Three years ago.
Jace's POV.
We won the game Friday night.
I actually played like I was playing for the last time, cause news flash, I was.
I broke the bad news to my teammates after the game while we were celebrating in the locker room, the room turned terribly quiet, almost as though someone had died.
I swear I saw Coach Eric drop a tear and so did my best friend Diego while every one else just looked sad.
I got home that night and I thought about telling my family too but I walked in and found them all sitting together and laughing while watching a family sitcom, it looked like they were having a good time, I didn't wanna make it about me.
That was Friday, today is Monday and I still haven't told them.
Kevin, AKA the guy that fucked my ex girlfriend felt like coming up to me and saying shit about me not playing football anymore, I immediately printed my fist in his stupid face, he fell to the floor and I climbed on top of him, fisted his stupidly expensive shirt and I punched him till his face was smeared with blood and my knuckles gave out.
That dumb reaction landed me in this office.
The principal's office.
Mr Kelton has his fingers entwined on his desk as he stares at me with a narrowed gaze, he has that tired look on his face and I bet he doesn't even know what to do with me at this point.
I've been in this office about five times since the school year began but the man always shrugs it off because he used to bang my Mom, he claims it's because I'm good at football but I don't think he knows that I know.
"One week suspension." Is what he says in a serious tone. "And I'm calling your Mom." He informs me.
The first thing that comes to mind is; don't call my Mom, you creepy fuck, she's a married woman, but I don't actually say that. Regardless of everything, he's still my principal, he has the right to call my Mom.
Besides, I like that he suggested calling her and not telling her to come over.
"Fair." I sigh, at least it's not expulsion.
"You can go." He looks at the door behind me, I bring myself to my feet and his eyes raise with me, "Are you acting out because you're not playing anymore? Should I tell your mom to get you some help?" He sounds concerned.
"Some help?" I ask, feeling a little confused.
"Therapist? Psychologist?"
Go fuck yourself.
"No, I'm good, thanks though." I showcase a fake smile, leaping out of the chair and getting out of his office as fast as I can.
The hallways are almost empty, it's kinda crazy how people run out of this place the second that bell goes off.
I shove my hands in my pocket and I head towards the school exit, I push the doors open and I find Diego leaning against the railing, smoking a joint.
"Finally, does it take a century to expell someone?" We both descend the steps.
"Fuck off, I didn't get expelled." I hiss, snatching his joint and bringing it to my lips.
"Of course you didn't," He sighs disappointedly, "Ready for the race at the valley tonight?" He questions.
I inhale the smoke, letting it relax my insides before exhaling through my nose.
Shit weed.
"Yeah, just gotta clean my bike first." I pass the joint back to him.
"Oh, so now he thinks of cleaning it." He sarcastically rolls his eyes at me.
He's always reminding me to clean it, it's always so muddy.
"It's my bike, I can clean it whenever I like, fool, what's your problem?" I say to him but he has his attention focused somewhere else.
"Hot girl alert." He whispers, slapping my chest repeatedly while looking to our front, I follow his gaze and it lands on someone who's pulling off pink.
"Who. Is. That." I stare at the blonde beauty leaning against a pink BMW i8.
"She's Luke Richardson's sister." Matt joins in from behind us, also staring at the girl as he makes slurp noises while drinking his smoothie.
I scoff, "Luke Richardson has a sister?"
"Yep, she got kicked out of Hawthorne academy for doing coke with a bunch of boys in the boy's bathroom and letting them take turns on her." Matt whispers with excitement, I playfully slap the back of his head for finding that exciting.
I look back at the blonde from head to toe as she pops gum and scrolls on her phone.
"She looks like that girl who covered teen vogue last year." I turn my head to look at them, Matt nods while Diego squints his eyes.
"She is, that also means she's expensive, I don't think anyone from this shit hole is convincing her into a gangbang in this lifetime or the next one." Says Matt.
"I don't do gangbangs but watch me earn myself a date in two weeks." I say, sounding determined.
"Oh, we will." Diego laughs like I'm not gonna be able to pull it off.
