Reality sucks, you just have to deal with it.
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My head isn't. good not at all, it is in pain like It was hit by a bat my throat is dry when I woke up and I've still a headache in my forehead.
'Ohh gosh' I growled.
Out of frustration from this headache. I need aspirin immediately, it can help me. I got up my sight is still in a blur but before I go to fetch aspirin my stomach growled making unnecessary noises and I couldn't control it anymore, I ran to the washroom and puked all the contents which I'd in my stomach.
'Yuk' is the nastiest feeling in the world. Ughh, I cleared my mouth after several attempts so that my breath can be studied and not be nasty.
I look up in the mir
Sometimes miracles do happen. ---------------------------------------------------------- Its Monday morning, I'm on my way to school on a bus and I don't want to go but I don't have any choice because my dear mother came early this morning, she lectured me about rules and regulations and threatened me that if I"ll did something beyond her expectations then. I"ll be grounded for the rest of my life before I can protest and talk to her she kicked me out .so, that I can go to school. You can pity me because I'm doing the same thing in previous hours and one thing I understand about my mother is that she is a dangerous woman very dangerous woman when it comes to rules and regulations. I arrived at school the journey from home to school is not that much affected me, coz I was lost in my thoughts as always.
Sometimes you can't even stand for your decision. --------------------------------------------------------- Days are going faster than anything, and in the blink of an eye it's the weekend again but it doesn't matter to me. well, I can say that weekends are going to be peaceful at least I've some time to relax and do nothing just lying on my bed in Pajamas, walking around at home like a ghost, eating like a pig and not forgetting that watching television ruthless. these things are my priority to do on weekends because I'm most of the time alone on weekends. Mom is always busy with her work, Sometimes I think that she didn't even care about me! She always is busy with her work no matter what the condition is, So, I just have to enjoy myself on the weekends and if you'r
Everything happens for a reason. ---------------------------------------------------------- On our way back home everyone was silent. I ignored all the curious gazes which kept coming around from Dylan and Cole and only exchanged my gaze with Vess she understood what the situation is and diverted all the curious glances from me to anything else. I think it is the best thing about having a best friend in life where you can understand each other with just one look. Cole also remained silent during the whole ride as he was in shock how can he receive a slap from a girl or maybe he didn't take it too seriously after all he's Cole at the end. When I noticed his cheek it looked a little bit swollen and still red .atleast something is still in its correct place. Home is
Don't ever put yourself down. ----------------------------------------------------------- I hurried to go to the Principal's room, everyone was watching my every move, when I exited from Cafeteria. when I reached there, through the hallway there were a lot of students present there. I didn't recognize any of them until my gaze fell on one particular boy Cole Maxwell, so he's also here for the competition. However, it's not the question of why is he here or not? He can be anywhere according to his mind, the hell I care, but the thing is why I'm here? I hadn't given my name for this stupid, good for nothing competition. I don't even like to participate in this. Moreover, I don't want to be in the spotlight for the rest of my year in school. Let's think just for a minute t
Imagination gives us wings. --------------------------------------------------------- I don't know why I hadn't told her before! Why do I hide things from her?, maybe I don't know the correct answers to it, but one thing for sure is I have a fear of judgement. Yeah, I've it. I don't tell everything which is running in my mind, and above all, I can't explain myself. ..yet, when Vess confronted me, all night. I spilt the truth, what had happened in these days, since that day of Hamptons to yesterday's, Challenge. I expected her, to get angry at me, or yell at me, and maybe even judge me, but I was wrong. All she did was hold me and gave me the courage to win. She's goin
Don't lose humanity, for the sake of competition. ----------------------------------------------------------- We all stood there, exasperated. As the middle-aged bald man opened his mouth again, I mean why can't he just say all things at one time? He was making us all anxious. "These clues are going to be tough, make sure you guys use your brain. Anyways, five teams will be selected from ten, so make sure you were quick in everything, Understood!!! " he screamed through the microphone. We all nodded our heads, in what looked like an understatement between ourselves, while Mr Bennett's eyes grinned suspiciously, as he doesn't believe his school students would be that smart enough to handle pressure like this. All the students, started whispering, muttering in eac
Periodically, Initials are more powerful Than words. ----------------------------------------------------------- I took that small folded paper, gently in my hands, and opened it in a quick stern. With my trembling fingers. 'The region where you can't see anything from your eyes, still my very educated mother just served us noodles, but you get burnt! Then what will you do? ' What the hell! I just read? I was so lost in my assumptions that I didn't realise Veronica. She stood in front of me again. Like always, and snatched that paper from my hands. While practically digging her nails over my palm. "Ouch! " a voice yelled through my throat. "Don't ever try to be on top. Bame
In the last, the only thing that matters is happiness.------------------------------------------------------------The last chance of everything may create wonders. We don't know what will be going to happen. All we can do is try, try until we succeed, try until our last breath. As we know that at last, what remains is a success.All these quotations of words were running in my mind, No matter how hard we tried, still another team was stood in front of us, outside the library. I almost forget, that in the last there will be two teams for one clue, it means that if we have to win this round. We have to beat the shit out of other teams.Though, judging is absurd according to me. whatever, those who are stood in front of us, hovering our shadows with their folded hands, as they want to tell us,'dude, we got power, while you got none. and silently telli
"Loving is a forever thing" --------------------------------&&--&-:%%-------------;;;- It was breathtaking almost breathtaking!No, even that word wouldn't be enough to describe the palace or place what I can say? Well, it was marvellous and beautiful. It was like those whom I had described in my dreams of castles. And here I'm wondering How much rich one can get? And all the luxurious cars were parked in the parking zone when we were trying to find the place for our old model Desire. We have a special pass which the school has given us. I mean all the school students or members or anybody related to the school had this pass of special entry. I don't know why his parents are doing this? And if they want to; why they are inviting every contiguous body of school as if our existence would matter to them.
