Alaska POVI am cold, so very freezing cold. I feel something damp beneath. Is it water or what? I cannot tell. The room is dark, and I can hear something that sounds like drip drip drip, definitely water. I hear footsteps coming my way and talking. The voice, it is familiar. It is Alpha Larringer, maybe. The dark creeks and then opens. A small light comes into the room, and I see him. It is Alpha Larringer. "Hello, Alaska," Alpha Larringer says. He is smiling and looking more devious than usual. I have dealt with Alpha Larringer more over the years than I ever wanted, and now I am his captive. I know Alpha Kai is about to lose his mind, and I know he is blaming Finn for this, but it is neither of their faults. I am not sure if I should take the blame or not! No, this is my family's fault. None of this is my fault or Finn's. "What do you want?" I ask Alpha Larringer. I try to stand up and face him, but I cannot move. My arms are heavy. I look at my wrist and see something silver in
Alaska POVI sit on the side of the bed with Finn beside me. I hold his hand in case someone is watching, plus it feels nice to have someone I know comfort me right now. I want to ask him about the girl who escaped, but I am unsure if I can. "How did you find me, Finn?" I ask him. He smiles and leans in as if he is going to kiss me. He understands why I am asking what I am asking. "I had a visitor at the packhouse. She is safe," Finn whispers. "I feel safe," I say. I do not feel safe, but I have to play the part. I have to pretend I love him and pretend I am sorry that I slept with Alpha Kai. The girl was with me when I first woke up. She was alone before I got there. She said she was scared. I remember a little about the first place Alpha Larringer held me, and then I woke up in the basement. I wonder why he waited until I was in the cellar to come to terrorize me, or did he?"My brain is scrambled eggs from all the wolfsbane. How long have I been here?" I ask Finn. Finn looks a
Alaska POVI feel as if my head is spinning. The she wolves work on me and ready me for my wedding with no regard for me. The only thing the she wolves worry about is the order they were given by the Larringer Alpha. I hope Alpha Kai does not kill Finn while rescuing me. Finn is here to help me, and I do not want him to be a casualty. "It is about that time," a voice says as a young woman pops into the room. I look back to see Finn's cousin Joselyn. She is almost smirking at me. Jocelyn is a privileged little bitch if there ever was one. She walks over to me, still smiling. Jocelyn looks positively giddy over this forced marriage. "Hello, Jocelyn. I am so happy to see you came to my wedding," I say. I try to smile, but I only want to reach up, grab her and choke the life out of her while the plump she wolf watches and waits her turn to get her ass kicked by me. Jocelyn touches my hair as if to inspect the long curls coming from my braids. "Hmm, Yes, I am sure you are so happy to se
Alaska POV"I have to keep you safe," Beta Bailey says to me. I follow Beta Bailey away from the fires, the explosions, and the screaming. All of the noise coming from the Larringer wolf pack is terrifying. I hope those giant wolves and that plump she wolf that was so rude to me suffer the most. "Keep up," Beta Bailey growls at me. I am exhausted and I have been drugged, so it is hard for me to run as fast as I normally do even in my wolf form. I listen for Alpha Kai. I need to know he is safe. I do not hear anything from him. He is silent in my mind. I am not sure if that is good or bad. I doubt he wants me listening to him as he murders people. I get that. I wonder, can I turn off and on his ability to listen to me?There is a black SUV waiting for me. Beta Bailey stops in front of the black SUV and waits for me. "Get in and go home. I will make sure Alpha Kai and Finn come home to you," Beta Bailey says. I shake my head in protest. "Alpha Larringer locked Finn in a pit. He let
Season 2 Alaska POVI pace the floors and wait impatiently for Alpha Kai to return to me. Beta Bailey keeps trying to comfort me. I know he is fine, but I need to see him. I need to see it with my eyes. I can feel him and hear his voice, but it is not enough. I hear a door slam. It must be the wolves back from the battle. I look at the window and see black SUVs and wolves running alongside the ones in the back. I see Paul and Henry opening the back door to one of the SUVs. That must be the door I heard slam shut. "Alaska," Alpha Kai calls out to me. He rushes toward Paul and stops them from getting whatever or whoever is in the back of the SUV out. The two men obey Alpha Kai. Alpha Kai rushes toward me as I run toward him. I wrap my arms around him. The tears begin to flow as I release the heartache, pain, and all the worry. "It is over. The Larringer wolves are all dead," Alpha Kai says. I take a deep breath. The first thought that goes to my head is Finn. Did Alpha Kai kill Fi
Alpha Kai POVI give Kim instructions to prepare something for Alaska to eat. As I turn to leave the kitchen, there is a loud noise, it sounds like something fell, and a lot of commotion and mixed voices follow. ALASKA! I listen for her in our mate bond link, but nothing as I run toward the back room to see if she is okay. I open the door to the bedroom. Doctor James is on the floor with Alaska. She is pale and looks discolored. "What the hell happened?" I ask as I join Doctor James and Alaska on the floor. "She passed out, Alpha. I am not sure. I need to run some tests to see what is going on with her," Doctor James says. Alaska begins to blink rapidly. Beta Bailey enters the room and rushes over to help us. Before Beta Bailey can ask what happened, I answer her. "We do not know. She fell out," I say. Alaska is cool to the touch. She rolls her eyes and then opens her eyes. She is looking at me. "What happened?" Alaska asked. "That is what we all want to know," I say. Alaska beg
Alpha Kai POVI am an idiot. I already know that I fucked up. I know what I did is wrong, and I do not need Beta Bailey to lecture me about any of it. "What?" I growl at her. I hope she did not see anything or has anything to say right now. "It is Alaska. She needs you. Doctor James is concerned. I come to find you," Beta Bailey says. My heart sinks. "I had to run off some steam. Seeing my Alaska with Finn, it broke me," I try to defend myself. Beta Bailey looks sympathetic toward me and not judgemental. She did not know what I was doing. No one knows except me and that whore, Kim. "I understand, Alpha Kai, but Alaska needs you now. Something is wrong with her," Beta Bailey says. "Lead the way," I say. We begin to run toward the pack house. My heart is sinking, and my mind is racing. I fucked up badly. I have to tell her the truth. Beta Bailey stops. "Do you hear that? Someone is following us," Beta Bailey questions me. We both look behind us, and there is some rustling. I am p
