Sydney McCarthney's Point of View
I was swaying my hips while keeping up with the rhythm of the music. I was dancing like a whore and I can feel that I was free. However after this night everything will be back to reality. I'm getting married to someone I don't love and that's reality.
The beat of the music was too loud. I stopped dancing when I felt someone grab my waist. I removed his hand in disgust. I faced him and immediately slapped him in the face.
"Asshole!"
I gave him a sharp look but he just gave me a devilish smile as if he has an evil plan.
"Jerk!" I said that before I leave him in the dance floor.
I returned to the counter full of irritation. I immediately ordered another drink. I know I'm a bit drunk but I can handle myself.
Cassidy is with me but I can't find where she is. I don't know where she went, and where she is now.
But even if she's not here now, I can go home. I can still drive even I'm drunk..
I stopped drinking when I felt someone sitting in the seat next to me. I looked at him and saw how sad he was.
Maybe something happened to him.
"Do you have a problem?" I asked him.
He just looked at me and frowned. He ignored me instead he just ordered a hard drink.
I just shrugged and ignored him. He must be greatful because I asked and I want to make him feel better despite my problem.
I fully thought that he would not speak anymore but I was surprised when he suddenly spoke.
"Do you know that feeling that you are going to get married but not to the person you want?"
He laughed bitterly. "I mean you're getting married because that is what your grandfather's wish."
We have the same situation. But him, was his grandfather's request and mine was my parents choice because of the company.
"Are you here?" I asked him.
He nodded in response. "Because of that fixed marraige, my girlfriend and I broke up."
"I feel you," I said to him.
"But we're different because I'm getting married to someone I've never met and I don't have a boyfriend. I didn't agree to it but I had no choice," I added as I looked away from him.
He didn't speak yet so I asked again.
"How many years have you and your girlfriend been in a relationship?"
I was not disappointed because I immediately got an answer from him. "It's been four years."
"And in those four years you had no intention of asking her to marry you? I mean you love her right?" I asked him again.
He was quiet at what I said. Maybe I offended him. I was about to apologize but his answer stopped me.
"And I regret for not doing that. If I could turn back the time, I will ask her to marry me," he said with regret in his tone.
"Why do you ask to go back to the past when you can now... you still have time to go back," I advised to him.
But my eyes widened when he replied on my statement. My eyes widen while I'm looking at him, I felt pity and sadness towards him.
"She's gone already."
"Yesterday he found out that I'm getting married and when I chased after him I saw how he got hit by a car. I blame myself for what happened. His family hates me and doesn't want me to show him..."
"I'm really sorry for your loss." I tapped his back to comfort him. This man is really broke inside and outside. It'a traumatic for him to see how his love once died. My problem is nothing compared to his problems.
"I can be your pillow tonight. You can cry and tell your problem," I added.
He shook his head continously as he gave space between us. "I can't."
I nodded my head as response.
"I'm sorry, lady but I have to go," he said as he left me in the bar counter.
I heaved a sigh.
Maybe he will go to the girl he loves. He feels sad because the person he loved so much died. I am annoyed with the woman who will marry him because why did she agree to marry that person? Does he not know that the person she is supposed to marry has a girlfriend?
Look what she've done, the woman died.
I just shook my head and continued drinking. I also had a few shots of tequila before I stopped drinking. I stood up from sitting but I almost fell due to the rotation of my vision. I slowly closed my eyes because of the dizziness. I was also holding on to my seat earlier.
If I couldn't hear the music before, now I feel like I want to break all their music systems, but I can't do that because I might get complained about it.
I felt someone grab my shoulder. His smell was so familiar that I slowly opened my eyes.
It was him, that man I was talking to earlier. Did he come back? Or did he really leave?
"Are you alright?" he asked. His voice was so soft in my ears it fells like a lullaby music.
Gad! Stop that Sydney!
I shook my head.
"My head hurts and I feel diziness," I said honestly.