Who will you believe? your heart or your brain?---------------------------------------------------------------------It's been a week since that exhausting moment of my life happened in my own house but that incident also changed my relations with my mother, my friends and with the ColeI'm not going to admit that whatever happened was correct of course it was not but I admit that whatever happens had a sign behind it.And the school has changed. Changed for good. people started giving no damn to anyone to whatsoever think the popular students. There were not curious glances anymore only overwhelming gestures to hold on to.I think you guys remember the incident here in the school near the parking area at the gateway when Beatrice and Joseph both went furious and kissed each other noncha
"I want to relinquish in you, for- forever"-----------------------------------------------------------------------"Is she dead?"I heard a fainted voice when everything around me was in black. The wind around me has something different in itself. The first time I felt very light; with no pressure like I'm lost in thoughts."No, she can't be dead she didn't even marry anyone or have children. The fuck she never even dated anyone or left alone the kissing thing. I mean at least she should have lost her virginity before dying."" so Vanessa you want Amanda to lose her virginity before dying?""Ah, Mrs Parker I didn't mean that I mean..""After everything clears up we will talk!"Good for Vess because she can't keep her mouth shut. And I wanted to scream so badly that I've kissed Cole many times but then I realized if I did that I would be the one who was going to be in the limelight for asking so many questions for the rest of my life.Great just great perks of being Amanda parker."Wel
Giving up isn't an option anymore!-------------------------------------------------------------------- You know the moment in your life in which you blame yourself for everything, and you just want to go back to the past perspective but you can't and you are stuck now in that situation in which you were not supposed to be stuck, but why can't we get through other people's mind and see how this world works? Is this hard to get the knowledge?You know what? I shouldn't have come here. I should have thought thoroughly about the situation before coming here but I didn't. now I'm stuck in my room. The door is locked which I locked myself with myself and he was beating the door nonchalantly; singing some stupid song
some things are worth taking the risk for!------------------------------------------------------------------The city with its busy life contemplating the hazardous things with itself is back for us. We have left those heart-capturing sights but we didn't leave our memories there.Or specifically, my memories there. Now, I'm revived that I've my memories that no one can snatch away from me.HA!Who said you can't take risks In your life and get through the past? I know this is a risky thing but some things are worth taking the risk for! And some people and worth fighting for, and believing for.Like this guy with whom I am riding a bike on a way to our school. As I've said before I've never been a fan of speed.I was afraid of it, the shore of the wind and the people around on the street
Don't let anyone snatch away your dreams from you because that's the only thing you have got to fulfil.----------------------------------------------------------------"May you shine my dear daughter. May you shine to the fullest of this world.I might not be here consoling your tears with you.Holding you tight against my arms listening to your heartbeat as I had carried you in my arms in those blossom loving days when you were my princess.You have no idea how much I want to meet you. How much I want to look into your eyes and see the reflection of myself. How much I want to call you my daughter; my Amanda. How much I want to see you walking down the aisle. But I know I can't. my time is coming near and there are things which I wanted to do for you but time has its own thing. It is slipping from my hands from my soul.
Time is the worst enemy of humanity. Because when it passes; you feel nothing!-----------------------------------------------------------------Time...What a fierce thing it is. The thing which doesn't care about anybody. Doesn't stop for anybody, but maybe just maybe it has stopped now.It has stopped every little thing at this moment. The moments which has changed everything.This guy who has a polaroid on his hands looking at me with those vulnerabilities is the same whom I have seen in my dreams. He was the one whom I remember calling my name over and over again after a running car.who looks at me in the sleepless nights, who whispers to me in my dreams, but it still looks like a fainted spot in the dark." I still couldn't get over the fact that you didn't reco
You cannot always meet the horizon of your dreams with your eyes.------------------------------------------------------------------------Being paranoid is something in a situation but what about feeling nothing? What about closing your eyes and the little mind of yours stopped working? And there is nothing!That's what I'm here at nothing!I didn't know and I didn't even realize when I fell on my knees in the mud that was sinking me in its power.I was shaking; my heart was throbbing against my chest, and all those blurry memories of him kept coming back to me.I wanted to stop them from coming back at me but it didn't stop, It fucking didn't! Now all I have of him was his memories, his blurry memories.When the realization hits me on top I realized I lost it! I lost everything in me...
Sometimes, the long paths do not take you to your favourite destination.-----------------------------------------+----------+----------+-------- Do you know? When I was a child I've always adored the sky beyond its limit because at that time I didn't know that it does not have any limit it is neverending like infinity.Those ruffly bundled up clouds whenever looked at me they would be made my mind High, so high that I would get thrilled about it, and think about everything which I don't have.Now! I know I'm being stupid by recovering all those things which had happened in the past. And I've no idea why I'm thinking all these things at this moment in time...But still, I couldn't back away from the hollowness of my chest. Every time I thoug