As I searched through the file cabinet for some documents, my fingers brushed against an unexpected envelope. My heart raced with anticipation as I pulled it out. It was an envelope I had never seen before. I pulled out the documents with a tensed up face ,my heart racing and full of curiosity. My eyes widened and my face became pale upon reading the document's content.
It was a document that would sever all ties, a symbol of failed promises and lost love. “Petition of Divorce”, my eyes widened in shock, my heart sank as I read, every word slicing through my soul. I stood there with a piece of paper, frozen with surprise, my whole body sweating and trembling. “I must be dreaming, this can’t be real”, I uttered barely above a whisper. I lifted my gaze to review the document just in case I had read it wrongly. I read with bated breath, my anxiety escalating with each paragraph, my eyes widened in alarm as I absorbed the words. Fear gripped me as I delved into the document. The words on the page seemed to leap out at me striking fear into my heart with every sentence. “Diii…Div…. Divorce”, my voice shaking with emotion, I managed to say as tears streamed down my face, I fell to my knees. “Mummy, mummy look”, Mia came running to me. I quickly wiped off my tears and hid the papers behind my back. As soon as she reached me, her eyes locked onto mine, she stared at me for a moment, her expression unreadable. “Mummy were you crying”, she asked with her soft inquiring tone as she leaned forward. “N-no, no, ha-ha,no way”, I laughed nervously as my eyes darted away avoiding eye contact. “What’s that you're hiding mummy”, her voice full of innocent wonder, she questioned. Mia is just six years old but her thoughts and opinions are wise beyond her age, her poise and confidence belied her tender age. She always detects even the slightest hint of dishonesty with her sharp instincts. I had to make sure she didn't doubt me. “ Come here”, I pulled her closer, putting her on my lap. “I just have a little headache but i am going to be okay, I said as I held her tighter and kissed her forehead. “I can’t let Mia know anything, she is just a child”, I whispered to myself. Suddenly a loud voice shattered the silence. “Hey, anyone home”, it was Harrison. Harrison Pierce is my husband. Harrison and I have been married for over six years. He is tall, dark with piercing blue eyes and a strong jawline, his broad shoulders and athletic build exude confidence and charm. His chiseled features and bright smile make him irresistibly attractive. “Mummy it’s dad”, Mia’s smile spread across her face as she ran off. I jogged behind keeping a safe distance. The moment I laid eyes on him, my heart skipped a bit. For the first time since we got married, my admiration turned into distrust. I felt a nagging sense of unease as I walked closer towards him. Emily Pierce is my name, I got the name Pierce from my husband. . Before we got married we dated for only two months and he proposed to me. It was a bit fast but I ignored everything because I was blinded by love.” I will always love you Emily”, Those were Harrison’s best words when we were dating. It's been a while since I last heard them from him. As I reached him, my gaze locked onto his and I felt my heart swell. “Hey”, he said, but I remained silent. I continuously looked at him without lowering my gaze, creating tension between us. He turned and looked at Mia with a look of confusion. “What’s wrong with mummy?” he asked. “Mummy has a headache", Mia replied with her cute soft voice. “Ooh, sorry about that”, he said with a detached and unconcerned tone as he moved away, leaving me standing, my heart shattered. As I stood there, the words that I had read hung in the air, my expression hardened and my mind shut down the possibility that Harrison could ever divorce me after all that we have been through, and most importantly “Mia”. We had a child to take care of so in all situations we had to put her first, not our feelings and emotions. For the past few days I have always had hints, several occasions left me doubting Harrison’s intentions but I dismissed all negative thoughts because I didn’t want them to come between us, and besides I thought Harrison could never divorce me. My marriage with Harrison and my baby are the only achievements I have in life and I wasn’t ready to lose them. Even though my marriage is not the perfect one I never want to lose it ever. For the sake of my daughter Mia, I had promised myself to always do everything to make this family work because I didn’t want her growing up with a broken family. However, it’s a different case for my husband. He always tries to find something wrong with this marriage in one way or another. However much I fix everything, he