Who will you believe? your heart or your brain?---------------------------------------------------------------------It's been a week since that exhausting moment of my life happened in my own house but that incident also changed my relations with my mother, my friends and with the ColeI'm not going to admit that whatever happened was correct of course it was not but I admit that whatever happens had a sign behind it.And the school has changed. Changed for good. people started giving no damn to anyone to whatsoever think the popular students. There were not curious glances anymore only overwhelming gestures to hold on to.I think you guys remember the incident here in the school near the parking area at the gateway when Beatrice and Joseph both went furious and kissed each other noncha
"Loving is a forever thing" --------------------------------&&--&-:%%-------------;;;- It was breathtaking almost breathtaking!No, even that word wouldn't be enough to describe the palace or place what I can say? Well, it was marvellous and beautiful. It was like those whom I had described in my dreams of castles. And here I'm wondering How much rich one can get? And all the luxurious cars were parked in the parking zone when we were trying to find the place for our old model Desire. We have a special pass which the school has given us. I mean all the school students or members or anybody related to the school had this pass of special entry. I don't know why his parents are doing this? And if they want to; why they are inviting every contiguous body of school as if our existence would matter to them.
Unpredictions are waiting for you everywhere -+-++-+++-+-+--+--+--+--+-++--++-++-++--+--+- It's a school morning again, ugh I hate going to school. It is a stupid place where everywhere everyone is throwing tantrums. It's already seven in the morning and school is going to start one hour from now on. I've to get ready. "Fuck! fuck! fuck!" "Amy, what are you saying?" Mom asked from the kitchen. "Oh! Mom, I'm just pretending to be a duck that's why I said Quack! quack! quack!" Amanda, you're so dead dear I thought to myself. "And why that so? Are you pretending to be a duck? Anyways you're getting late for your school. Now hurry up." I quickly ran to the washroom to shower. The shortest
Nothing is real -+-+-+-+-+-+-++-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+ Vess is so excited about the party and I've never seen her like this before so I decided to go with her but it's not easy to convince my mom. Vess assured me that she will talk to her. As we headed towards the Mc'D Vess turned on the radio and guess what she started singing. "Oh oh Despacito! Bla!bla!bla! Despacito" her laughter echoed through the whole car. So, I also started singing. "Despacito! I don't know how to sing this songito and this is freaking amazingto Despacito" and we laughed so hard. I changed the channel and here comes Nicki Minaj's Anaconda and Vess started rapping. I don't know what she is saying but it's freaking hilarious to see her like this. So, I also started dancing at the same time we-we were laughing so hard. Then a voice came. "Look at these girls and their talent."
Affection is an astonishing thing -+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+;+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+- Amy...." A low whisper dragged me out of my sleep. I opened my eyes slowly, my sight was blurred and a figure was standing near me but my sight was still blurred. "Amy.." again that voice yelled. "Wake up wake up", then someone poured a whole bucket of freezing water on me. "Holy freaking bubblegums! What's the matter with you." I yelled. "Language! Watch your language young lady. Now wake up." Mom yelled. And there she stood Samantha Parker, my mom, in not so good mood. "Amanda Parker!! You've 5 minutes to get ready, now hurry up. And don't get late I won't allow you to be late for school." "But.." I whined. "Don't but with my lady." I quickly ran towards the washroom for a shower. "You don't have much time, eat your breakfast in school." Then she leaves. Let me tell you one thing, my mother is very strict about timing. I can understand it. She's a very busy woman as she's a lawyer, that's why
The difference between stupidity and genius is that genius has its limits. -----------------------------------------------------------Ever wondered what will you do when you don't want to do anything Nah you don't because I'm holding this phone and whoever is on the other side of it just want to laugh at my situation. I asked again,"Hello??????""Parker is so clumsy, clumsy is a nerd but Parker is an idiot while I'm smart as fuck.""In your dreams" I muttered."What did you just say?""Nothing so tell me what do you want and how did you get my house no?""I think you forget that I'm the star of our school and no one can say no to me if I want something" he finished. I can feel that he has his smirk plastered on his face. Ughh I just want to wipe that expressio
Don't judge emotions judge Intentions -------------------------------------------------Second time in a day I am completely drenched in cold water. I stood there open-mouthed and soaked, I wanted to curse him but I felt disgusted so I pulled my soaked t-shirt away from me and pushed away from the hair that was stuck to my mouth.Urgh!!I was just struggling to get away from my drenched shirt when I looked up to question him he was just looking into my eyes. His eyes were so hypnotizing. Oh God if I looked into them with the same passion he's looking then I will do something which I might regret later.Then look away damn it.So I started fixing my attire which is completely drenched in water. I don't know when and how he's in
The present tense is all we know regrets of the past we don't show -----------------------------------------------------------The sight of a vehicle is fading in front of my eyes. He's going to leave me alone. I can't see his face. "Please don't go, please don't leave me alone," I shouted on top of my voice but he didn't listen, he just vanished."Amanda wake up! Wake up!" Someone shouted in my ear.Slowly I opened my eyes, everything is in a blur but where am I? I was getting confused when I saw mom's face. Again that dream. I saw that dream again but I couldn't recall anything, everything was in a blur."Hurry up girl otherwise you'll be late and I don't allow tardiness." She demanded then walked away but wait for what? How did I end up here? As far as I remember I was in Cole's car yesterday when we were heading towards my hom
"Loving is a forever thing" --------------------------------&&--&-:%%-------------;;;- It was breathtaking almost breathtaking!No, even that word wouldn't be enough to describe the palace or place what I can say? Well, it was marvellous and beautiful. It was like those whom I had described in my dreams of castles. And here I'm wondering How much rich one can get? And all the luxurious cars were parked in the parking zone when we were trying to find the place for our old model Desire. We have a special pass which the school has given us. I mean all the school students or members or anybody related to the school had this pass of special entry. I don't know why his parents are doing this? And if they want to; why they are inviting every contiguous body of school as if our existence would matter to them.
