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"Hmm..." I moaned when he deepened our kiss. His one hand is glued on the wall near my head, covering my face from the sight of other people. While his other hand is holding my waist. My back is resting on the wall behind me. And both of my arms are holding his nape pulling him closer to me.
We just met earlier inside this bar. Nandito kami ngayon sa may madilim na bahagi ng bar na'to. Sharing hot kisses, he drag me here to make out. Hindi naman ako tumanggi, I find him hot. Pero hindi sa point na malalaglag ang panty ko.
We stopped kissing to breathe some air. We stared at each others eyes. His eyes are burning unlike mine. I'm not that turned on like the way he is.
"Do you wanna go to a more private place?" He asked huskily. I smirked.
"I can't go. My friends are waiting for me." kunwari ay malungkot kong sabi. I brushed his hair using my fingers, slightly touching his ear. Napapikit siya dahil doon.
It's true nandito ang ilang kaibigan ko but I can go without them. Sinabi ko lang iyon dahil hindi ko naman siya masyadong gusto at wala sa isip ko na sumama sa kaniya. I just want to make out not to have sex.
I kissed him torridly to stop him from talking. Siguradong mamimilit siya na umalis kami dito. I know he wants to bed me.
Hindi ko maipagkakailang magaling siyang humalik. And he also look good. Hindi naman ako pipili ng lalaking hindi pasok ang standard sa standards ko.
His hair is clean cut, have thick eyebrows, a bit big pointed nose, heart shaped lips, and defined jaw line. Medyo malaki ang katawan pero hindi yung tipong pumuputok na ang ugat sa sobrang laki ng muscles. He have muscles but not that big, sakto lang para masabing malaki ang katawan niya.
I like men who doesn't have big muscles. I like men who have muscles on the right places, not big but not too small, sakto lang para masabing hindi siya payat at hindi rin maskulado.
Medyo napalaki ng konti ang katawan niya kaya hindi ko siya masyadong natitipuhan.
His hand on my waist is slowly gliding up, but before it could reach my breast I stopped him.
Hinila ko ang kamay niya palayo doon at dinala iyon sa batok ko. He understand what I want him to do. He's now holding my nape while his other hand is still glued on the wall.
Inalis ko ang isang kamay kong nakahawak sa batok niya. I started stroking his chest, down to his stomach. Damn, I can feel his toned abs. He groaned when I insert my hand inside his shirt. The heat of his body enveloped my hand.
He didn't mind kahit na naitataas ko ang damit niya. Mas lalo siyang humakbang palapit sa akin at mas lalong uminit ang halik niya. Humiwalay ako sa halik niya para makapagsalita.
"You have abs." I said while smirking, napangisi siya sa sinabi ko. I pulled his shirt up to take a peek of his abs, hinayaan niya ako. Inalis ko ang kamay kong nahawak sa batok niya.
One of my hand is pulling his shirt up while the other one is touching his abs. I saw him bite his lips at mainit ang mga matang tumitig sa akin.
"Let's get out of here." Paos niyang sabi. Binitawan ko ang damit niya at inayos iyon. Hinila ko siya palapit sa akin para mahalikan ko ang leeg niya. I started kissing his neck. Infairness ang bango niya.
"I can't go. Tumakas lang ako sa bahay. I need to get back early." I said trying to sound dismayed para hindi niya mahalatang nagdadahilan lang ako at ayaw ko talagang sumama sa kaniya.
"I want to spend the night with you." Malandi niyang sabi habang pinipigilan umungol sa paghalik ko sa leeg niya. His both hands are now glued on the wall. Napapatingala din siya sa ginagawa kong paghalik sa leeg niya. I sucked his neck, I'm sure it'll leave a mark.
"Ahh!" He moaned, so damn turned on. I pushed him a bit to see his face.
"I want to spend more time with you too, but I need to go." I said sadly and gave him a peck kiss. My phone rang, just at the right time. Kinuha ko iyon sa bulsa ko at tinignan kung sino ang tumatawag.