"You must be that drunk. I will head you off to your house," he uttered
He helped me out of the bar. He kept holding my shoulder and waist and I just let it go because I knew he was unharmed.
With his arms I feel safe.
When we got out of the bar, he asked me where my car was but I couldn't answer because my head was so heavy. I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
"I-I w-wouldn't be like this if-"
I couldn't finish what I was going to say because my eyelid couldn't stop it from closing.
Before I was completely swept away by the darkness, I felt the man brought me into the car.
"I will make your life miserable for choosing to marry me," said by the guy, whose holding a gun as if he was going to kill me.
I can't see his face because it's blurry.
He was ready to pull the trigger on me when I shouted and woken up from my nightmare.
I held my chest because it was beating so fast. I also looked at the person who entered the room and my eyes widened when I saw the man I was talking to last night.
I looked at myself and took a deep breath because I was still wearing my clothes.
Gadd! Thank you that nothing happened between us last night.
I looked around the room and it was not familiar to me. This must be his room.
"I brought you here to my condo since I didn't know where your house was. I asked you but you lost consciousness. And don't worry I didn't touch you or whatever in your mind," he said.
"I'm sorry for the trouble..." I left from lying on his bed. I straightened myself up and looked for my stuff. I am very grateful because it is sitting on top of the small table here in his room. I quickly took it and faced him.
I smiled at him. "I'm sorry and thank you for taking care of me. But I have to go."
"Are you leaving?" he asked me to stop me from walking out of his room.
"Yes, maybe my parents are looking for me," I answered.
He laughed at what I said. What's funny with what I said?
"Really, Sydney McCarthney?" he asked me, so I faced him with surprise on my face.
How did he know my name. I don't remember telling him my name.
"Can you leave the person you are going to marry? Can you leave the person who lost his girlfriend because she wanted to marry me?" His question confused my mind even more.
the person I'm going to marry? How? I mean him?
"What are you saying?" I asked him with irritation in my tone.
"Tsk. Stop acting like you don't know anything. Is that why you talked to me last night because you wanted to be close to me? Desperate!"
Sydney McCarthney's Point of ViewI don't know what to do. Today is our engagement party and I still don't have the courage to face him. He thinks that I like this fixed marraige. He blamed me for the death of her love once.After that confrontation I could hardly sleep. My conscience torments me because of what he said."Tsk. Stop acting like you don't know anything. Is that why you talked to me last night because you wanted to be close to me? Desperate!"I couldn't stop myself to slap him really hard on his face. I am raging with madness while looking at him.Does he really thinks I liked to marry him? Then he's foolish. "Are you done insulting me?" I asked him angrily."Do you really think I want to marry you? Then wake up! I don't want to marry you but I have no choice."I shook my head and wiped the tears that were about to fall from my eyes.Why am I weak when it comes to this? Why do I cry every time I am overwhelmed with anger?"If you had asked her marry you, this wouldn't
Sydney McCarthney's Point of ViewIt's been month after the engagement party and today is the end of my single era. It's my wedding day.I was wishing that Zyko will not come to this wedding. However my family's plan will be ruined and I'm sure they will blame me for it."Are you ready for your wedding," My mother asked me.I just looked at her and smile."I'm dishonest if I said yes.""Stop your drama, Syd," she warned me."I am not, Mom. I am just being honest," I replied and look at her in the mirror. "I told you if I had a choice, I will not agree to this marraige."My mother held my arm. " Don't do anything stupid, lady. I am warning you."It's me and my mother inside the hotel we rent near the church where the wedding will be held. In this hotel also will be the venue of our reception."I won't. Just let my arm go," I said while pretending that I wasn't hurt.I feel how her long nails dug into my skin and it's hurt.She let go my arm and shoot me a sharp look. She compose hersel