Alaska POVAlpha Kai holds me tightly. I know he is worried about the baby and me. I am not stupid. He has been a wild bachelor for a long time, and I am sure he is terrified by a mate and now a child. It is not just that. I have my own fears. For one, what if this is Finn's child? There is a possibility that I could be carrying either Alpha Kai or Finn's baby. Then what?Alpha Kai pulls back from me. He looks into my eyes. I can feel his love, and I see his concern, but there is something else. What is it? What is he hiding from me? Maybe he knows that I am worried about the baby, or to be more clear, and maybe he knows I am afraid the baby is not his. "Our mate bond," I whisper."What?" Alpha Kai says, looking confused. "I do not hear you in our link," I say, confused and unsure of what has happened. I could hear him up until he left for a run, and now the link is gone. "Did you reject me?" I ask him. "No, why would you say such a thing?" Alpha Kai growls. He gets up and moves a
Alaska POVThere are times when I think life with Alpha Kai could not be any better, and then he surprises me. We have been married for seven months, and he tries to remind me how much I am loved every day. Kai is compassionate, kind, and doting. Soon we will add a baby to our lives. The pack is excited as well as Beta Baily and Finn. I have to admit watching Finn dot on Beta Bailey and being in love makes my heart soar for both of them. Finn and Bailey deserve beautiful lives. I was afraid the two of them would leave for a pack in the northern territories, but Finn knew how much Beta Bailey loved the dark moon pack. He stayed for her. Alpha Kai gave Finn back his rank as Beta soon after Bailey announced their engagement. It was his gift to the couple. Well, the status of Beta and a new cabin away from the pack house. It was my idea. I did not want Bailey to have to be in a home Finn shared with me once. I know Beta Bailey is a strong woman, but I never wanted my presence with Finn
Alaska POVThere is not enough time in the night to satisfy my longing for Kai. I want him in every way, and I cannot seem to control my hunger for him. He takes me to the highest point of passion, makes me cum, and I crave more. No matter how much my body aches or how sore I am, I want him inside me. Our mate bond is growing, and my lust for him is all-consuming. Alpha Kai lies beside me. He is exhausted, and I crave more from him. "I cannot seem to satisfy my bride tonight," Kai says. He touches me, guiding his fingers over my body. I lean up and kiss his lips. "I am satisfied; I just want more of you," I say. Every time he makes me cum, I need more. I have never wanted anything as much as I want him right now. His hand slides behind my neck, pulling me closer to him. He kisses my lips. We are both hot, wet, and covered in sweat. "I want you inside me again. Fuck me, Kai, fuck me until it hurts," I moan. His tongue slides into my mouth, and his body is on top of me again. His ro
Alpha Kai POVWedding Day I stand before my pack, waiting for Alaska. I am about to explode with the excitement that she will be my wife and my Luna by the end of this day. I did not know I could feel like this. Alaska brings out the best in me. She is kind, loving, understanding, and everything I need to be the best Alpha for my pack and the best mate for her. Just when I think I cannot take it any longer, I look to see a vision of white coming toward me. The rest of the room fades away. It is only Alaska and me. No one else matters as I take her hand. We listen to the elder speak the words of our vows. We pledge our lives to one another, and then she commits her life to the pack as the pack Luna. "My wife, My Luna, My everything," I say to her as I lift her veil and take her lips. I can feel every ounce of love and the electricity of our mate bond as we become one. I let go of her and look into her eyes. "You are mine forever," Alaska says, smiling and happy. Standing before me
Alaska POVBeta Bailey is now in charge of my wedding and all the plans. After being checked out by Doctor James, everything with me and the baby is fine. I am healthy, and so is the baby. Beta Bailey and Alpha Kai did not want me to stress out over the wedding, so Beta Bailey took over wedding planning for me. Besides, she knows more about the pack traditions than I do. Between the Luna ceremony, getting to know my duties within the pack, and finding out that I am having a baby, it has been a lot to take in, but I am managing with all of it. I honestly could not do it without Beta Bailey. She has become like a sister to me. She was honest with me about her past with my mate, and I know there is nothing between them now. Finn is awake and moving around. Doctor James seems to think he will make a full recovery. I still worry that I am carrying his child. It weighs on my mind a lot. I am unsure how I feel about that or how Alpha Kai feels about it. Alpha Kai says no matter what, this
Alaska POVI hear his footsteps coming down the hall. I know it is Alpha Kai. I know the way he walks, the way he breathes, and the way he sounds when he is upset or nervous. Alpha Kai is right outside my door; he is standing there, waiting or maybe trying to get up the courage to face me. Alpha Kai knows he is wrong for what he is doing to me; hell, the entire pack knows he is wrong. My heart is breaking because of him. I move the covers and sit on the side of the bed. I can see Alpha Kai's shadow under the door. I should help him a little. Why? I am so angry with him, but he did come to either apologize or check on me. I am not sure I can forgive him, but I will listen to what he has to say. After all, we are having a baby together. That might not be true. I rub my flat belly. I could have Finn's child or Alpha Kai's child. I do not know and will not know until Doctor James does an ultrasound, and even then, it could be off or wrong. What do I tell Finn? What do I tell Alpha Kai?