"It's my mom." Malungkot kong sabi sa kaniya. Tinignan niya rin iyon. Nakita ko ang lungkot at pagkadismaya sa mata niya. Binulsa ko ulit ang phone ko at tumitig sakaniya.
"I have to go." Malambing kong sabi sa kaniya. Bumuntong hininga siya.
"Can I have your number then?" He asked, mukhang papayagan akong umalis. I smirked. Hinawakan ko siya sa batok.
"You can have it, if you can memorize it." I said and started kissing him torridly while I speak every digit of my phone number.
"0. 9. *. * .* .* .* .* .* .*" I utter while kissing and gliding my hands down his chest, to his abs.
"1." I whispered sabay sa paghawak ko sa kaniya doon.
"Shit!" He cursed. He's so damn hard down there. Dinakma ko iyon ng isang beses bago siya iwan.
"Did you memorize my number?" I asked smirking before I left him there. Hindi makagalaw sa sobrang turn on sa ginawa ko.
Natatawa ko siyang iniwan doon. Poor boy, nabitin.
"Ma?!"
I called her as soon as I went inside my car. It's near 11 o'clock at hindi ko alam kung bakit tumawag siya ng ganitong oras. We live separately, I have my own condo unit and she's staying in Tagaytay.
After my Dad died, my mom took care of all of our businesses. But now I'm also handling some of our businesses. I understand why we need to live seperately. Kahit pa kaming dalawa nalang ang magkapamilya.
Business is important, our life is sustained from the money we earn from our businesses. And I'm old enough to live on my own. I was spoiled when I was young but I'm independent.
But sometimes hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko na pilitin si mama na tumira nalang kami sa isang bahay. I kind of miss living with a parent. Iniwan na nga ako ni Dad, iniwan niya rin ako. I just want to be taken care of.
"Hello, dear." She lovingly said.
"What is it?" I asked a bit annoyed.
"I have something to tell you." She said slowly and uneasy.
"What is it, nga?" I asked annoyed. I started the engine, uuwi na ako.
"You know naman na, your dad left us a long time ago. It's been years." she started. Napairap ako. This is her line kapag may bagong siyang boyfriend na ipapakilala.
"Do you have a new boyfriend?" I asked dismayed. Ilang taon na siyang papalit palit ng boyfriend.
My dad died when I was still studying. I was twenty years old that time. He died from a car accident. Nawalan ng brake ang saksakyan niya. I was so miserable and devastated that time. He was in coma for a month. Pero hindi niya na nakayanan dahil ang ulo niya ang napuruhan.
I have many memories with him and I know I was happy with him when he was still alive. We were happy together. He gave me everything I need, everything I want, I was so spoiled by him and Mama was spoiled too. Kaya alam kong nawasak ang puso ni Mama sa pag-alis ni Dad.
"You know me too well." Malambing niyang sabi, napairap ako.
"Who is it? Is he successful? Is he one of your business partners? Negotiator?" Sunod sunod kong tanong sa kaniya.
Ang mga nakikilala niya sa business industry ang madalas niyang jinojowa. Nasanay na ako kay mama. I understand her side. I know she just want to find someone who can make her forget her loneliness.
"That's why I called you. Gusto ko sanang sumama ka sa dinner namin kasama ang anak niya tomorrow." She said slowly. Parang nireready ako sa susunod niyang sasabihin.
"Anak niya?" Maldita kong tanong. This is the first time she want me to meet her new boyfriend, at kasama pa ang anak non?
"Yes. He have a son. Gusto sana namin kayong makausap tungkol sa plano naming magpakasal."
I accidentally stepped on the brake. Buti nalang at gabi na, wala akong masyadong kasabay na sasakyan sa highway, kundi ay may nakabangga na sa akin. Tinabi ko ang sedan ko sa gilid.
"Anong sabi mo, Ma?!" Nagpapanic kong tanong.
"I'm sorry ngayon ko lang nasabi. I know this will shock you, but I want you to know that we are planning to get married soon."
I was shocked. My mind went blank for a minute.
Marry? Wedding? She's planning to marry someone else? She'll replace Dad?! I will soon have a stepfather?
