I think I cried out all of my tears. After Mike went, I just snapped. I can't control while he's here next to me, and sure as hell is harder to control when he's not here.It is yet hard to say that this is a true love... I mean, I know the guy like a week or two. But every time I see him, my heart wants to jump out of my chest and my body has a zero strength. I just can't stop thinking of him, not even now, when I know he is a married man, and has the most stunning wife in the world.I know he lied to me... I do. And when me and Hannah used to watch some romantic or chick flick movies, there always was a married man, cheating. And I hate those kind of men. Why aren't guys just satisfied with one woman? My ex cheated on me, I dumped him. But Mike? I need him, even though he can't be mine. I just know that I need him."Jess?" Hannah entered my room slowly. She interrupted me in my day dream and I sat up on my bed. I quickly tried to wipe my tears
Mike's P.O.V.Damn Ann! I told her like a million times, that's the last time! One more fight and we're over! I can't stand her no more! Constant fighting, she is always in such a bad move and I am really trying! Between my company work being a CEO of Dupont, helping my friend in University so I can feel in for Latin, it's hard to combine family life. But I can't do IT alone!Then again, we are married and I did said -In a better or worse- and I'm not someone who can brake a promise. I think I'm not...But then I saw her. That beautiful, gorgeous woman with her blond, long hair with most perfect smile I've ever seen. I saw her there at a bar, looking like she's on the edge, done with school and everything. I've been there, I know that feeling.I can't go there and just say something. What will I say to this perfect girl without blowing my chances? Ann and I are done for a long time, we just bicker and pull each other nerves every time we talk
"I can do this!""You can do this!" Hannah repeated my words. She was full of enthusiasm and smiled to me very encouraging. I returned the smile to her and nodded.After a week in this hospital and full sighting of my mother and that little, perfect bitch who has the same last name as my, whatever he is now, I've had enough. I was ready to go home, lay on my couch, and eat my chips. Read some Cosmo if I have to...Well, we better hurry then.I smiled widely when my inner voice spoke to me."Aghh!" I moaned after I took one big step towards my life-saving exit. Mom, I mean, Dr.Miller suggested I don't strain too much or walk because I'm risking of cracking sutures and bleeding to death. Yes, she enjoyed telling me that. Now, all I can do is walk to the bathroom which is a few steps further away from my room and that's it. Yea, as If I will survive without checking my fridge every few minutes.My pain is still fresh. Every mov
"Wake up... Someone wants to see you." Hannah gently shook my shoulder. I just moaned and didn't even bother to open my eyes. Whatever is going on, it can wait until I woke up. Suddenly, I felt familiar sound of cologne mixed with aftershave. Mike!My inner voice spoke to me. My heart started beating fast and all of a sudden, I felt a big wave of heat going through my body. I still couldn't open my eyes."I wouldn't let him in, but he brought food so..." I heard Hannah's voice. I slapped my forehead. Damn Hannah, and damn Mike! Everyone knows she can't resist food! I heard his giggle. I couldn't help it but smile a little too."Evening, sleeping beauty." I felt his strong mint fresh breath on my cheek. I stopped breathing when I felt his lips on my skin. As I felt a strong tingling sensation going from my cheek to my toe, I opened my eyes and I saw him. He backed off from me, standing straight in front of my co
I don't know what happened right there but remember John left. Everything was still blurry to me. He slammed the door so strong, I twitched. I still don't know what happened. All I know is, Mike lied to me again. He called John. He did that so I could be with John and forget him. I mean, what? Seriously? Who does that? "I will leave you two alone." Hannah said quietly but you could see she is very angry. She walked out of the kitchen leaving me and Mike in alone. He was still covering his face with his hands, sitting on the chair while I was leaning against kitchen counter. I was watching him, trying to realize, trying to understand him. Believe me, it was hard. "Why Mike?" I asked him after ten minutes of getting my thoughts, my head and my heart to normal. I was still looking at him, as he lowered his hands and looked down. He sighed deeply."You must forget about me." He sad weakly. Instantly, as my chest tightened, my eyes were getting
I watched my daddy's face go pale as I said him every detail in this two weeks. The more he found out, the more his face lost every inch of redness. To be honest, I expected this reaction, but I talk to him about everything. He knows me and he would find out by himself, anyway. At least, he has feelings, not like Dr.Miller. Yes, I call her Dr.Miller now, not mommy. "How mad are you from 1 to 10?" I asked my dad as I gave him the best puppy face I could pull out. He looked at me seriously but after a few seconds and a few blinks with my blue eyes, his look softened and he gave me the best reassuring smile ever."I am not mad, my baby..." He caressed my cheek softly. "But I'm confused." He said and sighed. "You were always so determined about everything, but when it comes to Mike, you like, lose your brain or something!" He said confused. I covered my face with hands realizing that he is telling the truth! I mean, when I used to say no to someone, it was no. No
"John, I can't do this..." That was my first 5 words when we broke our kiss. Last time we kissed was when I was still back home in a small Detroit, before I found out he cheated me with some waitress in our local bar. It was our last kiss, and it was perfect. Just like this one!"Oh..." He said as he lowered his head. He looked so wounded, so disappointed, so sad. I tried to put my arm on his shoulder but he winced so hard, I instantly pulled my hand back."John." I said weakly. He sighed."Whatever, Jess, I will just bang another girl and I will be fine." He said coldly. I opened my mouth but I couldn't say a word. I shook my head and sighed. Why I ever thought he changed? How could I be so stupid and naive?"Get the fuck out of my apartment!" I raised my voice. I remembered all the times he cheated, lied and many other bad things. Of course he will just bang another girl, I knew he's that type, why am I freaking out here? "Now!" I yelled a
First, let me start with a small author's note.I am so grateful that I have people who support me and I've wouldn't done it without you!Love you guys, and once again, THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT!! Yours, Daisy.-----------------------------------------"Morning beautiful." I opened my eyes slowly as I felt a warm lips on my cheek. I won't lie, I felt alive more then ever."Morning..." I turned around to him and leaned my head on his strong and sexy shoulders. Mike spend the night here because he didn't want to leave me alone since Hannah called and said that she will sleep at George's house and from there, they are going to college together. My first scary thought was that Gorilla will see them."Are we planning on getting up soon?" Mike asked me with the most beautiful morning voice. I was still ashamed by the fact we were both naked in the same bed. Last time we were like that, I was drunk and I can't remember a thing