"Speaking of dates, my Daisy awaits, good luck, bro." Matt slaps my shoulder and runs back to the school.
Diego and I both stare at the girl as we walk passed her, she senses us staring at her, her eyes avert from her phone and she looks at us walking by.
"Hey, there." I lift my chin in greeting, she stares me down.
"You're cute and all but no." She shakes her head, Diego snorts a laugh and I smile at her for the honesty, then I look to my front.
It's a start.
I can actually see a little bit of Luke Richardson in her, like her, he was also an asshole, he was rich as fuck, he got all the girls, he drove a very expensive car and I hated, just hated the things girls said about him, and that wasn't the worst part, the worst part was when he won over Reign Miller's heart, the girl who did not believe in relationships, she wanted nothing to do with dating and the motherfucker made her fall for him, I mean come on! Leave some of the fun for the rest of us.
Glad he graduated.
There's someone kneeling in front of Diego's car, they're picking up a whole mess of books and papers that they seemed to have dropped on the ground, the papers fly with the wind and she crawls all over the place trying to catch them.
"Out of all the high school tragedies that I've seen so far, this right here is the most tragic one." Says Diego in a dramatic tone as he claps his hands like he's impressed by the scene.
When we reach the person, Diego stops to pick up a paper while I continue walking to the passenger seat, I look over my shoulder as he stands over the girl and extends the paper to her.
She looks up at him and her eyes widen a little, my eyes widen a lot.
I'll be damned.
"Hey, I know you." I walk back, her eyes shift to me and unlike last time, she keeps eye contact.
"You do?" Diego questions me in a suspicious tone.
"I do." I squat in front of her, helping pick up her things. "You ran off on me Friday night, I looked for you everywhere." I lie, I didn't look for her everywhere, maybe I did glance at the crowd once or twice while I was playing but that was it.
"I.. I had.. homework." She stutters, taking the papers from my hand and standing up. "Thanks, bye." She tries to run away again.
"You got a car?" I grasp her arm, she holds her papers in one hand against her chest then she yanks her arm out of my grasp.
Shit, I gotta stop doing that.
"Relax, pretty blue eyes, he wasn't trying anything." Diego chuckles at her reaction.
I glance at Diego, he shakes his head no.
Yes.
"Do you wanna a ride?" I ask her anyway.
She shakes her head, dropping her gaze to the ground.
"C'mon, Liv, we're all friends here, don't be like that." I say, trying to convince her.
She stays quiet, looking at her papers, looking behind her, looking at Diego then me.
"Okay," She mutters in a low tone.
"Okay?" Diego sounds surprised, she nods.
"Okay then." I look at Diego, he shakes his head at me then unlocks his car and Olivia walks towards it.
"So how exactly do you know this girl?" He asks me as I watch her open the back door and settle inside.
"Met her on Friday, cute, isn't she?" I smile at him.
"Oh, Jace, some of these decisions will come and bite you back in the ass one of these days, I just know it." He pats my shoulder before striding to the driver side door and getting in, I also get in and for some reason, Diego and I exchange a glance.
I know he doesn't like this.
The drive is so full of awkward silence, I wanna ask Olivia a lot of questions but I don't think I wanna ask them while Diego listens. I mean, Diego and I have been best friends since we were toddlers, he's the kind of friend that would take and shoot a bullet for you, we've kept a lot of secrets for each other and I'm grateful but there are just some things that you wouldn't want to share with anyone, not even your best friend.
"So Vanessa-"
"Olivia." I correct him.
"Olivia." He states, "Where do you live?"
"Falton."
"That's where Diego lives."
"Weird, I know all the kids from my neighborhood, I've never seen you before." He looks at her through the rearview.
"I literally live across the street from your house." She says.
"Really?" I look back at her, she nods.
"No one lives in the house across the street from mine, the car in the driveway hasn't moved in forever." Says Diego in a matter-of-fact tone.
"It's my Dad's, he's in Europe so, yeah." She responds.
"Then why don't you drive it?" He questions.
"I hate driving, it's... Strange." She says honestly.
I breathe out a little laugh.
"You're strange." Diego mutters underneath his tone, I send him a playful glare and he shrugs, standing by his statement.