***
"Artia, this is Kingsley, my son." Said Conrad as he introduced his son to me.
Hindi ko mapigilan ang pagngisi ko pagkakita ko palang sa kaniya. He's my type. He passed all of my standards.
I think I know how to stop this marriage. No one else will gonna be my father other than my real father. No one will ever replace Dad. He's my only father. I will do anything just to stop this marriage and I think I know now how to stop this marriage.
"Hi! I'm Artia, nice to meet you." I said with smirk and smiled sweetly at him.
We shook our hand for a hand shake. Ayoko na yatang bitawan ang kamay niya.
Artia's POV No! I don't want to have a new father. I don't want to have a stepfather. Si Dad lang ang ama ko. He's my one and only father. Wala akong magiging ibang ama kundi siya lang. He's a great father to me. At hindi ako papayag na magpapakasal sa iba si Mama. Kahit pa mag-away kami dahil dito. I let her have a boyfriend, I let her enjoy her life like a teenager, but I don't think I will let her replace Dad, and have her new husband. Pwedi siyang magboyfriend pero hindi siya pweding magpakasal. "What the f*ck are you saying, Ma?!" I shouted. "Watch your words, Artia!" She shouted furiously. Napairap ako. "You're planning to get married?!" Galit kong tanong. Mahigpit ang hawak ko sa manibela dahil sa nararamdamang galit. "Matagal na namin napag-usapan ang tungkol sa balak naming magpakasal-"
Artia's POV "I assume you are, Artia?" He said calmly with a friendly smile on his face. "And you are Conrad, my mama's new boyfriend?" I let out a small sarcasm in my tone. Naramdaman ko ang paghawak sa akin ni mama sa braso. She's stopping me from saying more. "Yes. Your mama's right." He said, stopped in front of us. Matayog ang tayo niya, I felt intimidated a bit. He's taller, and definitely older than me, it's natural I feel intimidated. Specially he's a man, old man. "Right about what?" Pero hindi ko pinigilan ang magtaray. I get intimidated but I'm not afraid. "You are indeed a beauty." He let out a small chuckle after that, along with my mom's. "Of course! Nagmana ito sakin!" Said my mama energetically. Unalis siya sa tabi ko at kay Conrad siya ngayon kumapit. Ngingitian ko na sana siya dahil sinabihan niya akong maganda pero ngayong nakakapit si mama sa k
Artia's POV "Isn't it too fast? And suspicious?" Singit ko sa pag-uusap nila. Kanina pa ako tahimik mula nang mag-umpisa kaming kumain, ngayon pa lang ako nagsalita. Kingsley's silent too and like me, hindi masyado ginagalaw ang pagkain. He's sitting in front of me. Malaki ang mesa kaya malayo parin siya kahit na parang magkaharapan kami. "Why suddenly, you two wanna get married?" Hindi ko alam kung tumakas ba ang sakit sa boses ko. Hindi ko alam kung nahalata nila. Hindi ko maiwasang masaktan para kay Dad. I understand that he died long time ago and there's no chance he'll come back. He'll never ever comeback. I am asking for a miracle for that to happen. Pero bakit kailangan ikasal? "We've planned this long time ago." Mama said. I stopped poking the meat on my plate. My emotion changed, now I feel angry. "Long time ago, huh?!" I hissed.
