My name is Natalie.
I am 23 years old and I am the Luna of the Red Blood Pack. I’ve been Luna since I married Adam three years ago and even if we were not fated mates I’ve done my job in the interest of this pack outstandingly. I am the best on what I am doing. In the Alpha’s community I’ve never seen a Luna more involved and more altruistic.
So being in this position now is making me wonder what the hell is happening. I must be dreaming. I must be under some kind of a nightmare effect because this can’t be real.
“Why did you do it, bitch?” my gamma asks me and hits me again, making me fall to the ground. And another whip comes out of nowhere. Oh my goddess… Please, I need an answer. I need to know. What the hell is happening with me?
I lift my face and I look directly into my abuser eyes. I know him and he knows me. He knows that I am his Luna. We grew up together and he swore his oath to me three years ago and now he is whipping me like I am some kind of criminal?
“Why are you beating me?” I say trying to look at his with dignity.
“I asked you something, Bill?” I say again trying to support myself in my arms as I am kneeled on the ground of my cell.
“What harm have I ever done to be treated like this?”
But Bill throws me a furious gaze:
“You know what you have done!” and out of nowhere another whip comes on my back ripping my flesh.
“Kelly…”I whisper to my wolf and my head falls between my arms hitting the ground.
“Kelly it hurts too much…” and my tears started to flow on my cheeks even if I tried, I really tried to resist and be brave but I can’t do it anymore so I lean on the floor.
“Can you help me, Kelly? Can you heal me?” I ask my wolf.
“I want to, Natalie” she groans in pain. “but I can’t do it anymore. I am too weak. He is beating us for hours” and I can hear her howls. She is begging the gods for help. Where is my Goddess right now? I don’t deserve this.
“Please” I whisper and try again to lift my head.
“What is going on, Bill? Whatever is happening here you must know that it is just a misunderstanding. ” and I placed my head on the ground so I could watch him as I spoke to him.
“You fooled us, bitch!” Bill growls at me. “You made us think that you are a good woman but you are just a malicious woman with no heart” and he lifts his arm in the air to hit me again.
I know I can’t escape from this. He even gave me wolfsbane so I could become weak and submit to him. I have no chance. I have no power in this.
“I swear to you, Bill” I say in a whisper “I have no idea what are you talking about…”
“Then how is it that her pup is dead, huh?” Bill asks and slaps me hard over my face “How is that our little Alpha is dead?”
WHAT? What little Alpha? Who is dead?
“Don’t look at me as if you have no idea what is going on, bitch!” he says and slaps me. “You killed Lexie’s baby! Our pack’s heir!”
Lexie's unborn pup is dead?
“I didn’t do it!” I scream with all the strength that was left in me. I would never do that!
“I didn’t touch her! It is not my fault if she aborted her pup!” I tell him and now my heart started to beat faster and faster.
You might think that there is a problem, talking about another woman’s pup as the pack’s heir as I am Luna and the legal wife of Adam Hawkins, the Alpha of Red Blood Pack but there is more than that.
I may be his Luna, but I am infertile and for three years all he wanted was to have an heir. And his fated mate gave it to him what I couldn't.
I have no idea why the Moon Goddess made me infertile, but this is the way I am.
But why are they accusing me of killing her pup? I have nothing to do with that.
“Stop looking at me like that!” Bill suddenly growls, making me come back from my thoughts. “Stop looking at me as if you are innocent!”
And I close my eyes in horror as I see the whip coming in my direction again but before he could touch me , the door opens and a hard growl comes from the frame door.
“For the goddess’s name, what the fuck have you done, Bill?”
“What it was told to me. I made her pay for her crimes!” Bill says but in the next second he is pushed away from me by Philip McNeil, our beta. I can barely see Bill because of the blood that flows down my face, but he falls to the ground close to me.
But what is making my soul jump is the scent of Adam. He is here, he will trust me. He knows me and he loves me. He knows that I would never do what Bill is accusing me. I try to look at him but before I could do it, Philip growls at Bill.
“Who the hell do you think you are to punish her? She deserves a trial. Until then no one can say if she is guilty or not!” Phillip tells him in a harsh voice, and kneels next to and looks at my wounds.
