"Dean Wyatt, please!" I begged. "I-I can't get expelled, the Wrenfords believe in me. I can't let them down!"
"I'm sorry, but I don't know what else to do with you, Ms. Watson."
"There's lots to do with me. Um, community service, I can tutor, um do charity."
"You're already charity yourself." Analeigh laughed.
"If I wasn't trying to reverse this expulsion and didn't have these handcuffs on I'd slap the hell out of you again you pretentious bi-"
"Ms. Watson this is not helping your case!" Dean Wyatt pointed out.
"So what will?"
"I don't know, I'll have to think. I mean you've had an eventful day here."
"Dean Wyatt what about me? This is my first time getting in trouble." Analeigh spoke up.
"Shut up, he's thinking about how not to expel me." I snapped.
"Well, Ms. Frost you too were fighting, so I'm inclined to expel you too."
"I can't be expelled, I'm on your list Dean Wyatt!" She cried.
Dean Wyatt was taken aback by her tears. "Um, Ms. Frost, there's no need to cry."
"I'm sorry, but I am not someone who gets expelled! I'm someone who is supposed to graduate college with honors and then get a job immediately after graduation! Then I'll work my way up to CEO the way I should!"
"I also would like to do that," I said. "But with less tears."
Dean Wyatt's phone rang. "Yes, Pamela? Oh, please tell him to come in."
A moment later the door opened and a young man entered in a suit.
He was incredibly hot. He was a few years older than us with brown hair, intense grey eyes, and a charming smile. He was better looking than the average guy I would come across in the business world.
"Hello, Mr. Wrenford." Dean Wyatt stood up and shook his hand.
Analeigh quickly wiped her face. "Wrenford? Oh my gosh you're Alistair and Belinda Wrenford's son."
"That's me. Grayson Wrenford."
"Analeigh Frost." She smiled. "I'll be graduating in spring."
"Good for you."
"What do I owe this pleasure, Mr. Wrenford?" Dean Wyatt asked.
"Just checking on our scholarship recipient." He stated. "Would you care to explain what's going on, Ms. Watson?"
"I believe I'm getting expelled." I declared.
He frowned. "Dean Wyatt, isn't there something else that can be done? Seeing Ms. Watson graduate is something my parents are willing to do anything to see."
"Oh, of course. I wasn't going to expel her anyways."
Kiss ass.
"But she and Ms. Frost will be put on the planning committee for the Alumni Ball in December."
"Excuse me? Just expel me!" I exclaimed.
Grayson raised his eyebrows. "Ms. Watson will do it. And my parents have asked that I oversee the planning. I will watch her closely."
"Well, then I believe the problem is solved!" Dean Wyatt clapped. "Ms. Frost?"
"Of course I'll do it." She said.
"Great, well then you're free to go."
Analeigh bolted up and flew out the door.
I lifted my hands. "Can I get these off please."
"I can help with that," Grayson offered.
***
Grayson led me through the building to his office in the back.
"Know a lot about handcuffs, do you?" I asked.
"Do you always have to talk?" He questioned.
"Yes. I don't like silence, it makes me uncomfortable."
"I should know that by now."
"Yes, you should."
We entered his office and he closed and locked the door.
I sat down on his desk. He looked displeased. "Problem?" I asked innocently.
He shook his head as he walked towards me. "You're obnoxious, you know that right?"
"Isn't that what you like about me?"
Grayson put his hands on either side of me on the desk. "One of the many things."
He kissed me hard. His arms wrapped around me tightly and he pulled me towards him. I wanted to wrap my arms around him too, but they were not in the best position for that.
Obviously I knew Grayson quite well. I have since I was eighteen. The Wrenfords sent Grayson after me to make sure that I wasn't doing anything that would bring bad press to them.
At first I wasn't and then I got into some bad stuff. Grayson helped me get out of it, got me into rehab quietly and pretty much kept me clean for the last three years.
I guess something sparked over drug tests and weekly check ins. We've had this thing going for almost two years. I didn't know what kind of future we had.
His parents were quite invested in my future, but I didn't know how they would feel about me marrying Grayson or something.
"You didn't really think I'd let you be expelled, did you?" He whispered.
"I mean I hoped you wouldn't. As always you came through for me, babe."
"And I always will. Me and my parents will always protect you." He kissed me again.
"Can you actually get these handcuffs off of me or did you just wanna make out with me?"
"Both," he grinned as he released me. "I can assume you not answering my texts had to do with getting in trouble?"
He rummaged through his drawers and got out a paperclip.
"You'd be right." I lied.
Within minutes, the handcuffs were off.
I rubbed my wrists. "Thanks babe,"
"Why were you handcuffed by the way?" Grayson questioned.
