NOT TODAY CAYENNE

ARIANA'S POV~

I felt my child stir inside me just as I was about to take the lit-up blunt from my husband's hesitant hand.

Immediately I hit it out of his hand, "Mateo, what the fuck are we doing?" I inquired, it was as though some sort of fog cleared from my eyes.

There was something about Cayenne, when she took over I can't remember myself anymore.

All I can do is watch her take over, and commit atrocious things on my behalf.

I've never told anyone about this; only Fiona knows about her.

"I tried to warn you" he chuckled lightly, before groaning in pain.

"This is why I don't want to be with you, you influence me, you drive me to do wild crazy stuff, things I've never thought I'd do" I retorted, I was immediately annoyed and my hormones were raging like crazy.

"You are no better than Silvio, you are willing to put our child at risk just so you can have your way with me" I declared, moving away from him.

I looked at the dagger in my hand and tossed it on the bed close to him.

"Get me out of here Mateo," I requested.

He got up with a confused look and walked towards where I stood.

 my hands were folded and scenarios of how to escape from here kept replaying in my mind.

"Am I talking to Ariana or Cayenne?" he inquired, surprise crept across my face almost immediately, but I didnt let him see it.

I didnt say a word and I waited for him to continue.

"Im guessing this is Ariana." he grinned, he did something I never saw coming.

He hugged me from behind, I was astonished by this.

"What are you doing?" I asked softly, he didnt respond, instead, he lowered himself to the nape of my neck and gave me gentle kisses along my neckline.

"Mateo" I moaned softly as he caressed my body against his.

 "I remember every detail Ariana" he started again.

He turned me to face him before leaning close to my lip and kissing me passionately.

"I remember how I made you cum, how you shook under my touch, I want to feel that again" he whispered close to my ear.

He turned me again to back him and he pressed himself into me and memories of that first night came rushing back.

Memories I've tried to forget.

He glided his huge hand over my neck and held on to it firmly.

"I remember your body against mine when I was inside you, how you jerked when I poured my seed inside you Ariana, I want to feel that again"

I closed my eyes and moaned softly as I felt his other hand cup my breast, he squeezed them gently and then with a little more intensity he released them from the lace lingerie bra he bought for me.

The cold air in the room against my nipples immediately sent jolts around my body, and they started to pucker up.

"They got bigger than the last time I saw them" he moaned in my ear again.

"I want them in my mouth" he finished.

I let him do what he wanted to me, just like our first time.

"Did Silvio touch you?" he asked, turning to me again, I stood before him, a look of confusion evident on my face.

"No, never, you were my first, the evidence lay resting in my womb" I responded softly as I looked up at his grass-coloured eyes.

They glistened as the chandelier light reflected off them.

"And Cayenne? Is this her first?" he asked again leading me toward the bed.

I didn't know if I should answer that, the truth is I don't know.

When Cayenne takes over I barely have control, and sometimes when I come to I can barely remember.

There was a moment in Malta where I had blacked out once.

When I was with a client who had paid handsomely to dance for him.

But the session turned into a nightmare when I suddenly woke up in my bed.

This was two weeks before my father summoned me home. I tried to remember what he looked like but I just couldn't.

"Cayenne is a different version of me Mateo, a different side I've been trying to hide from the world." I paused for a while then I looked up at him, making sure he understood my next sentence.

 "she's dangerous and you can't trust her to make good decisions about our child" I finished.

"We can talk about Cayenne when we get out of here, so many questions baby doll, but right now I want to remember what you taste like" Mateo stated, pulling me toward the bed.

Gently he laid me down and started with a gentle kiss on my belly.

"My son" he started, before giving my belly another kiss, with his tongue, slowly he traced it down toward my sensitive clit.

I moaned as he flicked it, before sucking on it.

I clenched the bed sheet and I used my other hand to hold his head firmly between my legs.

"Mateo.." I moaned almost loudly.

The earth around us shuddered as we heard men marching around the house.

But with every gnaw, lick and flick Mateo performed on my clit I shuddered three times more in ecstasy.

I could tell he felt my insides vibrate when he intensified his prowess.

He stuck his tongue inside me and started thrusting it in slowly and soon he had taken it out and made an upward motion with his tongue before settling back inside my pussy.

It drove me insane, I could feel knots tightening around my pussy, and I could tell something was about to happen again.

"Mateo... yes... oh God don't stop" 

Just as I thought, floodgates opened, and I shook uncontrollably.

Fluids I never knew I had stored, burst open and I squirt all over Mateo's welcoming face.

He smiled as his face dripped with my cum and I was instantly embarrassed.

I looked away from him, but he turned it back to face him.

"Don't look away from me, baby doll, I want to see your face when I'm inside you" he whispered.

In a few seconds, we were both unclothed and wrapped in each other's warmth.

"Do you want this?" he asked, kissing my back and tracing his tongue down my spine, confusing and making me shiver.

"Y...yes I want it" I moaned in pure desire.

Something about the way he used his tongue, the thickness, the length and the slobbering nature of it inside me was something I never saw coming.

Pleasure I've never felt before...

I wanted more of him, what else is he capable of?