CHAPTER 75

I did it again. I gave in. I have managed to disappoint me one more time. How can I be so weak, just how many times I have to hurt myself with what is so wrong yet it feels so damn good?

"Sex isn't supposed to be an answer." I said after I buttoned up the last button on my shirt. He was already done.

"I know." He simply said, repairing his Rolex.

"So why are we doing that?" I asked, sitting down.

"Do what? I want you. Isn't that enough?" He looked at me puzzled. I was stunned by the fact that he doesn't seem to see the real problem is.

"No, Mike. Sometimes it's not." I said standing up. Why am I suddenly feel angry? I am to blame here, I let him manipulate me one more time. He just used that so well!

"What is your problem Jessica?" He exclaimed. I backed off a little. "What do you want?" He raised his voice. I narrowed my eyes and sighed deeply. To be honest, I don't know what I want.

"I want you. But not just sex. I want the whole package! Conversation, going on a trip, go to par