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2024-10-29 19:42:56Bending over the sink in the kitchen with Silas holding me up with his arms around my waist, I finally retched badly, vomiting out water.
I coughed and spluttered out small more drops before sucking in deep breaths like my life depended on it.
My life actually depends on it now.
So, Silas didn't actually poisoned me, i was just being paranoid out of stupid fear.
Well, good for me, right? Cause now, Silas just wouldn't look at me.
I think he's angry at me, oof.
Oh, he was looking at me with concern in his eyes but he wasn't really looking at me, his once light eyes seemed like they were hooded with a sheen of darkness.
You did well, Fay. Not.
"You know, you really need to go see a doctor, you obviously have eating disorder and it can be really harmful to your system." He commented as
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The arm around my waist tighten, I felt like I was about to explode like an over blown balloon due to how hyper I was getting from just this small moment."Why did you stop walking?" Silas asked directly into my ears, the heat of his lips on my ear sent shivers down my spine."My, um ja- jacket, it's still in the kitchen." I mumbled out incoherently, spluttering around the first two words."Oh, wait here, I'll go get it." He replied quietly into my ear, his lips grazing the shell of my ear as he made to pull back, his fingers releasing my waist but not before brushing his fingers with mine.What, what?What just happened? Lord knows I wasn't expecting this to happen after all that took place in the kitchen.******"So, tomorrow? Can we still hang out tomorrow?" Silas inquired as
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But, this hot person just isn't trying to back down."You wish." He muttered out."Wishes don't come true, how would I now be wishing?" I slide the words out my lips smoothly."You win." He let out with a resigned sigh to my glee.The joy stuffs like these give me, I'm definitely that bitch. I thought as I nodded my head before speaking up."Of course I won, I always win." I reminded him.The sounds from downstairs distracted me from what Silas was saying on the other side of the phone.I glanced back down from the window which I was currently leaning against, the black Audi was already parked neatly along side the remaining cars arranged in their normal position, I guess my Dad is home now.Maybe that's why mum's extra late from work today.9:31pm.The time shown boldly
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Slamming the door of the slick black Ferrari shut, I unconsciously combed the frontals of my wigs to smoothen the wispy curls down and tucking the long ends behind my ears as I headed into the therapist building, my sneakers clad feet glided down the floor, up the stairs till I walked passed the door which I came to last week Thursday.I grudgingly walked towards the table where I was supposed to write my name down firstly as a patient before seeing any doctor.The middle aged woman sitting down behind the table cradling different files ranging from colours to size scattered on the left side of the table while the right side displayed different patients cards in three different colours."Aunty, Good morning, since you can't greet." The woman which I was already starting to hate spat out her lips as she not so stubbly glared at me.What's this woman's problem now?This is one
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"It was overwhelming." I stated.Very overwhelming."A good or a bad thing?" Rinola asked."Both?" I responded in a questioning tone.Even I am confused.It's definitely both."Both!" I rephrased almost immediately.The cool air pouring from the air conditioner helped in soothing me a little."Tell me about it?" She asked in a nonchalant tone, as if she wanted to know what happened and also didn't want yo know what happened.Like she's putting the choice in my hands without pressure."Sure." I paused before puffing out a breath."I coincidentally met the guy I told you I was crushing on last week Thursday." I started."Ooou, I guess you coming here last week was God's doing." Rinola added and I shrugged my shoulders in reply.
