Sydney McCarthney's Point of View
I don't know what to do. Today is our engagement party and I still don't have the courage to face him. He thinks that I like this fixed marraige. He blamed me for the death of her love once.
After that confrontation I could hardly sleep. My conscience torments me because of what he said.
"Tsk. Stop acting like you don't know anything. Is that why you talked to me last night because you wanted to be close to me? Desperate!"
I couldn't stop myself to slap him really hard on his face. I am raging with madness while looking at him.
Does he really thinks I liked to marry him? Then he's foolish.
"Are you done insulting me?" I asked him angrily.
"Do you really think I want to marry you? Then wake up! I don't want to marry you but I have no choice."
I shook my head and wiped the tears that were about to fall from my eyes.
Why am I weak when it comes to this? Why do I cry every time I am overwhelmed with anger?
"If you had asked her marry you, this wouldn't have happened—I shouldn't have to marry you," I told him. "But the damage has already been done. She's gone and I will be tied up to the person who hated me."
I shook my head gently as I remembered that incident again.
When will he disappear from my mind?
"Can I back out to this engagement, Dad?" I asked my father the moment we enter the venue.
My whole body was shaking with fear as if I wanted to go home and withdraw from this engagement.
I don't want to see him because seeing him make me more anxious.
"There's no turning back, Hija. You and Mr. Mufasa will get married and this engagement party will make everything officials. Remember this is for the expansion of our business, nothing more," father said while having no regrets on his tone.
"Don't fall for his game or else you will be lost at the end," he added before he go to his friends and business partners.
I was left here in the entrance and all eyes are on me. But I didn't care about them. I roamed around and to see if he was there, but I was greatful that I didn't saw him in the party.
"You must me, Sydney?" I looked at the woman who mentioned my name.
"Yes, I am," I said while having a smile on my lips.
"You look gorgeous in your dress," she said.
"Thank you so much, Madame. Likewise, you are gorgeous in—"
Before I could finish my words, I saw him coming to my direction. He was holding a boquet of flowers. My mouth agape when he call the woman as mother.
"Mom, what are you doing here? Are you harassing my fiance?" He asked while stressing the word fiance, he was still smiling at me sarcastically.
"Son, I'm not harassing your fiance. I was just greeting her and honestly she's beautiful, and she has a very nice attitude," his mother replied.
"Yes, mom, she is very kind. You know me," he said and grabbed me by the waist. "I know how to choose a wife material. Although grandpa chose her for me."
He brought his face close to my ear and whispered.
"Just go with the flow if you want our marriage to go through. I know you want to marry me."
"You still assume that I really wanted to marry you?" I asked him with a soft tone. "Wake up, Zyko. This marriage is for the sake of our business."
I smiled at him then at his mother who was smiling at us. I can see in the lady's face that she is excited about her son's wedding.
"I'll just go to your daddy, Zyk. Take care of your fiance," his mother told him.
Zyko's mother left us where we were standing. And when the lady finally left, I immediately untied Zyko's hand from my waist.
I rolled my eyes as I distanced myself from him. I don't want to get near to him.
"Don't do anything stupid," I told him as I shoot him a sharp look. But he just gave me an evil smile.
"Relax, Syd, I'm just having fun. Just don't let me get bored in this party," he said while chuckling that made me annoy even more.
"I am warning you, Zyko Maurice."
He just laugh while shaking his head continously. I was just looking at him until he's done laughing.
"Are you done?" I asked him, bored.
"If yes, can we go now on the stage because everyone is waiting for us," I added as I turned my back on him.
I started to walked through the stage. I know Zyko is following me. I was about to hold the emcee's hand as support when Zyko held my hand and support me to be in the stage.
"You don't have to held that emcee's hand. You know me, I'm a teritorial person," he whispered.
I just rolled my eyes and ignore what he said.
Teritorial his face! Damn his fucking game!
"So again let's have a message from our couple."
I was about to get the microphone from the emcee's when Zyko get it from the emcee's hand.
"Uhmm I just want to say that, thank you for coming to our engagement party. I know all of you is waiting for the official announcement. And here I am saying that I and Sydney McCarthney is officially engage," Zyko said while looking at me.
I feel cringed on what he was saying.
"Being a fiance of the lady beside me is an honor. She is a wife material, a very kind woman. I want to spend the rest of my life to her," he added that made me disgust even more.
The hell how could he say those fucking words. So disgusting!
I didn't listen to what he said next because I was losing the will to listen. I hate it because it's all just plastic.
He was just playing around.
When Zyko finished speaking, he immediately returned the microphone to the emcee. He did not let me speak my message.
It seems that the emcee understood what Zyko wanted to convey.
"I guess the soon to be groom is territorial."