"Don't you know? I thought you kept tabs on me."
He rolled his eyes. "I wish you would be more straightforward."
I kissed him. "That's no fun,"
"So um, I talked to my parents,"
"About what?"
"Us."
My eyes widened. "What about us exactly Gray?"
"That we're seeing each other," he smiled.
"Oh they're taking away my scholarship! Wh-what am I going to do? I'm months from graduation. Why would you do this?"
"Scar, calm down baby. They're not upset. They're happy! They think you're perfect for the company."
"What company?"
"Stop being silly. The software company. WrenWorks. They want you to have a job right when you graduate. They think you could easily be COO to my CEO in ten years tops!"
"Are you serious?" I asked.
Grayson laughed before kissing me. "Of course I am. You and I can have a real future, Scarlett. That’s what you want right?"
"I mean...we're not even actually dating."
"Well that's because you're still in college and you're young. I agreed to keep this more casual to make you happy. But I don't see anyone else. Other girls don't interest me. I only want you. When you graduated, I always figured we'd get more serious. I want to marry you."
"Oh," I whispered. "I guess I never thought you were that serious about me."
"I am, babe." He touched my face softly. "I love you Scarlett. And I know we would be really good together. My parents think so too. How amazing is that?"
"Pretty amazing."
"I'll let you see other guys up until graduation. Then we're exclusive. We'll date awhile longer, I'll ask you to marry me, you'll say yes and then we start our lives." Grayson explained.
"Okay," I whispered.
"Hey, I'm not trying to tell you what to do. But if you marry me you will always be taken care of. I've taken care of you well the last four years right?"
I nodded. "Yeah you have,"
"And I'll continue to do so," Grayson kissed me. "Just don't fall in love with anyone else. You're mine."
"You're a jealous little rich boy,"
"I just always get what I want. And I want you, Scarlett. Forever. So I will have you."
"There's a more romantic way to say that you know?" I pointed out.
"I'll save real romance for when we're exclusive."
My phone buzzed and I checked it. It was a text from Lee.
Need help with Marketing. My room in ten?
I typed back a yes.
"Who is that?" Grayson asked.
"Lee Winsdor."
"I meant to talk to you about him. I've heard you've been to his room a lot. It's nothing serious right?"
I really hated how severely he kept tabs on me. He claimed his parents wanted him to, but no way they were interested in whose bed I slept in.
"You don't have to worry about Lee." I rolled my eyes. "I'm not even sleeping with him. I'm sleeping with his roommate Wesley. But I have no intention of falling in love with either of them."
"Good. I don't want to have to fight for you, but I will. And I'll win." Grayson said seriously.
"I should go," I slid off the desk. "Got Marketing homework."
"Come to my place tonight. I'll send the car for you."
Sometimes I despised how Grayson would tell me to do things as opposed to asking me.
"Okay, see you then." I kissed him hard before exiting the office.
As I walked to Lee's room I thought about the fact that my life had pretty much been planned out.
So why didn't I feel secure?
I probably should have knocked on Lee's door, but I had a key to the room, so I didn't even think about it."Oops!" I exclaimed when I walked in on Lee shirtless. I threw my hands over my eyes.I couldn't help but peep through my fingers. I guess when he was neglecting his work, he was using the gym. He was in really good shape."Alright I have a shirt on," he chuckled."Sorry about that," I said."I'm not," he grinned. "What happened to you? You look a mess.""I got in a fight with Analeigh Frost." I rolled my eyes and slid onto his bed. "It was dumb.""I see. Now, you sure you can handle b
"Scarlett, don't you remember my cousin Lenore? You met her last year right?" Grayson asked. I felt like a complete idiot. Now that I could see her better, it was definitely Lenore. Later I would have to unpack why I felt so upset about seeing Grayson with other girls. Not right now though. "Of course. I uh, couldn't really see you that well in this light." I laughed slightly. "Totally fine. I've told Grayson his porch lighting is awful so many times," Lenore giggled. "So have I!" I smiled. "Great minds," She winked. "Well, I'll get out of here so you two can enjoy each other. You'll fit in really well in this family Scarlett."
Grayson pushed himself off of the couch, with me still wrapped around him. He set me down on the island.He always did this. He didn't want us in the room until the last moment. Grayson liked anticipation. He could never just cut right to the chase.I wrapped my legs around him as his lips moved across my throat."Grayson," I whispered. "Come on, people eat on this,""What do you think I'm about to do?" He was on his knees in an instant.He dragged my body closer to him. I felt the lace slide from under my dress. Grayson's arms hooked around my thighs as he shoved his face up my dress.My body arched immediately as a gasp escaped my lips. Grayson's tongue moved in a ci
He slowly got on top of me. "Grayson," I whispered. "I can't miss Marketing twice in a row.""I'll have my parents email Professor Simon and tell him to excuse your absences." Grayson smiled. "Now let me make love to you."I didn't like that I got special treatment, but as much as I loved class, sex does feel better.Grayson had never gone so slow with me. His lips moved across mine slowly as his hands danced along my skin, giving me goosebumps."I love you, Scar." He murmured. "You're so beautiful.""You're really gonna go slow with this huh?"He nodded before moving down to my neck. There was no pain like there usually was. Only pleasure.
