“Honey, have you already eaten?” Manager Sol’s grandmother asked me as she took both of my hands.
I shook my head softly to tell her honestly that I haven’t eaten anything yet because I don’t want to lie tonight and maybe if I lie, I end up rubbing my empty stomach again at night.“How can someone bring a girl and not feed her? Is that what you learn from me?” She playfully glared at Manager Sol as she shifted her eyes to me and pinched my cheeks like I am a child. “I’ll get you something.” She said enthusiastically as she turned around and headed to what I think was the kitchen.When I could no longer see her, I was drawn back to the people singing together while moving their bodies and dancing. I couldn’t stop my body from reacting by bobbing my head and slowly thomping my feet keeping up with the rhythm that their voices and the instruments creates.“Manager Sol? What kind of place is this?” I said in a hushed tone being careful to not disturbed them from singing while I am still bobbing my head and not falling out of the“What is this place, Manager Sol?” I whispered to him but I was still falling out of tempo.“This place?” He moved his eyes across the house with a smile on his lips. “It’s a home. Just like a home for the aged. But what’s different is that in this place, people chose to come here and stay with my grandmother’s bungalow. They take care of each other here and live like they are all best friends in a small dorm. They spend the day with music, dancing, and having fun with little things. You might be too preoccupied to notice that we entered an executive village before we reached this place. It is a village where all the people that reside are the same age as my grandmother or at their middle age. Maintaining this place, I always help my grandmother. But most likely, these people help each other to earn money and have food on their table like a real family. Sometimes I envy how solid their bond is, and can’t help but to wish for friends like them.”I was smiling the entire time listening to Manager Sol and the story of this bungalow. I did not know that there was such a place like this. It almost seems like it came out from a good movie. And people here look to be really having a fun time just living their life together alone in the village with fresh air, trees and a wide environment where they can move along and not like in the cities.“Didn’t we just drive for like thirty minutes? This place looks more like a countryside because of how fresh the air is and the cozy vibe.”Manager Sol chortled. “Cattleya, we drove for more than two hours just to get here. You were so deep in thought into something that you don’t realize how far you are already reaching.” He said as he gestured his hand to show me the way to which I quickly followed.“Thank you so much for deciding to tag me along here, Manager Sol. At least I can have a good place to rest tonight before facing reality again. Although… I am so afraid..This place doesn't seem to exist in reality…” I muttered as my voice weakened."Cattleya, sweetie, you may now sit here and eat while you two have a talk. Okay?”I nodded with a smile. “Thank you very much Mrs..?"“Oh, dear, you can call me grandma.” She said with the corners of her lips lifted, forming a smile."Grandma..." I said under my breath. Saying those words somehow gives me a bizarre nerve because it is unusual to me and calling someone as a grandmother is what I never had. “I’ll enjoy the food, thank you, grandma. And, also… Can I ask you a favor?” I asked shyly before she could get away, trying to keep my head up to her."Whatever it is, sweetheart.""Can I sleep here even for just one night? I don't want to go back to my life just yet. And I know that this is a good place where I can have a peaceful night. If it’s okay with you, can you please let me spend a night here in your place grandma.” I uttered to ask for a favor.I can’t sleep in the apartment again tonight. Because I know that it is the very first place Jaxson will go to look for me. And I don’t think that I can compose myself to be ready and talk with him tonight."You are welcome here whenever you want to come and visit, honey." She walked forward and approached me.I melted when she wrapped her arms around me and gave me a warm hug. I can really feel her smiling from behind me.No wonder why Manager Sol is such a nice and sweet person. He came to a family that is very caring and lives a happy life.After Manage Sol's grandmother left, I began to take a seat that she pulled for me to taste the food that grandmother prepared."Would you like to get the address of this house so you can just run here whenever you want to escape your world? I promise, no one can enter this village without my grandmother and my permission. You can always hide here, it is a safe place for you to come.”My eyes went up to Manager Sol because of what he said.“You are so kind to me, Manager Sol. Like for real. Sometimes I wonder what I do for you to be this kind to me. This is why you keep confusing people by your actions.” I said in the middle of laughing. "Your grandmother makes good food, it will be my pleasure to come back every time.”"What do you mean I am confusing people by my actions? And how many times do I have to beg you to call me Richard from now on? I am not even your manager anymore and yet you still call me that.”"Okay, Richard." I said, tittering because of how unusual it is. "You keep confusing people that you like me when you are just being kind to me.”"It's true, though. Catt, I have feelings for you. Honestly, I have liked you ever since the day I met you.”I choked on my food because of how directly he confessed to me without any warning.I punched my chest lightly as Richard poured water on my glass, panicky giving it to me. I continued coughing as I struggled to find his eyes."Seriously, don't you have any brakes on your words?""But you don't have to worry." Richard added. "I know my boundaries, Cattleya. You are married to someone now that I know you truly love and I know that my chance is over. The only mistake I will regret in my life is not confessing to you as quickly as I could. But, like what I said, you don’t have to worry about my feelings for you. I am going to handle that myself. I will be here as a friend only.”"I'm sorry..." I whispered to him as the corners of my eyes drooped. "Honestly, I don't know how to react in any situation like this. And I'm sorry that I can't like you the same way that you do to me. You deserve so much more in this world and I can’t give it to you. But please know that I think you are an amazing person, and I know for sure that you will someday find someone for you.”I was baf
