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2024-10-29 19:42:56"You don't sound happy about that." I remarked, trying not to sound like I wanted to hear the reason why he doesn't want them home.
"That's cause I'm not." He replied drily.
"Duh, I figured." I stated with an eye roll.
"Good for you." He replied sarcastically.
"Anyways, I just wish we could switch places, my parents can be too much sometimes." He explained.
"I wanna switch places too, I miss my parents, it feels so empty here without them here."
It wouldn't have been so empty if you didn't kill your baby brother.
And, like that, I could feel myself already spiralling into another depressing state.
"Stop over thinking things, this woman." He chastised mildly.
A sigh escaped my lips.
"I'm not over thinking." I tried denying.
"You are. And quit sighing every minutes too."
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The sound of the running engine finally going quiet made me let out a relieved sigh as I held unto Silas arm before carefully hopping off the back seat and releasing my tight hold on his biceps.He pulled the head helmet off his head and threw it in the air twice while making them twirl in the air before coming down into his outstretched palms before turning sideways to give me a cocky look."So, how was the ride?""Horrible. You were going too fast and didn't even consider the fact that I might fall off each time you take a u - turn or a curve." I paused to take in deep breaths as I tried unbuckling the stupid head helmet still pressing down on my curls."It was horrible." I finally managed to unbuckle the head helmet, pulling it away from my head carefully to avoid my wig from following suit before stretching my hand out with the head helmet clutched in it."Here's your head helmet."
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"I used to believe in wishes too, but not anymore." I explained to him, my fingers still playing with my toes languidly."Why would you think that?" He inquired, sounding intrigued as ever, his whole attention focused on me.I stayed quiet for some time, my busy fingers now clasped together on my tights before puffing out a deep breath."I once had a baby brother." The piece of information slipped out quietly."He was everything." I went on, the words coming out smoothly from nowhere.Silas remained quiet, trying not to break the serene blanket of silence that suddenly surrounded us, only the far away sounds of people enjoying themselves and having fun resounded."And now, he's gone." My voice almost broke on this exact sentence but I forcefully swallowed it down, trying not to break down.The cold memories tried to rush in but I managed to block it out, n
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I shivered again as another whiff of cold surrounded us again, my spaghetti handed gown seeming so useless in a place like this."Maybe." I muttered as I wove my hands around my body."Not maybe, go for a check up." He rephrased."I'll think about it." I informed him."No. Alright, how about I come pick you up tomorrow, then we'll go to the hospital tomorrow to know what's really wrong. How's that sounding?" He purposed, changing tactics altogether.Another outing with Silas!Sike!A feeling of giddiness swelled in my head but I tried not to dwell too much on it as I reminded myself that it was only to go get treatments for me and nothing else.Not like it worked anyways."It sounds alright, I guess. You'd come pick me up?" I decided to ask instead, praying my excitement wouldn't be so obvious."Great. Whi
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