"Do you serve meal here?" I asked to the waiter walking by.
"Yes Ma'am. Doon po sa area doon." Sagot niya saka itinuro ang kaliwang bahagi.
"Thank you!" Sambit ko saka ngumiti. Muntik pa mahulog ang isang baso na nasa tray niya.
Iniwan ko na nga. Baka manginig pa doon.
Umupo ako sa pinaka bandang dulo. Kaagad naman na may lumapit sa akin na panibagong waiter. Wala pa naman masyadong tao dahil hindi pa malalim ang gabi.
I asked for their menu and ordered meat. Pagkatapos kong kumain doon ay lumipat na ako ng pwesto sa may bar counter. Kanina ko pa sinisipat ang bar area nila habang kumakain. Medyo dumadami narin ang mga tao.
I saw guys looking at me earlier pero diko binigyan ng atensyon. Sigurado pag nginitian ko o tinitigan pabalik ay lalapitan ako.
"Give me your best wine." Tanging sambit ko sa bartender at inumpisahan ng kalikutin ang telepono.
"F*ck! I don't know his surname." Usal ko sa sarili ko. I only know their names. Conrad and Kingsley. Paano ako makakakalap ng impormasyon tungkol sa kanila hindi ko naman alam ang apilido? I should have asked, Ma or Kingsley.
Napangisi nalang ako. I remember our conversation earlier.
"He knows something about me. It should be fair. Kailangan kong makakalap ng impormasyon tungkol sa kanya." Sambit ko ulit sa sarili ko habang nags-scroll sa F* sa mga may pangalan na Kingsley.
Hindi ko nahanap ang account niya.
Dumating ang wine ko. I sipped a little, napataas ng kilay nang masarapan doon.
"I like you na." I said a bit flirty with the bartender. Nginitian niya ako. I bet later on he will start making a conversation with me.
I searched my mothers account, sure friends sila ni Conrad. Napangisi ako nang mahanap ang account ni Conrad. Now I stalked his account to find Kingsley.
"Bang! Found you!" Nakangiti kong sabi saka na inumpisahan ang pagstalk ko sa kanya.
"Damn hot!" Hindi ko mapigilan puri sa kanya. Shit! Is he a model? Tangina model nga yata siya.
Napakagat ako sa labi ko at napalagok sa wine. That drowsy eyes really gives me the chills, the butterflies. Naakit talaga ako sa mga mata niya.
"Stalking someone?" I heard a man said. Napalingon ako sa likod ko. Kinabahan pa dahil akala ko ay sino ng nakahuli sa akin sa ginagawa ko.
It's one of the guys staring at me earlier.
"Hi! Sorry I watched what you were doing with your phone. My name is Joshua." He said cutely. Sa pagngiti niya ay tuluyan naging isang guhit ang singkit niyang mata and his eyebags bulge more.
What a cute guy!
"Hello. It's okay." Palakaibigang sabi ko saka ngumiti.
I smiled brightly then went back with my phone. He looks like a nice guy. He isn't the type of guy I flirt with. Baka mabahidan ko ng dumi ang malinis niyang pagkatao. Natawa ako doon. And I don't want to flirt right now. Kailangan kong makakalap ng impormasyon tungkol kay Kingsley at sa tatay niya.
Kinalikot ko ulit ang phone ko at nagbasa sa mga comments sa ilang posts ni Kingsley. He doesn't do captions, or post anything other than his pictures or he was tagged by some of his friends.
"Do you mind?" I heard Joshua said. Napalingon ako sa kanya, he is pointing the seat beside me. Nginitian ko lang siya.
Umupo nga siya sa tabi ko. He ordered a drink ako naman ay nagfocus ulit sa pang-istalk.
"You like him?" I heard him say.
When I looked at him he was staring at my phone. Nakaflash doon ang picture ni Kingsley. He was wearing a black shirt, his hair is wet, hes just seating on the white floor and staring back to the camera with a drowsy cold look.
"Not really." I said shyly.
Tumaas ang dalawang kilay niya na para bang nagustuhan ang narinig.
