Dean Wyatt looked very displeased with me as he sat down across from me.
"Do you know how many students attend here Ms. Watson?"
"Eighty-seven." I answered.
"Do you know who out of eighty-seven students I've seen the most in my office?"
"I'll take me for four hundred, Alex."
"Ms. Watson, you are brilliant and talented and one of the hardest working students here. But you're a pain in my ass."
"That's fair." I muttered.
He sighed. "Do you understand how lucky you are to be here? How rare is your situation is?"
"Of course I do which is why I work so hard!"
"You also get in a lot of trouble, Ms. Watson." He slammed a folder on the desk. "You know what this is?"
"Compliments you've received about me from my professors?" I asked hopefully.
"These are all your offenses. Breaking into the kitchen, multiple fights, inappropriate language, skipping class, excessive PDA, smoking, initiating a prank war, out past curfew, vandalism-"
"I was found innocent in the great Wrenford Vandalism Scandal!"
"Fine, but now you've added stealing and damaging public property to those offenses."
I groaned. "I know, but I promise it won't happen again. It was a joke, really. I was practically dared to do it by Lincoln Ellison."
"If he dared you to jump off a building would you?" Dean Wyatt questioned.
"Five days out of seven, yeah probably." I admitted.
"This isn't a joke, Ms. Watson."
"I know, I'm sorry. Look, I will do better. I swear. No more trouble for the rest of the year. I will be so good! I will be perfect, I promise! And then I'll graduate and you'll never hear from me again."
"Never?" He raised his eyebrows.
"You will hear about my great endeavors in the business world, but not personally from me." I smiled. "And you'll know you helped me get there."
He sighed. "Since you actually seem apologetic about this, I will let you off with a warning. No more trouble. Ms. Watson."
"Not a lick of trouble." I nodded furiously.
"You can go then."
"Thank you sir, really. But um, just one more thing."
"Yes?"
"Can I get these handcuffs off?"
***
No more trouble.
That was my new mantra.
I couldn't afford to get sent to Dean Wyatt's office again. Literally.
I thought about changing my shirt, but it had dried, so I just put my sweatshirt over it.
Since I had completely missed Marketing I decided to do some last minute Statistics studying. Rumor is there's a pop quiz.
I took a seat at a table in the Student Lounge. No way I could get in any trouble if I was just studying.
Lincoln Ellison sat across from me. He looked at me over his stylish black glasses that I was ninety percent sure he didn't need and wore to look more intelligent.
"Heard the golf cart dare didn't go great."
"James arrested me." I informed him.
"He's not a cop."
"That's what I said. Anyways, Dean Wyatt is very displeased with me, so no more dares, Lincoln. I cannot get in trouble."
"You are incapable of staying out of trouble Scarlett." Lincoln stated, his dark green eyes burning into mine from behind the thin layer of glass.
"Well, consider me capable."
"But it's what makes you so fun! You're the spunky outsider who shakes things up around here."
"Not anymore, Linc. Now get outta here, I really gotta study."
"I don't like this new boring Scarlett." He huffed. "I'll catch you later, and by then I hope this attitude will have changed."
He blew me a kiss before getting up and walking away.
"I'm not boring." I muttered to myself.
Who cares if I am? What matters is that I stay completely out of control for the rest of the year.
My phone buzzed. I had a text.
I miss you
I missed him too, but I wouldn't tell him. Vulnerability was for people of higher means. I was too poor to give anything away so easily. Especially feelings.
There was another buzz.
Come see me
I planned on saying no, but never got the chance.
"Watson!" A voice shrieked.
Please don't let this be trouble.
Analeigh Frost was stomping up to me. Her blonde hair was sailing behind her and her green eyes were shooting daggers at me.
"Yes Analeigh?"
"You're a tramp!" She stated.
"True, but why is that such an issue right now?" I asked.
"I know you were with Carter last night! Everybody heard you got caught together."
"Everybody heard wrong, that wasn't me."
"Why were you both in the Dean's office then?" She demanded.
"I stole a golf cart you freak. Are we done here?"
"People have also seen him sneaking out of your room in the mornings."
Damn it. I knew Lulu being involved with someone with a girlfriend would find a way to wreck my life.
"There's nothing going on with me and Carter, I barely like the boy."