He stops the car in my driveway and I spot my Mom pacing back and forth on the house porch while talking on the phone.
"Oh oh, Mama is angry." Diego states the obvious.
"Shit." I sigh.
Diego let's the car window down and peeks his head out.
"Hey, Mrs Rodriguez." He waves at her, she walks down the steps.
"Get out of the car, all of you." She demands.
"Fuck me." I open the door.
We all get out of the car, including Olivia.
"Suspension? For hitting someone? Seriously?" She's pissed, "I thought we talked about this." She flies her hands in the air.
"It just got out of control." I defend, shrugging.
"Why did you hit this boy in the first place?" She asks.
"I was defending my...." I glance at Olivia, "...friend from being bullied," I point at Olivia.
"What friend?" She looks at Olivia then me.
"Her," I look at Olivia again, she looks scared and surprised.
"Are you sure, i've never seen her before in my life." She points out, folding her hands against her chest.
"You don't know all my friends." I tell her.
My mother narrows her eyes, suspiciously looking at the three of us.
"Okay then, come over for dinner tonight, you seem special." She literally demands Olivia, I widen my eyes.
"No, Ma, she and I have this study thing tonight." I lie, her dramatic eye roll tells me she doesn't believe me.
"Dinner," She points at Olivia and walks back inside the house.
"If I were you, Lana, I'd be smart not to show up for this dinner, it's a trap." Diego says to Olivia.
"Olivia, fucker, I won't correct you again." I grit out at him before facing Olivia, "You really don't have to." I shake my head.
"No, I want to." She assures me.
Okay?
"Look at you digging your own grave and shit, looove to see the end of it." Diego smirks, getting back in the car.
Asshole.
"Sorry about him." I utter, the corners of her red lips lift a little.
"It's okay." She whispers, "See you tonight." She's full on smiling at me now.
I just stare at her cause I can't seem to get the words out.
She gives me a little wave before getting back in the car.
"See you tonight," I respond as Diego backs out of the driveway.
Present Day.Olivia's POV.I get easily bored when I don't have classes in the morning so instead of sitting around in my apartment and watching Netflix, I go for morning runs.I always stop by Christy's on my way back home, I'm so obsessed with their iced coffee.Which is why everytime I walk through these heavy glass doors to the Café, which might I add is very close to my apartment and to campus, I'm always greeted by the lovely aroma of rich coffee beans which fills my nostrils and the welcoming sound of customers around the Café chitchatting, even though Christy's is both a Café and restaurant, many people come in for the coffee, especially students, we all just need coffee.My eyes scan the whole place and I feel like everyone's now staring at me.I'm wearing leggings and a sports bra, I don't know what the big fuss is about but if it's about my bleached hair then jokes on them cause it's fake."Jack." I reach the counter, smiling at the employee who I only know from my ethics c
Three years ago.Jace's POV.My Mom has never liked any of my friends, that includes Diego. She thinks my friends are a bad influence and that they make me do stuff that a person my age is not supposed to be doing.But here's the thing, my friends are just idiots, the only thing that they've ever influenced me into was doing drugs, and I honestly think that we influenced each other, the rest was all me.I know my mum thinks Olivia is just like the rest of my friends, I haven't been around the girl long enough to know what her personality is like but it's not rocket science, It's pretty obvious that she's nothing like any of my friends.Olivia brought a side dish to this dinner, she helped my mum set the table and she offered to say grace before we started eating.My friends are assholes, they would never.We're all eating in silence which is a first for my family. I have three siblings, Aaron, Marianna and Luna. Aaron and Marianna are sixteen year old twins while Luna is only five an
Three years ago.Jace's POV.Turns out, getting suspended is worse than getting arrested. I always get bailed out the next day after getting arrested but this suspension gets me stuck at home, with my mum who doesn't want me to lock myself in my room and smoke weed all day, she wants me to help her out at the Pizza restaurant and smile while I'm at it.I spend the whole day glancing at the clock, waiting for the time everyone gets off school.I don't know why I'm nervous and anxious at the same time, it's not like I'm going on a date with her.But then again she said that her parents are away and that painting someone takes hours. That means we'll be alone in her house for hours.I've had three encounters with this girl, and I've wanted to kiss her twice during those encounters.The clock hits five and I sneak out the back without notifying my mother, she objects to everything.I hop on my bike, turning on the engine and taking off.I'm used to facing the consequences of my actions,
Three years ago.Jace's POV.She walks into the kitchen wearing a black sundress that stops right above her knees, denim jacket and flat shoes.She looks like a church girl."Do you go to church, Livy?" I ask, sliding off the seat."Every Sunday." She smiles.Of course."Well, I don't." I say as we head towards the front door."Why not?" She asks, pulling the door open."Because I don't believe in God." I answer honestly.She gasps, she literally gasps at my response like not believing in God is some sort of illegal act."What? You go to church every Sunday but you've never heard of nonbelievers?" I lean my shoulder against the wall as she locks the door."I've just never met one before." She shrugs."Well, here I am, in the flesh." We walk down the steps."I feel uncomfortable being around you now, what if you worship the devil or something?" She says playfully."See? That's why I don't believe, Christians are so judgemental." I shake my head."I'm inviting you to church this Sunday.