I made a big point of loudly dropping my purse on my desk the next day. Lee looked over. "Nice purse. Goes with your shoes." "Thank you. It was a really sweet gift, Lee, I appreciate it." "Don't know what you're talking about." "So you're saying you didn't buy this for me?" I asked. "Nope. Must have been a different LW." "How did you know LW was on the note?" "Fine of course it was me. But don't go around telling everybody. If girls hear I was nice to you they'll think I gotta be nice to them too.” "Ooh, can't have that. The secret is safe with me. You have really good taste t
"Um sorry," Lee turned and walked out of the room."Shit!" I said getting off of Grayson. "I told you we shouldn't do that.""Yeah well you weren't complaining when we got down to it.""I have to go talk to him.""You need to keep him quiet, Scar. My parents were very clear. No one outside of the family can know about us. If the press caught wind of this it would look very bad." Grayson stated."I know," I sighed. "I'll handle Lee, I promise. I'll call you later."I went straight to Lee's room, hoping Wesley wasn't there. I knocked this time.Lee opened the door, shirtless once again.
When I arrived in my room the next day I was surprised to see Carter in Lulu's bed."Where's Lu?"I asked."She had a study group," he answered. "This isn't what it looks like.""Really Carter, you wanna play that game with me of all people?"He sighed. "I'm not a bad guy.""No, you're a bad person." I said. "What you're doing to both of these girls isn't right or fair. Do you actually plan on choosing or is getting your dick sucked twice a day just too good?""It's not about sex Scarlett. I'm in love with both of them!""Then treat them like it! Lulu is going to be a very successful woman, she cannot be a mistress."
"Um...that was...I was just kidding." Lincoln stammered. "I don't want to...you know.""It's okay if you do.""Well I don't! It was just a fucking joke, Scarlett, jeez." He stomped away from me."Everything okay?" Grayson asked."Yeah, um it's fine I guess.""Okay, so dinner with my parents tonight.""Huh? Grayson, why didn't you tell me earlier?" I demanded."I just found out myself, baby. It's gonna be fine, it's not like you've never met them.""I know, but I've never talked to them as your girlfriend. What if I say the wrong thing and they think I'm not good enough to be a W
What was wrong with me? Why was I putting myself and the boys through this all over again? Things were kind of normal. I had a routine and Grayson and Lee were my friends and I just wrecked them by having sex with both of them in the span of fourteen hours. How stupid could I be? But also what was wrong with them? Making deals behind my back and deciding what I could and couldn’t do. They infuriated me! I was surprised later that night when there was a knock on my door. It was Lee and Grayson. “What do you want?” I asked. “We should all talk.” Grayson said. “Why? You two talk enough. You make deals and decisions without me. You don’t want to keep doing that?” “Scarlett, come on.” Lee groaned. “Just let us in.” I clicked my tongue, but let them in. They sat on the couch and I took the armchair. “What do you want?” I asked. “To talk about how you both fucked me and then told me it was a m
“Grayson, I’m sorry.” I groaned, sliding off of the island. “I didn’t even think of that!”“You seriously haven’t thought about it? At all?” He demanded, sitting up.“A little, I guess. But I thought I was supposed to be focusing on my sobriety!”“Of course that’s important, but I would think things would be clearer than ever right now. That you would know what you want now.”“I never know what I want, Gray.” I knelt next to him. “I’m honestly shocked you guys even still want to be with me.”Grayson went back to fixing the sink. “How many times do we have to tell you how much we love you?”“I thought you moved on! You had girlfriends!”“I went on a date, geez, Scarlett! I thought about you every single second of the day! I missed you like crazy. And now I’ve been doing everyt
One month of sobriety.It’s been an interesting time. I decided to get a plant like they suggested we did. I named him Herman.Herman has been doing incredibly well so far. He’s stunning and gets a lot of light from the window sill.Getting back into work was shockingly easy. Rex Adams was wonderfully supportive and all my coworkers were nice. It felt so good to be back in business again.My friends were so proud of me. They saw the lifestyle change I’d made and commended me for my hard work. It felt good that someone was proud of me again. Rudy was doing some traveling and was trying to figure out what he wanted to do with his life. He said being a drug dealer no longer made him happy.I saw Grayson and Lee the most. We’re friends for now. Being in a relationship could really mess up my sobriety so we’re taking this slow and learning how to live with the new me.I’d been attending NA mee
