Three years ago.
Jace's POV.
Life is unpredictable.
Typical, right?
Maybe but not always, not with me at least.
Every single one of us have dreams, my dream was to play football in a stadium full of football fans screaming my name everytime I do a touchdown.
Football was my only dream but that dream just got killed by an injury, I had this injury last year and I didn't take it seriously. I continued playing without seeking medical help and when I did seek medical help, it was too late.
The doctor said I might get a fucked up little limp for the rest of my life if I continue playing so I guess what I'm trying to say is that tonight's my last night on the field and my last night being team captain.
That lasted like sixty seconds.
No one knows that information but I intend on telling them after we win.
And on top of all that shit, I walked in on my girlfriend being fucked by one of my teammates last night.
Also typical.
My girlfriend- scratch that, ex-girlfriend Sandra was controlling and she wanted us to do everything on her terms.
I'll admit that we did look good in other people's eyes and a part of me liked keeping up a certain reputation but enough is enough, it's senior year, it's time to grow the fuck up and let go of toxic people.
I give my team a motivational captain speech, throwing in a few cuss words cause that's the only language they understand, they slam their fists on our lockers on their way out, screaming like the beasts they are.
I hang back, giving myself a pep talk about the game even though my head's not in it.
I take three deep breaths, grabbing my helmet from the bench and heading out of the locker room.
Walking through these empty hallways makes me feel like I'm walking out of my own life, football is my life and I honestly don't know what I'm going to do with myself after tonight.
I halt, suddenly remembering that this is about to be my very last football game, then the image of Kevin banging Sandra in her bedroom, on her bed where I used to-
Goddamn it!
Rage fuels my body and my fist collides with a locker door.
It hurts. It actually hurts.
The fuck?
I run a hand through my curly hair, my mind becoming foggy with thoughts and my body vibrating with so much anger.
I won't lie, I've cheated on Sandra more than I can sit down, think and count but I've never thought about her doing it to me or me being so bothered by it.
I continue walking in the hallway but I don't think I can play tonight, I know I can't play tonight.
I'm not ready to let go of my only dream.
I open the door to a random classroom, walking inside and letting the door shut behind me.
I notice someone else seated in the middle of the class, alone in the dim room.
High schoolers are weird.
I turn around to leave, grasping the handle and pulling it again and again but the door won't open.
It takes a minute for me to realize that it's one of those doors that only open from the outside.
"Fuck!" I groan frustratedly, hitting my forehead against the door repeatedly.
I roll over so my back is leaning against the door, looking at the other person in the room, I catch her watching me but she quickly looks away.
I survey the room I'll be stuck in till God knows when.
Music class.
Great.
The girl in white is sitting on top of a desk, her legs on a chair while she writes or I don't know draws something in that notebook on her lap.
I take a seat near the door, suddenly feeling awkward because A, I'm stuck with a stranger in a room and B, she heard me snap.
Senior year is being a bitch to me, I think I miss last year when all the seniors used to call me kid and invited me to their 'seniors only' parties because I was cool enough.
I sigh, my eyes darting to the girl again.
She's wearing a long white dress with combat boots and she has long, waist length dark hair, covering part of her face.
She slightly raises her head to peek but quickly keeps her head down when she finds me staring at her.
I scoff.
She knows me.
Duh, asshole, of course she knows you, everyone knows you.
Yeah, well, might as well keep myself busy while I'm in here.
I get up, leaving my helmet on the desk and walking over to her.
I grip the desk in front of her, dragging it across the floor, it makes a loud screeching noise but she doesn't say anything or glance at me.
I pull the desk close enough to her and I sit on top of it, watching her and waiting for her to peek again.
She doesn't.
"Whatchu doing?" I look at the pen and notebook. She drifts her eyes to me but she doesn't keep eye contact.
"Drawing." The word barely makes it out of her lips as she continues to draw.
"Can I see?" I ask, she brings her eyes back to me, this time she searches my face and I do the same.
She has baby blue eyes, thick eyebrows, freckles sprinkled on her little button nose and her pouty lips are red, not lipstick red but natural red.
It's like meeting Snow White in the flesh.