"You slept with him last year."
"Everyone has!" I exclaimed. "He's like a spelling bee, everyone gets to participate."
"This is so typical of someone of your means and background." Analeigh shook her head.
"Excuse me?"
"You heard me. You're lower class and you act like it."
"Analeigh, walk away before you really make me mad." I whispered.
"You're nothing but a miscreant," Analeigh sneered. "You constantly forget that you're quite lucky to be here."
"Mad because your parents pay hundreds of thousands of dollars to make you feel like you're important and I'm actually smart enough to be here? That's why you don't like me. I'm better at this than you."
"You're a charity case, Watson. You're never going to be a CEO let alone a Vice President. Your business career ends when we graduate in Spring. You'll probably be an alcoholic just like you fath-"
I slapped her in the face. Analeigh tackled me onto the table and we fell to the floor, fighting. Everyone circled around us shouting.
I felt someone pull me off of Analeigh.
"Not you again Watson." James shook his head.
For the second time that day I was put in handcuffs and hauled off to the Dean's office.
***
"One hour. You lasted one hour, Ms. Watson."
"I really tried, Dean Wyatt, but she antagonized me."
"She hit me first!" Analeigh whined. "Look at my nose." It was bleeding and was starting to bruise.
"Think of it as an improvement on your face."
"Ms. Watson!" Dean Wyatt scolded. "You promised you would stay out of trouble and now you're not even remorseful."
"Well if you would have heard what she said!" I groaned.
He shook his head. "It doesn't matter. You broke yet another rule. I'm sorry Ms. Watson, but you're expelled."
"Dean Wyatt, please!" I begged. "I-I can't get expelled, the Wrenfords believe in me. I can't let them down!""I'm sorry, but I don't know what else to do with you, Ms. Watson.""There's lots to do with me. Um, community service, I can tutor, um do charity.""You're already charity yourself." Analeigh laughed."If I wasn't trying to reverse this expulsion and didn't have these handcuffs on I'd slap the hell out of you again you pretentious bi-""Ms. Watson this is not helping your case!" Dean Wyatt pointed out."So what will?""I don't know, I'll have to think. I mean you've had an eventful day here."
I probably should have knocked on Lee's door, but I had a key to the room, so I didn't even think about it."Oops!" I exclaimed when I walked in on Lee shirtless. I threw my hands over my eyes.I couldn't help but peep through my fingers. I guess when he was neglecting his work, he was using the gym. He was in really good shape."Alright I have a shirt on," he chuckled."Sorry about that," I said."I'm not," he grinned. "What happened to you? You look a mess.""I got in a fight with Analeigh Frost." I rolled my eyes and slid onto his bed. "It was dumb.""I see. Now, you sure you can handle b
"Scarlett, don't you remember my cousin Lenore? You met her last year right?" Grayson asked. I felt like a complete idiot. Now that I could see her better, it was definitely Lenore. Later I would have to unpack why I felt so upset about seeing Grayson with other girls. Not right now though. "Of course. I uh, couldn't really see you that well in this light." I laughed slightly. "Totally fine. I've told Grayson his porch lighting is awful so many times," Lenore giggled. "So have I!" I smiled. "Great minds," She winked. "Well, I'll get out of here so you two can enjoy each other. You'll fit in really well in this family Scarlett."
Grayson pushed himself off of the couch, with me still wrapped around him. He set me down on the island.He always did this. He didn't want us in the room until the last moment. Grayson liked anticipation. He could never just cut right to the chase.I wrapped my legs around him as his lips moved across my throat."Grayson," I whispered. "Come on, people eat on this,""What do you think I'm about to do?" He was on his knees in an instant.He dragged my body closer to him. I felt the lace slide from under my dress. Grayson's arms hooked around my thighs as he shoved his face up my dress.My body arched immediately as a gasp escaped my lips. Grayson's tongue moved in a ci
He slowly got on top of me. "Grayson," I whispered. "I can't miss Marketing twice in a row.""I'll have my parents email Professor Simon and tell him to excuse your absences." Grayson smiled. "Now let me make love to you."I didn't like that I got special treatment, but as much as I loved class, sex does feel better.Grayson had never gone so slow with me. His lips moved across mine slowly as his hands danced along my skin, giving me goosebumps."I love you, Scar." He murmured. "You're so beautiful.""You're really gonna go slow with this huh?"He nodded before moving down to my neck. There was no pain like there usually was. Only pleasure.