“Get the hell out of here, Bill, and don’t show up again or I am strangling you for abusing your Luna!” he commands Bill.
“She is not my Luna anymore!” Bill growls but he listens to Phillip and leaves my cell, leaving me alone with Adam and Philip. But why is Adam silent?
“What have you done, Natalie?” Phillip whispers, looking at me with sadness.
“I…did…nothing” I whisper and try to look into his eyes but I am way too weak, so I turn my face to Adam, and try to reach his gaze, but he looks at me with hatred.
“Adam…”I whisper.
“Lexie says that you did it” Phillip tells me and now my heart stops, but Philip’s voice is not harsh anymore. He is talking to me calmly. “Everything is against you, Natalie.”
I look at Adam. He can’t believe this. No, no, no. He must trust me, I just found out about Lexie’s pup. How can I prove to them that I didn’t do it?
Who is gone say for me in front of Adam?
Rosie!
My omega must know that I wasn’t in Lexie’s room. She was with me all the time. She must help me. She is my only chance.
“Adam” I say and this time I opened my eyes and looked directly into my mate’s eyes “Please, talk with Rosie Walker. She knows that I didn’t do it. She is my servant. She will stay by my side and tell you the truth. I would never touch an innocent pup, Adam. I am not that kind of person” and I burst into tears again. “I didn’t do it!” I almost screamed, freaking out for the first time since this madness started.
But before I could add something else the voice that I loved the most in this world mocks me hard as if he never loved me, as if I am his biggest enemy.
“There is no need to tell me anything “ Adam, my Alpha, my chosen mate and my husband says. “I already know what you did.”
What? No, this can’t happen.
“Love, I would never…” but the moment I said that his face became dark and coming in my direction he made me almost jump in fear.
“Don’t hurt me!” I screamed in horror, trying to hug my knees, and come in a fetal position as an attempt to defend myself from his hit, but my action shocked him.
“What are you doing, Adam?” Phillip asks him and looks at me with strange eyes.
“You are asking me that?” Adam asks furious and he is using his alpha command on him. “How do you dare to question me for this bitch?” and the moment his words came out, Kelly’s howls started to become louder and louder in my head. He hates us. He doesn’t believe us.
“Is not about betrayal, Adam” Phillip tells him “Is about giving her a chance to explain herself, to defend herself if there is something that was not spoken until now.”
Adam looks at me and I grab my wounded arms and wrap them around my body. I feel so cold, as the blood is flowing out of my system.
“She will die soon, if you don’t stop this madness” Phillip says , looking at me and that made Adam flinch. Maybe there are still a few emotions , a gram of love in his heart that it is destined for me.
“I didn’t do it” I whisper, trying my luck. “I would never hurt you this way, Adam” I say.
I would never do that. He must know that.
“But yet you did it!” Adam says in the end with some remorse in his gaze and turns his head in another direction as if he can’t look at my wounded body anymore.
“You were jealous of Lexie. I told you that she would never take your Luna position, but I need her to procreate. And you? What have you done? You worked on my back out of jealousy!”
“I trusted you, Adam. There was no need to hurt her. I trusted you” I say and using all my strength I kneel and try to get on my feet.
“You are lying!” He says turning around and pointing his index finger in my direction, looking at me with bloody eyes but I can’t be weak. I need to beg him to listen to me.
“You hurt my mate!” he growls at me “The mother of my pup!”
His mate? HIS FUCKING MATE? I can’t do this anymore.
“If she is your mate, what am I, Adam?” I asked him without even flinching because everything started to become clear. He loves her too even if he said he doesn’t. But my question took him by surprise, because he just stares at me as if he has no idea how to answer that.
“If you ever loved me even for a second” I tell him and look directly into his eyes. “I beg you, bring my servant here. Rosie knows my actions. She was with me almost all the time. She will be my witness.”
He is staring at me and he is doubting me.
“Man she may…”Phillip starts but he is interrupted by a soft woman’s voice.
“She is right” and Adam turns around and almost runs to the door.
“What are you doing here, Lexie?” he asks with a scared voice. “You should rest after everything you’ve suffered.”
“I wanted to see, Natalie,” she whispers with the same soft voice. “I wanted to ask her why she did it”.
“Because she was jealous!” Adam explains to her and pulls her into his arms, making me and Kelly surfer. He marked me, he must know that he makes me suffer.