She hesitates at first but she extends the notebook to me, I notice that her hands are shaking a little but I pretend not to have noticed.
I take the notebook, keeping my eyes on her.
The drawing is actually a sketch of a tree, birds flying away from it. It looks more like a picture to be honest.
"You drew this?" I question, raising my eyebrows, she responds with a small nod. "Wow, you're really talented." I say to her.
"Thanks." She mutters, her shaking fingers playing with the fabric of her dress, my eyes bounce from her hands to her blue eyes.
She's really having trouble looking me in the eyes.
Crook.
"What's your name?" I ask her, I guess I should have led with that in the first place.
She doesn't give me an immediate response, she studies me, almost like she's considering not giving me a response.
"Olivia." She finally responds, looking down at her lap for a moment before looking back at me.
"Olivia, cool, I'm Jace." I pull out my hand for a shake.
"I know." She shakes my hand, her hand is so small and soft.
"So how long have you been stuck in here?" I retrieve my hand, looking around the room.
"About an hour." She says.
"Damn, you didn't come with a friend you could call?" I chuckle.
She shakes her head once, I cut off my smile.
"Humans are not to be trusted anyway." I say, I see her smile at that, I smile too.
"Do you want to go to art school?" I pass the notebook back to her.
"No," she grabs her backpack and shoves it inside.
"Why not?" I watch her movements.
"My Dad says that would be a waste of my grades so I'm gonna go to law school instead." She brings her bag to her chest, barely looking at me.
"That sucks, I think you should apply to a good art school, just in case he changes his mind." I slouch forward, looking at her face to meet her eyes again but she keeps her gaze down.
"I don't have a model for the art school submission." She whispers, bringing her thumb to her red lips and biting on the nail.
"You need a model in order to submit?" I reach for her hand, pulling it away from her mouth, she quickly jerks her hand out my grasp, like she's not comfortable with me touching her.
I raise my hands, surrendering.
She stares at my hands then my face, "Sorry." She whispers. "At Kashville, yes, I need to submit some of my best works which would be a painting of a person but I don't have a model and I definitely don't know someone who has the time to sit in a chair for hours." She's rubbing her arm, right where I had touched her.
"Why a person? Why not something like a tree or an animal?" I look at her face.
"Because it's something I've never done before," she tells me, "My Dad says painting a person captures the moment, like pictures but with paint." She says.
I nod, staring at the way she's now holding her backpack like her life line depends on it.
Who brings a backpack to a football game anyway.
"So you're law school smart?" I smirk, she glances at my mouth for a brief second then she looks to her side scratches her cheek.
"My Dad believes so." She nods.
"Okay, Harvard, fine, you've convinced me, I'll pose for you." I announce, exclaiming even.
"Um, I.. uh, I said I wasn't going-"
"No, you're submitting a painting of this face, I insist." I say playfully, she releases a small giggle.
Fucking adorable.
"What do you want in return?" She suddenly asks me.
"Do I have to want something in return?" I narrow my eyes at her, taken aback by her words.
"I don't know, it's just, why would Jace Rodriguez wanna help me?" She says it like I'm playing a sick joke on her.
I kinda hate that she knows my last name, it makes me wonder what else she knows about me.
"Because I don't think a talent like yours deserves to go to waste."
"This is not even that good, I have better drawings." She says.
"You're proving my point, Olivia.....?" I snap my fingers, trailing the name so she can add her last name.
"Conner." She smiles.
"I'll pose for you, Olivia Conner. End of discussion." I point at her, she mouths a "K." And I grin.
"Aren't you supposed to be playing football right now?" She asks, sounding less shy.
"I fucked up my leg so tonight's supposed to be my last night on the field and I don't think I want to do it." I answer.
"You don't want to win the game and make history?" She asks.
"What history? It's Crest high, not the NFL." I laugh.
"I know that, but if you win tonight, your last memory about football will be of you taking crest high to victory by a tons of points and if you don't play tonight, your last memory will be of you being stuck in here with me," she says the last part like it's such a bad thing.
"Being stuck in here with you is not as bad as you're making it sound." I say the words without reading them through in my head.
The awkwardness my words bring is more cringe worthy than anything I've ever experienced.