It looks like those people are still enjoying the party while I'm very irritated by what Zyko is doing.
After the introduction and messages from both families to Zyko and me, we were getting off the stage.
The party continued. People were happy while I sat alone in the dark part of the occupied function hall.
I know that I will be in trouble if I marry that man. I feel that he will make me suffer and I will not let him.
Sydney McCarthney's Point of ViewIt's been month after the engagement party and today is the end of my single era. It's my wedding day.I was wishing that Zyko will not come to this wedding. However my family's plan will be ruined and I'm sure they will blame me for it."Are you ready for your wedding," My mother asked me.I just looked at her and smile."I'm dishonest if I said yes.""Stop your drama, Syd," she warned me."I am not, Mom. I am just being honest," I replied and look at her in the mirror. "I told you if I had a choice, I will not agree to this marraige."My mother held my arm. " Don't do anything stupid, lady. I am warning you."It's me and my mother inside the hotel we rent near the church where the wedding will be held. In this hotel also will be the venue of our reception."I won't. Just let my arm go," I said while pretending that I wasn't hurt.I feel how her long nails dug into my skin and it's hurt.She let go my arm and shoot me a sharp look. She compose hersel
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View It is difficult to marry and live together with someone you despise. We need to get along well because he's my husband. I also had not expected fixed marriage to be so difficult. After Zyko and I married, he rarely returned home. I keep thinking that he despises me so much that he doesn't want me to reside in the same house. But what do I do? This is the only one. We must act as husband and wife. Zyko has been causing me stress in recent days. He hasn't returned home in almost a week, and I'm not sure where he is. He didn't tell me when he left the home and didn't explain what he was doing. I don't even care if he doesn't want to return home. But I was worried since his granddad constantly asking about his well-being. I'm at a loss for words since I'm completely clueless. "What kind of face is that?" My brows automatically raised when I heard his voice from behind. I looked at him in the mirror, I shoot him a death glare. "Oh you still
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View After the arguement happens in the kitchen this morning, I and Zyko never talked to each other. He just left the house peacefully and I don't care if he don't want to go home. I will be thankful if that happens because my life will be in peace. Nana Isabelle never ask me about it. Maybe she understood the assignment already. I was sitting on the rocking chair here in the pool area while relaxing and feel the freshness of the wind that touches on my skin. Without his presence in this house is very peaceful. There is no negative energy in this house. "Your mother is here, Syd," I heard Nana Isabelle said from behind. The smile on my lips faded when I heard the word mother from Nana Isabelle. "Where is she?" I nonchalantly asked. "I'm here at your back," My mother replied in a flat tone. "Is that how to you welcome your mother into your house?" I rolled my eyes because of irration. On the other hand I turned to face her and ask, "What are you d
Sydney McCarthney Point of View There was a haze in the sky, so the moon surrounded by bluish rings. It looked like a beautiful silver ball setting on the velvet cushion. I was here at the terace of our room waiting for him to go home despite the blistering cold.I was wondering what is he doing right now? Is he doing something stupid? What if he does? What will I do? I don't know what I can to him, All I know is I won't let him tainted my name. I know he is capable on doing that but don't he dare. I looked at my watch and it's already two in the morning and yet he's not coming home. I sigh. "Maybe my husband is not coming home." I went inside our room and locked the glass door of the terrace. I covered it with the ivory colored curtain. I jumped into the bed and cover myself with the soft comforter. I turned off the lamp-shade and close my eyes— letting my sleepness consumed me. When the morning came, I woke up with something heavy on my stomach. My heart almost jumped out of m
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View I confidently entered the mall wearing simply a black tank top and baggy pants. I was wearing sunglasses and carried my ivory Chanel little purse.Many eyes were on me, but I chose to ignore them. It takes a long time to leave the house again, so I am savoring this moment. But when I go home, I know Zyko will swoon over with my beauty. I just finished getting my hair done at the salon earlier before I came here to the mall. I will only buy a some clothes here because I am going to see someone. He is a good friend of mine.I entered a boutique and was greeted with a beautiful smile by their sales lady. "What are you looking for, Ma'am?" she asked me. I ignored her and just looked around. I get clothes that are hanging that I think will suit me. I gave it to her and she took it from my hand. She was just following me while I was just taking clothes that caught my interest. When I couldn't see anything, I turned my back to the sales lady and gave h