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"Hiya!" I called cheerfully before waving at the open Mac before me."Fayyyyyyyyyy!!!" Amara dragged as she waved back at me with her two hands, her cheeks drawing high against her cheekbones to reveal her stunning smile."Oh my gosh, I've missed you so much, girl!" Exclaimed Amara as she pulled the net off her head, her long braids tumbling down her shoulders and waist, the colour of the braids mixed sexily, the tip of the braids, a bright pink colour, while the rest, a colour black."Me too." I replied before adding."I love your hair, it's so pretty and long." I gushed out before running my fingers over my still very neat cornrows, feeling slightly jealous of the hair.But then I remembered how I hate making my hair and how carrying that kind of braids can be stressful, so I shook the bubbling longing out of my head."Aw, thank you, it's actually longer." She replied as
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"Wow, you called, I am blown away." Silas voice broke through the speaker on my phone a few seconds after he answered the call with me staying silent on the other end.He picked on the third ring, I was already almost calling the idea of giving him a call a bad idea when he picked.I still think it's a bad idea."I have a phone dummy, I can calk when I feel like." I snapped back in reply to his observing drawl."Sometimes, you act like you don't when you ignore perfectly good looking humans who were only calling to check up on you." He shot back.I puffed out a breath with an eye roll.Silas is such a baby."At least I'm the one doing the calling now, be happy." I reminded him as I stared wearily into the cup of hot steaming cocoa on the glassy transparent table before me while I sat by it with legs folded underneath me, the table reaching just below my br
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"You don't sound happy about that." I remarked, trying not to sound like I wanted to hear the reason why he doesn't want them home."That's cause I'm not." He replied drily."Duh, I figured." I stated with an eye roll."Good for you." He replied sarcastically."Anyways, I just wish we could switch places, my parents can be too much sometimes." He explained."I wanna switch places too, I miss my parents, it feels so empty here without them here."It wouldn't have been so empty if you didn't kill your baby brother.And, like that, I could feel myself already spiralling into another depressing state."Stop over thinking things, this woman." He chastised mildly.A sigh escaped my lips."I'm not over thinking." I tried denying."You are. And quit sighing every minutes too."
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And before I could even think about it, I started telling him about my baby brother, James.I didn't even know when the tears started to fall until Silas swiped his thumb against a tear slipping down my cheeks in folds.I pulled away from his reach till I sat at the very edge of his bed as I motionlessly continued to tell me about how growing up with him was.How exciting and eventful the few years I got to spend with him felt, how the years he lived were probably my most meaningful years in my whole life.I could feel the tears pouring down my cheeks as I sobbed quietly, not even a tearful sound escaped my lips as I went on and on about how James was everything.Till I killed him."When I noticed my change in behavior, there wasn't really anything I could do about it. Sometimes I'll just cry for no reason. Other times I'll just starve myself for reasons unknown to me, sometimes I get so confused and lost inside of my own body and it's hard to
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"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into his room for the first time, not just his sitting room and kitchen.To say his room was fine was putting it to
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"I've missed you so much, Sisi.""Oh, come on! I thought we agreed not to call each other silly nicknames anymore?" Silas argued with Jordan, an amused laugh playing across his face."You started it, remember? You called me Jordie!""Aw, I was just joking, man." Silas explained but Jordan brushed him off with a shake of his head after pointing out to him that he was the one who started everything.They laughed before Timi, the third boy in the group of friends embraced Silas heatedly. It was pretty obvious about who Silas was really close with between the two guys.The only girl in the group of friends came forward and literally flew into Silas outstretched hands who immediately wrapped themselves around her waist as he lifted her from the ground for a little bit before finally releasing her.I watched, an amused expression on my face as they exchanged p
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"And, we should face time in the nude too!"Wait, whuut?!"I mean, it could be fun and you know..." He trailed off as he wiggled his eyebrows playfully, all traces of seriousness gone from his face, his goofy, playful side back in place."You're high." I informed him with an amused eye roll.A ping came from my phone which was dropped behind the Mac by a very hyper Ashley the moment the call connected with Silas's about an hour ago or so.I bended forward to retrieve the phone, the small exclamation of 'Fuck!' stopped me for a few seconds before I reached forward a little bit more till I reached the phone and returned back to my normal position.My mouth suddenly went dry when I caught Silas's heated gaze on my boobs, he lifted his gaze to my face, our eyes locking intently."Fuck, I didn't know you weren't wearing anything underneath
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I stepped into the house and pulled the door closed behind me, different excitement filled voices crackled around in the air to my amusement.Chelsea wagged her tail at me the moment I walked through the door.The voice was mainly coming from the kitchen which I made my way to almost immediately, I was dying to set my eyes on them.An amused smile graced my lips on seeing the three children huddled over one iPad as they disagreed over the game they were supposed to be playing at the moment."Fay! You're back." Mum gushed immediately she sighted me hanging by the door of the kitchen as she made a hand gesture for me to come in instead of standing stiffly by the door."Aunty Fay! Oh my gosh you're so beautiful!" One of the three girls who were arguing over the iPad gushed as she drank me in through her eyes.She looked like a ten years old, but she definitely ac
