Special Chapter 4.4

"My love, what are you doing there? It's getting cold. Cal is waiting for you," I said before I walked to the balcony where my wife was. It's already eight in the evening, and she's still there outside, standing up and looking at our field.

I embraced her close. "What's bothering you?" Under my breath, I spoke.

She shook her head. "Iniisip ko baka may problema sa akin kung bakit hindi tayo magkaanak."

"But the doctor said we were both healthy and fine."

"Yes, and we're following the diets, and we're making sure to make love based on our plan."

Her tone betrayed a hint of unease, which I picked up on. I kissed her cheek. "Didn't I tell you before that it was out of our hands? If God still doesn't see that it's the right time for us, then He will not give it yet. Let's just be patient, my love."

I held her chin to kiss her. I noticed the tears in her eyes. "We'll be fine. Let's just enjoy the moment while Cal is our only baby. Havi