"Fucking hell." I scratch my head, giving an awkward laugh. "Have you ever jumped out of a window?" I ask her, standing and walking to the desk by the door to grab my helmet.
"No." She responds behind me, I grab the helmet and I study the windows in the room, they were built a little too close to the roof and one has to climb on top of a desk in order to reach there.
Which is exactly what we're gonna do.
"Come on then, there's a first time for everything." I walk across the room, looking up at the windows.
She stands beside me, short and small and still a little shy.
The asshole in me is telling me to tuck her hair behind her ear and whisper something seductive just so I can have more reactions from her but I don't engage cause honestly? This is the most natural conversation I've ever had with a girl.
I like that very much.
I climb on top of the desk, sliding the window open and throwing my helmet out first, I look down at her looking up at me with those piercing blue eyes, I don't know why but I find myself smiling and oddly, she smiles back.
"You're gonna jump, right?" I ask her, she nods.
I lift myself onto the window seal, swinging my legs over and successfully jumping out.
This is like the hundredth window I've jumped out of and it was the easiest.
I look up at the window, waiting for her to come into sight.
She appears but she doesn't jump, she literally sits on the seal.
"Uh, it's pretty high." She lets out a shaky breath.
"It's really not." I laugh at the nervousness in her tone.
She mutters words to herself then she shuts her eyes and jumps, my intentions of catching her are crashed by her forced landing, she collides onto me and we both end up falling over with her on top of me, her forehead savagely slamming into me.
"Ouch." I whine, eyes shut.
"Oh my God, sorry, I'm so sorry, are you okay?" I feel her palm on my forehead, I open my eyes, staring at her face up close, her red lips slightly parted as the evening wind blows her hair and it caresses the side of my face.
The asshole in me tells me to lift my head off the ground and just kiss her to appreciate her beauty, I almost do it but then....
"Oh, sorry." She quickly gets off me, standing up and smoothing her hands down the material of her dress.
I sit up, resting my arms on my bend knees and looking up at her, she clutches her backpack straps so tight her knuckles turn white.
I rise from the ground, slowly stretching my hand to try and touch her face but she's already pushing her head back just as I expected.
"Do I scare you?" I narrow my eyes at her.
"No." She says in a hurried tone and before I get the chance to speak, she accidentally bumps into my shoulder, quickly apologizes for it then she takes off running, leaving me standing there.
Weird.
Three years ago.Jace's POV.We won the game Friday night.I actually played like I was playing for the last time, cause news flash, I was.I broke the bad news to my teammates after the game while we were celebrating in the locker room, the room turned terribly quiet, almost as though someone had died.I swear I saw Coach Eric drop a tear and so did my best friend Diego while every one else just looked sad.I got home that night and I thought about telling my family too but I walked in and found them all sitting together and laughing while watching a family sitcom, it looked like they were having a good time, I didn't wanna make it about me.That was Friday, today is Monday and I still haven't told them.Kevin, AKA the guy that fucked my ex girlfriend felt like coming up to me and saying shit about me not playing football anymore, I immediately printed my fist in his stupid face, he fell to the floor and I climbed on top of him, fisted his stupidly expensive shirt and I punched him t
Present Day.Olivia's POV.I get easily bored when I don't have classes in the morning so instead of sitting around in my apartment and watching Netflix, I go for morning runs.I always stop by Christy's on my way back home, I'm so obsessed with their iced coffee.Which is why everytime I walk through these heavy glass doors to the Café, which might I add is very close to my apartment and to campus, I'm always greeted by the lovely aroma of rich coffee beans which fills my nostrils and the welcoming sound of customers around the Café chitchatting, even though Christy's is both a Café and restaurant, many people come in for the coffee, especially students, we all just need coffee.My eyes scan the whole place and I feel like everyone's now staring at me.I'm wearing leggings and a sports bra, I don't know what the big fuss is about but if it's about my bleached hair then jokes on them cause it's fake."Jack." I reach the counter, smiling at the employee who I only know from my ethics c
