Chapter 103

Alpha Alexis POV

I didn't know what I was thinking when I asked Aurora to walk with me but strolling through the streets of the town was more therapeutic than I could remember.

It was the weekend and I was supposed to be resting from the stress of last week.

I was restless.

I couldn't close my eyes without being taken back to that horrific evening, I didn't need any fucking reminder, I had been there when I was seventeen and I didn't want to be there anymore but it seemed my demons could not understand me because they were ready to drag me into their abyss the moment I closed my eyes.

They pounced on me without mercy and I was forced to take those pills again.

I hated them, they made me feel sick and weak and strongly dependent on them. Without them, I was like a ticking bomb that could go off at any time.

I hate that I need them.

I tried thurried out of the house without my car and the only thing I thought I needed was my credit card and a face cap.

I should have grabbed my shades as