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2021-02-20 16:53:12And before I could even think about it, I started telling him about my baby brother, James.
I didn't even know when the tears started to fall until Silas swiped his thumb against a tear slipping down my cheeks in folds.
I pulled away from his reach till I sat at the very edge of his bed as I motionlessly continued to tell me about how growing up with him was.
How exciting and eventful the few years I got to spend with him felt, how the years he lived were probably my most meaningful years in my whole life.
I could feel the tears pouring down my cheeks as I sobbed quietly, not even a tearful sound escaped my lips as I went on and on about how James was everything.
Till I killed him."When I noticed my change in behavior, there wasn't really anything I could do about it. Sometimes I'll just cry for no reason. Other times I'll just starve myself for reasons unknown to me, sometimes I get so confused and lost inside of my own body and it's hard to
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