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View It is difficult to marry and live together with someone you despise. We need to get along well because he's my husband. I also had not expected fixed marriage to be so difficult. After Zyko and I married, he rarely returned home. I keep thinking that he despises me so much that he doesn't want me to reside in the same house. But what do I do? This is the only one. We must act as husband and wife. Zyko has been causing me stress in recent days. He hasn't returned home in almost a week, and I'm not sure where he is. He didn't tell me when he left the home and didn't explain what he was doing. I don't even care if he doesn't want to return home. But I was worried since his granddad constantly asking about his well-being. I'm at a loss for words since I'm completely clueless. "What kind of face is that?" My brows automatically raised when I heard his voice from behind. I looked at him in the mirror, I shoot him a death glare. "Oh you still
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View After the arguement happens in the kitchen this morning, I and Zyko never talked to each other. He just left the house peacefully and I don't care if he don't want to go home. I will be thankful if that happens because my life will be in peace. Nana Isabelle never ask me about it. Maybe she understood the assignment already. I was sitting on the rocking chair here in the pool area while relaxing and feel the freshness of the wind that touches on my skin. Without his presence in this house is very peaceful. There is no negative energy in this house. "Your mother is here, Syd," I heard Nana Isabelle said from behind. The smile on my lips faded when I heard the word mother from Nana Isabelle. "Where is she?" I nonchalantly asked. "I'm here at your back," My mother replied in a flat tone. "Is that how to you welcome your mother into your house?" I rolled my eyes because of irration. On the other hand I turned to face her and ask, "What are you d
Sydney McCarthney Point of View There was a haze in the sky, so the moon surrounded by bluish rings. It looked like a beautiful silver ball setting on the velvet cushion. I was here at the terace of our room waiting for him to go home despite the blistering cold.I was wondering what is he doing right now? Is he doing something stupid? What if he does? What will I do? I don't know what I can to him, All I know is I won't let him tainted my name. I know he is capable on doing that but don't he dare. I looked at my watch and it's already two in the morning and yet he's not coming home. I sigh. "Maybe my husband is not coming home." I went inside our room and locked the glass door of the terrace. I covered it with the ivory colored curtain. I jumped into the bed and cover myself with the soft comforter. I turned off the lamp-shade and close my eyes— letting my sleepness consumed me. When the morning came, I woke up with something heavy on my stomach. My heart almost jumped out of m
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View I confidently entered the mall wearing simply a black tank top and baggy pants. I was wearing sunglasses and carried my ivory Chanel little purse.Many eyes were on me, but I chose to ignore them. It takes a long time to leave the house again, so I am savoring this moment. But when I go home, I know Zyko will swoon over with my beauty. I just finished getting my hair done at the salon earlier before I came here to the mall. I will only buy a some clothes here because I am going to see someone. He is a good friend of mine.I entered a boutique and was greeted with a beautiful smile by their sales lady. "What are you looking for, Ma'am?" she asked me. I ignored her and just looked around. I get clothes that are hanging that I think will suit me. I gave it to her and she took it from my hand. She was just following me while I was just taking clothes that caught my interest. When I couldn't see anything, I turned my back to the sales lady and gave h
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View Various of smells stink my nose as we walked into a famous club here in the Philippines. A lot of people were looking at our direction but we just ignore them. They're not the reason why we are here. "Some people here are stinky. Aren't they bothered by their smell?" I asked with a mixture of disgust in my tone. "Leave them alone because it's their body. It's normal to have that smell," Lana said as we both entered a VIP room of the club. Of course! Lana will pay the room. I don't want to spend Zyko's money because that man might be even more angry with me. Speaking of him, he called me a few times before Lana and I came here. Of course I didn't answer the phone call. I'll let him think where I am as he does to me. I want to get even to him that's it. "What is your order, Ma'am?" the waiter asked. "Just give us one of your best seller vodka and one bottle of tequilla," Lana said as she gave her credit card to the waiter. I frowned looking at he