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View Various of smells stink my nose as we walked into a famous club here in the Philippines. A lot of people were looking at our direction but we just ignore them. They're not the reason why we are here. "Some people here are stinky. Aren't they bothered by their smell?" I asked with a mixture of disgust in my tone. "Leave them alone because it's their body. It's normal to have that smell," Lana said as we both entered a VIP room of the club. Of course! Lana will pay the room. I don't want to spend Zyko's money because that man might be even more angry with me. Speaking of him, he called me a few times before Lana and I came here. Of course I didn't answer the phone call. I'll let him think where I am as he does to me. I want to get even to him that's it. "What is your order, Ma'am?" the waiter asked. "Just give us one of your best seller vodka and one bottle of tequilla," Lana said as she gave her credit card to the waiter. I frowned looking at he
Zyko Maurice Mufasa's Point of View I'm almost going crazy waiting for Sydney to come home. Until now I'm still trying to call her cell phone and as usual it's dead. It looks like she meant to turn it off so I wouldn't bother her. I'm looking at the clock on my cellphone and it's damn past midnight and she's not home yet. I don't know what to do, even my tracker friend didn't know where she was.I was walking back and forth in the living room, worried about her because maybe where did she go or something happened to her."Sir, maybe Syd is at a friend's house right now and she didn't tell you," said Nana Isabelle. I didn't notice that he was already here by my side. I looked at her. "Do you know any of her friends?" I asked. "Sydney is secretive regarding with her friends, Sir. She doesn't let us know and I don't know about that kid," answered Nana Isabelle with a sigh."But I think Sydney is doing this because to make you feel what you are doing to her..." She stopped talking and
Sydney McCartney's Point of ViewI kept looking at Zyko who had his back to me. He was facing what he was cooking. When I woke up earlier he was not by my side and when I went here I found him cooking.He also told me that he would cook me breakfast. So I really wonder what comes in his mind why he wanted to cook breakfast for me. I was also wondering how I got home last night. The only thing I remember was being at the club with Lana."Are you hungry yet?" Zyko asked. He turned to look at me and gave me a sweet smile. "It's going to be quick so wait for a moment and you can eat."My lips parted while looking at him. Is he serious? I mean he's not like that. So, why is he like that now? It is impossible for a person to change overnight. Now I am really wondering what happened last night.I am also thinking this is pat of his game.I shook my head and smiled back at him. "I'm not hungry yet. Just take your time.”I am willing to be part of his game as long as he will lose at the end
Sydney McCartney's Point of ViewI kept looking at Zyko who had his back to me. He was facing what he was cooking. When I woke up earlier he was not by my side and when I went here I found him cooking.He also told me that he would cook me breakfast. So I really wonder what comes in his mind why he wanted to cook breakfast for me. I was also wondering how I got home last night. The only thing I remember was being at the club with Lana."Are you hungry yet?" Zyko asked. He turned to look at me and gave me a sweet smile. "It's going to be quick so wait for a moment and you can eat."My lips parted while looking at him. Is he serious? I mean he's not like that. So, why is he like that now? It is impossible for a person to change overnight. Now I am really wondering what happened last night.I am also thinking this is pat of his game.I shook my head and smiled back at him. "I'm not hungry yet. Just take your time.”I am willing to be part of his game as long as he will lose at the end
Zyko Maurice Mufasa's Point of View I'm almost going crazy waiting for Sydney to come home. Until now I'm still trying to call her cell phone and as usual it's dead. It looks like she meant to turn it off so I wouldn't bother her. I'm looking at the clock on my cellphone and it's damn past midnight and she's not home yet. I don't know what to do, even my tracker friend didn't know where she was.I was walking back and forth in the living room, worried about her because maybe where did she go or something happened to her."Sir, maybe Syd is at a friend's house right now and she didn't tell you," said Nana Isabelle. I didn't notice that he was already here by my side. I looked at her. "Do you know any of her friends?" I asked. "Sydney is secretive regarding with her friends, Sir. She doesn't let us know and I don't know about that kid," answered Nana Isabelle with a sigh."But I think Sydney is doing this because to make you feel what you are doing to her..." She stopped talking and
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View Various of smells stink my nose as we walked into a famous club here in the Philippines. A lot of people were looking at our direction but we just ignore them. They're not the reason why we are here. "Some people here are stinky. Aren't they bothered by their smell?" I asked with a mixture of disgust in my tone. "Leave them alone because it's their body. It's normal to have that smell," Lana said as we both entered a VIP room of the club. Of course! Lana will pay the room. I don't want to spend Zyko's money because that man might be even more angry with me. Speaking of him, he called me a few times before Lana and I came here. Of course I didn't answer the phone call. I'll let him think where I am as he does to me. I want to get even to him that's it. "What is your order, Ma'am?" the waiter asked. "Just give us one of your best seller vodka and one bottle of tequilla," Lana said as she gave her credit card to the waiter. I frowned looking at he