Three years ago.Jace's POV.My Mom has never liked any of my friends, that includes Diego. She thinks my friends are a bad influence and that they make me do stuff that a person my age is not supposed to be doing.But here's the thing, my friends are just idiots, the only thing that they've ever influenced me into was doing drugs, and I honestly think that we influenced each other, the rest was all me.I know my mum thinks Olivia is just like the rest of my friends, I haven't been around the girl long enough to know what her personality is like but it's not rocket science, It's pretty obvious that she's nothing like any of my friends.Olivia brought a side dish to this dinner, she helped my mum set the table and she offered to say grace before we started eating.My friends are assholes, they would never.We're all eating in silence which is a first for my family. I have three siblings, Aaron, Marianna and Luna. Aaron and Marianna are sixteen year old twins while Luna is only five an
Three years ago.Jace's POV.Turns out, getting suspended is worse than getting arrested. I always get bailed out the next day after getting arrested but this suspension gets me stuck at home, with my mum who doesn't want me to lock myself in my room and smoke weed all day, she wants me to help her out at the Pizza restaurant and smile while I'm at it.I spend the whole day glancing at the clock, waiting for the time everyone gets off school.I don't know why I'm nervous and anxious at the same time, it's not like I'm going on a date with her.But then again she said that her parents are away and that painting someone takes hours. That means we'll be alone in her house for hours.I've had three encounters with this girl, and I've wanted to kiss her twice during those encounters.The clock hits five and I sneak out the back without notifying my mother, she objects to everything.I hop on my bike, turning on the engine and taking off.I'm used to facing the consequences of my actions,
Three years ago.Jace's POV.She walks into the kitchen wearing a black sundress that stops right above her knees, denim jacket and flat shoes.She looks like a church girl."Do you go to church, Livy?" I ask, sliding off the seat."Every Sunday." She smiles.Of course."Well, I don't." I say as we head towards the front door."Why not?" She asks, pulling the door open."Because I don't believe in God." I answer honestly.She gasps, she literally gasps at my response like not believing in God is some sort of illegal act."What? You go to church every Sunday but you've never heard of nonbelievers?" I lean my shoulder against the wall as she locks the door."I've just never met one before." She shrugs."Well, here I am, in the flesh." We walk down the steps."I feel uncomfortable being around you now, what if you worship the devil or something?" She says playfully."See? That's why I don't believe, Christians are so judgemental." I shake my head."I'm inviting you to church this Sunday.
Present Day.Olivia's POV.There are some days I wake up feeling depressed, I don't wanna get out of bed early, I don't wanna talk to anyone and I definitely don't wanna answer my phone or get the door.My Mum told me that we all go through that at some point, that it's the circle of life.We're happy today, we're sad tomorrow.I hate this feeling, it makes me think about myself way too much, it crowds my mind with curious thoughts and then it goes, like for instance, today, I woke up thinking that maybe, just maybe, Olivia Conner one flipped the car on purpose, maybe it was a suicide mission.I don't know how I would feel about that one, I don't even know why I've been thinking about that accident a lot lately.Anyway, moving along, my new roommate Izzy from Britain moved in a week ago and lucky for me, she's not a bitch, we actually have so much in common, it's almost like we've known each other our entire lives.I spend the day in my painting room, painting my thoughts away while l
Three years ago.Jace's POV.Our almost kiss made things more awkward between us, we walk back to her house in total silence.She looks like I made her very uncomfortable, which is understandable."Can I pick it up later? After I check on Diego?" I ask, pointing at my bike when we reach her driveway."Yeah, sure." She interlocks her fingers behind her, barely looking at me.Yeah, so, remember when I said I didn't wanna fuck it up?I fucked it up."Goodnight, Olivia." I start walking backwards, gazing at her."Goodnight, Jace." She responds in a low tone, I turn around and I squeeze my eyes shut, groaning in frustration.Fuck fuck fuck.That went awful.Diego's car is in the driveway, I don't know if he drove it to the party or maybe he also walked, I notice that his Mum's car isn't in the driveway which means she's not home.I ring his doorbell repeated until he opens the door and almost snaps at me."Well, shit, I thought you got arrested.""Nah." I let myself inside his house."What
