The difference between stupidity and genius is that genius has its limits.
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Ever wondered what will you do when you don't want to do anything Nah you don't because I'm holding this phone and whoever is on the other side of it just want to laugh at my situation. I asked again,
"Hello??????"
"Parker is so clumsy, clumsy is a nerd but Parker is an idiot while I'm smart as fuck."
"In your dreams" I muttered.
"What did you just say?"
"Nothing so tell me what do you want and how did you get my house no?"
"I think you forget that I'm the star of our school and no one can say no to me if I want something" he finished.
I can feel that he has his smirk plastered on his face. Ughh I just want to wipe that expression from his face. This guy is so irritating."Oh really?" I demanded.
"Why is your cell not working?" he asked out of a sudden.
"I guess it has some problem with idiots."
"And you think you're smart?"
"Yes I'm but I know that you're not."
"Switch on your cell phone."
"What? What are you talking about."
I played dumb but internally I'm nervous and scared."Just do what I say otherwise I'm complaining to Mr Bennet about your irresponsibility towards an upcoming star." He said proudly as if he received a medal. What an idiot.
''Ughhh"
"Just do what I said."
And then he hung up. Looks like I don't have any choice. Why is my life so miserable. I should ask myself why I had kicked him although he's a jerk if I had not kicked him then this would not have happened. I need to find out what game he's trying to play with me.I ran upstairs like a ninja to my room and moved towards the closet and took out my cell. I was out of breath due to my sudden movements maybe I should run more so that I can overcome my clumsiness. That stupid playjerk, what does he think of himself. I'm going to prove to him that I'm not clumsy but the other part of my brain keeps shouting that I should not get affected by his comments. Why should I care about what he says?
"Oh just stop it I don't care about what he does or think ok!!!" I said to myself but some part of my brain yelled keep pretending to yourself. My phone buzzed. Looks like I received a message.
"Here's my address, PARKER. I want you to be present at my house in thirty minutes. Do you understand? Address - ***********.
He is joking, right? How can he expect me to be present at his house in thirty minutes when his house is far away from mine. Let me tell you his house is on the other side of the city while mine is on the opposite side of it. Looks like I don't have any choice left so here I am standing in front of my mirror thinking about what I should wear or what I should not. But why am I thinking so much about this? He said that I don't look like a girl so let him think whatever he wants I'm not going to be influenced by his comments. Right?
So I wore baggy jeans and a black tank top. My hairs were still in a messy bun, at least I'm looking presentable that's enough for me. I grabbed my bag and placed all the books which are necessary for tutoring him in it. I almost forget one thing. I took out my cell phone and saved his no as 'Playjerk' then I ran downstairs. Mom is still not home so I called her. After trying almost three times she's not picking up her phone so I decided to leave a note for her."Mom, I am going to the library due to my project so don't think too much about me. :-P
PS - I love you" I stuck the note on the refrigerator feeling guilty for lying but what could I do it's just that I can't tell her the truth if I tell her anything she can easily suspect that I'm hiding something and if she found out about my bad behaviour then she will kill me.I left my house and locked it. I ran towards the bus stand and after almost five minutes of waiting, the bus finally came.****
I wish I could say that the Maxwell residence was miles and miles away because I don't want to stop this journey but not every wish is granted so here I am standing outside their house. My hands were lingering on the doorbell as I imagined all the possible scenarios which might occur with him.
I still don't understand why he wants me to tutor him. He's a playboy he can get anyone to tutor him then why me? Yes, he wants to take revenge on me I can say that but the main question is what does he want to do? Does he want to kill me or worse than that?
Okay so now I'm getting distracted. Focus Amy Focus!
I squeezed my eyes shut and pressed the damned doorbell twice but no one opened the door. What the hell! He wants me to come to his house in less than thirty minutes only I know that it was impossible but after so much struggling I made it in forty minutes. I don't want to waste my efforts so after waiting for ten minutes I started banging on the door and shouting but nothing happened. My throat is almost dry I need some water.
Now, what should I do? One idea came to my mind. I decided to turn the doorknob, luckily it turned and the door opened. I stuck my head inside and found the living room empty. A single light illuminated the path to the kitchen but it is mostly dark so I can't see anything properly. I don't know what to do so I walked further into the house clutching the bag in my hands. Suddenly a sound came and I think it's a sound of clap but clap? Where is it even coming from? Everywhere I see is darkness. I was just thinking about it when another came from behind me. I moved my head in that direction but I saw nothing. My heart started beating fast what is happening to me? I think I'm afraid, yes I'm afraid that what should I do? Should I look for Cole or go back? I was just about to turn back when suddenly someone yelled from behind me
"WOOO PARKER". Ladies and gentlemen there the idiot himself standing who almost gave me a heart attack, laughing at my situation and let me tell you he's shirtless! Yeah, he's shirtless, his broad shoulders, his eight-pack abs, his muscles all are glorifying him like he is a Greek God. Seriously Cole?"Are you done checking me out?"
