Alpha Kai POVThere is nothing I can say to Alaska now, but there is something I can do for her. I know I fucked up and ruined everything we had between us. I want to make sure her life goes smoothly from here on out. She deserves the best. If I am honest with myself, I am not the best. Alaska deserves more than me. I do not return to the pack house. I am sure everyone has a lot to say, but nothing that I want to hear right now. I do not wish to receive pats on the back for being a prick or have the wolves who are upset about Alaska looking at me with disgust. I am an idiot. I get into my truck and begin the drive to the pack hospital. I have a plan, and it does not include asking for forgiveness. My mind races as I drive to the pack hospital. I think of her, and the first time I saw Alaska. At first, all I wanted was a taste, a feel of her, and I definitely wanted to fuck her, but not now. Now I know that I genuinely love her. It is too late for all of late. I know she has no love
Alaska POVI hear his footsteps coming down the hall. I know it is Alpha Kai. I know the way he walks, the way he breathes, and the way he sounds when he is upset or nervous. Alpha Kai is right outside my door; he is standing there, waiting or maybe trying to get up the courage to face me. Alpha Kai knows he is wrong for what he is doing to me; hell, the entire pack knows he is wrong. My heart is breaking because of him. I move the covers and sit on the side of the bed. I can see Alpha Kai's shadow under the door. I should help him a little. Why? I am so angry with him, but he did come to either apologize or check on me. I am not sure I can forgive him, but I will listen to what he has to say. After all, we are having a baby together. That might not be true. I rub my flat belly. I could have Finn's child or Alpha Kai's child. I do not know and will not know until Doctor James does an ultrasound, and even then, it could be off or wrong. What do I tell Finn? What do I tell Alpha Kai?
Alaska POVBeta Bailey is now in charge of my wedding and all the plans. After being checked out by Doctor James, everything with me and the baby is fine. I am healthy, and so is the baby. Beta Bailey and Alpha Kai did not want me to stress out over the wedding, so Beta Bailey took over wedding planning for me. Besides, she knows more about the pack traditions than I do. Between the Luna ceremony, getting to know my duties within the pack, and finding out that I am having a baby, it has been a lot to take in, but I am managing with all of it. I honestly could not do it without Beta Bailey. She has become like a sister to me. She was honest with me about her past with my mate, and I know there is nothing between them now. Finn is awake and moving around. Doctor James seems to think he will make a full recovery. I still worry that I am carrying his child. It weighs on my mind a lot. I am unsure how I feel about that or how Alpha Kai feels about it. Alpha Kai says no matter what, this
Alpha Kai POVWedding Day I stand before my pack, waiting for Alaska. I am about to explode with the excitement that she will be my wife and my Luna by the end of this day. I did not know I could feel like this. Alaska brings out the best in me. She is kind, loving, understanding, and everything I need to be the best Alpha for my pack and the best mate for her. Just when I think I cannot take it any longer, I look to see a vision of white coming toward me. The rest of the room fades away. It is only Alaska and me. No one else matters as I take her hand. We listen to the elder speak the words of our vows. We pledge our lives to one another, and then she commits her life to the pack as the pack Luna. "My wife, My Luna, My everything," I say to her as I lift her veil and take her lips. I can feel every ounce of love and the electricity of our mate bond as we become one. I let go of her and look into her eyes. "You are mine forever," Alaska says, smiling and happy. Standing before me
Alaska POVThere is not enough time in the night to satisfy my longing for Kai. I want him in every way, and I cannot seem to control my hunger for him. He takes me to the highest point of passion, makes me cum, and I crave more. No matter how much my body aches or how sore I am, I want him inside me. Our mate bond is growing, and my lust for him is all-consuming. Alpha Kai lies beside me. He is exhausted, and I crave more from him. "I cannot seem to satisfy my bride tonight," Kai says. He touches me, guiding his fingers over my body. I lean up and kiss his lips. "I am satisfied; I just want more of you," I say. Every time he makes me cum, I need more. I have never wanted anything as much as I want him right now. His hand slides behind my neck, pulling me closer to him. He kisses my lips. We are both hot, wet, and covered in sweat. "I want you inside me again. Fuck me, Kai, fuck me until it hurts," I moan. His tongue slides into my mouth, and his body is on top of me again. His ro
Alaska POVThere are times when I think life with Alpha Kai could not be any better, and then he surprises me. We have been married for seven months, and he tries to remind me how much I am loved every day. Kai is compassionate, kind, and doting. Soon we will add a baby to our lives. The pack is excited as well as Beta Baily and Finn. I have to admit watching Finn dot on Beta Bailey and being in love makes my heart soar for both of them. Finn and Bailey deserve beautiful lives. I was afraid the two of them would leave for a pack in the northern territories, but Finn knew how much Beta Bailey loved the dark moon pack. He stayed for her. Alpha Kai gave Finn back his rank as Beta soon after Bailey announced their engagement. It was his gift to the couple. Well, the status of Beta and a new cabin away from the pack house. It was my idea. I did not want Bailey to have to be in a home Finn shared with me once. I know Beta Bailey is a strong woman, but I never wanted my presence with Finn
Alpha Kai POVShe smells divine as she moves closer to me. "I can smell how excited you are to see me, Kim," I say to her as she finally reaches me. She has two beers, one in each hand."I thought you might be ready for some fun, Alpha," Kim says. She hands me a beer. The pack is wild tonight; like most nights, we party, we drink, and then we take a she-wolf to do with as we please. My wolves work hard, and they deserve to have as much fun as they want. I always ensure the packhouse is filled with alcohol and willing she-wolves after a long day. Today is no different."Do you want to please your Alpha, Kim?" I ask her. I put my arm around her and take a sip from my beer. I watch my wolves while I wait for Kim to answer. She has always seemed a bit timid to crawl in bed with me. She flirts, and brings me a beer, but it never goes any further. I think she hopes I will choose her as my mate if she remains a virgin. That will never happen. I do not want a mate. I like my life the way it i
Alpha Kai POVI wake up with Tori, Veronica, and Kim in the bed with me. Tori is close to me, and I lean over to her. "Come with me," I say to her."Yes, my Alpha," Tori says. She gets out of bed and kisses me, wrapping her legs around me."Not here," I whisper.Tori follows me out of the bedroom, both of us naked and making our way through the packhouse. This place is a damn mess."Where are the omegas? They need to get all of this cleaned up before our new warrior gets here," I say. I grab a beer and walk through the packhouse with Tori following. We are playful and kissing as we make our way to the front."I will get them here, Alpha," Beta Gunner says as he gets to his feet. There are so many beer bottles you can barely walk. We really partied last night. Good thing we have a free day today. Today we welcome the new warrior. Now, that should be fun."Where are we going, Alpha Kai?" Tori asks.I pull her close to me. "To my house for a shower and breakfast. Can I have you for break