"I thought you are one of the girls who's crazy for Kingsley."
Ako naman ang napataas ang dalawnag kilay ngayon. Nakuha niya ang atensyon ko.
"You know him?" Pinigilan ko ang nagbabadyang ngisi.
He shifted on his seat, tumagilid para makaharap pa lalo sa akin. Left arm resting on the table.
"Yeah. We're friends actually." He said coolly. Mas lalong lumawak ang nagbabadya kong ngisi.
"Really?" I asked lively. Nakangiti siyang tumango.
"Not really close but we talk and hang out when we cross path." Kwento niya. Tumango-tango ako. Iniwas saglit ang mukha mula sa mata niya para pakawalan ang ngisi.
Kung sinabi mo kaagad na magkakilala kayo ni Kingsley 'di sana kinausap na kita mula kanina pa.
"Your name is Joshua, right?" I asked smiling sweetly. He was like mesmerized by my beauty. Napangiti ako lalo dahil natulala siya.
"My name is Artia." Pakilala ko at naglahad ng kamay. Tinanggap niya ang kamay ko at ngumiti.
"You thought I am one of his girls?" I asked, then let go of our hands. I tucked my hair behind my ear.
He'll think nagpapaganda ako sa kanya.
"Yeah. I see you are stalking his F******k account." Aniya.
Pinatagal ko ang tingin ko sa mga mata niya bago sumagot.
"Nah! I'm just searching for information about him. I just want to get to know him. Wala kasi akong masyadong alam tungkol sa kanya. I only know his name." Madramang sabi ko.
"Why do you wanna get to know him?" Taka niyang tanong.
Nag-isip ako sandali ng isasagot. I will not tell my true intentions.
"Does he do modeling? I was just wondering kung model ba siya." I lied.
"Yeah. I heard he do modeling."
"Really?" Hindi ko na napigilan mapangisi.
"Anyway, why are you here? Mag-isa kalang?" Pagbabago ko ng usapan pero ibabalik din naman tungkol kay Kingsley mamaya. And I know he is with his friends, nakita ko sila kanina.
"Just chillin. I'm with my friends."
"Akala ko mag-isa ka lang."
"No. My friends over there." Sambit niya saka itinuro ang banda kung saan ko nga sila nakita kanina.
I looked at them, nakatingin din sila sa banda namin at mukhang pinag-uusapan ang kaibugan na pumoporma sakin. I waved at them and smiled, trying to be friendly. Mabilis silang kumaway pabalik, tuwang-tuwa ang dalawa ay tumayo pa. Natawa ako.
"Sasamahan ba kayo ni Kingsley mamaya?" Pasimpli kong tanong. I sipped on my wine.
When I looked at him I caught him staring at my lips.
"Uhm. No." Nahiya siya dahil nahuli kong nakatingin sa labi ko. He scratch his nape and smiled shyly.
"But I saw him earlier. I saw him around." Aniya.
Nanlaki ang mata ko at bahagyang napasinghap.
"Really?! He's here?" Medyo excited kong sabi. Lumunok ako ng laway at kinalma ang teaksyon. Huwag kang magpahalatang gustong-gymusto kong making si Kingsley, Artia.
"Madalas silang pumunta dito sila ng mga kaibigan niya."
Tumango-tango ako kunwari at pasimpling inikot ang mga mata sa paligid hinahanap siya.
"I only met him once." Sambit ko. Totoo naman, kanina palang kami nagkita. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ngayon ko lang siya nakilala. Baka nagkita na kami noon but I just don't remember or hindi ko napansin?
But he is my type malabong hindi ko siya mapansin kung sakali man na nagkatagpo na kami ng landas noon.
"I wanna see him in person. I'm actually looking for models kaya gusto ko din na mameet siya." I lied.
"Ganoon ba. I'll introduce you to him later if I see him around."
Natuwa naman ako sa narinig ko.
"You're so nice!" I said sweetly. "And you're cute." Banat ko sa kanya.
