Alaska POV
I can feel the concern in Alpha Kai. There is so much he does not know about my relationship with Finn. When my brother carelessly caused the death of Alpha Larringer's daughter and I was snatched out of my home in the middle of the night, I was alone and afraid. My parents would not dare to speak up against Alpha Larringer. Alpha Larringer decided to kill me that night to make amends for what my brother took for him. It was Finn that saved my life.
Finn stepped forward and asked Alpha Larringer to spare my life because Finn declared he was in love with me and that we had secretly been carrying on an affair. I had never spent any time with Finn, but I agreed with Finn's lie. I did not know at the moment that the little lie Finn told came with extraordinary consequences, and neither did her.
That night Alpha Larringer demanded that Finn and I become engaged and that we would be married. Alpha Larringer put one condition on sparing my life,
Finn POVThe headlights of the SUV are blinding as Alpha Kai drives away with Alaska. At least she is safe and happy. Alaska deserves to be happy and with someone who loves her. I hope Alpha Kai is the one for her. I know she says he is her mate, but that does not mean he isn't a dog who likes to chase women. Maybe this is new to him. I hope he continues to care for her, but what if he does not? What if he breaks her heart? Then I will be the one to pick up the pieces and make her whole again."Finn, let's go," Henry growls at me. I allow Henry to flex and pull me alongside him. In reality, I could kick his ass and everyone here, but I go along with them. My abilities far outweigh the way I look. I might not be as big as the rest of them, but I am angrier than them.Henry leads me to three wolves waiting for me. "Finn meet Jake, Briggs, and Or these guys are your new best friends," Henry says. He gives me a little shove. I turn back to look at him. I eyeball him but say nothing. This
Alaska POVIt is strange to have Alpha Kai in my head all the time. Especially since I think about Finn often, it is not that I loved him or love him now; it is that I feel like I owe him. I do owe him, to be blunt about it. I owe him my life. I would not be here with Alpha Kai if it were not for Finn. So, in reality, we both owe Finn.I look up from my book to see Alpha Kai looking in on me. "What are you reading?" Alpha Kai asks me. I can tell he is reading my mind. "I am looking at wedding dresses and thinking, but you already know that," I say. Maybe I am a little too sarcastic with him, but Alpha Kai knows what I am thinking, so why ask me? Alpha Kai walks toward me. I am lying across the bed looking through a book of wedding dresses. "None of this is me. I am so frustrated," I snap as he sits down on the side of the bed. Alpha Kai takes a deep breath and then looks at me. I am almost instantly overcome with an indescribable emotion, electricity, and love for him. "There you a
Alpha KaiMaybe I am wrong about Finn. I know I have a she-wolf missing; Finn was the last person anyone saw her with the previous night. My soon-to-be wife feels she owes Finn a debt for saving her life, and I personally know deep down he cannot be trusted. There is something about him that is not right. I have not figured this complex situation out yet, but I will, and when I do, I will take a lot of joy in killing Finn."NOOO!" I turn quickly to the left of me. That is Alaska screaming. "Everyone get to Alaska now!" I growl. Henry, Jay, and Antoine run in the direction of the scream. I look around to see what wolves are with me. Before I can say anything, everyone is running in the direction of the scream. Henry is leading the way. I am angry as hell at Finn and myself. Why did I allow her to go talk to Finn without me? Because she would have gone even if I had said no to her. I shift into my wolf form and begin running with my men in the direction of Alaska. Henry goes to the
Beta BaileyI arrive home after a long trip for Alpha Kai. As I approach the pack land, things seem to be unraveling. I can hear wolves talking, and everyone sounds angry. I go straight to the pack house to see what the hell is going on with everyone. I open the door to see Alpha Kai and Henry at the table talking. Alpha Kai looks up at me. He looks at me differently. I am not going to lie about our friendship. It is special. I work hard for him, and we occasionally play hard together. I guess I was expecting to come home to a stiff drink and some playtime. "What is going on?" I ask. I was not prepared for the words that come from Alpha Kai."My mate was kidnapped," Alpha Kai says. "MATE! When did that happen?" I ask. Alpha Kai has a mate, no fucking way. Not this playboy, fuck everything he can pin down. There is no fucking way. "She came here with the new Beta Finn, and things went south fast," Alpha Kai says. He is distraught but determined to get her back. He spends the next h
