Sydney McCarthney's Point of View
It is difficult to marry and live together with someone you despise. We need to get along well because he's my husband. I also had not expected fixed marriage to be so difficult. After Zyko and I married, he rarely returned home. I keep thinking that he despises me so much that he doesn't want me to reside in the same house. But what do I do? This is the only one. We must act as husband and wife. Zyko has been causing me stress in recent days. He hasn't returned home in almost a week, and I'm not sure where he is. He didn't tell me when he left the home and didn't explain what he was doing. I don't even care if he doesn't want to return home. But I was worried since his granddad constantly asking about his well-being. I'm at a loss for words since I'm completely clueless. "What kind of face is that?" My brows automatically raised when I heard his voice from behind. I looked at him in the mirror, I shoot him a death glare. "Oh you still have the guts to come home?" I asked him with sarcasm on my tone. I know he sense that. He frowned. "Of course! This is also my house." I rolled my eyes and faced him. "Now, you called this your house?" I asked him then chuckles a little bit. "Have you forget that you did not come home for 6 days?" I can sense bitterness on my tone and I hate it. I shouldn't act like this for fuck sake! "Stop acting like a caring wife, lady," Zyko just said and enter the bathroom. I heaved a sigh and then slap my face. He is right. I shouldn't act like a caring wife. Yes, of course! I shouldn't. I merely shook my head as I look myself in the mirror. "Don't worry about him anymore, Sydney. He doesn't even care about you," I whispered to myself. My lips curved into a sly smile. After combing my hair, I went straight to bed to lie down. I covered my body with the comforter. I started to close my eyes and pretend that I was sleeping. But the truth is that I feel what Zyko will do. We were in the same room because that's what he wanted. But in the past few days, I seem to have gotten used to sleeping alone. When I heard the opening and closing of the bathroom door, I pretended to be asleep even more. I felt him lying next to me. I feel his naked body touching me. "I know you're still awake," he said. I could hear the irritation in his voice. I turned around and faced him. "Get away from me and I disgust your body," I growled. "Excuse me! I am healthy person," he defended himself. I raised my brows on him," Really? How can you say so?" "I have a monthly check up and I know my body well," He replied with irritation on his tone. I shrugged my shoulder and turned my back on him. "But I will not believed in you that you are clean. I don't even know where you are in those 6 days. What did you do on that days..." I didn't hear his voice anymore so I just closed my eyes. But I could feel his gentle gaze on my back but I just ignored it. I just let the darkness wash over me and fell asleep. They said, as a wife you have a long patience to your husband. Always be humble because that's the job of a good wife. But how I can do that if my husband is an evil? After he didn't come home for six days he was going to torture me? Damn him! "What are you doing there?!" he asked me angrily when he saw that I was not moving. He ordered me to cook him breakfast because he was going to the University. He woke me up at five in the morning for this. "Why would I cook for you?" "Because it's your job," he replied. A laughed escaped from my lips when I heard those words from him. Now, he is considering me as his fucking wife? Insane! "I didn't signed the marraige contract to be one your maid, Zyko. Also, we are just married in a peice of paper," I said and lay down again. I shut my eyes and fucking ignore him. His demonic attitude doesn't really choose time. Showed to me every morning. I was just wishing that he wouldn't have come home last night. My morning would be happy and beautiful. He's really testing me, and my patience. The nerve of him! I thought he would stop on pestering but I was wrong. He held my arm and pulled me from lying on our bed. He dragged me going out from our room and went to the kitchen. He's too strong that I couldn't fight back. "If I said, you cooked me food. You will cook!" he said while glaring me. I glared him back. "How dare you to dragged me here?!" I shouted. I make a fist while stopping myself to punch his face. I closed my eyes shut because anytime I will burst into anger. I inhaled and exhaled to make myself calm. And when I'm already calm, I open my eyes and faced him again, I gave him a sly smile before turning my back and went to the fridge. He want me to cook for his breakfast