Three years ago.Jace's POV.Diego and Blair insist we go somewhere more fun but I'm not in the mood and Cassandra's mum keeps ringing her phone so we both end up declining. They both go ahead without us, taking Diego's car. Cassandra offers me a ride back to Olivia's house, where I left my bike.She's headed in that direction anyway since the Richardson mansion is right after Diego's neighborhood. I've never crossed the Richardson's gates but Diego and I used to ride our bikes right passed the estate when we were younger and every time, we'd stop to stare at the mansion, it just made me feel like my parents were doing something wrong with their lives.Weirdly, I feel like that right now.Cassandra Richardson looks like money, hell, she even smells like money. Her hair is golden silk, she's wearing diamond stud earrings, I know her matching outfit was designed by some expensive designer and she's wearing sneakers but even they look fucking expensive.Why did I ever think that I'd ge
Present Day.Olivia's POV.His side of the story is worse than I imagined.I feel like throwing up.I feel like getting out of here, of this entire apartment building, I feel like running on that sidewalk until my legs give out.I haven't cried, I don't know why I haven't cried but my insides are bottling up with all kinds of emotions.I love this guy, there was a part of me that said it was just lust but right now, I know for sure that it's love cause only love can make me hurt the way I'm hurting right now.But the question is, is this guy real? The Jace from three years ago was nothing like this Jace. This Jace is perfect and he makes me feel safe but what if he was just doing all those things because of what he did to me? What if it was all an act? What if I'm in love with someone who doesn't exist?I decide to snap out of my head and listen to what he's rambling about."Liv, please, I know I fucked up but I'm here now, I'm here for you," he pleads, stalking closer to me.I pin h
Three years ago.Jace's POV.I don't even know what I'm doing at this point.I'm supposed to be staying away from her and starting my brand new chapter but here I am, driving her home.I glance over to her and I catch her hand wiping her cheeks as she stares out the window.Shit."Are you crying? What'd I say?" I ask as I shift my eyes back to the dark road."Nothing, I'm not crying, I have something in my eye," her voice is hoarse like she's been crying a while."Hey, what'd I say?" I touch her shoulder."Nothing, I just realized that our relationship was just so... not meant to be, you know?" "Yeah. freaky, right?" I tighten my grip on the steeling wheel."Hurtful." She says softly."Hurtful." I repeat in a whisper."Guess you should have this back," her hands reach behind her neck to take off the star necklace I gave her."No, Liv, you don't have to-""I know but I can't keep it, Jace, it'll never let me let you go," she takes it off and holds it out for me.I know I have no choic
Three years ago.Jace's POV.Dunkin's cabin makes this party feel important, I mean, it is important, we just graduated high school and we'll be leaving our parents's houses in a few months and we'll be all alone in the real world.It's a little bit scary but it sounds ecstatic."Where are you going for the summer?" I ask Cass, passing her the joint that we came out here to smoke."New York," she takes it from my fingers, "I signed with a really good agency and I think it's time to give modeling my full attention," she says with a lot of certainty."What about College?" I shove my hands in my pockets."College who?" She places the joint between her lips and sucks in her cheeks."Seriously?" I chuckle at her response."Nah," she laughs, "I'll take online classes," she tells me."You have it all figured out, huh?" I sigh, looking up at the sky that rumbles with thunder."No one has it all figured out, plans change all the time," she breaths out a puff of smoke, "And you? Where are you g
Present Day.Olivia's POV.This is insane.I've never even been to New York city, I've never even dreamed about visiting the city but here I am.Cassandra sent me a ticket and she had someone pick me up from the airport, as promised, I spent the entire ride admiring the city, it's pretty crowded and everyone looks so busy but I think I like it, can't say I can imagine myself living here but a girl can't help but dream.Cassandra lives in a penthouse and it's freaking insane, it has floor to ceiling windows that make me feel nauseous, the furniture around me looks luxurious and I could die in peace on the leather sofa I'm sitting on.I've been sitting here for five minutes and she still hasn't come out of the shower that her assistant told me she was having. I'm getting anxious and impatient and my heart won't stop aching.Can't say it's because I'm meeting a celebrity.Whatever it is that Jace and his friend did to me, it's so important a celebrity sent me a ticket just to tell it to