I made a big point of loudly dropping my purse on my desk the next day. Lee looked over. "Nice purse. Goes with your shoes." "Thank you. It was a really sweet gift, Lee, I appreciate it." "Don't know what you're talking about." "So you're saying you didn't buy this for me?" I asked. "Nope. Must have been a different LW." "How did you know LW was on the note?" "Fine of course it was me. But don't go around telling everybody. If girls hear I was nice to you they'll think I gotta be nice to them too.” "Ooh, can't have that. The secret is safe with me. You have really good taste t
"Um sorry," Lee turned and walked out of the room."Shit!" I said getting off of Grayson. "I told you we shouldn't do that.""Yeah well you weren't complaining when we got down to it.""I have to go talk to him.""You need to keep him quiet, Scar. My parents were very clear. No one outside of the family can know about us. If the press caught wind of this it would look very bad." Grayson stated."I know," I sighed. "I'll handle Lee, I promise. I'll call you later."I went straight to Lee's room, hoping Wesley wasn't there. I knocked this time.Lee opened the door, shirtless once again.
When I arrived in my room the next day I was surprised to see Carter in Lulu's bed."Where's Lu?"I asked."She had a study group," he answered. "This isn't what it looks like.""Really Carter, you wanna play that game with me of all people?"He sighed. "I'm not a bad guy.""No, you're a bad person." I said. "What you're doing to both of these girls isn't right or fair. Do you actually plan on choosing or is getting your dick sucked twice a day just too good?""It's not about sex Scarlett. I'm in love with both of them!""Then treat them like it! Lulu is going to be a very successful woman, she cannot be a mistress."
What was wrong with me? Why was I putting myself and the boys through this all over again? Things were kind of normal. I had a routine and Grayson and Lee were my friends and I just wrecked them by having sex with both of them in the span of fourteen hours. How stupid could I be? But also what was wrong with them? Making deals behind my back and deciding what I could and couldn’t do. They infuriated me! I was surprised later that night when there was a knock on my door. It was Lee and Grayson. “What do you want?” I asked. “We should all talk.” Grayson said. “Why? You two talk enough. You make deals and decisions without me. You don’t want to keep doing that?” “Scarlett, come on.” Lee groaned. “Just let us in.” I clicked my tongue, but let them in. They sat on the couch and I took the armchair. “What do you want?” I asked. “To talk about how you both fucked me and then told me it was a m
“Grayson, I’m sorry.” I groaned, sliding off of the island. “I didn’t even think of that!”“You seriously haven’t thought about it? At all?” He demanded, sitting up.“A little, I guess. But I thought I was supposed to be focusing on my sobriety!”“Of course that’s important, but I would think things would be clearer than ever right now. That you would know what you want now.”“I never know what I want, Gray.” I knelt next to him. “I’m honestly shocked you guys even still want to be with me.”Grayson went back to fixing the sink. “How many times do we have to tell you how much we love you?”“I thought you moved on! You had girlfriends!”“I went on a date, geez, Scarlett! I thought about you every single second of the day! I missed you like crazy. And now I’ve been doing everyt
One month of sobriety.It’s been an interesting time. I decided to get a plant like they suggested we did. I named him Herman.Herman has been doing incredibly well so far. He’s stunning and gets a lot of light from the window sill.Getting back into work was shockingly easy. Rex Adams was wonderfully supportive and all my coworkers were nice. It felt so good to be back in business again.My friends were so proud of me. They saw the lifestyle change I’d made and commended me for my hard work. It felt good that someone was proud of me again. Rudy was doing some traveling and was trying to figure out what he wanted to do with his life. He said being a drug dealer no longer made him happy.I saw Grayson and Lee the most. We’re friends for now. Being in a relationship could really mess up my sobriety so we’re taking this slow and learning how to live with the new me.I’d been attending NA mee
