No words were spoken between us as we made our way towards the next building. Since it was raining really hard, nobody else was around the area and it was completely silent except for the sound of raindrops falling.
As we walked side by side with him holding out his umbrella for the both of us, for some reason, it felt like we were a couple. It may have even seemed that way if anybody else ever saw us because that kind of gesture was (almost) never done between strangers. Yes. Strangers. We were strangers. I didn't even know his name and he didn't know mine yet here I was daydreaming about him. And to think that I was starting to develop a crush on this guy who called me an idiot earlier...I really was a sucker for bad boys! As I silently berated myself upon this realization, I barely noticed that we had arrived at the building across and that the guy I was with had already closed his umbrella and was getting out of the pouring rain. But thanks to the feel of raindrops on my skin, I became suddenly aware of where we were and immediately got out of the rain as well. That was when I noticed that I was all wet and my shoes were completely soaked in rainwater. Nice! I really need to get a grip and stop spacing out in front of this guy or else I'll just prove that he was right in calling me an idiot. But thankfully, by the time that the guy had taken off his hoodie and revealed how handsome he really was, I was finally calm enough to face him. "Here, take this," he said coldly as gave me his handkerchief. "Thanks," was all I could muster, taking it in hand and drying myself off with it. But then I suddenly felt self-concious when I noticed him staring at me. I wanted to ask why he was staring but some girls from a nearby corner had suddenly caught my attention. They saw us talking and they were giving me nasty looks. Before I even knew what was happening, they started running towards us shouting "Adrian, we love you!" and "You rock, Adrian!". Wait. What in the world is going on? Who was this Adrian and why was he being mobbed? What have I gotten myself into this time? I was no match for the horde of screaming fan girls and was instantly pushed away towards the back of the group by his crazed fanatics. Judging from how persistent these girls were, I'd say they weren't just fans...they were groupies. Several of them were holding cameras and taking pictures while most of them were busy trying to get Adrian's attention. I saw a few of them holding posters and that's when I caught a glimpse of the band's name. The Decadence of The Fallen. This was the first time I was hearing about them and to think that I used to be a freelance drummer for several bands back in high school. I would have at least known or met them during battle of the bands or gigs. This either meant that I had probably been living under a rock all those years or they never did any gigs or battles at places I did before. And of course, it was the latter. By this time, a total of about thirty girls had completely blocked Adrian from my sight. Now I was left standing by myself, with only my thoughts to keep me company. This was awkward and it was almost as if I could hear crickets chirping in the background. Okay, I think I'll just leave then... Just when I was about to go, three girls with annoyed looks on their faces suddenly blocked my way. The three of them were wearing different colored shirts but all had prints that professed their undying love for each of their favorite band members. Talk about taking fangirling to the fullest, because aside from their shirts they were also carrying posters and banners with them. The girl with the pink shirt that said 'Marry me, Adrian!' stepped forward and started berating me. "Hey! Who do you think you are?! Do you think that Adrian, my Adrian, will fall for someone as ugly as you? He has standards, you know and you are definitely not his type." "Wait a second! You are getting the wrong idea here. I didn't even know who he was five minutes ago and now you think I'm trying to seduce him?" "Don't try to deny it. It's very obvious that you like my Adrian. Just stay away from him and we won't have any problems," warned the girl in the pink shirt. "And we also don't want seeing you around Josh," said the girl in a blue shirt that said 'Josh, I love you'. "Or Warren. So just stay away!" added the other girl in violet with the words 'Warren Forever' on her shirt. After saying that, the three girls immediately left me to rejoin the mob surrounding Adrian. These girls were clearly hostile and I was visibly shaken after that encounter...being called ugly and unworthy also darkened my mood. I barely knew Adrian and I had no idea who Josh and Warren were and yet here I was being threatened and insulted because of them. What a way to start my day, huh? Seriously, who were they to judge me? Did they confront every girl that came close to their idols? What more things were they willing to do to catch the attention of The Decadence of The Fallen's band members? Putting those thoughts aside, I remembered that my shoes were now completely soaked and I was almost late. So, I decided to just take my shoes off and carry them before I started running barefoot towards my first class. By now, it would take a miracle for me to be able to make it to class on time.And a miracle it was! I checked my watch and saw that it had just turned 7:30. Whew. I made it to my Literature class! Thank goodness! Our professor had not even arrived when I got there. Then suddenly, I noticed that my classmates were starting to leave. What's going on? Where were they going and why were they leaving? "Maddie! Where were you? I left several messages on your phone. What happened? Hey, do you even realize that you're completely barefoot right now?" a familiar voice called out to me. It was my high school friend and closest confidante, Leslie Soriano. Tall, slender, and had a face that could put several models to shame. She was a reformed party girl who now enjoyed the simpler things in life. Before, we became friends, she used to be head cheerleader at her former school and had a reputation as a partygoing socialite who only cared if the shoes she wore matched her outfit. But that was all behind Leslie now. She still liked to go out and wear nice cloth