“She said that she has a witness,” Lexie tells him. “Maybe she is right, maybe it is all a misunderstanding” and my heart stopped.
“Something is not right, Nat” Kelly whispers. “Is she defending us? Why would she do that?”
“Bring her servant here” Lexie tells Adam .”I want to know if she wasn’t the one who put poison in my food to abort our sweet and innocent pup.” and my heart is not beating anymore.
Is he going to give me a chance to defend myself? Is he going to save me from this madness? But why is Lexie helping me?
“Are you sure?” he asks Lexie, without looking at me and she just nods , looking at him with puppy eyes.
“I will give only one more chance, Natalie” Adam says and leaves Lexie’s embrace. “For the sake of our past together” and looking at Phillip commands him.
“Bring Rosie Walkers here”
He did it. He gave us another chance…Even if it was not for us but for Lexie’s sake, at least I have a chance to explain myself.
“Did you ask for me, Alpha?” Rosie says and looking at me she lost her colors. “Luna!” she screams in horror, as she tries to reach me, but Adam stops her.
“Leave her!” and using his Alpha command asks her.
“Tell me the truth, Rosie. Is Natalie guilty or not for my unborn pup’s death?” and that question made Rosie stop in her tracks. She is all shivering and bursts into tears.
“What the hell is going on?” I ask myself. What is with her reaction?
“I command you to talk!” Adam growls at her and she looks at me and gives me devilish grin.
“I am so sorry Alpha!” she busted in tears.
Sorry for what? What is going on?
“She forced me to do it, Alpha!” Rosie says and now I am really dead.
“I didn’t want to but she forced me.” And Rosie kneels in front of Adam. “She used her Luna command on me and I was forced to submit to her! She commanded me to poison your fated mate!”
“I never used my Luna command on anyone!” I tell him but Adam turns around and slaps me. “Please, love, please believe me!” I beg him, crying my heart out. “You know me since I was two, I would never do that!” and I grab his leg but Adam just kicks me to the ground.
“Don’t touch me!” he growls at me.
“I love you, Adam. I would never…” but he turns his back to me and grabbing Lexie’s hand he commands Phillip.
“Prepare everything. Tomorrow I will execute her!”
“You can’t do that!” I growl at him. “This is a set up!” but he just left, dragging Lexie after him.“Just a moment,” she says. “I need to ask her something.” she excuses herself.“I am not leaving you alone with a criminal” Adam says and let me tell you. He is the criminal here, because he is killing me with his actions.“She can’t hurt me anymore” Lexie tells him and gives him a nod . “Not now when I know the truth. Please” she begs him with her fake fucking soft voice.“I will give you five minutes and if you are not in bed, Lexie, I swear to the goddess that I am going to beat you.” he commands her but she just smiles and kisses his cheek.“I promise, my Alpha”“Fucking bitch!” Kelly growls “She is doing it on purpose!” and she would like to transform and kill Lexie , but she can’t even heal me.“So?” Lexie asks me as soon as we are alone. “How is it to lose everything?” and she starts to laugh like crazy.“Why are you staring at me like this?” she asks me, mocking me. “You were s
“Natalie!!!! Natalie , please wake up!”Who is calling me? I know that voice…“Please, Nat, open your eyes! Open you eyes woman, and help me exist this fucking tornado or dark hole or whatever it is because I am going to vomit!”Kelly? Kelly is calling me? But it can’t be. I just…holy crap! Adam killed me…why can I still hear Kelly?“Open your eyes now!” Kelly growled at me and as if her command was mandatory I found myself opening my eyes just to become perplexed.Where the hell am I?“It’s a dark hole, I am telling you. We are in another dimension!” Kelly said and I can feel her emotions. She is confused and scared for having no idea what is going on.Maybe I am in heaven, but heaven can’t be so cold and lonely. If this is heaven I am in big shit. I lived my life doing good things for nothing.“Can you walk?” Kelly asks. “Can you see if there is a secret door that we should open and escape from here?”Escape from here? Is she kidding me? This is a fucking void. I have no idea where
And as soon as I said that Adam’s face rolled on the floor.“What did you say?” he asked with a perplexed voice, as if he couldn't believe his ear that I just said that.Suck it sucker!I didn’t come back, or better said, I was forced to come back to this horrible world just to be killed again. If the goddess forced me to be here, I need to stay alive and to do that I need to keep that bitch as far away from me as possible.“You can’t be serious, Natalie!” he says trying to refrain himself from showing me how pissed off he is about my reaction.“But I am, Adam. I am your Luna and here is my statement.” and squinting my eyes at him I point with my index finger in Lexie’s direction.“If she stays here, I am out and you will need to explain a lot of things to our pack and to your family about that! It’s me or her.” I say as if it is nothing and turn my back to him ignoring Lexie’s presence and making her boil for sure.“Babe, look” Adam whispers and I feel his arms wrapped around my wais