Zyko Maurice Mufasa's Point of View I'm almost going crazy waiting for Sydney to come home. Until now I'm still trying to call her cell phone and as usual it's dead. It looks like she meant to turn it off so I wouldn't bother her. I'm looking at the clock on my cellphone and it's damn past midnight and she's not home yet. I don't know what to do, even my tracker friend didn't know where she was.I was walking back and forth in the living room, worried about her because maybe where did she go or something happened to her."Sir, maybe Syd is at a friend's house right now and she didn't tell you," said Nana Isabelle. I didn't notice that he was already here by my side. I looked at her. "Do you know any of her friends?" I asked. "Sydney is secretive regarding with her friends, Sir. She doesn't let us know and I don't know about that kid," answered Nana Isabelle with a sigh."But I think Sydney is doing this because to make you feel what you are doing to her..." She stopped talking and
Sydney McCartney's Point of ViewI kept looking at Zyko who had his back to me. He was facing what he was cooking. When I woke up earlier he was not by my side and when I went here I found him cooking.He also told me that he would cook me breakfast. So I really wonder what comes in his mind why he wanted to cook breakfast for me. I was also wondering how I got home last night. The only thing I remember was being at the club with Lana."Are you hungry yet?" Zyko asked. He turned to look at me and gave me a sweet smile. "It's going to be quick so wait for a moment and you can eat."My lips parted while looking at him. Is he serious? I mean he's not like that. So, why is he like that now? It is impossible for a person to change overnight. Now I am really wondering what happened last night.I am also thinking this is pat of his game.I shook my head and smiled back at him. "I'm not hungry yet. Just take your time.”I am willing to be part of his game as long as he will lose at the end
Zyko Maurice Mufasa's Point of View I'm almost going crazy waiting for Sydney to come home. Until now I'm still trying to call her cell phone and as usual it's dead. It looks like she meant to turn it off so I wouldn't bother her. I'm looking at the clock on my cellphone and it's damn past midnight and she's not home yet. I don't know what to do, even my tracker friend didn't know where she was.I was walking back and forth in the living room, worried about her because maybe where did she go or something happened to her."Sir, maybe Syd is at a friend's house right now and she didn't tell you," said Nana Isabelle. I didn't notice that he was already here by my side. I looked at her. "Do you know any of her friends?" I asked. "Sydney is secretive regarding with her friends, Sir. She doesn't let us know and I don't know about that kid," answered Nana Isabelle with a sigh."But I think Sydney is doing this because to make you feel what you are doing to her..." She stopped talking and
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View Various of smells stink my nose as we walked into a famous club here in the Philippines. A lot of people were looking at our direction but we just ignore them. They're not the reason why we are here. "Some people here are stinky. Aren't they bothered by their smell?" I asked with a mixture of disgust in my tone. "Leave them alone because it's their body. It's normal to have that smell," Lana said as we both entered a VIP room of the club. Of course! Lana will pay the room. I don't want to spend Zyko's money because that man might be even more angry with me. Speaking of him, he called me a few times before Lana and I came here. Of course I didn't answer the phone call. I'll let him think where I am as he does to me. I want to get even to him that's it. "What is your order, Ma'am?" the waiter asked. "Just give us one of your best seller vodka and one bottle of tequilla," Lana said as she gave her credit card to the waiter. I frowned looking at he
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View I confidently entered the mall wearing simply a black tank top and baggy pants. I was wearing sunglasses and carried my ivory Chanel little purse.Many eyes were on me, but I chose to ignore them. It takes a long time to leave the house again, so I am savoring this moment. But when I go home, I know Zyko will swoon over with my beauty. I just finished getting my hair done at the salon earlier before I came here to the mall. I will only buy a some clothes here because I am going to see someone. He is a good friend of mine.I entered a boutique and was greeted with a beautiful smile by their sales lady. "What are you looking for, Ma'am?" she asked me. I ignored her and just looked around. I get clothes that are hanging that I think will suit me. I gave it to her and she took it from my hand. She was just following me while I was just taking clothes that caught my interest. When I couldn't see anything, I turned my back to the sales lady and gave h