Alpha Kai POVThere is nothing I can say to Alaska now, but there is something I can do for her. I know I fucked up and ruined everything we had between us. I want to make sure her life goes smoothly from here on out. She deserves the best. If I am honest with myself, I am not the best. Alaska deserves more than me. I do not return to the pack house. I am sure everyone has a lot to say, but nothing that I want to hear right now. I do not wish to receive pats on the back for being a prick or have the wolves who are upset about Alaska looking at me with disgust. I am an idiot. I get into my truck and begin the drive to the pack hospital. I have a plan, and it does not include asking for forgiveness. My mind races as I drive to the pack hospital. I think of her, and the first time I saw Alaska. At first, all I wanted was a taste, a feel of her, and I definitely wanted to fuck her, but not now. Now I know that I genuinely love her. It is too late for all of late. I know she has no love
Alaska POVAlpha Kai holds me tightly. I know he is worried about the baby and me. I am not stupid. He has been a wild bachelor for a long time, and I am sure he is terrified by a mate and now a child. It is not just that. I have my own fears. For one, what if this is Finn's child? There is a possibility that I could be carrying either Alpha Kai or Finn's baby. Then what?Alpha Kai pulls back from me. He looks into my eyes. I can feel his love, and I see his concern, but there is something else. What is it? What is he hiding from me? Maybe he knows that I am worried about the baby, or to be more clear, and maybe he knows I am afraid the baby is not his. "Our mate bond," I whisper."What?" Alpha Kai says, looking confused. "I do not hear you in our link," I say, confused and unsure of what has happened. I could hear him up until he left for a run, and now the link is gone. "Did you reject me?" I ask him. "No, why would you say such a thing?" Alpha Kai growls. He gets up and moves a
Alpha Kai POVI am an idiot. I already know that I fucked up. I know what I did is wrong, and I do not need Beta Bailey to lecture me about any of it. "What?" I growl at her. I hope she did not see anything or has anything to say right now. "It is Alaska. She needs you. Doctor James is concerned. I come to find you," Beta Bailey says. My heart sinks. "I had to run off some steam. Seeing my Alaska with Finn, it broke me," I try to defend myself. Beta Bailey looks sympathetic toward me and not judgemental. She did not know what I was doing. No one knows except me and that whore, Kim. "I understand, Alpha Kai, but Alaska needs you now. Something is wrong with her," Beta Bailey says. "Lead the way," I say. We begin to run toward the pack house. My heart is sinking, and my mind is racing. I fucked up badly. I have to tell her the truth. Beta Bailey stops. "Do you hear that? Someone is following us," Beta Bailey questions me. We both look behind us, and there is some rustling. I am p
Alpha Kai POVI give Kim instructions to prepare something for Alaska to eat. As I turn to leave the kitchen, there is a loud noise, it sounds like something fell, and a lot of commotion and mixed voices follow. ALASKA! I listen for her in our mate bond link, but nothing as I run toward the back room to see if she is okay. I open the door to the bedroom. Doctor James is on the floor with Alaska. She is pale and looks discolored. "What the hell happened?" I ask as I join Doctor James and Alaska on the floor. "She passed out, Alpha. I am not sure. I need to run some tests to see what is going on with her," Doctor James says. Alaska begins to blink rapidly. Beta Bailey enters the room and rushes over to help us. Before Beta Bailey can ask what happened, I answer her. "We do not know. She fell out," I say. Alaska is cool to the touch. She rolls her eyes and then opens her eyes. She is looking at me. "What happened?" Alaska asked. "That is what we all want to know," I say. Alaska beg