Today is the day.I will see Mike again.Fucking school and Latin.Two weeks passed since I saw him. I survived the first week, I thought. I had to study so I don't fall back much in school, and exams will start soon so that was my occupation. When I didn't study, I was playing cards with Hannah, George and John. Yes, that John.When I broke up with Mike, all I did was sobbing in my bed and after that, I did some more sobbing. Hannah called John over and he came with two boxes of chocolate and this month's Cosmopolitan so I had to forgive him for being... Well, for being John. *Flashback*"You realize that one day, you will have to go out of your room right?""Mhmm..." As I moaned, Hannah sighed deeply."Someone's here to see you.""Tell to whoever that is I'm not in the mood." I said weakly and turned my head on the other side, covering it with my blanket.
"He is so hot, I was like, damn!" Said one red-head to other chick. Probably, they were talking about or new Latin professor. I haven't saw him yet. I wasn't really waiting to experience that either."Could you please shut up already?" I raised my voice a bit as I turned around. That red-headed looked me puzzled and that other chick, gave me wtf-look. I had enough. Hannah and I came in this classroom about 10 minutes ago. As we sat, Mike is all I hear about. Like, Why is God punishing me? Seriously, why, God? Did I did something bad in my past? I didn't go to church much? Because I will pray everyday if I have to, just stop punishing me."Huh?" That chick looked at me with her eyes wide open."Just shut the fuck up about him. OK?" I said a bit louder and those two just rolled they eyes with too much make-up. Like, seriously, you could paint your whole house if you would take their make-up down."Whatevs." Said one of them."Ugh." Sai
2 more weeks has passed faster then I imagine. I am totally focused on my studies. Besides Latin, that's for sure.Exams will start soon and I have to be prepare. If I get just one B, my mom will strangle me. To be honest, she would do me a favour. I don't want to live anymore, I don't have strength nor reason. Well, besides medicine.Oh who am I kidding? I didn't studied at all and now, I have to do all of that in 2 days. Weekend is my only chance to learn all materials if I want to pass my exams. If mom find out that I'm sleeping, she will murder me. And not in that simple, with less pain way. No, she will do it slowly and painful. Very painful."If you are thinking of that jerk again, I swear to God I will pu-""No. I'm thinking about my mom." I interrupted Hannah before she could say she will punch me. She did that a few times this week. Since I had a "moment" with Mike in the classroom, she keeps punching me every time she finds out I'm
"John? What are you doing here?" I asked him with my eyes opened widely as I approached him. I lost Hannah somewhere along my way to John but I think she managed on her own."You look surprised." John gave me a small husky smile and a tiny wink. Adorable, just like in the old days."You think?" I exclaimed as I gently punched him on his left shoulder. I was surprised that he shown here, but in a good way. Though, I couldn't connect the dots with who he came. I think he doesn't know any of my college friends, I mean, they are far away from my home. Our home. "I came with Nadia." He said nonchalantly. I couldn't admit myself that, but I think I froze a bit. He came with a girl? He saw my surprised face and he smiled widely. I could tell he's enjoying this."Cool." I tried to stay calm but something inside me was nervous. Who's that girl? And where is he now? Ugh, why am I even thinking about it now? I don't care. "Where the hell is Hann?"
"Excuse me." I said walking by George, some guys and finally by John. He was looking at me with a wide smile but when he saw how pissed I am, he lowered his look acting all serious. I rolled my eyes and angrily walked inside, in the house."Jess?" I heard a familiar voice behind me. Oh thank God!"Hannah!" I said, as I sighed in relief. I grabbed her hands and started walking towards big, brown doors. I didn't know where I'm going, I just wanted to get away from amused looks."What happened out there?" Hannah asked me as we entered Alan's bathroom. For a moment, I let her hand go just to admire another piece of his house. His bathroom was like my entire living room, maybe half of my kitchen too! All in perfect shape, in perfect angles, covered with marble and stone. So cold and strict architecture but, in surprise, it felt warm from a small, glassed chandelier which made this room very romantic, letting a small amount of light outside. This room would
Mike.How did I come to this?How did I let him in my heart?Why?I was a normal girl, average looking medicine student who's spending all her free time with her face in the books because her mother is a genius freak with no emotions. Not exactly first choice for a rich business man, slash, Latin professor with a gorgeous wife and a 4 year old kid. After meeting him, my life turned upside down. I never thought I would be some dirty mistress of some business man or a secret girlfriend of her professor.Damn, when I think about it, I sound like a slut. I'm not a slut. Believe me. I hate cheating and I hate those who cheats. Like John. Ugh, John. What will I do with him?“Jess?” Hannah gently knocked on my bedroom door, slowly leaning inside.“Yes?” I raised my head slowly, confused by her gesture. She was never quiet, nor gentle. “Oh, it's you.” I said, as I sighed.“Oh, so
“Why are you quiet?” Mike asked me after a few moments. I was still shocked.“Why?” I asked quietly. “Why now? Why after all this time?” I looked at him and sighed. He closed his eyes for a moment and clenched his jaw. He is so hot when he does that!“She slapped Peter.” He said barely audible, but you could hear angriness in his voice. I reflexively looked at Peter. He was looking down, sadly. My heart melted instantly.“Oh Peter…” I reached my hand to touch his shoulder and he looked at me with those beautiful big blue eyes and smiled weakly.“I'm ok miss.” He said nervously.“You can call me Jess.” I smiled widely to him, kissing him on a cheek. Mike looked at me surprised but I saw sparkles in his eyes. Peter started chuckling and my heart was instantly filled with strange feeling. I'm already loving this boy!“How could she?” I looked at Mike seriously. He shook his head in disapproval then looked at me.
“What are we now?” Mike asked me as he buttoned the last button on his perfectly white shirt. I sighed deeply saying goodbye to his naked torso again.“You tell me.” I said repairing my hair. Slut.My conscience was looking at me angrily. I know I will have to deal with her later when I'm alone. Maybe this all sounds a little bit slutty, ok, I admit. But I couldn't help it, I… I love him.“I know one thing, though.” Mike came closer after he put on last piece of his black Armani suit. He gently kissed me on my forehead and for a second, he caressed my cheek. “I love you Jessica Miller.” He winked huskily, making me blush like a red tomato. “Stop it!” I punch him in his strong shoulder playfully, making him giggle. He is so adorable when he's acting like 17 year old! It's like, he forget about his rich parents, his age, his devil wife, everything. So cute!“What, you don't love me?” He tried to act all serious and hurt but he started smiling widely. I