"Ma, nasaan ka?" I asked to her over the phone.Galing ako sa opisina, inasikaso ang problema doon. My last meal was the steak I ate at Conrads house. Hindi ko magawang makapagmerienda dahil sa mg inasikasong papeles.It's getting dark, naisipan ko yayain magdinner si Mama since hindi pa kami talaga nakakapag-usap ng masinsinan.[I'm still at Conrad's house. Why?] Sagot niya."You're still there?! Let's have dinner. Mag-usap tayo, Ma." Maldita kong sabi. Rinig ko ang pagbuntong hininga niya.[I wanted to talk with you earlier pero umalis ka.] Medyo inis niyang sabi."I had a business emergency! Ngayon pa lang ako natapos ayusin iyon. Wala pa akong kain mula kanina! My last meal was the meal I ate there." Sambit ko.Isa-isa kong dinampot ang mga gamit ko mula sa mesa at ipinasok iyon sa purse ko. Huli kong dinampot ang susi ng kotse ko.[Let's talk some other ti
I entered the bar, still wearing the fitted dress since this morning. Hindi naman ako napawisan."Do you serve meal here?" I asked to the waiter walking by."Yes Ma'am. Doon po sa area doon." Sagot niya saka itinuro ang kaliwang bahagi."Thank you!" Sambit ko saka ngumiti. Muntik pa mahulog ang isang baso na nasa tray niya. Iniwan ko na nga. Baka manginig pa doon.Umupo ako sa pinaka bandang dulo. Kaagad naman na may lumapit sa akin na panibagong waiter. Wala pa naman masyadong tao dahil hindi pa malalim ang gabi.I asked for their menu and ordered meat. Pagkatapos kong kumain doon ay lumipat na ako ng pwesto sa may bar counter. Kanina ko pa sinisipat ang bar area nila habang kumakain. Medyo dumadami narin ang mga tao.I saw guys looking at me earlier pero diko binigyan ng atensyon. Sigurado pag nginitian ko o tinitigan pabalik ay lalapitan ako."Give me your best wine." Ta
"My friends said he's here."Lumawak ang ngiti ko sa narinig. He went back to his seat. Kunwari ay inayos ko ang inumin niya, palapit sa kanya."Kakarating lang?" Pasimpling tanong ko."No, kanina pa.""Why haven't I saw him around?"Kung kanina pa siya bakit hindi ko man lang napansin? Kanina pa nag-iikot ang mata ko dito."He's with his friends. Baka nakatambay sa paburito nilang tambayan.""And where is that?" I asked very curious. "Just there. Sa gilid at bandang dulo. Its a bit darker in that area and only few guests can come in there.""Why?""It's their spot. I think one of them owns this place."Tumango-tango ako. Marami akong nalalaman mula sa kanya."Do you want me to bring you to him?"Napangiti ako."Can you?" I asked lively hindi mapigilan ang ngiti sa labi. Buti nalang hindi niya na napapansin na may iba akong mo
"Bakit mo naman nasabi iyan?" I said friendly. Tinitigan niya lang ako at hindi umimik.Huminga ako ng malalim. Ang suplado, hindi ko yata siya madadaan sa mga bola at damoves ko."Okay. Tutal alam mo naman na iba ang pakay ko sayo. Let's get straight to it then." Seryoso sabi ko at inayos ang tayo.Gusto niya talagang mag-usap kami ng ganito? Hindi kaya ako mangawit dahil nakatayo lang kami? Pero baka hindi naman magtatagal ang usapan dahil ngayon palang kitang-kita kona na nangangati na siyang umalis sa harapan ko. Ang sungit magsalita."I noticed you didn't talk earlier on our lunch." I started. Wala parin siyang imik. Pinagkrus ko ang mga braso ko."Ayaw mo din bang matuloy ang kasal?" Daretsong tanong ko.One of his eyebrow moved, pero kaunting galaw lang iyon at hindi mo naman mahahalata kung hindi nakafocus ang mga mata mo sa kanya. Napansin ko dahil tit
Two days had passed. Hindi ko pa ulit nakakausap si Mama. And I busied myself with work. Habang nagtatrabaho ay iniisip ko din kung anong magandang gawin sa sitwasyon ko.Ako lang ang may ayaw sa kasal. Ma wants to be married with Conrad, and its clear Conrad wants to marry my mother and Kingsley, he f*cking agree to our parents marriage.Wala akong kakampi. I am the only daugther, I don't have siblings. Obviously wala akong mahihingan ng tulong kung kapatid ang pinaguusapan. Then Dad, Dad's dead, malabo naman na makumbinsi ko siyang multuhin si Mama para hindi na magpakasal.I badly want to talk to him, I want to see him again and I know what I want is a miracle. Malabong mangyari ang gusto ko. Malabong bumalik si Dad.Hindi ko din naman mahihingan ng tulong ang lolo't lola ko. They're abroad, at nakakahiya naman kung hihingan ko sila ng tulong saka baka makasama pa iyon kay Mama