He chuckled shyly and pat his nape. Nakita kong namula ng kaunti ang pisngi niya at nag-isang guhit ang mata dahil sa pagngiti.
I will flirt with you, although you are not the type of guy na usually nilalandi ko. He looks nice and conservative not like the other guy na nanghahawak kaagad.
Hindi pa siya bumanat ng malaswang linya sa akin mula kanina.
I will flirt with you to get to Kingsley. Sana lang ay mailapit mo nga ako sa kanya.
"My friends said he's here."Lumawak ang ngiti ko sa narinig. He went back to his seat. Kunwari ay inayos ko ang inumin niya, palapit sa kanya."Kakarating lang?" Pasimpling tanong ko."No, kanina pa.""Why haven't I saw him around?"Kung kanina pa siya bakit hindi ko man lang napansin? Kanina pa nag-iikot ang mata ko dito."He's with his friends. Baka nakatambay sa paburito nilang tambayan.""And where is that?" I asked very curious. "Just there. Sa gilid at bandang dulo. Its a bit darker in that area and only few guests can come in there.""Why?""It's their spot. I think one of them owns this place."Tumango-tango ako. Marami akong nalalaman mula sa kanya."Do you want me to bring you to him?"Napangiti ako."Can you?" I asked lively hindi mapigilan ang ngiti sa labi. Buti nalang hindi niya na napapansin na may iba akong mo
"Bakit mo naman nasabi iyan?" I said friendly. Tinitigan niya lang ako at hindi umimik.Huminga ako ng malalim. Ang suplado, hindi ko yata siya madadaan sa mga bola at damoves ko."Okay. Tutal alam mo naman na iba ang pakay ko sayo. Let's get straight to it then." Seryoso sabi ko at inayos ang tayo.Gusto niya talagang mag-usap kami ng ganito? Hindi kaya ako mangawit dahil nakatayo lang kami? Pero baka hindi naman magtatagal ang usapan dahil ngayon palang kitang-kita kona na nangangati na siyang umalis sa harapan ko. Ang sungit magsalita."I noticed you didn't talk earlier on our lunch." I started. Wala parin siyang imik. Pinagkrus ko ang mga braso ko."Ayaw mo din bang matuloy ang kasal?" Daretsong tanong ko.One of his eyebrow moved, pero kaunting galaw lang iyon at hindi mo naman mahahalata kung hindi nakafocus ang mga mata mo sa kanya. Napansin ko dahil tit
Two days had passed. Hindi ko pa ulit nakakausap si Mama. And I busied myself with work. Habang nagtatrabaho ay iniisip ko din kung anong magandang gawin sa sitwasyon ko.Ako lang ang may ayaw sa kasal. Ma wants to be married with Conrad, and its clear Conrad wants to marry my mother and Kingsley, he f*cking agree to our parents marriage.Wala akong kakampi. I am the only daugther, I don't have siblings. Obviously wala akong mahihingan ng tulong kung kapatid ang pinaguusapan. Then Dad, Dad's dead, malabo naman na makumbinsi ko siyang multuhin si Mama para hindi na magpakasal.I badly want to talk to him, I want to see him again and I know what I want is a miracle. Malabong mangyari ang gusto ko. Malabong bumalik si Dad.Hindi ko din naman mahihingan ng tulong ang lolo't lola ko. They're abroad, at nakakahiya naman kung hihingan ko sila ng tulong saka baka makasama pa iyon kay Mama
Kingsley POV "I was told not to speak nonsense. Wala naman po kasi akong maikekwento." She flashed her annoying smirk at me again. She haven't move on from what I said that night, huh? Flashback Third Person POV "Men! Nakita ko kanina si Artia sa kabilang restaurant! Tangina ang ganda talaga! At ang sexy men!" Napalingon si Kingsley sa nagsasalita. He is one of his friends na madalas ay katambayan dito sa bar na ito. He watched them talked about Artia. Uminom siya ng beer na hawak niya at itinuon nalang ang tingin sa may dance floor.