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View I confidently entered the mall wearing simply a black tank top and baggy pants. I was wearing sunglasses and carried my ivory Chanel little purse.Many eyes were on me, but I chose to ignore them. It takes a long time to leave the house again, so I am savoring this moment. But when I go home, I know Zyko will swoon over with my beauty. I just finished getting my hair done at the salon earlier before I came here to the mall. I will only buy a some clothes here because I am going to see someone. He is a good friend of mine.I entered a boutique and was greeted with a beautiful smile by their sales lady. "What are you looking for, Ma'am?" she asked me. I ignored her and just looked around. I get clothes that are hanging that I think will suit me. I gave it to her and she took it from my hand. She was just following me while I was just taking clothes that caught my interest. When I couldn't see anything, I turned my back to the sales lady and gave h
Sydney McCarthney Point of View There was a haze in the sky, so the moon surrounded by bluish rings. It looked like a beautiful silver ball setting on the velvet cushion. I was here at the terace of our room waiting for him to go home despite the blistering cold.I was wondering what is he doing right now? Is he doing something stupid? What if he does? What will I do? I don't know what I can to him, All I know is I won't let him tainted my name. I know he is capable on doing that but don't he dare. I looked at my watch and it's already two in the morning and yet he's not coming home. I sigh. "Maybe my husband is not coming home." I went inside our room and locked the glass door of the terrace. I covered it with the ivory colored curtain. I jumped into the bed and cover myself with the soft comforter. I turned off the lamp-shade and close my eyes— letting my sleepness consumed me. When the morning came, I woke up with something heavy on my stomach. My heart almost jumped out of m
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View After the arguement happens in the kitchen this morning, I and Zyko never talked to each other. He just left the house peacefully and I don't care if he don't want to go home. I will be thankful if that happens because my life will be in peace. Nana Isabelle never ask me about it. Maybe she understood the assignment already. I was sitting on the rocking chair here in the pool area while relaxing and feel the freshness of the wind that touches on my skin. Without his presence in this house is very peaceful. There is no negative energy in this house. "Your mother is here, Syd," I heard Nana Isabelle said from behind. The smile on my lips faded when I heard the word mother from Nana Isabelle. "Where is she?" I nonchalantly asked. "I'm here at your back," My mother replied in a flat tone. "Is that how to you welcome your mother into your house?" I rolled my eyes because of irration. On the other hand I turned to face her and ask, "What are you d
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View It is difficult to marry and live together with someone you despise. We need to get along well because he's my husband. I also had not expected fixed marriage to be so difficult. After Zyko and I married, he rarely returned home. I keep thinking that he despises me so much that he doesn't want me to reside in the same house. But what do I do? This is the only one. We must act as husband and wife. Zyko has been causing me stress in recent days. He hasn't returned home in almost a week, and I'm not sure where he is. He didn't tell me when he left the home and didn't explain what he was doing. I don't even care if he doesn't want to return home. But I was worried since his granddad constantly asking about his well-being. I'm at a loss for words since I'm completely clueless. "What kind of face is that?" My brows automatically raised when I heard his voice from behind. I looked at him in the mirror, I shoot him a death glare. "Oh you still
Sydney McCarthney's Point of ViewIt's been month after the engagement party and today is the end of my single era. It's my wedding day.I was wishing that Zyko will not come to this wedding. However my family's plan will be ruined and I'm sure they will blame me for it."Are you ready for your wedding," My mother asked me.I just looked at her and smile."I'm dishonest if I said yes.""Stop your drama, Syd," she warned me."I am not, Mom. I am just being honest," I replied and look at her in the mirror. "I told you if I had a choice, I will not agree to this marraige."My mother held my arm. " Don't do anything stupid, lady. I am warning you."It's me and my mother inside the hotel we rent near the church where the wedding will be held. In this hotel also will be the venue of our reception."I won't. Just let my arm go," I said while pretending that I wasn't hurt.I feel how her long nails dug into my skin and it's hurt.She let go my arm and shoot me a sharp look. She compose hersel
Sydney McCarthney's Point of ViewI don't know what to do. Today is our engagement party and I still don't have the courage to face him. He thinks that I like this fixed marraige. He blamed me for the death of her love once.After that confrontation I could hardly sleep. My conscience torments me because of what he said."Tsk. Stop acting like you don't know anything. Is that why you talked to me last night because you wanted to be close to me? Desperate!"I couldn't stop myself to slap him really hard on his face. I am raging with madness while looking at him.Does he really thinks I liked to marry him? Then he's foolish. "Are you done insulting me?" I asked him angrily."Do you really think I want to marry you? Then wake up! I don't want to marry you but I have no choice."I shook my head and wiped the tears that were about to fall from my eyes.Why am I weak when it comes to this? Why do I cry every time I am overwhelmed with anger?"If you had asked her marry you, this wouldn't