Chapter 58

It seems like I'm the one rushing things after pulling this off. It may look like an abrupt decision, but it’s not. I did this because I already knew that I didn’t want to drag out Luther’s courtship any longer. Ramdam ko naman na ito na ang totoong siya na hindi siya magbabago pag naging kami na so bakit ko pa rin patatagalin? Feeling ko nga mas magiging caring, possessive, respectful and very understanding pa siya sa akin.

And yes, maybe it was fast, but we’ve been acting like a real couple. We actually did a lot of things that most couple do. I realized that even though it's only been a few weeks, the way we talk, how he takes care of me, and the things he knows about me—na pakiramdam ko nga mas kilala pa niya ako kaysa sa sarili ko mismo. Iyon yung nakakatuwa kay Luther, ang dami-dami niyang alam. Tapos yung iisipin ko pa lang, naisip na niya at nagawa na tapos masusurpresa na lang ako. He's also very patient with me, ahh. Wait, bakit ba parang nakakaiyak naman ata itong mga naiis