Who will you believe? your heart or your brain?---------------------------------------------------------------------It's been a week since that exhausting moment of my life happened in my own house but that incident also changed my relations with my mother, my friends and with the ColeI'm not going to admit that whatever happened was correct of course it was not but I admit that whatever happens had a sign behind it.And the school has changed. Changed for good. people started giving no damn to anyone to whatsoever think the popular students. There were not curious glances anymore only overwhelming gestures to hold on to.I think you guys remember the incident here in the school near the parking area at the gateway when Beatrice and Joseph both went furious and kissed each other noncha
"I want to relinquish in you, for- forever"-----------------------------------------------------------------------"Is she dead?"I heard a fainted voice when everything around me was in black. The wind around me has something different in itself. The first time I felt very light; with no pressure like I'm lost in thoughts."No, she can't be dead she didn't even marry anyone or have children. The fuck she never even dated anyone or left alone the kissing thing. I mean at least she should have lost her virginity before dying."" so Vanessa you want Amanda to lose her virginity before dying?""Ah, Mrs Parker I didn't mean that I mean..""After everything clears up we will talk!"Good for Vess because she can't keep her mouth shut. And I wanted to scream so badly that I've kissed Cole many times but then I realized if I did that I would be the one who was going to be in the limelight for asking so many questions for the rest of my life.Great just great perks of being Amanda parker."Wel
Giving up isn't an option anymore!-------------------------------------------------------------------- You know the moment in your life in which you blame yourself for everything, and you just want to go back to the past perspective but you can't and you are stuck now in that situation in which you were not supposed to be stuck, but why can't we get through other people's mind and see how this world works? Is this hard to get the knowledge?You know what? I shouldn't have come here. I should have thought thoroughly about the situation before coming here but I didn't. now I'm stuck in my room. The door is locked which I locked myself with myself and he was beating the door nonchalantly; singing some stupid song
some things are worth taking the risk for!------------------------------------------------------------------The city with its busy life contemplating the hazardous things with itself is back for us. We have left those heart-capturing sights but we didn't leave our memories there.Or specifically, my memories there. Now, I'm revived that I've my memories that no one can snatch away from me.HA!Who said you can't take risks In your life and get through the past? I know this is a risky thing but some things are worth taking the risk for! And some people and worth fighting for, and believing for.Like this guy with whom I am riding a bike on a way to our school. As I've said before I've never been a fan of speed.I was afraid of it, the shore of the wind and the people around on the street
Don't let anyone snatch away your dreams from you because that's the only thing you have got to fulfil.----------------------------------------------------------------"May you shine my dear daughter. May you shine to the fullest of this world.I might not be here consoling your tears with you.Holding you tight against my arms listening to your heartbeat as I had carried you in my arms in those blossom loving days when you were my princess.You have no idea how much I want to meet you. How much I want to look into your eyes and see the reflection of myself. How much I want to call you my daughter; my Amanda. How much I want to see you walking down the aisle. But I know I can't. my time is coming near and there are things which I wanted to do for you but time has its own thing. It is slipping from my hands from my soul.
Time is the worst enemy of humanity. Because when it passes; you feel nothing!-----------------------------------------------------------------Time...What a fierce thing it is. The thing which doesn't care about anybody. Doesn't stop for anybody, but maybe just maybe it has stopped now.It has stopped every little thing at this moment. The moments which has changed everything.This guy who has a polaroid on his hands looking at me with those vulnerabilities is the same whom I have seen in my dreams. He was the one whom I remember calling my name over and over again after a running car.who looks at me in the sleepless nights, who whispers to me in my dreams, but it still looks like a fainted spot in the dark." I still couldn't get over the fact that you didn't reco
You cannot always meet the horizon of your dreams with your eyes.------------------------------------------------------------------------Being paranoid is something in a situation but what about feeling nothing? What about closing your eyes and the little mind of yours stopped working? And there is nothing!That's what I'm here at nothing!I didn't know and I didn't even realize when I fell on my knees in the mud that was sinking me in its power.I was shaking; my heart was throbbing against my chest, and all those blurry memories of him kept coming back to me.I wanted to stop them from coming back at me but it didn't stop, It fucking didn't! Now all I have of him was his memories, his blurry memories.When the realization hits me on top I realized I lost it! I lost everything in me...
Sometimes, the long paths do not take you to your favourite destination.-----------------------------------------+----------+----------+-------- Do you know? When I was a child I've always adored the sky beyond its limit because at that time I didn't know that it does not have any limit it is neverending like infinity.Those ruffly bundled up clouds whenever looked at me they would be made my mind High, so high that I would get thrilled about it, and think about everything which I don't have.Now! I know I'm being stupid by recovering all those things which had happened in the past. And I've no idea why I'm thinking all these things at this moment in time...But still, I couldn't back away from the hollowness of my chest. Every time I thoug