Present Day.Olivia's POV.There are some days I wake up feeling depressed, I don't wanna get out of bed early, I don't wanna talk to anyone and I definitely don't wanna answer my phone or get the door.My Mum told me that we all go through that at some point, that it's the circle of life.We're happy today, we're sad tomorrow.I hate this feeling, it makes me think about myself way too much, it crowds my mind with curious thoughts and then it goes, like for instance, today, I woke up thinking that maybe, just maybe, Olivia Conner one flipped the car on purpose, maybe it was a suicide mission.I don't know how I would feel about that one, I don't even know why I've been thinking about that accident a lot lately.Anyway, moving along, my new roommate Izzy from Britain moved in a week ago and lucky for me, she's not a bitch, we actually have so much in common, it's almost like we've known each other our entire lives.I spend the day in my painting room, painting my thoughts away while l
Three years ago.Jace's POV.Our almost kiss made things more awkward between us, we walk back to her house in total silence.She looks like I made her very uncomfortable, which is understandable."Can I pick it up later? After I check on Diego?" I ask, pointing at my bike when we reach her driveway."Yeah, sure." She interlocks her fingers behind her, barely looking at me.Yeah, so, remember when I said I didn't wanna fuck it up?I fucked it up."Goodnight, Olivia." I start walking backwards, gazing at her."Goodnight, Jace." She responds in a low tone, I turn around and I squeeze my eyes shut, groaning in frustration.Fuck fuck fuck.That went awful.Diego's car is in the driveway, I don't know if he drove it to the party or maybe he also walked, I notice that his Mum's car isn't in the driveway which means she's not home.I ring his doorbell repeated until he opens the door and almost snaps at me."Well, shit, I thought you got arrested.""Nah." I let myself inside his house."What
Three years ago.Jace's POV.Diego and Blair insist we go somewhere more fun but I'm not in the mood and Cassandra's mum keeps ringing her phone so we both end up declining. They both go ahead without us, taking Diego's car. Cassandra offers me a ride back to Olivia's house, where I left my bike.She's headed in that direction anyway since the Richardson mansion is right after Diego's neighborhood. I've never crossed the Richardson's gates but Diego and I used to ride our bikes right passed the estate when we were younger and every time, we'd stop to stare at the mansion, it just made me feel like my parents were doing something wrong with their lives.Weirdly, I feel like that right now.Cassandra Richardson looks like money, hell, she even smells like money. Her hair is golden silk, she's wearing diamond stud earrings, I know her matching outfit was designed by some expensive designer and she's wearing sneakers but even they look fucking expensive.Why did I ever think that I'd ge
Three years ago.Jace's POV.My eyes flutter open, squinting at the natural light spilling into the room.The first thing that comes crumbling into my brain is that kiss and how it ended.Shit.It's way too early for this.I rub my eyes, sitting up on the edge of the bed, running a hand on my face and tugging my hair at the roots.Shit. Shit. Shit.Why does it feel like that kiss mattered, like those lips were the only lips I'd crave for for the rest of my life.Reminder, you met this girl last Friday.She shouldn't even be occupying my mind right now.I groan, picking up my t-shirt from the floor, slipping into it and marching out of the room.I hear her calling her dog from the kitchen and I halt on the staircase.Shit.I stare at the front door straight ahead, thinking about walking out of it without having any awkward conversations with her.Dick move.I descend the stairs, standing in the doorway to the kitchen, leaning my shoulder against the frame and watching her put food for