“Natalie!” Adam called me and I could hear him running after me. Just tried to stop me, you fucking jerk! Just try it.I ran outside the packhouse and in one jump in the air I let Kelly take control. This is our first shift after I came back from death's arms. I need this like air. I need to calm down or I am going to kill every single person that hurt me in my past, and by past I mean my former life.“Natalie! Stop it right now!” he shouts but I don’t care.“”Take us to our place, girl!” I tell Kelly and she runs directly into the forest, jumping from cliffs and giving me the ride of her life until Adam’s voice can’t be heard anymore.I can see her white paws hitting the ground in her attempt to exhaust herself to the point where every single cell of our system will be so damned tired that we will just rest and close our eyes, and stay there in peace.I can see her reflection in the water while she stops for a second to lick some water from the river and she is so beautiful that I wa
That’s it! I made my mind. I need to divorce him. Staying in this relationship it’s like deja-vu. Even if he rejected her this time, that is not helping me at all. She is still here, isn’t she? She will push herself over him until he can't live without her anymore.His stupid wolf wants his fated mate.So, yeah, there is no need for me to make the same mistakes again. Old habits die hard... I guess. She will frame again so why not take care of my safety by myself? Why not show them what it means to work against a woman who love with all her heart a fucking traitor husband.Adam will never control me over life or death. I will be in control of my actions!“That’s more like it, girl!” Kelly says and I can almost imagine her waving her tail but soon she asks me a little bit confused.“But how are we going to do that?”Oh, Kelly! What I am going to do with you. You are so pure that you won’t like this.“I will take his Alpha position!” I tell her as if this is nothing.“WHAT?” and I guess
Natalie’s POV.“Thank you, Alpha Brown” I say and almost jump from the happiness I feel right now. He will support me to take the Red Blood Pack from Adam. One more alpha on my side means one step closer to achieving my goal.“Yes, we will talk at the Alpha’s party, of course we will. And thank you one more time” I say and end the call.“How many said that we can count them?” Kelly suddenly asks me and now that she said that I am even more happier.“Thirteen” and I close my eyes and enjoy the moment. “ With Alpha Brown, I have thirteen Alpha wolves on my side. Do you know what that means, Kelly?” I ask and I rub my palms with excitement.“Does that mean that Adam will kill us if he finds out what we are doing?” she asks, laughing, but I know that she doesn’t care about his actions anymore. Is not like he would surprise us if he chose to act against us again. I am already expecting that. I told you. It’s Deja-vu.“That’s too, but it means that he will die of a heart attack when he wil
Natalie’s POV.“Try this!” Judy says and my eyes are ogling at the dress my best friend holds in her hands.“Are you nuts, Judy?” I Ask her and I am sure that I am already blushing just imagining how I would look wearing something so sexy.“She is right, you know?” the designer of the dress shop tells me. “I have known you for some time and every time you chose conservative clothes. Do you know how good looking you are?” the designer asks me and I just look at her.“Is not that” I tell her looking at all the dresses she chose to present me today. Some of them are damned sexy but I can’t show up like this at the Alpha’s Party.“You know that I have responsibilities.” I tell them and continue to search for the perfect dress.“And this dress will stop you from doing your job?” Judy asks and points to a beautiful but damned tight and short draped-effect dress from Versace.“I can’t show up like that, Judy! What will people think about me? I need to prove myself that I am capable as a Lun