Three years ago.Jace's POV.The drama.The fights.The scolding.The hard training.The excitement.The laughter.The meaningless relationships.It's all over in just one day.As I watch all the seniors run wild with excitement, ripping pages out of their notebooks and littering them around because whatever is on there has officially become useless to all of us, my thought is, what was the point? What was the point of high school?"School's out forever, bitches!" Matt screams in my ear and his girlfriend Daisy squeals after him.I push his face away from my personal space."Fucking finally!" Diego responds to Matt with the same energy."Did you guys hear about the last party ever?" Whispers Daisy as she wraps her hands around Matt's arm."What party?" Diego sounds just as lost as I am."Dunkin dumbass Dickinson is throwing a graduation party at his cabin tomorrow night," Says Matt with an eye roll."Yooo, his fucking cabin is sick!" Diego slaps my chest with the back of his hand."Ye
Present Day.Olivia's POV.A part of me doesn't want to but it has to be done.I have to find out what Jace is hiding. Now or never.The plan was to text Cassandra on social media but Myra suggested something easier.If Jace dated Cassandra in highschool and is still hung up on her then he probably still has her number, Jace trusts Myra with his devices so she's the right girl for the job.The new plan is for me to distract Jace while Myra "borrows" his phone and steals her phone number.Easy. I think.The only problem is that Jace has been nothing but sweet to me for these past few weeks, he takes me out on dates, photographs me because I'm the prettiest girl he's ever seen, he texts me first thing in the morning even though we only live a few feet from each other and he supports me and makes me feel beautiful.I don't know about Olivia one but no one's ever made me feel like that before, he makes me happy.But then again, deep down, I feel like it's too good to be true.Whatever it
Three years ago.Jace's POV."Hey, hey, hey, take it easy" Tyler yanks the bottle from my hand."I just can't stop picturing them having sex in his car while my mind was filled with stuff like where I was going to take her for our second date, I mean, I suck at those things but for her, I was willing to try," I rub my clammy hands against my jeans."What was so special about this girl anyway?" He wrinkles his face at me."She made me feel like I was ready to change, you know? Like I was ready to be a better version of me," I slur thoughtfully."And what do you feel right now?" He asks."I feel like staying single for a very long time, I don't want anyone else to make me feel this fucked up again," my chest heaves and I swallow the heavy lump in my throat."Yeah, the life of the party is the easiest thing there is," he pats my shoulder."Do you have any pills?" I bring my shaking hand to my neck, feeling the lump grow stronger and stronger."I'm not giving you any pills," he sounds det
Three years ago.Jace's POV.Today, I won the race because Olivia's parents are finally out of town and I'm finally free to see her at her house whenever I want.I can't stop thinking about getting the hell out of here and spending the rest of my night cuddling and kissing her.Yeah, I'm a walking cliche, I know."Holy mother of abs," Blair stands in front of my bike and dramatically widens her eyes at my chest."You like?" I playfully smooth a hand down my sweaty chest."Uh-huh," she nods and takes out her phone to take a picture of me."No, Blair, come on," I lift my hand to my face as an attempt to hide it from the camera."Relax, it's not for me, this is Cassandra's phone, imagine her face when she finds this picture in her phone," She laughs and I drop my hand, grinning at her."There we go," she takes the picture."Wait, Cass is here?" I look around the crowded place for the blonde."Yep, had to drag her out of bed and everything," she says as her thumbs fractionally type on Cas
Three Years ago.Jace's POV.Growing up, my mum made Milkshakes a solution to everyone's sadness, other parents would take their kids out for ice cream but she always thought milkshakes were better than ice cream.I'm not exactly sad, but I'm also not not sad. It's been two weeks since Olivia's parents showed up in town, two weeks since she and I had a fight over her moving around with her ex, two weeks since she assured me that he was nothing and I meant everything.I left it alone and we moved on but I barely see her, she calls me and we text all night but it's not enough. I wanna hear her laugh and kiss her while she's smiling at me.Anyway....I haven't been to Shake n' Sip since.... I don't even remember, well, I guess since Reign graduated, she brought the fun and humor to the place and I just couldn't see myself walking into the shop and not hearing a sarcastic remark from her.And yet here I am, drinking milkshakes on the counter, kinda like the same way a grown man with probl