then I'll let him eat my dish. All my life I never tried to cook a food because my parents wouldn't let me enter the kitchen. They wouldn't let me touch those kitchen utensils. They always tell me that I am a princess and I was born to be queen. But Queen doesn't have to be like this. A queen never treated in this way. I just cooked a bacon, egg and hotdog for his breakfast. I also made him a coffee with a lot of coffee and less sugar so that he would taste his own attitude. I really hate him! I despise him to death. When I'm done cooking his food, I served it to the table where he is sitting like an ugly king. "Enjoy eating your breakfast," I said sarcastically. He just ignore me and taste the food that I served. He eat it as if he likes those food. But my lips formed a grin when he stated to tatse the coffee I made for him. He coughed and gave me a sharp look but I just gave him an evil smile in return. "Are you going to kill me?" he asked. "No." I chuckled and put the tray on the table. "But I want you to taste your own attitude, it can't be swallow because of it's bad taste." "How dare you for doing that to me. I am Zyko—" "And I don't care if you are Zyko the Lucifer..." I cut his words off. "If you're treating me this way, I will treat you the same way. If you can't respect me as your fucking wife then respect me as a person. I am not your maid here, Zyko... Yes, I am your wife and I should be the one serving you but forcing me and drag me out of our room while I am in my fucking peaceful sleep is not fine!" I was mad at him. My attention went to the door of the kitchen and I saw Nana Isabelle there, she was looking at our direction with confusion on her face. I gave her a smile before turning my eyes again to Zyko who is now glaring at me. I didn't see any regrets on his face. A bitter smile formed on my lips. "Do it again and you will see the devil Sydney. You will never like it."Sydney McCarthney's Point of View After the arguement happens in the kitchen this morning, I and Zyko never talked to each other. He just left the house peacefully and I don't care if he don't want to go home. I will be thankful if that happens because my life will be in peace. Nana Isabelle never ask me about it. Maybe she understood the assignment already. I was sitting on the rocking chair here in the pool area while relaxing and feel the freshness of the wind that touches on my skin. Without his presence in this house is very peaceful. There is no negative energy in this house. "Your mother is here, Syd," I heard Nana Isabelle said from behind. The smile on my lips faded when I heard the word mother from Nana Isabelle. "Where is she?" I nonchalantly asked. "I'm here at your back," My mother replied in a flat tone. "Is that how to you welcome your mother into your house?" I rolled my eyes because of irration. On the other hand I turned to face her and ask, "What are you d
Sydney McCarthney Point of View There was a haze in the sky, so the moon surrounded by bluish rings. It looked like a beautiful silver ball setting on the velvet cushion. I was here at the terace of our room waiting for him to go home despite the blistering cold.I was wondering what is he doing right now? Is he doing something stupid? What if he does? What will I do? I don't know what I can to him, All I know is I won't let him tainted my name. I know he is capable on doing that but don't he dare. I looked at my watch and it's already two in the morning and yet he's not coming home. I sigh. "Maybe my husband is not coming home." I went inside our room and locked the glass door of the terrace. I covered it with the ivory colored curtain. I jumped into the bed and cover myself with the soft comforter. I turned off the lamp-shade and close my eyes— letting my sleepness consumed me. When the morning came, I woke up with something heavy on my stomach. My heart almost jumped out of m
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View I confidently entered the mall wearing simply a black tank top and baggy pants. I was wearing sunglasses and carried my ivory Chanel little purse.Many eyes were on me, but I chose to ignore them. It takes a long time to leave the house again, so I am savoring this moment. But when I go home, I know Zyko will swoon over with my beauty. I just finished getting my hair done at the salon earlier before I came here to the mall. I will only buy a some clothes here because I am going to see someone. He is a good friend of mine.I entered a boutique and was greeted with a beautiful smile by their sales lady. "What are you looking for, Ma'am?" she asked me. I ignored her and just looked around. I get clothes that are hanging that I think will suit me. I gave it to her and she took it from my hand. She was just following me while I was just taking clothes that caught my interest. When I couldn't see anything, I turned my back to the sales lady and gave h