Present Day.Olivia's POV.His side of the story is worse than I imagined.I feel like throwing up.I feel like getting out of here, of this entire apartment building, I feel like running on that sidewalk until my legs give out.I haven't cried, I don't know why I haven't cried but my insides are bottling up with all kinds of emotions.I love this guy, there was a part of me that said it was just lust but right now, I know for sure that it's love cause only love can make me hurt the way I'm hurting right now.But the question is, is this guy real? The Jace from three years ago was nothing like this Jace. This Jace is perfect and he makes me feel safe but what if he was just doing all those things because of what he did to me? What if it was all an act? What if I'm in love with someone who doesn't exist?I decide to snap out of my head and listen to what he's rambling about."Liv, please, I know I fucked up but I'm here now, I'm here for you," he pleads, stalking closer to me.I pin h
Three years ago.Jace's POV.I don't even know what I'm doing at this point.I'm supposed to be staying away from her and starting my brand new chapter but here I am, driving her home.I glance over to her and I catch her hand wiping her cheeks as she stares out the window.Shit."Are you crying? What'd I say?" I ask as I shift my eyes back to the dark road."Nothing, I'm not crying, I have something in my eye," her voice is hoarse like she's been crying a while."Hey, what'd I say?" I touch her shoulder."Nothing, I just realized that our relationship was just so... not meant to be, you know?" "Yeah. freaky, right?" I tighten my grip on the steeling wheel."Hurtful." She says softly."Hurtful." I repeat in a whisper."Guess you should have this back," her hands reach behind her neck to take off the star necklace I gave her."No, Liv, you don't have to-""I know but I can't keep it, Jace, it'll never let me let you go," she takes it off and holds it out for me.I know I have no choic
Three years ago.Jace's POV.Dunkin's cabin makes this party feel important, I mean, it is important, we just graduated high school and we'll be leaving our parents's houses in a few months and we'll be all alone in the real world.It's a little bit scary but it sounds ecstatic."Where are you going for the summer?" I ask Cass, passing her the joint that we came out here to smoke."New York," she takes it from my fingers, "I signed with a really good agency and I think it's time to give modeling my full attention," she says with a lot of certainty."What about College?" I shove my hands in my pockets."College who?" She places the joint between her lips and sucks in her cheeks."Seriously?" I chuckle at her response."Nah," she laughs, "I'll take online classes," she tells me."You have it all figured out, huh?" I sigh, looking up at the sky that rumbles with thunder."No one has it all figured out, plans change all the time," she breaths out a puff of smoke, "And you? Where are you g
Present Day.Olivia's POV.This is insane.I've never even been to New York city, I've never even dreamed about visiting the city but here I am.Cassandra sent me a ticket and she had someone pick me up from the airport, as promised, I spent the entire ride admiring the city, it's pretty crowded and everyone looks so busy but I think I like it, can't say I can imagine myself living here but a girl can't help but dream.Cassandra lives in a penthouse and it's freaking insane, it has floor to ceiling windows that make me feel nauseous, the furniture around me looks luxurious and I could die in peace on the leather sofa I'm sitting on.I've been sitting here for five minutes and she still hasn't come out of the shower that her assistant told me she was having. I'm getting anxious and impatient and my heart won't stop aching.Can't say it's because I'm meeting a celebrity.Whatever it is that Jace and his friend did to me, it's so important a celebrity sent me a ticket just to tell it to
Three years ago.Jace's POV.The drama.The fights.The scolding.The hard training.The excitement.The laughter.The meaningless relationships.It's all over in just one day.As I watch all the seniors run wild with excitement, ripping pages out of their notebooks and littering them around because whatever is on there has officially become useless to all of us, my thought is, what was the point? What was the point of high school?"School's out forever, bitches!" Matt screams in my ear and his girlfriend Daisy squeals after him.I push his face away from my personal space."Fucking finally!" Diego responds to Matt with the same energy."Did you guys hear about the last party ever?" Whispers Daisy as she wraps her hands around Matt's arm."What party?" Diego sounds just as lost as I am."Dunkin dumbass Dickinson is throwing a graduation party at his cabin tomorrow night," Says Matt with an eye roll."Yooo, his fucking cabin is sick!" Diego slaps my chest with the back of his hand."Ye