Nauna akong umalis sa hapagkainan dahil gusto kong maglakad-lakad sa bahay na ito. Ilang minuto palang ang nakaklipas ay naramdaman kong may nakasunod sa akin. Alam ko kaagad na si Kingsley iyon, amoy ko hanggang dito ang pabango niya. At sa mga huling sinabi ko kanina ay hinuha ko susunod talaga siya sakin.Napuntahan ko na noon ang pool area kaya napagdesisyonan kong pumanik sa taas. Nagpaalam naman ako kina Mama na mag-iikot ako.Mabagal akong naglalakad papanik sa hagdan. Napasinghap ako saglit dahil sa mangha sa nakikita ko. I'm starting to like this house, ang ganda.Like on the first floor mataas din ceiling dito and there are chandeliers! Una kong tinignan ay ang sa left side, I saw something moving and a different color of light flashing. I stared at it for seconds and confirmed the things moving were curtains. Naglakad ako palapit doon.Naexcite ako lalo nang makitang may glass wall nanaman. May this is like whats i
"No one will get hurt. Basta takutin niyo lang. At huwag kayong sasabit sa plano."Ibinaba ko kaagad ang telepono dahil bahagyang nanginginig ang kamay ko dahil sa kaba. Damn! Mas mabuti yatang nandoon ako at nakamasid sa gagawin nila kaysa ganitong hindi ko alam kung ano na ang nangyayari. Pero baka may makakita sa akin at malaman na pakana ko iyon kaya siguro mabuti nga na dito nalang ako sa condo ko maghintay.Maghihintay nalang ako ng balita.Pero hindi talaga ako mapakali."Shit!" Inis kong sigaw nang wala ng tumutulong wine mula sa bote kahit anong taktak ang gawin ko.Ngayon pa ako naubusan ng wine! Kung kailan kailangan ko ng pampakalma!I went to my wine cellar to check if I still have stock of that same wine. Nainis ako lalo nang makitang wala ng kagaya noon. And I only have 3 bottles of wine left.I can't drink those three. Mula pa sa Dad ko iyon and those costs hundreds of th
"Anong nangyari? Bakit hindi niyo kaagad sinagot ang tawag ko?" Pagalit kong tanong kay Carlos, isa sa mga tauhan ko.[Pasensiya na Ma'am. Nasa operasyon pa po kami noong tumatawag kayo kaya hindi namin masagot.] Sagot niya.Huminga ako ng malalim at kinalma ang sarili. It's near 11 pm, nandito na ako sa condo ko."Kamusta?" Ngayoy kalmado kong tanong.[Okay na po Ma'am.]Napairap ako."Ikwento mo kung anong nangyari." Nakasimangot kong tanong. Ang tipid naman nitong sumagot. Hindi ko alam kung anong ibig sabihin niya sa "okay na po".[Tama po ang lokasyon na panggagalingan ni Mr. Conrad. Hinintay po namin siyang lumabas sa building at sinundan. Nakorner po namin siya at dinala sa baba ng tulay. Tinutukan po namin siya ng baril sa ulo at sinabi ang pinapasabi niyo.]"Tell me what you said." Baka pala nabanggit nila ang pangalan ko sa
Alasais palang ng umaga ay nakabihis na ako. Hindi sa maaga akong nagising, hindi ako halos nakatulog. Iniisip ko kung ano ba ang nangyari. Sabi nina Carlos at Joel ay successfull naman ang operasyong ginawa nila. Sabi nila ay natakot ang dalawa at nangako na iuurong na ang kasal nila ni Mama. But why the hell are they going to fetch me and visit a church together? Hindi ba dapat hiwalay na sila ni Mama at dapat wala na kaming koneksyon sa dalawa dahil hiwalay na nga sila. And this is just so sudden and unusual. Mama never invited me to visit a church together, she never asked me to attend a mass with her. Its not that hindi kami nagsisimba, pero ito talaga ang unang beses na inimbita niya akong magsimba at kasama pa talaga ang mag-ama. Sabi niya sa text niya ay alas-syete mag-uumpisa ang misa at alas-sais trenta nila ako dadaanan sa condo building ko. Hinihintay ko nalang ang tawag niya at baba na. I wore a black off shoul