The dressing room was quite small, with costumes used by the theater group placed on one side and a long wall-mounted mirror on the other. Two sofas were somehow fitted inside the room and it was there that we saw the members of The Decadence of The Fallen. I. Must. Be. Dreaming. Somebody pinch me! They were all absolutely gorgeous. Now I totally get why so many girls fall completely head over heels for them. Good looks plus musical talent equals The Decadence of The Fallen. That was probably the band's formula for fame and success. Of course, until now I was still guessing about the musical talent part since I haven't actually seen them perform yet...and I will. But right now I was just completely mesmerized by them as I looked over to my side and found Leslie, drooling along with me. The guy wearing a preppy blue sweater placed his electric guitar on the sofa and began to approach us. He had this boyish charm and had a smile that could rival that of a toothpaste model's. "Josh,"
I cried myself to sleep that night and woke up with a headache the next morning. Good thing it was a Saturday and I had no scheduled classes because I barely had the strength to get up from bed. I was still in my pink dress, which was now completely soaked in sweat and tears, as I groggily got up and headed for the bathroom. I looked at my reflection in the mirror and saw that my hair was all messed up, I had dark circles around my eyes and several eyeliner tear streaks on my cheeks. I was even paler than usual and my thin frame didn't help either as it made me appear sickly today. Well simply put, I looked terrible! On normal days, I must admit that I was paler than most girls but even if my black hair was long and curled at the ends, it wasn't this messy and I wasn't this pale. My eyes were almond shaped and since I was normally pale, I usually tried to avoid getting dark circles as they tend to be the first things you notice on my face. But lo and behold, I looked like a rac
Adrian looked as if he was having second thoughts. All eyes were on him as everyone waited for him to speak. Then, hesitantly, he agreed and finally said, "Yes." Cheers and congratulations were soon heard after that as JD, Warren, Bash, and Spencer welcomed me into The Decadence of The Fallen. While Leslie showed her support for me by shedding endless amounts of tears (of joy, I assumed). I was really happy that, finally, things were slowly falling into place...I knew that I still had a lot to prove but at least for now, I had somehow redeemed myself from that fiasco last Friday. With a slight boost in my morale, I went down from the stage to graciously accept their warm welcome. Jayden was the first to approach me and shook my hand. "Maddie, I'm really proud of you! I said that if I was going to lose the drummer position, I would much rather lose to you. And I'm glad that I did..." he smiled kindly at me before he continued, "...you really surprised me today. I'm impressed."
When I got home that day my parents were already there and mom had already prepared dinner for us. I sent them a text earlier saying that I was auditioning for a new band and after when I got the drummer position. They had always been supportive of all my undertakings especially my passion for playing the drums. They had paid for my drum lessons and had patiently drove me to and from gigs that usually ended late. Mom and dad worked really hard and usually went home late but they always tried their best to make time for me. I knew that they had their flaws but to me they were the perfect parents and I loved them very much. "Hi, sweetie! Welcome home! I got your text earlier and told your dad that we should surprise you. I made your favorite, chicken carbonara," mom affectionately greeted me when I entered the front door. She probably heard me coming in and had left the kitchen in a hurry because she still had her apron on. "Thanks, mom. You know me too well," I replied smiling wi
Gigs and weeks passed by and slowly, the first semester was coming to a close. By now Adrian, JD, Warren, Spence and I had finally gotten so used to one another that we could already read each other's minds during our performances. The fans and groupies had also seemed to accept me as the newest addition to their favorite band. And now that I had adjusted to my role as their new drummer, I always seemed to look forward to our band practices and gigs. I knew that many people would have killed to be in my position all because my bandmates were the coolest guys on campus. Like moths to a flame, everybody was attracted to them and was fascinated by them. They were always treated like rock gods and people constantly wanted to be around them all the time. I don't want to sound like a traitor to my band or ruin the idea that most people have about my bandmates but once you get to know them better and start spending more time with them, you would be surprised to know that they really are ju
The next few days turned out to be completely hectic for all of us. Projects and exams headed our way so band practices had to be postponed or cancelled. Even if some of us were available, we would always be lacking one or two members. In the end, we all decided that it would be best to just practice on our own for a while. JD and Adrian were both working on business projects. Spence had to do a report on one of Picasso's paintings of Marie Therese while Warren had to interview his uncle for reference on a paper he was doing about the life of a politician. On my end, I had to prepare for exams and submit a book report for my English Literature class. Our professor, Ms. Borja, had given us a long list of book titles to choose from. Classic books written by some of the greatest literary authors of all time graced the list and no two titles were the same. She had written them all into several small pieces of paper and placed them in a bowl. Once a certain book was picked out, it was
Wednesday. It was finally time to submit my book report on Great Expectations. As I handed in my five-paged report to Ms. Borja, I breathed a sigh of relief. I went through a lot to finish my report, struggling with a roller coaster of emotions and several all too familiar parallelisms along the way, but I overcame everything and came up with a report that I was proud of. Though it was somehow bittersweet that it was over, I knew that I would always remember the life and love lessons from Great Expectations. Yeah, I know. I was sentimental like that. Anyway, since most of our school work was done, we could now focus on band practice and prepare for the upcoming battle of the bands. It was the second week of October, 2006 and only seven days were left before Band Clash. We would be competing against some of the best college bands in the metro so it was obviously nerve wracking for all of us. Understandably, band practice had gone into overdrive and we were meeting everyday. It wa