Naging seryoso din ang timpla ng mood ko. Pakiramdam ko hindi na lang si Ismael ang haharap sa mga posible pang mangyari kundi pati na rin ako. Seryoso na talaga siya sa akin para isama ako sa ganitong uri ng usapan tungkol sa pamilya niya. Siguro ito na 'yong pagpupuno niya sa mga bagay na hindi ko pa alam tungkol sa kaniya. Hindi ko alam bakit nagkaroon ng dagling takot sa dibdib ko, pero natutuwa ako dahil alam kong kasama ko si Ismael para harapin ang lahat ng ito at kasama niya ako sa lahat ng bagay para suportahan siya.
"Kaya pala mas lalong dumami ang may galit sa 'yo lalo na sa parte ng kapatid ng dad mo," wika ni Danjer na ikinakunot ng noo ko. May mga taong galit kay Ismael?
"Yeah, since then they were mad because I was declining their offer but now that they sensed I am changing my mind, I became a threat to them."
Kanina pa kami iniwan ng kapatid ni Ismael na si Danjer, but here we are in the restaurant, still finishing our food while surrounded by a deafening silence. After I have answered Danjer's question, no one dares to raise any topic. Para tuloy kaming dinaanan ng anghel.May mali ba sa sinabi ko? Are they unsatisfied with it? Did I answer them wrong?Dumaan ang waiter, kaya naman nagtanong na si Ismael tungkol sa bill. Tapos na rin kasi kaming kumain at totoong naubos namin lahat ng inorder niya.He picked up his wallet and was about to pay when the waiter said it was already settled by the one who made the reservation.Wow. A man with such good courtesy as Ismael.I'm in awe but what dropped my jaw even
"No, no, no, no, Ismael. I won't take it," pagpipigil ko pa sa kaniya, pero masyado na siyang desididong bilhan iyon. Ni hindi ko nga nasubukan kung mabango ba talaga iyon. Nagandahan lang naman ako sa design ng bottle!"Then, be careful of what you're looking at; I might give you anything your eyes touch." Napatingin naman ako sa kaniya na para bang sa hinaba-haba ng sinabi niya, isa lang ang pinahihiwatig niya—iyon ay huwag kong alisin ang mga mata ko sa kaniya.He smirked and touched my waist. "Let me spend for you, as I am your sugar daddy," bulong niya sa mapang-akit na paraan."Utang na loob, Ismael! Tanghaling tapat!"Tinawanan niya lang ako, bago niya binayaran ang pabangong binili niya para sa akin. S
My teeth clenched as I felt the blood rush through my veins. Nag-uusok din ang ilong at tainga ko sa galit. They spent a couple of nights together? "Oh." Nagpalinga-linga si Ismael na para bang hinahanap ako, pero narito ako sa gilid ng at nagtatago dahil hindi ako makagalaw. Nanunuot ang selos sa dibdib ko at alam kong kapag hindi ko ito nakontrol, may magagawa akong hindi maganda. "Do you remember me now? This is me, Genevieve. I can see that you're alone. Are you free tonight? I have planted new flowers in my garden that need to be gardened. Can you help me with that and teach me like you taught me before?" Sumilip akong muli sa kanilang dalawa at kitang-kita ko kung paano hawakan ng babaeng iyon si Ismael. A sigh let out from my lips as I maintained my composure. Pumunta na lang ako sa counter para magbayad ng binili ko. Maya-maya lang ay naramdaman ko ang isang kamay sa baywang ko. "Babe, I was looking for you," bulong ni Ismael sa akin na lalong ikinapanting ng tainga ko. "