-----fast forward----- ***Artia's POV*** "How about you two? Hindi niyo pa ba naiisipang magpakasal? You're on your right age naman. Maaari na kayong magpakasal." "Honestly, I've thought about that. Matagal na kayong magkasintahan, alam kong mauuwi kayong dalawa sa kasalan. Why don't you start planning about it?" Keep remembering it Artia. Keep thinking about it. About their conversation earlier on your dinner. Hindi kapa ba natatauhan? Even your mother and his father are pushing the two to get married. Hindi pa ba sampal sa iyo iyon? You should stop now, before you drown yourself you might not be able to save yourself. Nalulunod kana sa sarili mong patibong. Your great f*cking plan won't work. Ang tagal tagal na pero wala pang improvement ang plan mo. Ang sarili molang ang sinasaktan mo at isinusugal dito. Don't you think its time to back out? Now is the time to change your mind. Wake up, Artia! None of your plan will
Artia's POV Kinabahan ako, akala ko may nagwawala na. Akala ko sinadya ni KIngsley na basagin ang mga bote dahil sa ginagawa namin ni Iulian. But why would he do that? Mukhang wala naman silang pake kahit pa magsex kami dito ni Iulian. Sila nga naghahalikan din kanina. The wine from the broken bottle is spilled on the floor and flow down to the water pool. Some broken glasses fell down in the pool also. What happened became clear to me when I saw a cat near the bottles. Mukhang tumalon ito at iyon ang mga natamaan. Kingsley doesn't own a cat. Kanino kaya ang orange na pusang ito at bakit nandito? THe cat looked like the famous cat in the movie. I forgot the cats name. Mahihirapan akong alalahanin iyon lalo na't lasing. My eyes glance at the two. Courtney slightly in panic moving away from the pool. And then Kingsley, eyes blanked looking at us. When our eyes met he immediately looked away, turned around and left the pool too. I blinked
***Artia's POV*** I couldn't fall asleep why I decided to take a bath. After taking a bath I just wore a thin silk of dress and sat on the floor facing the mirror and resting my back against the table placed in the middle of my walk in closet. I stared at my own reflection in the mirror. From my face, to my body and back to my face. My lips trembled, and my eyes started to sting. I have the face. I have the body. But I have no one. Unlike Courtney, she have friends, she have Iulian and Kingsley beside her for years. She have Kingsley who's loving her. I bit my lips hoping I could stop it from trembling. Now I know the answer to my questions earlier. The kiss I shared with Iulian felt empty. I've kissed many guys, and the truth, it all felt empty. Ako lang itong naglalagay ng meaning at emosyon doon. Sa paraang iyon, nababawasan ang kalungkutang nararamdaman ko. Something really changed, because now I know and have realized that all those
***Artia's POV***Our lips touched and dance together. Just like the music being played, it was slow at first but then coped up with a steady pace. His lips are tender and warm just like Kingsley's lips but it didn't made the butterflies in my stomach fly. I was the one who cut the kiss.I stared at his lips, didn't want to stare at his eyes so he wouldn't see I was distracted while we are kissing. I'm confuse. Why do I feel like something is missing? Why didn't it felt good? Its not because he's not a good kisser, but I didn't enjoyed like how I enjoyed the kisses of Kingsley.Isinantabi ko muna ang mga katanungan na iyon. I should say something. Iulian might get offended with my reaction."Walang magagalit?" I tried to joke. I felt relieved when he chuckled."Sayo? Walang magagalit?" tanong niya pabalik may ngisi sa labi. Umiling ako at itinago ang pasimpling paglunok ng laway.I hope meron. Sana may magalit at sana ay si Kingsley iy
***THIRD P POV***"I feel better with you, next to me."It's strange, how he can remember the words she said. Kingsley looked away and turned his attention to his girlfriend. He didn't want to start a conversation with Artia now that Courtney, Iulian and their other friends are next to them.He just had an argument with his girlfriend, he doesn't want her to have another reason to argue with. Courtney might get jealous. Artia didn't talkedtoo since she really doesn't have anything to say. She stretch a small smile to Courtney, she smiled back but she know she's not really okay that she's here.She chitchat with Iulian and sometimes