always breaks them back to pieces. Later that night, as I lay awake, my mind raced like a runaway train. Harrison and Mia were sound asleep. I turned and looked at Mia”, she lay sleeping, her face softened free from worry. Her chest rising and falling with each calm breath. “Ooh my beautiful baby”, tears streamed down my face as I stared at my little princess, my heart broke for my little girl, I felt like my biggest fear was about to come true. I never wanted my children growing up with a broken family, I could never want them to go through all the challenges and trauma I had to endure, it seems like history is about to repeat itself.The sound of drawers opening and closing echoed, rousing me from sleep. I rubbed my eyes trying to clear the haze, I gazed out, met by the warm smile of sunshine. It was morning already. ““Mia….Mia", I glanced around seeking her presence. “She’s gone to school, it’s 10:00 am”, Harrison informed me, his tone firm as he scoured the shelves determined to find whatever he was searching for. I slowly got out of bed and reached out to where I had kept the envelope. “Are you looking for this”, I said as I handed him the papers. He turned, his eyes narrowing as he looked at me with frown eyebrows, He snatched the envelope tearing it open . “Ooh, so you already saw these”, he said with an arrogant tone as he raised his eyebrows. "It’s okay, I was planning to show them to you anyway. You saved both of us time”, he smirked. I froze in place, my eyes locked onto his. “Well don’t act surprised, I had already told you I am not interested in this marriage anymore, I can’t stay wi
As the evening unfolded, the sound of the key in the lock signaled his arrival. He swung the door open, entering like a storm. I panicked upon seeing him. He walked up to me, “are you done with what I told you to do”. He asked. The question hung in the air like a challenge. I responded with a deafening silence, leaving the question unanswered. He came closer, his eyes fixed on me. "I am talking to you Ms. Emily”. He said. “I won’t sign them”. I stammered out a hesitant reply, looking straight to his face. “You what, say it again, what Emily, I didn’t hear, say it again”, he said with a voice full with marveling curiosity while nodding enthusiastically as he moved closer to me. I said I won’t sign them”. I stammered out yet another hesitant reply while maintaining a steady gaze despite trembling hands. I steeled myself to confront Harrison, I stood tall despite trembling legs. A lifetime of dread condensed into this moment. I wasn’t ready to let go of a relationship
Later that night, sorrow whispered my name, the weight of my sorrow felt like an anchor, dragging me down. My world had shattered. The marriage I had fought So hard and sacrificed So much for had finally come to an end. Harrison was sound asleep, like he had achieved his long life dream. Looked at the man who once promised to give me the world, shattering the one I had created. How could he be this selfless? What’s the reason he changed so much?. Did he even love me!. The more I thought, the more questions I had but still no answers emerged. I felt like I was drowning in the sea of uncertainty. Being a person born in a broken family, growing up was like navigating a minefield. It really messed me up mentally, maybe that explains why I have always had attachment issues with Harrison. My childhood was filled with numerous challenges, from low self esteem, anxiety and depression, social isolation, low academic achievement to identity confusion, and So many more. Thinking about Mia
My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of footsteps. It was Harrison. As he walked in, my heart skipped a bit. The atmosphere shifted, like the calm before a storm, He walked up to me. “Ooh Emily, you're done packing already, it’s like you were eagerly waiting for this day, just like me”, he said mockingly. Lost in my own world, I ignored his presence. “Emily, so you hate me already, just yesterday you were begging me to stay and today you're showing an attitude, uhmm….”, he continued mocking. I didn’t give him any attention and proceeded to leave, as I was just about to reach the exit. I stepped back to where Harrison was. “Before I go, I have a favor to ask you, in case you don’t mind”, I said looking straight into his face. “You can go on, as long as it’s not taking you back”, he said with his head held high, and a slight tilt backwards. “I can at least fulfill your last wish, you know i'm not as bad as you think I am”, he smiled with his bottom teeth. “Why did you