I stared blankly at the ceiling as I pulled the blanket up to my chest. I have been hearing my phone ringing for almost thirty minutes repeatedly, but I don't feel like answering it.I don't want to talk to him, I'm still hurt by the words he said to me.I almost rolled over in bed but still couldn't fall asleep. Every time I close my eyes, the only thing I remember are those words that keep echoing in my brain."I am Jaxson Madrigal, everybody knows me as the heir of Ruegold and you are just an ordinary girl."He is such a jerk for saying that.I felt the heat in my eyes again and the heat rising in my cheeks as I remembered those words more."I am Jaxson Madrigal, everybody knows me as the heir of Ruegold and you are just an ordinary girl."I thought he loved me...My phone rang again and this time I decided to pick up my phone that I threw on the bed earlier to check the phone screen.[Jaxson, Calling….]I didn't answer his call and instead just stared at his name on the screen."Ja
When I looked down, he wasn't lying. He climbed up using a thick rope tied to a tree almost adjacent to the room where I was staying."What's nice after a long day? Pic nic." He said and then went directly into the room and passed through the window.“Seriously?” I fully rolled my eyes. "Aren't you running out of energy, Manager Sol? You mean, Richard? The night is too late.”He didn't seem to hear me as he laid the cloth he was carrying on the floor and then placed the basket he was carrying on it.“Girls love sweets, don't they? I want to please you, Catt. So, I picked all these fresh strawberries for you, washed them, and brought you some melted chocolate.” He proudly exclaimed as he carefully set down plates full of strawberries and a bowl of melted chocolate."Did you go shopping for strawberries?" I asked and then approached him when Richard pointed the empty space in front of him. “It looks really good. Let me taste one.” I pressed my lips together, watching Richard as he took o
“Good morning everyone!” I greeted them enthusiastically while going down the stairs to the table where they invited me to eat breakfast. My day switched on very early because this morning, it was already noisy with people conversing and singing along that I could hear it in the room where I stayed. It was really late when I fell asleep, so I still lacked sleep. Yet, surprisingly, it didn't affect my energy at all. Maybe it's an effect of staying with cheerful people.This is the first time I will dine at a table surrounded by many and blasting people. The inside of this house is very delightful because even in the morning, you can already notice the smiles on their lips as well as the direct sunlight passing into the house. It appears like people here don't have any difficulties and troubles at all. This environment is very different from where I live. In the unit that we live in, it's rare for something like this to happen when the sunlight enters the house because the entire area
Richard laughed out loud that's why I couldn't stop laughing as I covered my face again because of what he did."No, I'm sorry. Go ahead. I won't laugh at you again. I promise. You are just so cute to handle.” He said as he continued laughing.I glared at Richard as I slowly took my hand away from my face. I can imagine that my face right now looks like a rotten tomato because my cheeks are so hot.If I don't want to leave a memory of this place, I won't push myself to take a video. I also want to remember this happy place because Richard is right that it's not every day that we can go here and spend time together."Uhm, okay..." I said softly as I cleared my throat. "Hi, I'm Cattleya, and today I am here in the happiest place that I have ever seen." I stopped for a moment to take a deep breath and then glanced at Richard who was grinning behind the camera. "Well, today, I am with Richard Sol and look at what I am wearing today. It's so adorable but it feels very… very odd. We will go
"Cattleya, can you just please hear me for a minute? This won't be solved if you keep running away from me."I let out a deep breath as I tried to contain the emotions that were building up on my chest. I can feel my blood rising up to my head as I slowly feel the bottom of my long eyes get hot and my vision blurred. Tears were welling up in my eyes as I turned around to face Jaxson.I was met with his tired eyes. You can see the tiredness in his eyes, maybe he didn't sleep. That's why his under eye is dark again.I didn't say a word and instead just kept my eyes fixed on him and waited for his words and hoped that whatever he had to say would somehow ease my broken heart.My attention was caught when I caught sight of Richard inside the chicken house and peering at me.His mouth moved, and based on what I understood he said, 'I'm sorry'.So, it was him who told Jaxson where I am and let him come into this place. Because he told me that no one can come on unless he has his or his grand
Our kisses continued to deepen as we felt each other's body by caressing it with our hand. Jaxson's touch on my body is like a wood being thrown to the fire, making the sensation that I am feeling in my body rise up. His hand ran from my arms down to my chest. I felt my heart racing with its highest speed that very tender touch of his palm on mine. Slowly he moves as it makes space between our fingers and clutches my hand tightly.When we felt tired, we both let go of our kisses as we pressed our foreheads together with both grins on our lips and exchanged breaths.It took a few seconds before Jaxson slowly crawled his hand back to my chin and brushed his lips against mine very lightly and removed it in a fraction of seconds, teasing me to crave for his lips more. My hand motioned, returning it to the back of his head, caressing his hair as I kept an eye contact. I can see through his eyes the desire and obsession. I had my hands wrapped around him with my mouth hanging open, waiting
Silence enveloped the entire car.I turned my head to look out the window so that Manager Sol could not see my non-stop flowing tears streaming down on my face as I suppressed my voice from making any sound. I know that he already knows that I am crying now, but I still don't want him to see my tears.Even though we've been in the car for almost thirty minutes, the weight I am feeling in my chest still hasn't lessened and continues to linger. It is still as heavy as the moment Jaxson let those words slip out of his mouth and say it right in front of my face with no hesitation.I don't regret that I fell in love with him. I really don’t, and I don’t want to.I have no regrets for those moments when I am completely into him and ready to give the whole me, realizing how much I love him.But what I regret is that I believe Jaxson that he sees me as Cattleya. That he loves me the way I am even though it never came from his mouth. I thought he is different from his step-mother, but he sees