"Sorry."I heard him exhale. "Wait until we get into our room."I nodded as I let him bring all the bags to our room. Hindi niya ako pinaghawak kahit isang magaan na bag, siya ang bumuhat lahat kahit na inaalok na kami ng bellboy na tulungan kami. Ayos lang daw dahil magaan lang. Eh, kita ko nga sa braso niya 'yong naglalabasan niyang ugat dahil sa bigat. Ang dami niya kayang ibinili para sa akin.Ibinaba niya ang lahat ng designer bags sa sahig nang makarating na kami sa kwarto namin. "Now let's talk." Umupo siya sa couch at pinagmasdan ako. "Sit."Papaupo na ako sa tapat niyang upuan nang muli siyang magsalita. "Not there, woman."I gulped. "Where?""You know where." He spread his legs before lying back on the couch.Bumigat ang paghinga ko dahil sa kaba, pero ang tanging nagawa ko lang ay sundin siya. Naglakad ako papunta sa kaniya at umupo sa kaniyang kandungan."Good girl," he whispered. "Now, what seems to be the problem, my love?" His breath was airy. It was as if an alcoholi
Tumayo siya at akmang aalis nang magsalita ako. "I was jealous," nakapikit kong sambit."Jealous of what?" Unti-unti kong iniangat ang ulo ko para tagpuin ang mga mata niya. Nakatayo siya sa harapan ko. Hindi ako agad nakapagsalita."Tell me," wika niya. "Tell me what I did to make you feel jealous."Umiling ako. "I realized it is not something you did. I'm sorry. I couldn't bring myself to admit that I was jealous of that woman who saw you earlier."Silence enveloped us. Kahit si Ismael ay para bang hindi makapaniwala sa sinabi ko. Hindi niya siguro alam na nakita ko sila."What are you jealous of?""It is something ridiculous, Ismael. I shouldn't have felt this way. You already told me before that you're good in bed and in flirting; at hindi na bago sa akin ang katotohanang may nakasiping ka nang ibang babae bukod sa akin. But I suddenly felt jealous because of that—the fact that you met that woman you have been spending the nights with again."I heard him exhale. Umupo siya sa ha
Napalayo naman ako sa kaniya. "What? Is she talking about literally flowers that need to be gardened?""Yeah?""Then, why would she kiss your cheeks?""Because it is how the French greet everyone?"Napanganga ako. "Why would she call you babe, then?""Natawa siya at hinawakan ang kamay ko. "Baby, she's gay. She calls everyone like that.""What? There's no way, Ismael!""Yes way, baby. I'm telling the truth.""Then, does it mean I don't really have a valid reason to be jealous?""Yeah?" Fuck. Kaya pala hiwagang-hiwaga siya kung bakit bigla akong nagkatopak kanina. Shit. This is so embarrassing! I got jealous of someone who has no pussy! I was deceived because she has bigger boobs than mine. I was drowning in jealousy and felt a big insecurity that, first of all, I didn't have any reason to have. I stood up. I have n
"N-no, I was just trying it on. Let me go. I was supposed to dry my hair.""There's no need. I like it wet," komento niya. "Where are you going?""Here in the b-bathroom," kinakabahan kong sagot."Alright. We'll do it in the bathroom.""W-what? No! Aren't we supposed to eat our dinner?"He chuckled. "Your no means yes to me, and yes, we're going to eat our dinner." Nagulat ako nang maglakad siya papasok ng banyo at iniharap ako sa salamin. "I knew it. You lied when you said you did not like to wear this type of clothing, yet here you are buying one and attempting to fit into it while I am away. You're so selfish."
"How are you so beautiful?" he whispered while touching my chin. Nilingon ko siya para abutin ang mga labi niya. Our tongues play with each other. This is so fucking good. I can feel how erotic we can be right now and I can't help but be amused by how Ismael is tonight. From the moment I saw him on the door, it was proof that no one can make him put down food except for me because I tasted more delicious than them.He keeps rubbing on me. It was I who decided to touch him and insert it in me. Siya ang napaungol dahil sa ginawa ko. "Ugghh...You're so naughty."Hindi niya naman iyon tinanggal at ipinagpatuloy ang pagpasok sa loob ko. Nagulat ako nang hawakan niya ang hita ko para buhatin."I-Ismael! W-what are you doing?!" naghuhurumentado kong tanong.