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2022-07-22 13:36:54Alpha KAI Point of view
I put my arm around Alaska and hold her close to me as we walk. "I can have one of the men bring a car, so you do not have to walk," I say to her.Alaska looks up at me. Her eyes are wet. She is crying and upset. "It was wrong of me to think that I could be happy. I do not deserve happiness," Alaska sobs. She lays her head on me. I stroke her hair.I nod to one of my warriors. "Get a car," I growl at him.Alaska lifts her head. "No, I need to run. I need to clear my head," Alaska says."Then let's run together so we can clear the air. You are coming with me now, and you know that. You are mine, and I expect you to come with me," I say to her. I lift her chin so that our eyes meet.Alaska nods and smiles. "I know that I am yours now, but what if I cause trouble for your pack. Just look at what happened here today," Alaska says.I look around at the bodies. "They should not have been on my land," I growl.Alaska looks aroRelated chapters
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