-----fast forward----- ***Artia's POV*** "How about you two? Hindi niyo pa ba naiisipang magpakasal? You're on your right age naman. Maaari na kayong magpakasal." "Honestly, I've thought about that. Matagal na kayong magkasintahan, alam kong mauuwi kayong dalawa sa kasalan. Why don't you start planning about it?" Keep remembering it Artia. Keep thinking about it. About their conversation earlier on your dinner. Hindi kapa ba natatauhan? Even your mother and his father are pushing the two to get married. Hindi pa ba sampal sa iyo iyon? You should stop now, before you drown yourself you might not be able to save yourself. Nalulunod kana sa sarili mong patibong. Your great f*cking plan won't work. Ang tagal tagal na pero wala pang improvement ang plan mo. Ang sarili molang ang sinasaktan mo at isinusugal dito. Don't you think its time to back out? Now is the time to change your mind. Wake up, Artia! None of your plan will
Artia's POV Kinabahan ako, akala ko may nagwawala na. Akala ko sinadya ni KIngsley na basagin ang mga bote dahil sa ginagawa namin ni Iulian. But why would he do that? Mukhang wala naman silang pake kahit pa magsex kami dito ni Iulian. Sila nga naghahalikan din kanina. The wine from the broken bottle is spilled on the floor and flow down to the water pool. Some broken glasses fell down in the pool also. What happened became clear to me when I saw a cat near the bottles. Mukhang tumalon ito at iyon ang mga natamaan. Kingsley doesn't own a cat. Kanino kaya ang orange na pusang ito at bakit nandito? THe cat looked like the famous cat in the movie. I forgot the cats name. Mahihirapan akong alalahanin iyon lalo na't lasing. My eyes glance at the two. Courtney slightly in panic moving away from the pool. And then Kingsley, eyes blanked looking at us. When our eyes met he immediately looked away, turned around and left the pool too. I blinked
***Artia's POV*** I couldn't fall asleep why I decided to take a bath. After taking a bath I just wore a thin silk of dress and sat on the floor facing the mirror and resting my back against the table placed in the middle of my walk in closet. I stared at my own reflection in the mirror. From my face, to my body and back to my face. My lips trembled, and my eyes started to sting. I have the face. I have the body. But I have no one. Unlike Courtney, she have friends, she have Iulian and Kingsley beside her for years. She have Kingsley who's loving her. I bit my lips hoping I could stop it from trembling. Now I know the answer to my questions earlier. The kiss I shared with Iulian felt empty. I've kissed many guys, and the truth, it all felt empty. Ako lang itong naglalagay ng meaning at emosyon doon. Sa paraang iyon, nababawasan ang kalungkutang nararamdaman ko. Something really changed, because now I know and have realized that all those
***Artia's POV***Our lips touched and dance together. Just like the music being played, it was slow at first but then coped up with a steady pace. His lips are tender and warm just like Kingsley's lips but it didn't made the butterflies in my stomach fly. I was the one who cut the kiss.I stared at his lips, didn't want to stare at his eyes so he wouldn't see I was distracted while we are kissing. I'm confuse. Why do I feel like something is missing? Why didn't it felt good? Its not because he's not a good kisser, but I didn't enjoyed like how I enjoyed the kisses of Kingsley.Isinantabi ko muna ang mga katanungan na iyon. I should say something. Iulian might get offended with my reaction."Walang magagalit?" I tried to joke. I felt relieved when he chuckled."Sayo? Walang magagalit?" tanong niya pabalik may ngisi sa labi. Umiling ako at itinago ang pasimpling paglunok ng laway.I hope meron. Sana may magalit at sana ay si Kingsley iy
***THIRD P POV***"I feel better with you, next to me."It's strange, how he can remember the words she said. Kingsley looked away and turned his attention to his girlfriend. He didn't want to start a conversation with Artia now that Courtney, Iulian and their other friends are next to them.He just had an argument with his girlfriend, he doesn't want her to have another reason to argue