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View Various of smells stink my nose as we walked into a famous club here in the Philippines. A lot of people were looking at our direction but we just ignore them. They're not the reason why we are here. "Some people here are stinky. Aren't they bothered by their smell?" I asked with a mixture of disgust in my tone. "Leave them alone because it's their body. It's normal to have that smell," Lana said as we both entered a VIP room of the club. Of course! Lana will pay the room. I don't want to spend Zyko's money because that man might be even more angry with me. Speaking of him, he called me a few times before Lana and I came here. Of course I didn't answer the phone call. I'll let him think where I am as he does to me. I want to get even to him that's it. "What is your order, Ma'am?" the waiter asked. "Just give us one of your best seller vodka and one bottle of tequilla," Lana said as she gave her credit card to the waiter. I frowned looking at he
Zyko Maurice Mufasa's Point of View I'm almost going crazy waiting for Sydney to come home. Until now I'm still trying to call her cell phone and as usual it's dead. It looks like she meant to turn it off so I wouldn't bother her. I'm looking at the clock on my cellphone and it's damn past midnight and she's not home yet. I don't know what to do, even my tracker friend didn't know where she was.I was walking back and forth in the living room, worried about her because maybe where did she go or something happened to her."Sir, maybe Syd is at a friend's house right now and she didn't tell you," said Nana Isabelle. I didn't notice that he was already here by my side. I looked at her. "Do you know any of her friends?" I asked. "Sydney is secretive regarding with her friends, Sir. She doesn't let us know and I don't know about that kid," answered Nana Isabelle with a sigh."But I think Sydney is doing this because to make you feel what you are doing to her..." She stopped talking and
Sydney McCartney's Point of ViewI kept looking at Zyko who had his back to me. He was facing what he was cooking. When I woke up earlier he was not by my side and when I went here I found him cooking.He also told me that he would cook me breakfast. So I really wonder what comes in his mind why he wanted to cook breakfast for me. I was also wondering how I got home last night. The only thing I remember was being at the club with Lana."Are you hungry yet?" Zyko asked. He turned to look at me and gave me a sweet smile. "It's going to be quick so wait for a moment and you can eat."My lips parted while looking at him. Is he serious? I mean he's not like that. So, why is he like that now? It is impossible for a person to change overnight. Now I am really wondering what happened last night.I am also thinking this is pat of his game.I shook my head and smiled back at him. "I'm not hungry yet. Just take your time.”I am willing to be part of his game as long as he will lose at the end
Sydney McCarthney's Point of ViewVogue Magazine?How does it feel to be involved in this? Is it fun? Exciting or scary at the same time is fun.I shook my head as I looked through the vogue magazines I was holding. Nate Moss, Amber Valletta, Shalom Harlow and etc. They are amazing, stunning, elegant and gorgeous.I never get tired on dreaming to be part of this magazine. I dreamed to be one of the most paid model in the whole world. It is not impossible though because I am rich and beautiful.Insane, Sydney!I shook my head continously as I closed the magazine. I stood up and put it back on the shelves.I don't think so If I could be a model because my parents did not support me on my passion.They will just say, Your appearance is not their type. Funny right? They should lift me up but instead they turned me down and my dream.Being with my family is hard. I should be perfect on their eyes, I shouldn't let them show my weakness because they will scold me.Sydney McCarthney?People
Sydney McCarthney's Point of ViewI was swaying my hips while keeping up with the rhythm of the music. I was dancing like a whore and I can feel that I was free. However after this night everything will be back to reality. I'm getting married to someone I don't love and that's reality.The beat of the music was too loud. I stopped dancing when I felt someone grab my waist. I removed his hand in disgust. I faced him and immediately slapped him in the face."Asshole!"I gave him a sharp look but he just gave me a devilish smile as if he has an evil plan."Jerk!" I said that before I leave him in the dance floor.I returned to the counter full of irritation. I immediately ordered another drink. I know I'm a bit drunk but I can handle myself.Cassidy is with me but I can't find where she is. I don't know where she went, and where she is now.But even if she's not here now, I can go home. I can still drive even I'm drunk..I stopped drinking when I felt someone sitting in the seat next to