Alpha Kai POVI leave Beta Bailey behind to deal with Finn. I want to kill him, but Bailey insists I allow her time with him. I have always trusted her opinion before, and there is no reason why I should not trust her now."Is there anything you would like me to do, Alpha?" Henry asks me.I get out of the black Suv and slam the door. "The only thing I want is Alaska home. You can start gathering wolves. We will rescue her as soon as Finn gives up the location," I say."And if he does not?" Henry asks me.I had not thought of that. What if he does not tell Beta Bailey everything? Has anyone ever been able to resist her and her questions? No, I think not. Beta Bailey will have all the answers. I know she will."Start looking for Jake. Go back to the security quarters and get with Beta Bailey. I want a full report by nightfall, and wolves gathered to find my Alaska. We leave at midnight," I growl."Yes, sir," Henry says. He looks worried, but I am sure how to read his face or what he is
Alpha KaiBeta Bailey seems to think she has this all figured out, and to be honest, and I like the way she is thinking. Of course, I have always liked the way she thinks. Beta Bailey has a good head on her shoulders, and that is why I use her for my most important tasks. She always comes through for me, and this task is the most important task I have ever given her. "How do you plan to use Finn for bait?" I ask Beta Bailey. She smiles, and I can see the wheels turning inside her bright mind. "I think we should send Finn back home. We send him right to the wolf den, and I truly think the Larringer Alpha will let him crawl back. I mean, after all, it is the Alpha's son, and he wants his son to be with Alaska, so let's send good old Finn home to daddy," Beta Bailey says. I lean over the railing of the front porch. I watch as Henry and Jay talk with some of the wolves that plan to help us retrieve Alaska. I have an army. Now all I need is a plan. I think Beta Bailey has the plan. "Ok
Alaska POVI am cold, so very freezing cold. I feel something damp beneath. Is it water or what? I cannot tell. The room is dark, and I can hear something that sounds like drip drip drip, definitely water. I hear footsteps coming my way and talking. The voice, it is familiar. It is Alpha Larringer, maybe. The dark creeks and then opens. A small light comes into the room, and I see him. It is Alpha Larringer. "Hello, Alaska," Alpha Larringer says. He is smiling and looking more devious than usual. I have dealt with Alpha Larringer more over the years than I ever wanted, and now I am his captive. I know Alpha Kai is about to lose his mind, and I know he is blaming Finn for this, but it is neither of their faults. I am not sure if I should take the blame or not! No, this is my family's fault. None of this is my fault or Finn's. "What do you want?" I ask Alpha Larringer. I try to stand up and face him, but I cannot move. My arms are heavy. I look at my wrist and see something silver in
Alaska POVI sit on the side of the bed with Finn beside me. I hold his hand in case someone is watching, plus it feels nice to have someone I know comfort me right now. I want to ask him about the girl who escaped, but I am unsure if I can. "How did you find me, Finn?" I ask him. He smiles and leans in as if he is going to kiss me. He understands why I am asking what I am asking. "I had a visitor at the packhouse. She is safe," Finn whispers. "I feel safe," I say. I do not feel safe, but I have to play the part. I have to pretend I love him and pretend I am sorry that I slept with Alpha Kai. The girl was with me when I first woke up. She was alone before I got there. She said she was scared. I remember a little about the first place Alpha Larringer held me, and then I woke up in the basement. I wonder why he waited until I was in the cellar to come to terrorize me, or did he?"My brain is scrambled eggs from all the wolfsbane. How long have I been here?" I ask Finn. Finn looks a