What? Did I just check him out? What is wrong with you Amy? I guess it's not my mistake it is my stupid hormones that can't control themselves.
"Cole what t.." Before I can say anything, he cut me off.
"Parker is so clumsy, clumsy is the nerd but Parker is an idiot while I'm smart as fuck." He finished with a chuckle.
I just wanted to punch him right now. He almost gave me a heart attack so I guess I'm not overreacting, right?
"Cole I.." Again he cut me off.
"Parker you are twenty minutes late." he finished with a smirk.
Seriously? What is wrong with him? Enough is enough, I decided I just have to complete my job fast so I can leave.
"It's not my fault. It's yours, ok? And before you say anything let me tell you this it's already late so, it's time for your study and if you don't want to do so just tell me. I'm not free like you I've so many things to do than to tutor you all day. I uttered all this in one breath. I just hope he understands it and doesn't plan anything fishy. When I looked at his face he looked shocked by my sudden outburst. Well, good for him. But he covered it quickly with a smirk.
"Tell me where is your room?" I demanded.
"Relax babe I know you're dying to be with me." I mentally facepalmed myself.
"Ugh, I'm here to tutor you that's why I asked where your room is so that we can study there."
"I know I know, follow me," he replied with a smirk and I just want to wipe that idiotic smirk off his sexy face. Amy? Sexy? What is wrong with you! He's a playboy so keep that in mind.
"Yeah, I understand that he's a playboy," I muttered under my breath.
"What? Did you say something?" Again that smirk. I didn't reply I just shook my head.
We headed upstairs towards his room. He entered first and I was just standing outside nervously, I don't know why I'm nervous. I was about to enter when he suddenly pulled me into his room or what looks like the framework of one. White sheets covered the bed and there was a two-seater placed near the bed. On the opposite side of the bed, there is a window. Near it, some bean bags were placed. A thin layer of dust coated every visible surface and when I saw the other sides of the walls, I feel disgusted because there were all the posters of half-dressed busty women on the walls.
"Pervert" I muttered.
"I heard you!"
"Glad to know that" I replied as I sat on one of the bean bags and took out all the books from my bag. When I looked up he was standing near me, so close that I can feel his warmth in my arms. He was directly gazing into my eyes. His eyes were hypnotizing. Yeah hypnotizing, his eyes were so deep that I felt like if I looked in it more I'll get lost in it. Get a grip, Amy! I quickly looked down at my books and started flipping pages nervously but he was still there what should I do?
"Water" I yelled out of a sudden and even I don't know what I'm thinking. Yeah, I forgot one thing, I was thirsty back then.
"What?" he looked confused.
"I need some water. Can you give me some water please?"
"Ok! Wait" then he went. I stood up from my place and went towards the window looking outside. I was thinking what is he trying to do. At school, he said that I don't look like a girl and here he is standing so close to me that he almost made me nervous. Suddenly his voice came. I looked in his direction, he has a bucket of water in his hand. Before I could do anything he splashed the whole bucket of water onto me.
"WHAT THE HELL!" I screamed and all I heard was evil laughter...