A week later, I was released from the hospital. I was meant to go straight to the facility. It was the middle of the day on Wednesday, so only Grayson, Lee and Rudy could be there for me. It was almost symbolic. The three catalysts for my relapse were helping me get help. Grayson was right. The facility was insanely nice. My last one was a bit more off the grid to keep anyone from finding out. This didn’t seem like a place that people went to get better. It looked more like vacation. “This looks like a rehabilitation center for a doll,” I stated. “It’s really nice, Scar.” Grayson replied. “So am I rehab barbie?” Rude chuckled slightly. “Is now the time for jokes, Letty?” “There’s always time for jokes,” I shrugged. We parked and the boys grabbed my bags. A part of me wanted to run. I knew this was my choice, but I still wasn’t thrilled about going back. I was still on me
Grayson’s POVSometimes there are moments in life when time slows down completely. Like someone hit the slow-mo button and you’re forced to watch either some of the best or worst moments slowly unfold and you’re unable to do anything about it.I’ve had a few moments like that. When I first met Scarlett, when I found her overdosed on the bathroom floor, when I first kissed her, the night she told me she loved me, finding out about her and Lee, when the car crashed. And then there was tonight.Rudy said that Scarlett was in trouble and to call an ambulance. I swear we were all moving quickly to get to that park, but it all felt like it was happening at snail speed.When we arrived at the park, I could see Scarlett. She was lying so still on the jungle gym. Once again it felt like it took forever to reach her.Tears filled my eyes when I saw her. She wasn’t breathing.I forced myself to start CPR
Lee’s POVThis was horrifying.Scarlett’s behavior was unlike anything I’d ever seen. The Wrenfords had been right about how she was in this state. I could tell she was breaking Grayson’s heart with her words, but he still stood there and took it.He really loved her.I stepped forward. “Scarlett, babe please. It’s me. Will you just talk to us?”“I’m done talking, Lee? Aren’t you? All we do is talk! About our daddy issues and insecurities, I don’t want to talk anymore. Especially not to you. You ruined everything!”“What?”“I was happy before you. I had a plan and you eviscerated it within months! You tricked me into falling in love with you!”“Tricked? I didn’t make you fall in love with me, I told you not to!” I reminded her.“Right because your family is always telling you you’re nothing.
Lee’s POVI was pretty fucked up after Scarlett didn’t choose me. However, I was relieved that she didn’t really choose anyone. I thought for sure she would go with Grayson. He was the obvious choice.Older, more intelligent and sophisticated, they had a history.I was actually kind of proud that she chose herself and wanted to truly figure out who she was. I was hoping that meant she would come back to me.I hated how weak and lonely I was without her. My bed was lonely and after all that time without sex, I was craving it badly.Enter Rebecca Walsh.She was stunning, sexy, and liked to have fun. I knew I wouldn’t be serious about her, but I needed to at least feel satisfied.It worked, but only up to a point. I could get off and feel sexually fulfiled for a few moments and then the emptiness set in.Now that I had made love, just fucking felt so useless. It didn’t give me
“Lee?” I asked.“Um...hey there, Scar.” Lee smiled slightly. “You look...great.”“Thank you! You do too! I mean you always look great. You’re Lee Windsor, that’s kind of your thing. Looking hot. You’re just hot.”“Uh...thanks babe. I mean Scarlett.”“Babe,” I giggled. “Isn’t that such a strange word like doesn’t it mean baby, which is like an infant, but also another pet name who comes up with this shit?”“Can we talk? Alone?” Lee questioned.“Sure,” I turned to Rudy. “I’ll be right back babe.” I kissed him before following Lee.“So...that’s your new boyfriend?” Lee whispered.“Yeah, I guess. It’s not serious...but like it is pretty serious. He drives me to work a-and home. And he met everyone for the first time tonight, which made m
It had been two months since I broke my sobriety.I loved life.I had something of a routine. I would do a few lines when I woke up, Rudy would drive me to work, I’d snort for lunch, and when I got off there was Rudy to take me to whatever wild party was happening. We would get high, have sex and party all night until we passed out. Then we woke up and did it all over again.I of course made time for my friends so they didn’t suspect that anything was wrong with me. My limited communication with Grayson and Lee continued. Both had tried to explain the girls, but I didn’t want to hear it.I had moved on.On quieter nights, Rudy and I got high alone and watched stupid movies and fucked on my couch. Our relationship was both severely codependent and low maintenance.We simply wanted what we needed from each other.It sounded complicated but was wonderfully simple.“Hey wh