Alaska POVThere are times when I think life with Alpha Kai could not be any better, and then he surprises me. We have been married for seven months, and he tries to remind me how much I am loved every day. Kai is compassionate, kind, and doting. Soon we will add a baby to our lives. The pack is excited as well as Beta Baily and Finn. I have to admit watching Finn dot on Beta Bailey and being in love makes my heart soar for both of them. Finn and Bailey deserve beautiful lives. I was afraid the two of them would leave for a pack in the northern territories, but Finn knew how much Beta Bailey loved the dark moon pack. He stayed for her. Alpha Kai gave Finn back his rank as Beta soon after Bailey announced their engagement. It was his gift to the couple. Well, the status of Beta and a new cabin away from the pack house. It was my idea. I did not want Bailey to have to be in a home Finn shared with me once. I know Beta Bailey is a strong woman, but I never wanted my presence with Finn
Alaska POVThere is not enough time in the night to satisfy my longing for Kai. I want him in every way, and I cannot seem to control my hunger for him. He takes me to the highest point of passion, makes me cum, and I crave more. No matter how much my body aches or how sore I am, I want him inside me. Our mate bond is growing, and my lust for him is all-consuming. Alpha Kai lies beside me. He is exhausted, and I crave more from him. "I cannot seem to satisfy my bride tonight," Kai says. He touches me, guiding his fingers over my body. I lean up and kiss his lips. "I am satisfied; I just want more of you," I say. Every time he makes me cum, I need more. I have never wanted anything as much as I want him right now. His hand slides behind my neck, pulling me closer to him. He kisses my lips. We are both hot, wet, and covered in sweat. "I want you inside me again. Fuck me, Kai, fuck me until it hurts," I moan. His tongue slides into my mouth, and his body is on top of me again. His ro
Alpha Kai POVWedding Day I stand before my pack, waiting for Alaska. I am about to explode with the excitement that she will be my wife and my Luna by the end of this day. I did not know I could feel like this. Alaska brings out the best in me. She is kind, loving, understanding, and everything I need to be the best Alpha for my pack and the best mate for her. Just when I think I cannot take it any longer, I look to see a vision of white coming toward me. The rest of the room fades away. It is only Alaska and me. No one else matters as I take her hand. We listen to the elder speak the words of our vows. We pledge our lives to one another, and then she commits her life to the pack as the pack Luna. "My wife, My Luna, My everything," I say to her as I lift her veil and take her lips. I can feel every ounce of love and the electricity of our mate bond as we become one. I let go of her and look into her eyes. "You are mine forever," Alaska says, smiling and happy. Standing before me
Alaska POVBeta Bailey is now in charge of my wedding and all the plans. After being checked out by Doctor James, everything with me and the baby is fine. I am healthy, and so is the baby. Beta Bailey and Alpha Kai did not want me to stress out over the wedding, so Beta Bailey took over wedding planning for me. Besides, she knows more about the pack traditions than I do. Between the Luna ceremony, getting to know my duties within the pack, and finding out that I am having a baby, it has been a lot to take in, but I am managing with all of it. I honestly could not do it without Beta Bailey. She has become like a sister to me. She was honest with me about her past with my mate, and I know there is nothing between them now. Finn is awake and moving around. Doctor James seems to think he will make a full recovery. I still worry that I am carrying his child. It weighs on my mind a lot. I am unsure how I feel about that or how Alpha Kai feels about it. Alpha Kai says no matter what, this
Alaska POVI hear his footsteps coming down the hall. I know it is Alpha Kai. I know the way he walks, the way he breathes, and the way he sounds when he is upset or nervous. Alpha Kai is right outside my door; he is standing there, waiting or maybe trying to get up the courage to face me. Alpha Kai knows he is wrong for what he is doing to me; hell, the entire pack knows he is wrong. My heart is breaking because of him. I move the covers and sit on the side of the bed. I can see Alpha Kai's shadow under the door. I should help him a little. Why? I am so angry with him, but he did come to either apologize or check on me. I am not sure I can forgive him, but I will listen to what he has to say. After all, we are having a baby together. That might not be true. I rub my flat belly. I could have Finn's child or Alpha Kai's child. I do not know and will not know until Doctor James does an ultrasound, and even then, it could be off or wrong. What do I tell Finn? What do I tell Alpha Kai?