Seriously God, what have I gotten myself into?Things are getting mixed for them ❤
Don't judge emotions judge Intentions -------------------------------------------------Second time in a day I am completely drenched in cold water. I stood there open-mouthed and soaked, I wanted to curse him but I felt disgusted so I pulled my soaked t-shirt away from me and pushed away from the hair that was stuck to my mouth.Urgh!!I was just struggling to get away from my drenched shirt when I looked up to question him he was just looking into my eyes. His eyes were so hypnotizing. Oh God if I looked into them with the same passion he's looking then I will do something which I might regret later.Then look away damn it.So I started fixing my attire which is completely drenched in water. I don't know when and how he's in
The present tense is all we know regrets of the past we don't show -----------------------------------------------------------The sight of a vehicle is fading in front of my eyes. He's going to leave me alone. I can't see his face. "Please don't go, please don't leave me alone," I shouted on top of my voice but he didn't listen, he just vanished."Amanda wake up! Wake up!" Someone shouted in my ear.Slowly I opened my eyes, everything is in a blur but where am I? I was getting confused when I saw mom's face. Again that dream. I saw that dream again but I couldn't recall anything, everything was in a blur."Hurry up girl otherwise you'll be late and I don't allow tardiness." She demanded then walked away but wait for what? How did I end up here? As far as I remember I was in Cole's car yesterday when we were heading towards my hom
Fallacies are waiting for you everywhere.-----------------------------------------------------------I waited for his answer but a sudden outburst happened. The door opened and in just a moment some girls were looking at me with disgust. Well, I can't deny that I'm looking like some joker covered in paint but what I didn't understand is that they were looking at Cole with their mouth wide open. They were checking him out with lust I think! Eww! Disgusting.How can you say that it's disgusting just to look at him for once?My stupid inner voice can't resist herself. Well, it is not that bad to look at him. So, I moved my head towards playjerk's direction and he's shirtless but when and how he removed his shirt I don't know. His perfect body glorified him and paint colours were all over his body which made him sexier. Yeah, he's sexy but h
Whenever she sleeps, she hooked by the magic of dreams-----------------------------------------------------------Here, what I was thinking is Beyond far away from the reality because I never expected him to be here in my home and cheery on the cake is that he was talking with my mother in my absence."What're you doing here?" I yelled."Oh, I'm here for swimming! Can't you see?" His eyes bored into mine.Only I knew that his stupid sarcasm is not good just like his face.But you thought that his face was sexy remember?''Shutup! I didn't ask for your opinion. " I yelled and regretted. why? Because he heard it."I think you've lost your mind that's why you're blabbering things! Oh, one thing I almost forget is that you don't have a
Not everything happens according to you. -----------------------------------------------------------Finally, the day came the day in which I can feel different the day in which I can be enjoying specialities which normally people do of my age, The day which needs a lot of courageous work.I sighed as I woke up while thinking these things don't know what'll be going to happen today, my alarm alarmed me that I don't have enough time to think about these things. So, I got up and took the quickest shower although I almost sleep for eight hours I feel quite exhausted.I entered the school building with my bag hoisted on my shoulder. I don't know but I have a feeling that today is something different something is not regular then I got it school hallway is almost empty most of the students are not here. It only meant that I'm late, I rushed towards my first
Reality is far away from your imagination. -----------------------------------------------------------As we reached there, the palace is very big made up of white marble, It looks like a mansion a very big mansion."wow," I uttered in astonishment.People were rushing to get to go in there, the parking area is full with all the vehicles or should I say Cars because everywhere where my eyes roaming is just the Cars not normal Cars but all the high-class ravishing cars.Seriously, I don't understand why the hell is this gala or whatever it is happening and above all Dylan is throwing? I'm sure it's not what it looks like, I need to do something to find out or else I"all became mad in all this suspense, let me tell you one thing I can't bear suspense If whenever someone tells me anythi
You didn't even get a hint of it, but your heart gets it all. ----------------------------------------------------------Fact: A handsome guy is kissing me.Curious fact: I don't even know him.Strange fact: I liked it.When his lips crashed mine that was a moment when I forget everything. His lips were so soft and a weird tingling feeling ran through them to the tip of my toes.Slowly, he nibbled on my bottom lip causing my stomach to flip.Oh my god, what should I do? He's kissing me and I don't even know him. This is my first kiss and I'm enjoying it? What the hell is wrong with meJust push him away. Will you? Yeah, I need to push him this is the only thing I can do. I moved my hands to push h
Reality sucks, you just have to deal with it. --------------------------------------------------------- My head isn't. good not at all, it is in pain like It was hit by a bat my throat is dry when I woke up and I've still a headache in my forehead. 'Ohh gosh' I growled. Out of frustration from this headache. I need aspirin immediately, it can help me. I got up my sight is still in a blur but before I go to fetch aspirin my stomach growled making unnecessary noises and I couldn't control it anymore, I ran to the washroom and puked all the contents which I'd in my stomach. 'Yuk' is the nastiest feeling in the world. Ughh, I cleared my mouth after several attempts so that my breath can be studied and not be nasty. I look up in the mir
"Loving is a forever thing" --------------------------------&&--&-:%%-------------;;;- It was breathtaking almost breathtaking!No, even that word wouldn't be enough to describe the palace or place what I can say? Well, it was marvellous and beautiful. It was like those whom I had described in my dreams of castles. And here I'm wondering How much rich one can get? And all the luxurious cars were parked in the parking zone when we were trying to find the place for our old model Desire. We have a special pass which the school has given us. I mean all the school students or members or anybody related to the school had this pass of special entry. I don't know why his parents are doing this? And if they want to; why they are inviting every contiguous body of school as if our existence would matter to them.
