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2024-10-29 19:42:56As I went out of the bathroom, the smell of the food that Joash was cooking welcomed me.
I smiled stupidly imagining my life with him.
"YAH, neo geogi usgo meongcheong hae?" He shouted.
I did not understand what he just said. I just smiled and walked near him.
"The only Korean word that I know is SARANGHAE, so I'll take those words as I love you too, okay?" I said and laughed.
He smiled and went out.
"Faster let's eat, cause later I will eat something," He said and winked.
I laughed, now I can see his naughty side.
I went down to the dining area and the food was already prepared.
I sat down and stared to my baby, he was just standing in front of me, smiling.
"What now? Let's eat," I said.
"Go, I'll just watch you,"
"Why? Are you not hungry?"
"I am, but seeing you makes me full already,"
"Nah, that's too much sweet, baby," I said and stood in front of him.
"What was th
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