Author’s POV.“You should have seen her face” Judy said as she entered with Natalie in her bedroom.“She is just an intriguer, a liar and a dissimulator.” Natalie says.“And a criminal!” Kelly growls in Natalie’s mind, reminding her why she needs to put Lexie in a corner.“We should have made her cry louder “Judy starts again, “I can’t believe that you just watched her while she was trying to take even your dress not only your man” and Judy cursed Lexie in her heart for interfering with Natalie’s life but Natalie just looked relaxed about that.“ Don’t you care about what she tries to do?” Judy asks , looks at Natalie in disbelief. IN her place she would have cut Lexie’s eyes and make her eat them with salt and pepper.“She wants Adam?” Natalie says with calm. “She can have it. Is not about her, here. It is about Adam proving himself as a real mate and he failed with that again and again. Cheating it is a two persons affair. Is not only about Lexie Banks, it is a bout a man who made
“What’s with that face?” Phillip asks Alex, seeing him with a sullen face, as he was watching somewhere outside the window, but Alex said nothing as he was grumpy.“Do you know what is wrong with him?” he asked Evan but he just shrugged his shoulders.“I have no idea. And now that you mentioned it you are right, he will always have that Grinch face. He looks normal only when Natalie is around.” and both Phillip and Evan came closer and looked outside the window to see what made Alex pissed off.Right there in the middle of the backyard garden, right beside the pool area, on two Manutti Kobo sun loungers Aida, Judy and Natalie were laughing their hearts out and giggling while they were playing with Judy and Evan’s twins.The babies are three months older and they are the cutest babies, being a perfect combination between Judy and Evan, who are so alike with Margot Robbie and Judd law.They called the girl Jade and the boy Rocco. They have thin blonde hair and the biggest blue eyes you
TWO MONTHS LATER.It’s been two months since Jerel and Lexie died, since all the alphas of the Eastern Packs came and asked Alexander to be their king, and yet both Alex and Natalie still think they're living a dream. I suppose that sometimes you are so used to the tragedy and the drama that when the time comes to be happy, you are still on alert.Today is the coronation day for them and also their wedding day because with everything that happened and everything that followed after that their lives were intense. They almost forgot what it's like to wake up in the morning and have a normal day.Everything revolved around the restoration of the Shadow’s packhouse, on the construction of a place for the Sunrise pack and even if Alex was the one in charge with this task, Natalie was working all day long on the social component of the two packs, being both Luna and Alpha at the same time.Evan and Judy are helping them and they got married a month ago when Judy finally marked the poor man
Alex started to laugh but seeing how serious the Alphas were he stopped.“You are not kidding me.” He said in the end.“We are serious. We want you as our Alpha King of Eastern Packs.“This is not a decision for the Council. You are just a part of this story, there are so many other packs. I can't force them to submit to me.” and Alex was damned right, but the leader opened the door and said.“Why don’t you go outside?”Alex stepped outside the house and he was shocked. Natalie followed her and she covered her mouth with her hands, but the moment Evan, Judy, Phillip and Livia exited Judy exclaimed.“Are you nuts? You must accept!” and hearing her Alex looked at her like she was crazy.“I may be a damned good Alpha but nothing recommends me as a king!”“You must be hit in your head!” Judy said, and that made Alex growl at her, because Kenji was offended, but Judy continued.“You are a good leader. You have a strategic mind and under this papa bear and scaring bogeyman wolfy you are the
Losing Adam shattered Natalie's heart, but it was not the time to dwell in grief. She looked at Phillip and him to lead the search and rescue team that arrived later from Jerel’s to look after Adam's body. She had to leave immediately to join Alexander's pack and stand side by side with him.As soon as Adam died the alarm echoed and she found out that the pack was under attack again. Alex was fighting in the battle against the bears.Natalie and Judy, along with their warriors from the Sunrise Pack, set out. They quickly arrived in Alexander's territory where they were fighting. Natalie signaled her warriors to join the battle against the bears, while she went to find Alexander. Along the way, she fought off many enemies. Just as she saw Alexander battling a group of bears, attempting to bite him, a massive bear appeared, roaring and aiming to tear Natalie to shreds. In the nick of time, Alexander arrived.Alexander's wolf form engaged in a fierce battle with the bear. Eventually, he