Sydney McCarthney Point of View There was a haze in the sky, so the moon surrounded by bluish rings. It looked like a beautiful silver ball setting on the velvet cushion. I was here at the terace of our room waiting for him to go home despite the blistering cold.I was wondering what is he doing right now? Is he doing something stupid? What if he does? What will I do? I don't know what I can to him, All I know is I won't let him tainted my name. I know he is capable on doing that but don't he dare. I looked at my watch and it's already two in the morning and yet he's not coming home. I sigh. "Maybe my husband is not coming home." I went inside our room and locked the glass door of the terrace. I covered it with the ivory colored curtain. I jumped into the bed and cover myself with the soft comforter. I turned off the lamp-shade and close my eyes— letting my sleepness consumed me. When the morning came, I woke up with something heavy on my stomach. My heart almost jumped out of m
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View After the arguement happens in the kitchen this morning, I and Zyko never talked to each other. He just left the house peacefully and I don't care if he don't want to go home. I will be thankful if that happens because my life will be in peace. Nana Isabelle never ask me about it. Maybe she understood the assignment already. I was sitting on the rocking chair here in the pool area while relaxing and feel the freshness of the wind that touches on my skin. Without his presence in this house is very peaceful. There is no negative energy in this house. "Your mother is here, Syd," I heard Nana Isabelle said from behind. The smile on my lips faded when I heard the word mother from Nana Isabelle. "Where is she?" I nonchalantly asked. "I'm here at your back," My mother replied in a flat tone. "Is that how to you welcome your mother into your house?" I rolled my eyes because of irration. On the other hand I turned to face her and ask, "What are you d
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View It is difficult to marry and live together with someone you despise. We need to get along well because he's my husband. I also had not expected fixed marriage to be so difficult. After Zyko and I married, he rarely returned home. I keep thinking that he despises me so much that he doesn't want me to reside in the same house. But what do I do? This is the only one. We must act as husband and wife. Zyko has been causing me stress in recent days. He hasn't returned home in almost a week, and I'm not sure where he is. He didn't tell me when he left the home and didn't explain what he was doing. I don't even care if he doesn't want to return home. But I was worried since his granddad constantly asking about his well-being. I'm at a loss for words since I'm completely clueless. "What kind of face is that?" My brows automatically raised when I heard his voice from behind. I looked at him in the mirror, I shoot him a death glare. "Oh you still
Sydney McCarthney's Point of ViewIt's been month after the engagement party and today is the end of my single era. It's my wedding day.I was wishing that Zyko will not come to this wedding. However my family's plan will be ruined and I'm sure they will blame me for it."Are you ready for your wedding," My mother asked me.I just looked at her and smile."I'm dishonest if I said yes.""Stop your drama, Syd," she warned me."I am not, Mom. I am just being honest," I replied and look at her in the mirror. "I told you if I had a choice, I will not agree to this marraige."My mother held my arm. " Don't do anything stupid, lady. I am warning you."It's me and my mother inside the hotel we rent near the church where the wedding will be held. In this hotel also will be the venue of our reception."I won't. Just let my arm go," I said while pretending that I wasn't hurt.I feel how her long nails dug into my skin and it's hurt.She let go my arm and shoot me a sharp look. She compose hersel
Sydney McCarthney's Point of ViewI don't know what to do. Today is our engagement party and I still don't have the courage to face him. He thinks that I like this fixed marraige. He blamed me for the death of her love once.After that confrontation I could hardly sleep. My conscience torments me because of what he said."Tsk. Stop acting like you don't know anything. Is that why you talked to me last night because you wanted to be close to me? Desperate!"I couldn't stop myself to slap him really hard on his face. I am raging with madness while looking at him.Does he really thinks I liked to marry him? Then he's foolish. "Are you done insulting me?" I asked him angrily."Do you really think I want to marry you? Then wake up! I don't want to marry you but I have no choice."I shook my head and wiped the tears that were about to fall from my eyes.Why am I weak when it comes to this? Why do I cry every time I am overwhelmed with anger?"If you had asked her marry you, this wouldn't