A week later, I was released from the hospital. I was meant to go straight to the facility. It was the middle of the day on Wednesday, so only Grayson, Lee and Rudy could be there for me. It was almost symbolic. The three catalysts for my relapse were helping me get help. Grayson was right. The facility was insanely nice. My last one was a bit more off the grid to keep anyone from finding out. This didn’t seem like a place that people went to get better. It looked more like vacation. “This looks like a rehabilitation center for a doll,” I stated. “It’s really nice, Scar.” Grayson replied. “So am I rehab barbie?” Rude chuckled slightly. “Is now the time for jokes, Letty?” “There’s always time for jokes,” I shrugged. We parked and the boys grabbed my bags. A part of me wanted to run. I knew this was my choice, but I still wasn’t thrilled about going back. I was still on me
Grayson’s POVSometimes there are moments in life when time slows down completely. Like someone hit the slow-mo button and you’re forced to watch either some of the best or worst moments slowly unfold and you’re unable to do anything about it.I’ve had a few moments like that. When I first met Scarlett, when I found her overdosed on the bathroom floor, when I first kissed her, the night she told me she loved me, finding out about her and Lee, when the car crashed. And then there was tonight.Rudy said that Scarlett was in trouble and to call an ambulance. I swear we were all moving quickly to get to that park, but it all felt like it was happening at snail speed.When we arrived at the park, I could see Scarlett. She was lying so still on the jungle gym. Once again it felt like it took forever to reach her.Tears filled my eyes when I saw her. She wasn’t breathing.I forced myself to start CPR
Lee’s POVThis was horrifying.Scarlett’s behavior was unlike anything I’d ever seen. The Wrenfords had been right about how she was in this state. I could tell she was breaking Grayson’s heart with her words, but he still stood there and took it.He really loved her.I stepped forward. “Scarlett, babe please. It’s me. Will you just talk to us?”“I’m done talking, Lee? Aren’t you? All we do is talk! About our daddy issues and insecurities, I don’t want to talk anymore. Especially not to you. You ruined everything!”“What?”“I was happy before you. I had a plan and you eviscerated it within months! You tricked me into falling in love with you!”“Tricked? I didn’t make you fall in love with me, I told you not to!” I reminded her.“Right because your family is always telling you you’re nothing.
Lee’s POVI was pretty fucked up after Scarlett didn’t choose me. However, I was relieved that she didn’t really choose anyone. I thought for sure she would go with Grayson. He was the obvious choice.Older, more intelligent and sophisticated, they had a history.I was actually kind of proud that she chose herself and wanted to truly figure out who she was. I was hoping that meant she would come back to me.I hated how weak and lonely I was without her. My bed was lonely and after all that time without sex, I was craving it badly.Enter Rebecca Walsh.She was stunning, sexy, and liked to have fun. I knew I wouldn’t be serious about her, but I needed to at least feel satisfied.It worked, but only up to a point. I could get off and feel sexually fulfiled for a few moments and then the emptiness set in.Now that I had made love, just fucking felt so useless. It didn’t give me
“Lee?” I asked.“Um...hey there, Scar.” Lee smiled slightly. “You look...great.”“Thank you! You do too! I mean you always look great. You’re Lee Windsor, that’s kind of your thing. Looking hot. You’re just hot.”“Uh...thanks babe. I mean Scarlett.”“Babe,” I giggled. “Isn’t that such a strange word like doesn’t it mean baby, which is like an infant, but also another pet name who comes up with this shit?”“Can we talk? Alone?” Lee questioned.“Sure,” I turned to Rudy. “I’ll be right back babe.” I kissed him before following Lee.“So...that’s your new boyfriend?” Lee whispered.“Yeah, I guess. It’s not serious...but like it is pretty serious. He drives me to work a-and home. And he met everyone for the first time tonight, which made m
It had been two months since I broke my sobriety.I loved life.I had something of a routine. I would do a few lines when I woke up, Rudy would drive me to work, I’d snort for lunch, and when I got off there was Rudy to take me to whatever wild party was happening. We would get high, have sex and party all night until we passed out. Then we woke up and did it all over again.I of course made time for my friends so they didn’t suspect that anything was wrong with me. My limited communication with Grayson and Lee continued. Both had tried to explain the girls, but I didn’t want to hear it.I had moved on.On quieter nights, Rudy and I got high alone and watched stupid movies and fucked on my couch. Our relationship was both severely codependent and low maintenance.We simply wanted what we needed from each other.It sounded complicated but was wonderfully simple.“Hey wh