Natalie looked up to see Lexie, who was filled with rage. She considered Natalie responsible for everything bad in her life. She lost Jerel because of Natalie, as he marked her. And when she found our that Jerel had callously destroyed the house without regard for her life or for his own pup’s life , that had driven Lexie to madness, and she blamed Natalie for everything.She was Jerel’s favorite until Natalie came into the picture.Without Natalie’s presence now she would have killed Adam and taken his pack, maybe Alex too, and she would have been Jerel’s Luna. But no! Natalie ruined everything.So she escaped from the dungeons and took a bow and arrow she found in her way and when she saw Adam and Natalie, with Adam almost begging for forgiveness she couldn’t take it.She fixed the bow in that arrow and released the bow , while intending to kill Natalie.She failed even in doing that!She would have killed Adam later, but now all she wanted, all she needed was to see Natalie dead!“
Author’s POV.“Evan!” Alex called him as soon as he and Natalie caught him. “We are close, just slow down or you will have a heatstroke.”Evan was running in wolf form too, and so were his warriors, because as soon he heard that the pack is at risk all he knew was that Judy was there, alone. What if something happened to her?“I can’t lose her!” Evan howled. “I really fucked up in my relationship with her and I am sorry and I can’t change the past, man.” Evan mindlinked Alex, while he was running with him and Natalie. “ I made up my mind a long time ago but I was too afraid to admit that I changed my mind and I want her. I marked her, I claimed her” and the moment he said that Natalie looked at him in shock.Did he mark Judy?“She will be fine, Evan.” Alex said as he entered the Shadow pack territory but when they exited the forest Evan almost died as he saw the packhouse under siege. That splendid packhouse was burned down and there was no one around.“Oh my goddess” Natalie was scr
Author’s POV.Natalie grabbed Alex’s hand. She was furious.“I can’t lose, Judy,” she whispered. “Losing Jerry broke me, but losing Judy would kill my spirit, Alex.” she told Alex, who pulled her at his chest.“She will be fine, she is strong. Just have faith.” and Natalie tried to mindlink her but she was too far from the Shadow Pack territory, being impossible for her to reach Judy.“Damn it, Alex!” she said enraged and almost busted in tears, but Alex kissed her forehead and gave her his phone said in a calm voice.“Call her. I will try to identify the traitor. If Jerel sent the bears in my pack territory that means he has a spy there. I need to identify who that jerk is and stop him.”“He must be someone who was with us here during the attack over Jerel’s pack , Alex. Otherwise Jerel couldn’t contact him, just how I am not able to mindlink Judy. He just ran away if that's the case.” and looking at Alex she said.“I will call Judy.” and she was already with her fingers on her cont
“It’s Natalie!” Livia said and giving the signal all the women from Jerel’s harem shifted into wolves and bears.“Follow me” Livia said as she was running in bear form , opening the way for the other she-wolves. She killed rogue after rogue and the poor woman couldn’t stop herself from wondering how the hell she accepted to submit in front of Jerel for so many years.She charged at the harem’s main gate, attacking the guards. Seeing her so powerful the other women realized that they are strong too, it was Jerel who was making them weak, and all the love they ever felt for him transformed into hatred and anger. It was the fire that put the “killing machine” in motion.Every single woman who followed Livia and Natalie was here to win her freedom, and they did everything they could for that. They had enough of being manipulated and longed for freedom. This was the only chance they had.Seeing the counterattack from the main gate, Alex led his warriors inside the packhouse, jumping throug
Next day, early in the morning Alexander and Evan led their most skilled werewolf warriors, closing in on Natalie. They came with their cars and their motorcycles until they reached the Northern territory and from there they walked. It was damned difficult and he understood why Jerel would choose to hide there, because no healthy man in his mind would have ventured into that wild and rugged area.“Man,” Evan whispered. “I can barely breathe. When I find that jerk I will kill him in an instant.” and he was serious. Jerel messed up everyone’s lives.“Stay in a row,” Adam said. “ I lost more than all of you together. That rogue is mine.” and Alex just motioned to Evan to let him go.“Our priority is to save Natalie and you will focus on saving your sister,” he said to Adam. “If you have other plans, you would better tell me because I am not in the mood to be surprised again.”Adam didn’t look at Alex. They are allies right now, only because they suffered the same pain, but that’s all. If