First, let me start with a small author's note.I am so grateful that I have people who support me and I've wouldn't done it without you!Love you guys, and once again, THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT!! Yours, Daisy.-----------------------------------------"Morning beautiful." I opened my eyes slowly as I felt a warm lips on my cheek. I won't lie, I felt alive more then ever."Morning..." I turned around to him and leaned my head on his strong and sexy shoulders. Mike spend the night here because he didn't want to leave me alone since Hannah called and said that she will sleep at George's house and from there, they are going to college together. My first scary thought was that Gorilla will see them."Are we planning on getting up soon?" Mike asked me with the most beautiful morning voice. I was still ashamed by the fact we were both naked in the same bed. Last time we were like that, I was drunk and I can't remember a thing
"Why are you so pale?" Hannah asked me after I entered her car in a Hospital's parking lot. "Jessica?" She asked me again but I couldn't answer."She knows." I simply said."Who knows what? Jess?" She looked at me puzzled but after a few seconds, she realized. "Ann. Oh my God." She formed an 'O' with her mouth but then she covered her mouth with her hand."Maybe, I don't know." I sighed."But what happened?" She asked me after a moment of silence."She invited me for coffee." I sighed deeply again and covered my face with hands."That... Doesn't mean anything!" Hannah tried to reassure me but it didn't work out much. It seems that Hannah don't believe that either."When she invited me, she had that devilish smile and her one eyebrow was always up, you know, like you look when you have a plan. Evil plan." I looked at her seriously and she sighed deeply with her eyes closed."Ok. Here's what we're going
"I... I have to go..." I said to that stunningly evil Ann. She just smiled proudly."Sure you do." She said barely audible and sounded like all this is super boring. I stood up slowly, holding myself on to a chair. I didn't understood why my body is so heavy when I don't even feel it. To be honest, I didn't knew how will I get to my apartment. On every stair of building's staircase, I waited for a few seconds, then I took a step forward. I'm coming back home from the hell. To him. To that liar. That son of a..."Jessica?" Hannah's voice interrupted my thoughts. She was beneath me, probably coming home from the store."Peter. His son." I said weakly, letting my tears block my view. Hannah ran to me, standing beside me."His what?" She asked with her eyes wide open but I just sighed. "Jessica?!" She said trying to catch my eyes but I looked down. I didn't want to cry. Not over him. Not now, not here."I'm fine." I said sniffing. S
Today is the day.I will see Mike again.Fucking school and Latin.Two weeks passed since I saw him. I survived the first week, I thought. I had to study so I don't fall back much in school, and exams will start soon so that was my occupation. When I didn't study, I was playing cards with Hannah, George and John. Yes, that John.When I broke up with Mike, all I did was sobbing in my bed and after that, I did some more sobbing. Hannah called John over and he came with two boxes of chocolate and this month's Cosmopolitan so I had to forgive him for being... Well, for being John. *Flashback*"You realize that one day, you will have to go out of your room right?""Mhmm..." As I moaned, Hannah sighed deeply."Someone's here to see you.""Tell to whoever that is I'm not in the mood." I said weakly and turned my head on the other side, covering it with my blanket.
"He is so hot, I was like, damn!" Said one red-head to other chick. Probably, they were talking about or new Latin professor. I haven't saw him yet. I wasn't really waiting to experience that either."Could you please shut up already?" I raised my voice a bit as I turned around. That red-headed looked me puzzled and that other chick, gave me wtf-look. I had enough. Hannah and I came in this classroom about 10 minutes ago. As we sat, Mike is all I hear about. Like, Why is God punishing me? Seriously, why, God? Did I did something bad in my past? I didn't go to church much? Because I will pray everyday if I have to, just stop punishing me."Huh?" That chick looked at me with her eyes wide open."Just shut the fuck up about him. OK?" I said a bit louder and those two just rolled they eyes with too much make-up. Like, seriously, you could paint your whole house if you would take their make-up down."Whatevs." Said one of them."Ugh." Sai
2 more weeks has passed faster then I imagine. I am totally focused on my studies. Besides Latin, that's for sure.Exams will start soon and I have to be prepare. If I get just one B, my mom will strangle me. To be honest, she would do me a favour. I don't want to live anymore, I don't have strength nor reason. Well, besides medicine.Oh who am I kidding? I didn't studied at all and now, I have to do all of that in 2 days. Weekend is my only chance to learn all materials if I want to pass my exams. If mom find out that I'm sleeping, she will murder me. And not in that simple, with less pain way. No, she will do it slowly and painful. Very painful."If you are thinking of that jerk again, I swear to God I will pu-""No. I'm thinking about my mom." I interrupted Hannah before she could say she will punch me. She did that a few times this week. Since I had a "moment" with Mike in the classroom, she keeps punching me every time she finds out I'm
"John? What are you doing here?" I asked him with my eyes opened widely as I approached him. I lost Hannah somewhere along my way to John but I think she managed on her own."You look surprised." John gave me a small husky smile and a tiny wink. Adorable, just like in the old days."You think?" I exclaimed as I gently punched him on his left shoulder. I was surprised that he shown here, but in a good way. Though, I couldn't connect the dots with who he came. I think he doesn't know any of my college friends, I mean, they are far away from my home. Our home. "I came with Nadia." He said nonchalantly. I couldn't admit myself that, but I think I froze a bit. He came with a girl? He saw my surprised face and he smiled widely. I could tell he's enjoying this."Cool." I tried to stay calm but something inside me was nervous. Who's that girl? And where is he now? Ugh, why am I even thinking about it now? I don't care. "Where the hell is Hann?"
"Excuse me." I said walking by George, some guys and finally by John. He was looking at me with a wide smile but when he saw how pissed I am, he lowered his look acting all serious. I rolled my eyes and angrily walked inside, in the house."Jess?" I heard a familiar voice behind me. Oh thank God!"Hannah!" I said, as I sighed in relief. I grabbed her hands and started walking towards big, brown doors. I didn't know where I'm going, I just wanted to get away from amused looks."What happened out there?" Hannah asked me as we entered Alan's bathroom. For a moment, I let her hand go just to admire another piece of his house. His bathroom was like my entire living room, maybe half of my kitchen too! All in perfect shape, in perfect angles, covered with marble and stone. So cold and strict architecture but, in surprise, it felt warm from a small, glassed chandelier which made this room very romantic, letting a small amount of light outside. This room would