My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of footsteps. It was Harrison. As he walked in, my heart skipped a bit. The atmosphere shifted, like the calm before a storm, He walked up to me. “Ooh Emily, you're done packing already, it’s like you were eagerly waiting for this day, just like me”, he said mockingly. Lost in my own world, I ignored his presence. “Emily, so you hate me already, just yesterday you were begging me to stay and today you're showing an attitude, uhmm….”, he continued mocking. I didn’t give him any attention and proceeded to leave, as I was just about to reach the exit. I stepped back to where Harrison was. “Before I go, I have a favor to ask you, in case you don’t mind”, I said looking straight into his face. “You can go on, as long as it’s not taking you back”, he said with his head held high, and a slight tilt backwards. “I can at least fulfill your last wish, you know i'm not as bad as you think I am”, he smiled with his bottom teeth. “Why did you
Later that night, sorrow whispered my name, the weight of my sorrow felt like an anchor, dragging me down. My world had shattered. The marriage I had fought So hard and sacrificed So much for had finally come to an end. Harrison was sound asleep, like he had achieved his long life dream. Looked at the man who once promised to give me the world, shattering the one I had created. How could he be this selfless? What’s the reason he changed so much?. Did he even love me!. The more I thought, the more questions I had but still no answers emerged. I felt like I was drowning in the sea of uncertainty. Being a person born in a broken family, growing up was like navigating a minefield. It really messed me up mentally, maybe that explains why I have always had attachment issues with Harrison. My childhood was filled with numerous challenges, from low self esteem, anxiety and depression, social isolation, low academic achievement to identity confusion, and So many more. Thinking about Mia
As the evening unfolded, the sound of the key in the lock signaled his arrival. He swung the door open, entering like a storm. I panicked upon seeing him. He walked up to me, “are you done with what I told you to do”. He asked. The question hung in the air like a challenge. I responded with a deafening silence, leaving the question unanswered. He came closer, his eyes fixed on me. "I am talking to you Ms. Emily”. He said. “I won’t sign them”. I stammered out a hesitant reply, looking straight to his face. “You what, say it again, what Emily, I didn’t hear, say it again”, he said with a voice full with marveling curiosity while nodding enthusiastically as he moved closer to me. I said I won’t sign them”. I stammered out yet another hesitant reply while maintaining a steady gaze despite trembling hands. I steeled myself to confront Harrison, I stood tall despite trembling legs. A lifetime of dread condensed into this moment. I wasn’t ready to let go of a relationship
The sound of drawers opening and closing echoed, rousing me from sleep. I rubbed my eyes trying to clear the haze, I gazed out, met by the warm smile of sunshine. It was morning already. ““Mia….Mia", I glanced around seeking her presence. “She’s gone to school, it’s 10:00 am”, Harrison informed me, his tone firm as he scoured the shelves determined to find whatever he was searching for. I slowly got out of bed and reached out to where I had kept the envelope. “Are you looking for this”, I said as I handed him the papers. He turned, his eyes narrowing as he looked at me with frown eyebrows, He snatched the envelope tearing it open . “Ooh, so you already saw these”, he said with an arrogant tone as he raised his eyebrows. "It’s okay, I was planning to show them to you anyway. You saved both of us time”, he smirked. I froze in place, my eyes locked onto his. “Well don’t act surprised, I had already told you I am not interested in this marriage anymore, I can’t stay wi
As I searched through the file cabinet for some documents, my fingers brushed against an unexpected envelope. My heart raced with anticipation as I pulled it out. It was an envelope I had never seen before. I pulled out the documents with a tensed up face ,my heart racing and full of curiosity. My eyes widened and my face became pale upon reading the document's content. It was a document that would sever all ties, a symbol of failed promises and lost love. “Petition of Divorce”, my eyes widened in shock, my heart sank as I read, every word slicing through my soul. I stood there with a piece of paper, frozen with surprise, my whole body sweating and trembling. “I must be dreaming, this can’t be real”, I uttered barely above a whisper. I lifted my gaze to review the document just in case I had read it wrongly. I read with bated breath, my anxiety escalating with each paragraph, my eyes widened in alarm as I absorbed the words. Fear gripped me as I delved into the document. The w