with the other guys whose name she can't remember. Well, she's not really interested, her mind is clouded with the couple next to her and the trauma Rom left to her.She's thirsty but she don't have the spirit to drink the glasses of alcohol served in front of her. She didn't voice it out. At kahit pa gustuhin man
Kingsleys POV"Bukod sa gusto kitang kasama, wala na akong ibang kaibigan.""Look out for, Artia.""I lost everyone. My Dad's dead. I have no more friends."I closed my eyes tightly hoping I get to focus and stop remembering her voices and those words she said and what her mother said to me too. It keeps visting my mind. I can't stop thinking about it.[Why do you have to take her with you?] I looked out of the window for a second. I can feel her staring at me, listening to my conversation with Courtney on the phone."We already talked about this." No matter how much I lower my voice she can still hear me. I glance at her and her face says it. She's asking if we are arguing.[Yes, we talked about it but I want us to talk about it again. I thought it will just be for a while. Don't tell me she'll come with us sa lahat ng lakad natin.]"Mamaya natin ito pag-usapan."[Fine! Let's just meet there. Hin
Artia's POV "What?" He asked stern now back to being suplado. It was only for a short moment but it was gold for me. Him laughing together with me. Staring at my eyes not to others. Finally he laughed with me. I can't hide the smile formed in my lips. I shook my head and looked away, not wanting him to see that I was too happy just seeing him laughing with me. My heart still feels like its floating in the air above the clouds. Butterflies inside my stomach flying around. Giving the feeling that I haven't felt for years now. "Nothing." I answered. He noticed I was staring at him for a long time why he asked me what. I admit I stared at him so intently. It was too obvious. I should've been careful so he wouldn't get back to being stern so quickly. "I feel sorry to Iulian. I didn't know it tasted so salty. Ang dami niyang kinain," mahinang sambit ko habang nilalaro gamit ang kutsara ang sinangag na niluto ko. Buti nalang pala at hindi si Kingsl
Artia's POV "I just want to say sorry too, about what I said yesterday. No woman wants to be disrespected and molested. Sorry." Parang naisama ko sa paglunok ko ang dila ko dahil hindi ako nakapagsalita. Parang lalabas na din yata sa d****b ko ang puso ko sa lakas ng tibok nito. Dang! What is wrong with me? Bakit ganito makapagreact ang puso ko sa ginawa niya? When I recovered I smiled sweetly at him and said, "Babe, its okay." I bit my lips after talking. Dang! Baka magalit ulit sa akin dahil sa pagtawag ko sa kaniya ng babe. Hindi ko naman sinasadya! It just slip out of my tongue. "You're forgiven." I said my voice automatically turned husky. Our eyes wandered at each other for a while before he looked away and walked. Akala ko ay aalis na siya pero napangiti ulit nang makita siyang sumandal sa may bar counter. I giggled and open the fridge to look at the sandwhich he made for me. Ngiting-ngiti ako habang tinitignan iyon at
Artia's POV "You two already kissed." Mula kanina ay hindi na ako tinantanan ng batang ito. She keeps on asking the same question over and over again everytime she sees me-- no she's following me. "Why are you so eager to know if we did kissed or not?" Gaya ngayon, sinusundan niya ako kahit saan ako magpunta. Kanina ay may kinausap kami ni Kingsley why we left her for a while. Pagkatapos doon ay naghiwalay kami ni Kingsley. I don't know where he went to and if he talked to someone but now I can see him and I'm walking towards his direction. "I heard the other girl is Kuya Kingsleys girlfriend. So if you two already kissed, maybe you seduced him to kiss you. Or you stole a kiss from him since you like him." Tumigil ako sa paglalakad at binalingan ang batang nakasunod sa likod ko. "I like him?" I asked. Parang sure na sure sa sinasabi niya. "Yeah. I can see it in the way you look at him