with. Courtney might get jealous. Artia didn't talkedtoo since she really doesn't have anything to say. She stretch a small smile to Courtney, she smiled back but she know she's not really okay that she's here.She chitchat with Iulian and sometimes with the other guys whose name she can't remember. Well, she's not really interested, her mind is clouded with the couple next to her and the trauma Rom left to her.She's thirsty but she don't have the spirit to drink the glasses of alcohol served in front of her. She didn't voice it out. At kahit pa gustuhin man
Kingsleys POV"Bukod sa gusto kitang kasama, wala na akong ibang kaibigan.""Look out for, Artia.""I lost everyone. My Dad's dead. I have no more friends."I closed my eyes tightly hoping I get to focus and stop remembering her voices and those words she said and what her mother said to me too. It keeps visting my mind. I can't stop thinking about it.[Why do you have to take her with you?] I looked out of the window for a second. I can feel her staring at me, listening to my conversation with Courtney on the phone."We already talked about this." No matter how much I lower my voice she can still hear me. I glance at her and her face says it. She's asking if we are arguing.[Yes, we talked about it but I want us to talk about it again. I thought it will just be for a while. Don't tell me she'll come with us sa lahat ng lakad natin.]"Mamaya natin ito pag-usapan."[Fine! Let's just meet there. Hin
Artia's POV "What?" He asked stern now back to being suplado. It was only for a short moment but it was gold for me. Him laughing together with me. Staring at my eyes not to others. Finally he laughed with me. I can't hide the smile formed in my lips. I shook my head and looked away, not wanting him to see that I was too happy just seeing him laughing with me. My heart still feels like its floating in the air above the clouds. Butterflies inside my stomach flying around. Giving the feeling that I haven't felt for years now. "Nothing." I answered. He noticed I was staring at him for a long time why he asked me what. I admit I stared at him so intently. It was too obvious. I should've been careful so he wouldn't get back to being stern so quickly. "I feel sorry to Iulian. I didn't know it tasted so salty. Ang dami niyang kinain," mahinang sambit ko habang nilalaro gamit ang kutsara ang sinangag na niluto ko. Buti nalang pala at hindi si Kingsl
Artia's POV "I just want to say sorry too, about what I said yesterday. No woman wants to be disrespected and molested. Sorry." Parang naisama ko sa paglunok ko ang dila ko dahil hindi ako nakapagsalita. Parang lalabas na din yata sa d****b ko ang puso ko sa lakas ng tibok nito. Dang! What is wrong with me? Bakit ganito makapagreact ang puso ko sa ginawa niya? When I recovered I smiled sweetly at him and said, "Babe, its okay." I bit my lips after talking. Dang! Baka magalit ulit sa akin dahil sa pagtawag ko sa kaniya ng babe. Hindi ko naman sinasadya! It just slip out of my tongue. "You're forgiven." I said my voice automatically turned husky. Our eyes wandered at each other for a while before he looked away and walked. Akala ko ay aalis na siya pero napangiti ulit nang makita siyang sumandal sa may bar counter. I giggled and open the fridge to look at the sandwhich he made for me. Ngiting-ngiti ako habang tinitignan iyon at
Artia's POV "You two already kissed." Mula kanina ay hindi na ako tinantanan ng batang ito. She keeps on asking the same question over and over again everytime she sees me-- no she's following me. "Why are you so eager to know if we did kissed or not?" Gaya ngayon, sinusundan niya ako kahit saan ako magpunta. Kanina ay may kinausap kami ni Kingsley why we left her for a while. Pagkatapos doon ay naghiwalay kami ni Kingsley. I don't know where he went to and if he talked to someone but now I can see him and I'm walking towards his direction. "I heard the other girl is Kuya Kingsleys girlfriend. So if you two already kissed, maybe you seduced him to kiss you. Or you stole a kiss from him since you like him." Tumigil ako sa paglalakad at binalingan ang batang nakasunod sa likod ko. "I like him?" I asked. Parang sure na sure sa sinasabi niya. "Yeah. I can see it in the way you look at him