Present Day.Olivia's POV.A part of me doesn't want to but it has to be done.I have to find out what Jace is hiding. Now or never.The plan was to text Cassandra on social media but Myra suggested something easier.If Jace dated Cassandra in highschool and is still hung up on her then he probably still has her number, Jace trusts Myra with his devices so she's the right girl for the job.The new plan is for me to distract Jace while Myra "borrows" his phone and steals her phone number.Easy. I think.The only problem is that Jace has been nothing but sweet to me for these past few weeks, he takes me out on dates, photographs me because I'm the prettiest girl he's ever seen, he texts me first thing in the morning even though we only live a few feet from each other and he supports me and makes me feel beautiful.I don't know about Olivia one but no one's ever made me feel like that before, he makes me happy.But then again, deep down, I feel like it's too good to be true.Whatever it
Three years ago.Jace's POV."Hey, hey, hey, take it easy" Tyler yanks the bottle from my hand."I just can't stop picturing them having sex in his car while my mind was filled with stuff like where I was going to take her for our second date, I mean, I suck at those things but for her, I was willing to try," I rub my clammy hands against my jeans."What was so special about this girl anyway?" He wrinkles his face at me."She made me feel like I was ready to change, you know? Like I was ready to be a better version of me," I slur thoughtfully."And what do you feel right now?" He asks."I feel like staying single for a very long time, I don't want anyone else to make me feel this fucked up again," my chest heaves and I swallow the heavy lump in my throat."Yeah, the life of the party is the easiest thing there is," he pats my shoulder."Do you have any pills?" I bring my shaking hand to my neck, feeling the lump grow stronger and stronger."I'm not giving you any pills," he sounds det
Three years ago.Jace's POV.Today, I won the race because Olivia's parents are finally out of town and I'm finally free to see her at her house whenever I want.I can't stop thinking about getting the hell out of here and spending the rest of my night cuddling and kissing her.Yeah, I'm a walking cliche, I know."Holy mother of abs," Blair stands in front of my bike and dramatically widens her eyes at my chest."You like?" I playfully smooth a hand down my sweaty chest."Uh-huh," she nods and takes out her phone to take a picture of me."No, Blair, come on," I lift my hand to my face as an attempt to hide it from the camera."Relax, it's not for me, this is Cassandra's phone, imagine her face when she finds this picture in her phone," She laughs and I drop my hand, grinning at her."There we go," she takes the picture."Wait, Cass is here?" I look around the crowded place for the blonde."Yep, had to drag her out of bed and everything," she says as her thumbs fractionally type on Cas
Three Years ago.Jace's POV.Growing up, my mum made Milkshakes a solution to everyone's sadness, other parents would take their kids out for ice cream but she always thought milkshakes were better than ice cream.I'm not exactly sad, but I'm also not not sad. It's been two weeks since Olivia's parents showed up in town, two weeks since she and I had a fight over her moving around with her ex, two weeks since she assured me that he was nothing and I meant everything.I left it alone and we moved on but I barely see her, she calls me and we text all night but it's not enough. I wanna hear her laugh and kiss her while she's smiling at me.Anyway....I haven't been to Shake n' Sip since.... I don't even remember, well, I guess since Reign graduated, she brought the fun and humor to the place and I just couldn't see myself walking into the shop and not hearing a sarcastic remark from her.And yet here I am, drinking milkshakes on the counter, kinda like the same way a grown man with probl