. She was like a sister, especially because I’m an only child.She rode with him that day. It was raining so hard. They were going to Walmart. She made him
Who is a stalker, or should I rather say what is the meaning of a stalker?A stalker is a person who harasses or persecutes someone with unwanted and obsessive attention.Can I really define this man as a stalker? Can I really place him in this perfect box and label it ‘Stalker’?He does not harass me physically.This, he does not do. He actually likes to make me think I’m in total control.But lately, I have felt harassed emotionally.He has inserted himself in my life so easily that I’m alarmed. This man has resources. Really good ones.Am I safe? I do feel safe. For now.But my idea of being safe is slowing slipping. Will he hurt me?
So I have big news!Great news in fact.This is one of the most exciting things that has happened to me in days.Sterling asked me on an official date!No creepiness whatsoever. I accepted and we are to meet somewhere anonymous.Am I nervous? Of-course I’m nervous, it’s freaking Sterling. The guy that stalked me and knows almost everything about me.The guy whom I don’t even know his last name.I am not afraid.Though I’m emotionally drained but I’mnot afraid. My father’s death anniversary passed and it was beautiful.I expected that day
Dates. Dates can be very fragile. They have the capability of getting ruined in seconds or turning out to be one of the best moments of your life.Traditionally, people normally have dates at a restaurant or somewhere that makes food. But times have changed.You can have dates anywhere now, which is amazing!You can have a date in your house with someone special or even yourself.My own date is extraordinary. Very different.I’m in Sterling’s car heading out of the city yet again. The road seems familiar obviously. This route leads to that dirt path that he took me on that last time.I check my phone and the battery is full. I breathe out slowly.