Who will you believe? your heart or your brain?---------------------------------------------------------------------It's been a week since that exhausting moment of my life happened in my own house but that incident also changed my relations with my mother, my friends and with the ColeI'm not going to admit that whatever happened was correct of course it was not but I admit that whatever happens had a sign behind it.And the school has changed. Changed for good. people started giving no damn to anyone to whatsoever think the popular students. There were not curious glances anymore only overwhelming gestures to hold on to.I think you guys remember the incident here in the school near the parking area at the gateway when Beatrice and Joseph both went furious and kissed each other noncha
"I want to relinquish in you, for- forever"-----------------------------------------------------------------------"Is she dead?"I heard a fainted voice when everything around me was in black. The wind around me has something different in itself. The first time I felt very light; with no pressure like I'm lost in thoughts."No, she can't be dead she didn't even marry anyone or have children. The fuck she never even dated anyone or left alone the kissing thing. I mean at least she should have lost her virginity before dying."" so Vanessa you want Amanda to lose her virginity before dying?""Ah, Mrs Parker I didn't mean that I mean..""After everything clears up we will talk!"Good for Vess because she can't keep her mouth shut. And I wanted to scream so badly that I've kissed Cole many times but then I realized if I did that I would be the one who was going to be in the limelight for asking so many questions for the rest of my life.Great just great perks of being Amanda parker."Wel
Giving up isn't an option anymore!-------------------------------------------------------------------- You know the moment in your life in which you blame yourself for everything, and you just want to go back to the past perspective but you can't and you are stuck now in that situation in which you were not supposed to be stuck, but why can't we get through other people's mind and see how this world works? Is this hard to get the knowledge?You know what? I shouldn't have come here. I should have thought thoroughly about the situation before coming here but I didn't. now I'm stuck in my room. The door is locked which I locked myself with myself and he was beating the door nonchalantly; singing some stupid song
some things are worth taking the risk for!------------------------------------------------------------------The city with its busy life contemplating the hazardous things with itself is back for us. We have left those heart-capturing sights but we didn't leave our memories there.Or specifically, my memories there. Now, I'm revived that I've my memories that no one can snatch away from me.HA!Who said you can't take risks In your life and get through the past? I know this is a risky thing but some things are worth taking the risk for! And some people and worth fighting for, and believing for.Like this guy with whom I am riding a bike on a way to our school. As I've said before I've never been a fan of speed.I was afraid of it, the shore of the wind and the people around on the street
Don't let anyone snatch away your dreams from you because that's the only thing you have got to fulfil.----------------------------------------------------------------"May you shine my dear daughter. May you shine to the fullest of this world.I might not be here consoling your tears with you.Holding you tight against my arms listening to your heartbeat as I had carried you in my arms in those blossom loving days when you were my princess.You have no idea how much I want to meet you. How much I want to look into your eyes and see the reflection of myself. How much I want to call you my daughter; my Amanda. How much I want to see you walking down the aisle. But I know I can't. my time is coming near and there are things which I wanted to do for you but time has its own thing. It is slipping from my hands from my soul.
Time is the worst enemy of humanity. Because when it passes; you feel nothing!-----------------------------------------------------------------Time...What a fierce thing it is. The thing which doesn't care about anybody. Doesn't stop for anybody, but maybe just maybe it has stopped now.It has stopped every little thing at this moment. The moments which has changed everything.This guy who has a polaroid on his hands looking at me with those vulnerabilities is the same whom I have seen in my dreams. He was the one whom I remember calling my name over and over again after a running car.who looks at me in the sleepless nights, who whispers to me in my dreams, but it still looks like a fainted spot in the dark." I still couldn't get over the fact that you didn't reco
You cannot always meet the horizon of your dreams with your eyes.------------------------------------------------------------------------Being paranoid is something in a situation but what about feeling nothing? What about closing your eyes and the little mind of yours stopped working? And there is nothing!That's what I'm here at nothing!I didn't know and I didn't even realize when I fell on my knees in the mud that was sinking me in its power.I was shaking; my heart was throbbing against my chest, and all those blurry memories of him kept coming back to me.I wanted to stop them from coming back at me but it didn't stop, It fucking didn't! Now all I have of him was his memories, his blurry memories.When the realization hits me on top I realized I lost it! I lost everything in me...
Sometimes, the long paths do not take you to your favourite destination.-----------------------------------------+----------+----------+-------- Do you know? When I was a child I've always adored the sky beyond its limit because at that time I didn't know that it does not have any limit it is neverending like infinity.Those ruffly bundled up clouds whenever looked at me they would be made my mind High, so high that I would get thrilled about it, and think about everything which I don't have.Now! I know I'm being stupid by recovering all those things which had happened in the past. And I've no idea why I'm thinking all these things at this moment in time...But still, I couldn't back away from the hollowness of my chest. Every time I thoug