Alpha Kai POVThere is nothing I can say to Alaska now, but there is something I can do for her. I know I fucked up and ruined everything we had between us. I want to make sure her life goes smoothly from here on out. She deserves the best. If I am honest with myself, I am not the best. Alaska deserves more than me. I do not return to the pack house. I am sure everyone has a lot to say, but nothing that I want to hear right now. I do not wish to receive pats on the back for being a prick or have the wolves who are upset about Alaska looking at me with disgust. I am an idiot. I get into my truck and begin the drive to the pack hospital. I have a plan, and it does not include asking for forgiveness. My mind races as I drive to the pack hospital. I think of her, and the first time I saw Alaska. At first, all I wanted was a taste, a feel of her, and I definitely wanted to fuck her, but not now. Now I know that I genuinely love her. It is too late for all of late. I know she has no love
Alaska POVAlpha Kai holds me tightly. I know he is worried about the baby and me. I am not stupid. He has been a wild bachelor for a long time, and I am sure he is terrified by a mate and now a child. It is not just that. I have my own fears. For one, what if this is Finn's child? There is a possibility that I could be carrying either Alpha Kai or Finn's baby. Then what?Alpha Kai pulls back from me. He looks into my eyes. I can feel his love, and I see his concern, but there is something else. What is it? What is he hiding from me? Maybe he knows that I am worried about the baby, or to be more clear, and maybe he knows I am afraid the baby is not his. "Our mate bond," I whisper."What?" Alpha Kai says, looking confused. "I do not hear you in our link," I say, confused and unsure of what has happened. I could hear him up until he left for a run, and now the link is gone. "Did you reject me?" I ask him. "No, why would you say such a thing?" Alpha Kai growls. He gets up and moves a
Alpha Kai POVI am an idiot. I already know that I fucked up. I know what I did is wrong, and I do not need Beta Bailey to lecture me about any of it. "What?" I growl at her. I hope she did not see anything or has anything to say right now. "It is Alaska. She needs you. Doctor James is concerned. I come to find you," Beta Bailey says. My heart sinks. "I had to run off some steam. Seeing my Alaska with Finn, it broke me," I try to defend myself. Beta Bailey looks sympathetic toward me and not judgemental. She did not know what I was doing. No one knows except me and that whore, Kim. "I understand, Alpha Kai, but Alaska needs you now. Something is wrong with her," Beta Bailey says. "Lead the way," I say. We begin to run toward the pack house. My heart is sinking, and my mind is racing. I fucked up badly. I have to tell her the truth. Beta Bailey stops. "Do you hear that? Someone is following us," Beta Bailey questions me. We both look behind us, and there is some rustling. I am p
Alpha Kai POVI give Kim instructions to prepare something for Alaska to eat. As I turn to leave the kitchen, there is a loud noise, it sounds like something fell, and a lot of commotion and mixed voices follow. ALASKA! I listen for her in our mate bond link, but nothing as I run toward the back room to see if she is okay. I open the door to the bedroom. Doctor James is on the floor with Alaska. She is pale and looks discolored. "What the hell happened?" I ask as I join Doctor James and Alaska on the floor. "She passed out, Alpha. I am not sure. I need to run some tests to see what is going on with her," Doctor James says. Alaska begins to blink rapidly. Beta Bailey enters the room and rushes over to help us. Before Beta Bailey can ask what happened, I answer her. "We do not know. She fell out," I say. Alaska is cool to the touch. She rolls her eyes and then opens her eyes. She is looking at me. "What happened?" Alaska asked. "That is what we all want to know," I say. Alaska beg