Sydney McCartney's Point of ViewI kept looking at Zyko who had his back to me. He was facing what he was cooking. When I woke up earlier he was not by my side and when I went here I found him cooking.He also told me that he would cook me breakfast. So I really wonder what comes in his mind why he wanted to cook breakfast for me. I was also wondering how I got home last night. The only thing I remember was being at the club with Lana."Are you hungry yet?" Zyko asked. He turned to look at me and gave me a sweet smile. "It's going to be quick so wait for a moment and you can eat."My lips parted while looking at him. Is he serious? I mean he's not like that. So, why is he like that now? It is impossible for a person to change overnight. Now I am really wondering what happened last night.I am also thinking this is pat of his game.I shook my head and smiled back at him. "I'm not hungry yet. Just take your time.”I am willing to be part of his game as long as he will lose at the end
Zyko Maurice Mufasa's Point of View I'm almost going crazy waiting for Sydney to come home. Until now I'm still trying to call her cell phone and as usual it's dead. It looks like she meant to turn it off so I wouldn't bother her. I'm looking at the clock on my cellphone and it's damn past midnight and she's not home yet. I don't know what to do, even my tracker friend didn't know where she was.I was walking back and forth in the living room, worried about her because maybe where did she go or something happened to her."Sir, maybe Syd is at a friend's house right now and she didn't tell you," said Nana Isabelle. I didn't notice that he was already here by my side. I looked at her. "Do you know any of her friends?" I asked. "Sydney is secretive regarding with her friends, Sir. She doesn't let us know and I don't know about that kid," answered Nana Isabelle with a sigh."But I think Sydney is doing this because to make you feel what you are doing to her..." She stopped talking and
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View Various of smells stink my nose as we walked into a famous club here in the Philippines. A lot of people were looking at our direction but we just ignore them. They're not the reason why we are here. "Some people here are stinky. Aren't they bothered by their smell?" I asked with a mixture of disgust in my tone. "Leave them alone because it's their body. It's normal to have that smell," Lana said as we both entered a VIP room of the club. Of course! Lana will pay the room. I don't want to spend Zyko's money because that man might be even more angry with me. Speaking of him, he called me a few times before Lana and I came here. Of course I didn't answer the phone call. I'll let him think where I am as he does to me. I want to get even to him that's it. "What is your order, Ma'am?" the waiter asked. "Just give us one of your best seller vodka and one bottle of tequilla," Lana said as she gave her credit card to the waiter. I frowned looking at he
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View I confidently entered the mall wearing simply a black tank top and baggy pants. I was wearing sunglasses and carried my ivory Chanel little purse.Many eyes were on me, but I chose to ignore them. It takes a long time to leave the house again, so I am savoring this moment. But when I go home, I know Zyko will swoon over with my beauty. I just finished getting my hair done at the salon earlier before I came here to the mall. I will only buy a some clothes here because I am going to see someone. He is a good friend of mine.I entered a boutique and was greeted with a beautiful smile by their sales lady. "What are you looking for, Ma'am?" she asked me. I ignored her and just looked around. I get clothes that are hanging that I think will suit me. I gave it to her and she took it from my hand. She was just following me while I was just taking clothes that caught my interest. When I couldn't see anything, I turned my back to the sales lady and gave h
Sydney McCarthney Point of View There was a haze in the sky, so the moon surrounded by bluish rings. It looked like a beautiful silver ball setting on the velvet cushion. I was here at the terace of our room waiting for him to go home despite the blistering cold.I was wondering what is he doing right now? Is he doing something stupid? What if he does? What will I do? I don't know what I can to him, All I know is I won't let him tainted my name. I know he is capable on doing that but don't he dare. I looked at my watch and it's already two in the morning and yet he's not coming home. I sigh. "Maybe my husband is not coming home." I went inside our room and locked the glass door of the terrace. I covered it with the ivory colored curtain. I jumped into the bed and cover myself with the soft comforter. I turned off the lamp-shade and close my eyes— letting my sleepness consumed me. When the morning came, I woke up with something heavy on my stomach. My heart almost jumped out of m
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View After the arguement happens in the kitchen this morning, I and Zyko never talked to each other. He just left the house peacefully and I don't care if he don't want to go home. I will be thankful if that happens because my life will be in peace. Nana Isabelle never ask me about it. Maybe she understood the assignment already. I was sitting on the rocking chair here in the pool area while relaxing and feel the freshness of the wind that touches on my skin. Without his presence in this house is very peaceful. There is no negative energy in this house. "Your mother is here, Syd," I heard Nana Isabelle said from behind. The smile on my lips faded when I heard the word mother from Nana Isabelle. "Where is she?" I nonchalantly asked. "I'm here at your back," My mother replied in a flat tone. "Is that how to you welcome your mother into your house?" I rolled my eyes because of irration. On the other hand I turned to face her and ask, "What are you d
Sydney McCarthney's Point of View It is difficult to marry and live together with someone you despise. We need to get along well because he's my husband. I also had not expected fixed marriage to be so difficult. After Zyko and I married, he rarely returned home. I keep thinking that he despises me so much that he doesn't want me to reside in the same house. But what do I do? This is the only one. We must act as husband and wife. Zyko has been causing me stress in recent days. He hasn't returned home in almost a week, and I'm not sure where he is. He didn't tell me when he left the home and didn't explain what he was doing. I don't even care if he doesn't want to return home. But I was worried since his granddad constantly asking about his well-being. I'm at a loss for words since I'm completely clueless. "What kind of face is that?" My brows automatically raised when I heard his voice from behind. I looked at him in the mirror, I shoot him a death glare. "Oh you still
Sydney McCarthney's Point of ViewIt's been month after the engagement party and today is the end of my single era. It's my wedding day.I was wishing that Zyko will not come to this wedding. However my family's plan will be ruined and I'm sure they will blame me for it."Are you ready for your wedding," My mother asked me.I just looked at her and smile."I'm dishonest if I said yes.""Stop your drama, Syd," she warned me."I am not, Mom. I am just being honest," I replied and look at her in the mirror. "I told you if I had a choice, I will not agree to this marraige."My mother held my arm. " Don't do anything stupid, lady. I am warning you."It's me and my mother inside the hotel we rent near the church where the wedding will be held. In this hotel also will be the venue of our reception."I won't. Just let my arm go," I said while pretending that I wasn't hurt.I feel how her long nails dug into my skin and it's hurt.She let go my arm and shoot me a sharp look. She compose hersel
Sydney McCarthney's Point of ViewI don't know what to do. Today is our engagement party and I still don't have the courage to face him. He thinks that I like this fixed marraige. He blamed me for the death of her love once.After that confrontation I could hardly sleep. My conscience torments me because of what he said."Tsk. Stop acting like you don't know anything. Is that why you talked to me last night because you wanted to be close to me? Desperate!"I couldn't stop myself to slap him really hard on his face. I am raging with madness while looking at him.Does he really thinks I liked to marry him? Then he's foolish. "Are you done insulting me?" I asked him angrily."Do you really think I want to marry you? Then wake up! I don't want to marry you but I have no choice."I shook my head and wiped the tears that were about to fall from my eyes.Why am I weak when it comes to this? Why do I cry every time I am overwhelmed with anger?"If you had asked her marry you, this wouldn't